Chapter 9 – Cam

I lay back down and put my legs back in the knee rests. I’m glad I can handle these better now. They’re a lot more comfortable than the regular stirrups. I’m really sore, so I’m hoping there’s not a lot left. Ray sits back down in between my legs.

“Alright Cam, I’m going to examine your clitoris now. Some of this will be very intense, but if you try to relax into it, it might turn into pleasure as well.”

“Ok, I’m ready.”

“That’s my girl. I’m going to get a good look first. You might feel some stretching.”

A moment later I feel Ray’s fingers on me again, gently but firmly pulling back the hood that covers my clit. It was definitely a different feeling. I could feel my skin stretching some as he pulled it back even more. I didn’t know it was possible for that much of my clit to be exposed. I could feel the air from the cold room on a part of my body that had never been exposed to air before.

“Are you doing ok?”

“Yeah, it’s just an uncomfortable feeling.”

“Sorry about that. I’m just trying to get a good visual. Everything looks good so far. Ok, Cam this next part is going to feel very very intense. Depending on your sensitivity you might feel a little pain. Just try to take deep breathes. I need to get a swab from underneath your hood to check for bacteria. It’s a soft swab, but it might still feel scratchy.”

He holds my skin back with one hand and get a long swab from the tray.

“Deep breath in, and let it out.”

I do as he says, and on the exhale I feel the swab directly on my clit. My entire lower body bucks. He moves the swab all around my clit and even presses up where the skin begins. I can’t help but hiss at slight burning scratchy feeling, while my body involuntarily jerks with every move of the swab.

“I’m sorry, I’m trying not to move.”

“It’s OK, sweetheart. It’s completely normal.”

He finally removes his fingers and places that swab into a tube like he did the other swabs.

He gets up and rolls another cart closer to the table. It has some sort of machine on it. What on earth can he use that for?

**** Ray

I pick up two devices from the cart I just rolled over. The first one is about the size of my finger and flares out to a small base, very similar to a small butt plug, but it has wires coming out the bottom that connects to the machine. The second one looks just like the first except it’s about the size of two of my fingers. I show them to Cam and explain what they are for.

“These are used to measure how aroused you are, and if brought to orgasm, how strong your orgasms are. This smaller one goes into your rectum and the larger one into your vagina. The devices will then send the data to this machine. This will help me determine which kind of stimulation your clit prefers.”

“What do you mean by ‘which kind of stimulation’?”

“I’m going to be inflicting various stimulations to your clit, and this machine will tell me which ones you like and which ones you don’t.”

“Can’t I just tell you which ones I like and don’t like?”

“Unfortunately it’s not that simple. There’s somethings that, even though your body responds positively to, your mental barriers might tell you that you shouldn’t like it. This machine will give us more accurate results.”

“What exactly are you going to do?”

“Well the first thing I have to do is insert these. Then I’ll be performing a few tests. I’ll let you know what I’m going to do as it happens. Is that OK?”

“Yes, I trust you.”

“Thank you… Now just relax as much as possible. I’m going to insert the one that goes into your bottom first, and then the one that goes into your vagina.”

I squeeze some lube onto both of the devices and then spread her cheeks to where I have a visual of her anus. I gently apply firm pressure until her hole opens and the device slides in. I hear Cam take a deep breath.

“You’re doing fine. Just stay relaxed. Does that feel ok?”

“Yeah, I guess. It’s a little weird but not bad.”

“Good. I’m going to insert the other one now.”

I use my fingers to access her vagina more clearly, and gently insert the other probe. I then turn on the machine.

“Alright Cam, I don’t want to scare you but the first type of stimulation we’re going to try is painful stimulation. I’m not going to lie to you, some of this is going to hurt. But it won’t last long and I promise the next half will make it up to you.”

I see the hesitation in her eyes and then the trust right before she closes them and nods her head for me to continue.

“The first thing we’re going to try is direct clitoral stimulation. I’m going to pull back your hood and then stimulate your clit using my finger. I’ll do that for 10 seconds, then we’ll move on to the next stimuli.”

“That doesn’t sound that bad.”

It might not sound bad, but I’ve done plenty of these exams to know how uncomfortable it’s going to be. It’s not going to be as bad as the next parts though.

I gently take my left hand and use my fingers to pull back her hood as far as I can. It’s not quite as far back as I had to for the swabs, but I know she feels some stretching. She’s still staying pretty relaxed at this point. I then dip the index finger of my left hand into some lube and apply firm pressure directly on her exposed clit. She jumps at the sensation. Keeping the same firm pressure I start moving my finger in tiny circles. She tenses, but not in a good way. I can tell she wants to close her legs, but she breathes though it.

“Just 5 more seconds, sweetheart, you’re doing great.”

“Please hurry, I really don’t like that.”

“3…2…1.”

I take my finger away and she visually relaxes again. I don’t let go of her hood.

“This next stimulation you’re going to feel burning. Once again, it will last 10 seconds. Just try to breathe through it like you did last time.”

I then dipped my finger in a special paste that’s made up of mint, ginger, and a type of mild pepper. I put just a small dab directly on her clit. After just a few seconds I could tell she was starting to feel the warm burn, that would get hotter and hotter.

“It’s definitely warm, but not too bad yet.”

“Just give it a couple of more…”

“Ok, It’s really starting to burn now.”

She kept trying to close her legs, but she was unable to because of the knee rests. Her fists were clenching and I could tell she was trying not to cry. That becoming more difficult with each second that passed. I knew it was the longest 10 seconds of her life. When it got to the last few seconds she cried out, “Please make it stop.” Exactly one second later I took the cotton ball that had been soaked in a cooling gel that makes the burning stop instantly, and gently applied it to her entire clit. She bucked away at the coldness at first, but I held it firmly, until she was relaxed. I tried to soothe her emotionally as well.

“You did so good sweetheart. I know that burned, but that part is over now.”

I threw away the remaining paste and cotton ball, and took off my gloves. I wanted to make sure I didn’t get the paste on anything else.

“Are we almost done? I don’t think my clit can take much more.”

“I have a couple of more pain stimuli to do, and then we can move onto the pleasure.”

“I don’t think anything can feel pleasurable after what it’s been through.”

“I promise you sweetheart, you’ll forget all about this pain when I start the pleasure sensations.” I put on clean gloves and then pick up the next instrument I have to use. It’s a very similar device to the one that I used on her nipples earlier. Since she handled those so well, I’m hoping she’ll do the same with this one, even though it does get a little tighter than the others.

“Cam, do you recognize this from before?”

“Y…yes. Are you going to use that on my clit too?”

“I’m afraid so. You ‘re being so strong, I know you can handle it. Plus you have your safe words right?”

“Yellow and red.”

“Good girl. I’m going to apply this now. I’m going to start off with just a little pressure and slowly tighten it. I want you to tell me when you feel like it’s too much.”

“Ok.”

I then spread her labia and pull back her hood once more.

“Do you have to do that? Can’t you just put it on over my hood.”

“I’m afraid not.”

At that I applied the clamp. She tensed up a little but quickly relaxed again. I was afraid it was going to set her off.

“You’re doing great. I’m going to slowly tighten it.”

I watched her face and body language as I tightened the clamp. At about halfway I knew she was starting to feel it. A few more turns later and she took a sharp breath and whispered, “Ow.”

A few more turns and she was scrunching up her face. One more turn.

“OWWW! Ok, I can’t take anymore.” I knew she was on the verge of tears, but I had to turn the screw one more time.

“Sweetheart, I need to tighten it one more time.”

“Please don’t, please.”

She was breaking my heart, but it had to be done for her to complete the exam.

“Cam, I can stop now, all you have to do it say ‘Red’, but then the exam stops and you won’t be able to go any farther as my sub. It’s totally up to you. You have control.”

She sniffled. “I don’t feel like I do.”

“I know it doesn’t feel like it, but you do. It’s a hard choice to make, but it’s still yours to make.”

She took a deep breath and the tears she was holding back spilled over.

“It’s just one more turn, right? You promise?”

God she was killing me. I wanted to cry right along with her, but I knew I had to be her Dom and get her through this. I looked her right in the eyes.

“I promise, just one more turn.”

She covered her face with her hands and nodded.

I reluctantly turned the screw one last time. As soon as I did, I heard her muffled scream behind her hands. I rushed up to the head of the bed and held her, trying to comfort her as much as I can. After just a few seconds she calmed down.

“Why’s it still on there?”

“You have to let it sit for 20 seconds. You only have about 10 left and then I’ll take it off.”

I held her hand and rubbed the back of it with my thumb, until her time was almost up.

I moved between her legs.

“Are you ready? You remember what happened last time when the blood returned to your nipples?”

“Ugh, yes, I remember.”

“On the count of three. 1…2…3.”

I quickly released the screw and took off the clamp. She cried out again. I gently massaged her clit over her hood, knowing she’d be extra sensitive. Once she calmed down, I got the last item that I needed. I knew this was going to be the worst part of the clit exam, but then it would turn into the best.

“Am I finished?”

“Not quite. I have one more pain test left.”

I looked her in the eye and explained, “Cam, this next part is going to hurt. I’m so sorry for that. I promise it will only last a couple of seconds and then I can soothe you. When I soothe you, it will turn into an orgasm. I need you to let it happen. After that, I’ll remove the probes and we’ll be done with your clit exam.”

“What are you going to do to me?”

I showed her the small device in my hand.

“That looks like what they use to do a finger stick. God, please tell me you’re not going to use a needle on my there. Please, no.”

“Shh, sweetheart, no, it’s not a needle, I promise. It won’t break the skin at all.”

“Then what is it?”

“It is similar, but instead of a needle, there’s a tiny piece of rubber. When I push the button, it will cause the rubber to snap against whatever this is pushing up against.”

“You mean my clit?”

“Yes, I’m afraid so.”

“So it’s going to be like someone snapping a rubber band against my clit?!?”

“Yes… Are you ready to get it over with?”

She reluctantly nodded yes.

I moved back between her legs, and pulled her hood back once more.

She winced from the soreness she was already experiencing.

I pressed the device against her bared clit. I knew this was going to hurt her, but I was ready to take the sting away at the same time. I put my face close to her and I counted. On three I clicked the button. Cam let out the loudest scream I heard from her and started shaking and crying. I immediately, but gently, sucked her hurt clit into my mouth. I didn’t want to cause her anymore pain. I started massaging with my tongue, letting the warmth of my mouth and tongue take the sting away. At first she stiffened. Then she relaxed. Her cries of pain turned to pleasurable moans. She started moving her hips. I glanced up at her without taking my mouth away. Her fists were clenched and her face was once of ecstasy. Once I knew she was ready for more, I began flicking my tongue against her, faster, until I saw her start to stiffen. I flicked faster a few more times, then…

“Ray!!!! Oh my God.”

She was crying again, but this time they were tears of pleasure. I slowly licked her until she had come completely down. She looked so satisfied.

“Are you ok, sweetheart?”

“I think I died a little,” she giggled. I chuckled with her. Apparently she forgot about the pain like I was hoping she would.

“Is there any of the pain stimuli that you would like to carry over to our play?”

“Umm, maybe the clamps and when you used your finger directly on it, but no paste. And I don’t want you to tighten the clamps as much as you did today.”

“I can do that.”

“Am I finished yet?”

“Not quite. But you can go ahead and sit up and relax your legs. I’m going to let you rest about 30 minutes while I get the next part of your exam ready.”

I helped her sit up and handed her a bottle of water to drink. I massaged her legs for a few minutes.

“So, what are you going to examine next?”

“Next is your vagina.”

She looked a little scared.

“Is it going to hurt?”

“You’re going to feel some stretching, and probably some cramping when I examine your cervix. But it won’t be anything as bad as what you just went through.”

“Ok, good.”

“I’m going to get the next cart ready. Just go ahead and sip on your water and try to relax until I’m ready to start.”

“Yes, Sir.”