It had been four and a half months since my last visit at the clinic. I hadn't thought much about it lately not after the first couple of days things just sort of continued as normal my job and life. The first part of last week I was told I needed to stop by the clinic for blood work. And that I would be notified when the results were in. I would be called and then scheduled for a appointment.

Today is the day of my appointment it hadn't bothered me until this morning then during breakfast all of the old memories started to come back, all of the things the doctor had done to me. My appointment was scheduled for three pm by the time I arrived I was beginning to get really nervous.I checked in took a seat and waited, the waiting room was fairly full. I had waited about fifteen minutes when a nurse came out and called my name then escorted me back on the way back she brought me into a room and checked my eyesight and hearing and weight. Then took me on back to the exam room when we entered the room I recognized it as the same room I was in the last time I was here. She told me to take a seat on the exam table and began taking my vitals, my temperature and blood pressure and checking my pulse.When she was finished she told me I could hop down and have a seat on the bench at the desk and the doctor would be in.

I sat and waited, while my mind raced with thoughts on what was going to happen to me? I thought possibly nothing today it was still early during regular hours. By the time the doctor knocked and entered, I had become very anxious. He walked in told me he was glad to see me and asked how I was doing? I told him I was doing good. He then told me there were a few things we needed to discuss, then reached into a drawer and pulled out a paper file with my name on it. Opened it and began to ask me some questions about how I was feeling mentally and physically? First I told him good on both accounts then the questions began to get more specific how did I feel about what had happened during my last visit? I sat for awhile not knowing how to answer? Then I told him that I didn't know how I felt about what had happened during my last visit? That I don't like the what he does to me. So I don't understand why it makes me feel the way it does. He asked me to explain myself. I told him the stuff he does to me, it makes me feel excited and aroused but it also makes me feel dirty. The things he does to me, they make me feel sexually aroused and that makes me feel guilty for liking it. That I shouldn't like this, these things he does to me.But a part of me does like it. The doctor went on and told me that it was ok to like it. That I need to learn to open my mind and accept it. That it is okay to like it. I told him the medical exam is okay, I understand that it is necessary, it is the other stuff that I don't understand. He told me I shouldn't feel bad about it, I should feel good about being able to accept it, That means I am strong willed and can do whatever I need to accomplish what is necessary to reach my goals. I told him I still don't understand why I feel the way I do about what happens to me? It makes me feel guilty, and ashamed. He then ask me to explain myself. I told him what it does to me physically. He looked at me and said you mean that it excites you, it makes you get hard. I told him yes that is what I meant, that is part of it But it also physically hurts me as well when he, then I stopped I didn't know how to say it. He looked at me again and said you mean when I penetrate you. Is this what you are trying to say. I looked up and replied yes that is what I am trying to say that part hurts me. He spoke up and told that the pain will get better with time. I will get used to being penetrated and it won't hurt as bad, maybe only a little at first. but adventually I will learn to like it That adventually I will look forward to this. I will want this to happen to me.Then he asked if I thought I wanted to continue? or give up on what I had achieved for so far? I sat thinking about it for a while he didn't rush me this time he let me think. When I finally spoke I told him I had worked hard at my job and was doing good and couldn't afford to lose it. I had no choice but continue with this, and let him do what ever he wants to me. He smiled and said good,he was glad to hear this, but there is one thing I need to know and that is with every lesson things will become a little more difficult harder for me to endure and I need to be willing to accept this before I agree. By now my thoughts and my nerves were out of control, racing, worrying about what would happen to me next?

He looked at me and began telling me that in the near future he wants to give me a very through rectal examination. I told him he has already done that to me, he has given me a couple of rectal exams already. He then told me no. This is one where I open your anus so I can see inside of you, that this will be very uncomfortable, very hard on me, but he is going to do this to me, anyway so he can look inside of me, examine me visually on the inside, and that when he does this examination he will have a nurse present to assist him, and to help comfort me, but that this won't be today. There's not enough time for this today. For today he will just do my work physical. I sat there for a few minutes and then I asked how he was going to open me up enough to see inside of me. He looked up from his paperwork and said with his hand and that he would use his fingers and his hand to do this, to open my anus wide enough to see inside of my rectum And that I shouldn't worry about this today. That for today we would just do the work physical, it had been six months and that it was mandatory for my job, and then we would see what there was time for after my physical.

Next thing the doctor said was I needed to go sit on the exam table. Then I watched as he put my file back in a drawer. I hopped up on the table and waited as the doctor got a stethoscope and walked over to me. Then told me he will begin with my eyes and ears as he checked my eyes then my ears he was being very through and professional then it was my throat and neck. With this done he told me next my heart and lungs and to please take my shirt off. I did as I was told then he placed the stethoscope on my chest and listened to my heart then placed the stethoscope on my back. He told me to take a few deep breaths and hold them and then let them out slowly. Again I did as I was told. He then told me so far everything looks and sounds good. Next I was told to lay down on my back so he could check my abdomen. Once I was on my back he began palpating my abdomen moving his hands around as he worked his way lower towards my jeans when he got to my jeans he felt under the waistband. With this done he told me to stand. Once I was standing he told me I might as well take my pants and underwear off for the next part. With my pants and underwear off I was now standing completely naked. He sat on his stool in front of me and looked up at me and told me next is the genital exam and proceeded to take a hold of my penis feeling up and down the shaft touching the head and inspecting the urethra. Then he had my testicles in his hand one at a time examining them gently feeling them for abnormalities and then checking me for a hernia as well. With this complete, he stood up and told me my penis and testicles looked and felt normal and very healthy. Next he is going to examine my anus and rectum. To go and bend over the end of the exam table and try to relax. I watched as he walked over to a cabinet and got a pair of gloves and tube of K Y jelly and a small cardboard card.He walked back over to the table and placed the tube of K Y jelly and card by my head making sure I could see them then he put the gloves on with a snap when I heard the second snap I knew he was ready. While he was still standing where I could see him as he explained how he was going to examine my anus first by spreading my cheeks and looking at it. Now I have began to get nervous and anxious, I was starting to feel very embarrassed knowing that he was going to be looking and touching my butthole. As he sat on his stool and rolled behind me I could feel him touching my cheeks then without saying anything he spread them really wide and leaned in towards me so close I could feel his breath on me, so close I was afraid he could smell me, then with his thumbs I feel him spreading my anus open even further I could feel the doctor looking directly at my anus while he was holding it open. When he was done looking at me, examining me, he stood up and then I knew what was going to happen to me next. He walked back up in front of me and picked up the tube of K Y then squirted a large amount on his finger then before walking back beside me he explained he was going to check my prostate, then obtaine a stool sample with his finger. Hearing the doctor telling me this is really making me feel embarrassed. He then stepped back by my side placed his left hand on my back and told me to spread my legs and bend my knees then began pushing down on my back. This is when I felt his finger slide between my cheeks and touch my anus all he said was relax then his finger was penetrating my anus. This made me gasp and squirm as he pushed it in me. I could feel him put pressure on my prostate and move his finger around feeling my gland, and then I realized that I was starting to get erect I felt like I might pee. Then I could feel him stop applying pressure and I knew he was done with my prostate. The doctor then annouced now he going to collect my stool sample, and began pushing his finger deeper into me until he had me pushed up against the end of the exam table, by now he was moving his finger in and out of me and he had gotten aggressive. He was telling me to push like I was trying to have a bowel movement, he told me to push harder as I pushed harder I could feel his finger go deeper. He told that I was doing good. Then I could feel his finger slowly sliding out of my rectum, without saying a word, he was walking back around in front of me. Now I could see his finger, he deliberately made sure I could see it, after it had been in my rectum. I knew he was doing this on purpose to humiliate me, too let me know that he was in control. The finger of the purple glove was brown with my poop, as I watched him, he smeared it on the card, he was smiling at me, he knew this was embarrassing me, making me feel humiliated, the doctor was letting me know that he was in control that he had just dominated me. He had made me submit, to this humiliation, while he had me bent over the table. With this finally over with, the doctor told me everything looked and felt normal. As he took off his gloves he looked at me and smiled and asked if I was ready to get started.

With this said, I noticed that the doctor was checking the clock on the wall then announced he would be back then exited the room leaving me standing naked. He was gone maybe three minutes and was back then told me he wanted to check and make sure the nurse and receptionist had left before he continued with me and that they had. Now he didn't have to worry about being interrupted. Then he walked over to a chair that sat against the wall and took off his white lab coat, seeing this my stomach began to tighten up and I began trembling a little. He was speaking to me but I wasn't really listening I was in a daze thinking about what was about to happen to me. What the doctor was going to make me do now. When he spoke up to get my attention it startled me, I jumped a little and realized I was shaking a little also, in anticipation of what was about to happen. He asked if I was ready for this, it had been a long time and he had been waiting to see me for a while. As he walked towards me I noticed a bulge in his pants and it looked huge. He pointed to a spot on the floor about three feet directly behind the exam table and told me to stand there and not to move and did I understand? I told him yes sir I understood. By now he was standing between myself and the end of the table. He looked at me and smiled, looked me in my eyes and told me in a stern voice now he was going to start dominating me, to use me to please himself, and it was time, get on my knees. I couldn't help myself I began asking him to please don't make me do this, don't make me suck his cock, not again I can't do it, I don't like it!! In very neutral tone of voice he told me that he doesn't care if I like it or not, that it won't make me get sick, and that If I want to pass my physical I will do it and I will do it good. And I knew this was part of it when I agreed, and now to get on my knees. I slowly knelt then reached out and grabbed the belt of the doctors pants unfastened his belt and opened his pants slowly I took a hold of the doctors cock and guided it towards my mouth. I placed my lips on the head of his cock and carefully began sucking it into my mouth, as I did this I could hear the doctor telling me good now suck it nice and slow and take it deeper. As I sucked him I could feel his cock swelling in my mouth and becoming hard. Then I could hear the doctor moaning. After about ten minutes of sucking the doctors cock he was moaning and humping my mouth telling me I better stop. By now my own cock had become hard and I was starting to feel very submissive, and a little guilty about becoming aroused by this. My own cock was getting hard. As the doctor pulled his cock from my mouth it was hard and throbbing and leaking some pre cum. I could hear him telling me that I know what is going to happen to me next. And that I need to get myself ready, for what he is going to do to me, it will be easier for me, it will hurt less if I'm prepared for it. And it's time, we are going to start, getting me ready, for this. Then I watched as the doctor took his pants completely off while telling me he didn't want to get them dirty. And now it's time for me to go kneel on the bench, and to stick my butt in the air and arch my back. The next thing I felt was the doctors fingers rubbing my bottom, rubbing me between my cheeks he was smearing lubricant all over my butthole telling me to relax it won't hurt as bad if I'm relaxed. I told the doctor I was trying to relax but I was scared that it will still hurt. To please don't hurt me. The doctor said it is going to hurt a little then with no warning I felt two of his finger push into me this made me grunt and squirm away from his fingers then in a firm commanding voice he told me to be still and stop trying to get away from his fingers he was trying to loosen my butt, trying to help me.Then I could hear him telling me to roll over and lay down on my back, then the doctor grabbed my ankles and lifted my legs placing them over his shoulders, and I realized that this is how he is going to use me today. Now I could feel the doctor reaching between my legs and applying more lube to my hole and then his fingers were back inside of me working on opening me up, then could feel his fingers sliding out of me and I could feel him grabbing my cock stroking me up and down this made me moan. And then I saw he was lubing his cock with K Y jelly slowly stroking himself working the lube all over his member. And then I could hear him telling me to to get myself ready as he placed the head of his cock against my hole, I felt myself starting to bear down, knowing what was going to happen next. Then with out saying a word he thrust, and pushed all the way into me, I felt my hole start to stretch, and then open, then it began to involuntarily clench and spasm as his big cock forced it's way into me, making my hole feel like it was on fire, It was burning, It hurt bad, I grabbed the sides of the bench and tried not to squeal as my asshole was split open. I could hear my butthole make a loud wet fart noise as the air was forced out of my rectum. I could hear myself apologizing to the doctor for this happening telling him I couldn't help it, I was sorry. As his cock filled my intestines, the urge to evacuate my bowels, the need to go to the bathroom was overpowering, I could hear myself pleading for him to stop! to please stop. I can't take it anymore it's making me feel full! The doctor told me to be quiet to be a good patient and just take it, that I will be alright it will only hurt for a little while, and that I am full, I am full of his COCK. But if I need to I can beg, I can plead for him to stop. Hearing me beg was turning him on. I did beg, I pleaded for him to stop I didn't think I could take anymore I felt full, he just told me to be good, I'll be alright, that I need relax, to open myself up and let this happen, and that I better not mess myself. by now my ass was beginning to relax and open up, he had really began to pump me, fucking me hard!! this is the hardest that he had ever done me, my rectum was making wet sloppy noises, my anus was very loose now, and the pain was gone. I was liking this it was feeling good. I could feel that my own cock was hard and throbbing it was dripping precum without being touched, I had become very sexually aroused, I was going to cum, squirt all over my belly, I was moaning and whimpering. The doctor was talking dirty to me telling me my little hole was tight that it felt nice and warm inside of me, and he was going inject me with his seed, then without any warning he pushed deep into me, I felt his body tightening up against the back of my legs, as he grunted and spasmed I could feel him emptying his balls he was injecting his sperm up inside of me. I could feel the warmth of his seman as It sprayed the insides of my bowels. I had already spilled my seed all over my stomach, as his cock softened and slipped from my butthole, I could hear my hole making a wet plopping noise. I watched the doctor, as he stood up and then he helped me to my feet. I saw his cock was a mess with his cum and the lube and everything else, I was also a mess, as his cum along with the lube was leaking out of me and running down the insides and the backs of my legs, he told me that I had a nice tight ass, and he was looking forward to seeing me again. That I could clean myself up if I wanted too I could get dressed, and then I could go home. And that I had passed my physical. And he would get the paperwork to my employer. He also told me he would be seeing me in the near future.

After I was cleaned up and dressed, as I walked to my car, some feelings of guilt were starting to creep into my mind, the fact that maybe I had enjoyed this just a little. Then in the far depths of my mind there were these feelings of fear and anxiety starting to find there way in. I kept hearing the doctors words the next time I am going to give you a very through rectal examination.