I needed a new health card to drive, I got to the clinic and checked in, was called back, the nurse had me pee in a cup, then checked my eyes, and hearing then took me to the exam room.Checked my vitals and told me the DR would be in.

There was a knock on the door and DR entered the room in he was a very big tall younger man, athletic looking, very physically fit, he introduced himself. Then started to go over the nurses notes. He looked at the notes and told me it looked like my blood pressure was a little high, he rechecked it and then told me it was still high and he would put me on some medication.Everything else was normal. He began the physical, first checking my ENT, heart, and lungs, then he told me to lay down on my back and began checking my abdomen when he was done with this. He told me to go stand on the floor. He came over in front of me with a stool and sat down. He then told me to drop my pants and underwear to my knees. That he was going to check me for a hernia. This is all a very normal dot physical so far. But now he starts to tell me first he is going to give me a genital exam he put on a pair of gloves and began to checking my penis very thoroughly, then my testicles one at a time also very thoroughly. Now this is not part of a normal dot physical I have had these physicals done before and no doctor has ever done this before or been this through. These are usually very basic physicals. He gets to the hernia exam and stops, tells me he wants me to come back in a week. So he can recheck my blood pressure because he has put me on medication, and to see if the medication is working. And when I come back that he is going to give me a rectal exam. Because he wants to check my stool for blood, and this is how he will get the stool sample, that he is not worried about my prostate because of my age, but he will check it also while he is doing the rectal exam. I was not expecting to be told this. Now I am kind of in a little bit of shock. I just stood there while he finished the hernia exam. All I can figure is he Is young and very enthusiastic.

I left and scheduled a appointment for next week on my way out of the clinic. During the following week, I start thinking about what he has told me, I start getting all these feeling, very nervous, a little scared, and even a little aroused, I am not gay so I don't understand why I am feeling aroused by the idea of this happening to me.

I went back on the day of the appointment by now all these feeling are very intense! I get called back and my vitals get checked by the nurse she leaves and the Doctor comes in checks the nurses notes and tells me it looks like the medication is working. He tells me let's finish this up, and then he will give me my card, He then tells me to go stand on the floor and drop my pants and underwear to my knees.I am very nervous by now, and I think he knows this. I almost think he is enjoying this a little bit, he comes over sits on his stool starts examining my penis again. By now I'm very nervous, I'm scared, I am going to get hard. I can feel myself becoming aroused, he stops in the middle of examining my penis and tells me that we have already done this part, and now in a very stern voice tells me to walk over to the end of the exam table. He wants me to bend over and lay my chest flat on the table. and to grab a hold of the sides of the table, this part about grabing the sides of the table starts to make me wonder why I need to grab a hold of the table? This is making me very nervous, It makes me wonder how much this is going to hurt. The doctor's fingers are very large not only in diameter but also very long, I have never had anyone stick anything this big in me before. I just layed across my arms and watched as he walked over and got a new pair of gloves and a bottle marked SURGI GEL and what looked like a small cardboard card. By now my thoughts are running wild, he comes back to where I am walks around to my left side and explains that he going to spread my cheeks and examine my anus visually. Now I'm getting very embarrassed by the thought of him looking at my anus. I have only had one male doctor look at my anus before this. I have had only one rectal exam prior to this and it was by a female nurse practitioner. He sits down on his stool and rolls behind me, I can feel him pulling my cheeks apart, he spreads them very wide, I can feel cool air on my asshole, and I know he is looking at my hole, he has leaned over on his side a little and is fairly close to me. I'm getting very embarrassed by this and even a little aroused, I know he can see my balls and my cock hanging down, I'm scared I will get a boner finally he is done looking. He stands up and explains that he has very large fingers, and first he is going to lubricate my anus by rubbing the lubricant around with his finger, he tells me this will be better it will make it easier for me. All I can do is nod my head yes, he opens my cheeks with his left hand using his thumb and forefinger, then I can feel the forefinger of his right hand touch my asshole the lube was cold, it made squirm a little, he just told me to relax it will be okay. When he was done lubing my anus he just left the finger of his right hand against my hole, took his left hand and gently pushed down in the middle of my back, telling me to speard my legs and bend my knees a little bit. Now he's got me where I can't move, now I'm starting to feel very nervous, I'm beginning to worry about how this is going to feel? , I'm scared this is going to hurt. The doctor has me held down so I can't get away from his finger. I think he is enjoying himself a little also. All he says is try to relax it will be better if you are relaxed. I will go slow and then starts to push his finger into me, I can feel his finger entering my rectum, I feel my asshole start to open and grip his finger, he tells me to just relax you will be okay, he stops rotates his finger in a circle stops, and explains to me this is my prostate as he is applying a little pressure. This made me make a little noise he asked me if was alright? I told him I could feel it, and just shook my head yes, then he tells me now I am going to go deeper, he pushed his finger the rest of the way up my rectum, wiggling it around as he went, now I'm very embarrassed because I know he is done with the prostate part of the exam. He is just trying to get my feces on his finger for a stool sample. By now I feel like my rectum is full, my balls have tightened up and my cock is semi erect. All I can think of is please don't let him see my cock, he just keeps putting pressure against me moving his finger around. By now I'm pushed up on my tip toes, against the end of the exam table finally I can feel him pulling his finger out of very slow. When he is done he walks back to the counter where the cardboard card is, I think he has forgotten about me he doesn't say anything just leaves me bent over the table. I turn my head and watch has he looked at his gloved finger before wiping it on the card. I can see it is smeared brown with my feces now I'm feeling humiliated as well as embarrassed and very sexually aroused. He finally looked over and told me I could wipe myself with some paper towels, he pointed to a dispenser on the wall. I kept my back to him as I walked over to get the paper towels I didn't want him to see my penis it was still semi erect. Once I had wiped the lube off of my butt, I pulled my pants up. He told me that he would give me my card.

This is first time in my life that I had experienced anything thing like this from a male doctor. I can't explain the feeling of being aroused sexually but I was. I still get aroused even now when I think about this, everything that was said and done to me. By the time I got home I was extremely horning. I went to the basement bathroom and masturbated for a long time thinking about what had just happened to me.

I don't think the Dr did anything wrong, but I do think he enjoyed doing this to me, Being in control, I think he knew how this was making me feel. I was still young in my 30s, late 30s,. But I think he could tell how much this was arousing me. Before this I had only had one other rectal exam done on me. It was by a female doctor, it also sexually aroused me to the point of masterbation. But the feelings and emotions of having this done to me by a male doctor. Made me feel more submissive, and less in control of what was happening to me,.than with the female doctor, this was a very rememberable experience.