I wanted to crawl out of my skin sitting there waiting for my enema. The anticipation was unnerving to say the least. I had never had an enema before, I wasn’t even entirely sure what exactly it was. Something with a small bottle of water that goes in your butt.

I shuddered.

Nurse Heidi suddenly comes back into the room with a large red bag attached to a long hose on a pole. Oh boy… this is not good, I thought.

“Megan we are going to be giving you 2 enemas today. The first one will be a soapy enema that you will need to hold for 10 minutes. And the second one will be water you will also hold for 15 minutes.“ Nurse Heidi talked to me like we were discussing the weather as she began to set up the dreadful enema.

She instructed me to lay on the table on my left side with my right knee bent up. Nervous and shaking, I complied. Internally I was freaking out. I didn't want to do this, but what other choice did I have? If I didn’t and they told mama she would ground me and take away my phone and car keys.

“Okay first I’m just going to lubricate you,” she said. I rolled my eyes. How many times did they feel the need to smear that stuff all over my ass?

I felt the cool touch of nurse Heidi’s finger as she quickly shoved it in my hole. Surprisingly it didn’t feel as bad as the first time. And defiantly not as bad as Dr.Fishers fingers has been.

“I’m going to insert the enema tip now,” I braced myself for the invasion. The plastic tip of the enema hose slid deep into my rectum. It felt deeper than the doctors fingers. I gasped in shock at the intrusion.

“I’m going to inflate the small ring on the inside so that it stays in now.”

I felt something swelling slightly inside me. It was unpleasant but not painful.

”Okay, that’s in so now I will turn on the water. You might feel some discomfort but I’ll need you to hold this for at least 10 minutes,” Nurse Heidi instructed. I felt the flow of water as soon as I heard the click of the valve opening. It didn’t take long to start feeling full.

I tried to ignore the growing full discomfort that was taking over me but after just half the amount of time I was whimpering and begging to stop.

“You will be fine. But you must hold it for that long. If you can’t we will just have to do 3 enemas.”

”NOO!” I wailed. Tears were beginning to form in my eyes. Nurse Heidi had me roll to my back and she helped message my stomach. It was really hurting but I was determined to finish both so I didn’t need a third. Finally time was up and I was instructed to lay back on my left side for the removal. She deflated the ring before she slowly pulled the tube out. It felt like it came forever. Finally it popped out and a small dribble of water followed. I was too embarrassed to speak but I knew Nurse Heidi saw it!

“Okay dear, bathroom is through that door. Come back when you’re finished.”

I struggled to get off the table and waddle to the bathroom without leaking more. I couldn’t help it, it felt like I was stretched out back there.

I sat on the toilet for a long time emptying all the contents of my bowels. My stomach cramped a lot, but by the end I was actually feeling somewhat relieved. The doctor fixed me! Too bad it wasn’t over. Begrudgingly I walked back into the exam room where Nurse Heidi was standing with another enema bag prepared.

“Oh, I’m actually feeling much better after that one, can we just skip this one and I can go home?” I asked, hoping.

“Megan, that first enema had soap in it. It’s crucial that we get that out of you. This enema is more important that the last one.” She said sternly.

After breathing a sign, I laid back down on the exam table the same way I was instructed to before.

“Actually for this one Megan, I need you up on your knees and down on your elbows.” I gulped.

“Why? Is this one different? hopefully it’s smaller,” I joked.

“Actually it’s bigger. I need to be able to have better access to your Anya while I insert this one. So please, up on your knees for me.” A small sob choked out of me. I couldn’t believe what I was being put through. A BIGGER one?? Why me?

But I did as I was instructed because I wanted to get this over with.

“I’m just going to lubricate you again.” I rolled my eyes. Of course. I only tensed slightly this time when I felt nurse Heidi’s cool, slender finger probe all the way in my violated hole. I felt her buckles brush my cheeks before twisting and sliding in and out a few times. She was really lubing me up for this one… that couldn’t be good.

“Now Megan, I’m going to insert this. While I do, I need you to bear down like you’re having a bowel movement.” I didn’t even have time to process that request before something large is trying to force itself into my rectum. Instinctively I bucked my hips forward, which ended up with me getting a sharp crack on my left cheek.

“There will be no running away from this Megan. Don’t make me tie you down,” she threatened. I really dI’d not like Nurse Heidi.

She resumed shoving this large deflated balloon into my ass. It took a lot of pushing and twisting, but finally it popped in. “Okay, now I will inflate both balloons. One inside and one outside.“

I felt each pump of the balloons as she inflated them. I started to feel full just inside my rectum. At the same time I felt something swell and nudge at me from the outside. I felt impossibly full.

Once both balloons were inflated, I’m instructed to lay on my side again. She switched the water on and I felt myself filling up again. The cramps came back and Nurse Heidi had me roll a few times and rub on my stomach some. Once I had taken all the water I needed to hold it for several minutes. It was embarrassing laying there with something that felt very large sticking out of my behind.

After what felt like ages, Nurse Heidi finally deflated the balloons and pulled out the large enema nozzle. She had to pull on it steadily until it slowly began to come out. It was then, I realized how long it actually had been in me.

Clenching my cheeks I hurried to the bathroom.

Nurse Heidi called out after me, “After you expel that sweetie we will be doing a full rectal exam. What better time than when you’re all cleaned out. Dr.Fish wants to rule out any internal cause of your consultation.“

I slammed the door.

FULL RECTAL EXAM…

What did THAT mean?