My brother Jake started bringing more boys home for me to spank. He charged them a dollar a swat and gave me fifty cents of it for my part. I usually gave a minimum of 10 swats. I would ask them if they wanted swats on their bare asses and most of them said yes. One day Jake found an old razor strap in the garage. It had a long wooden handle and was about eight inches wide. He took some tin snips to it and cut it length ways and made it so that it had long serrated strips. I tried it out on him and then he tried it on me. It was pretty nasty, especially on a bare ass. So I started giving these boys the option of the paddle or strap. I went easy on most of them with both the strap and paddle. I figured if I was too rough with them they wouldn’t keep coming back.

We started making pretty good money for me being almost fifteen and my brother almost 18. Once my brother graduated from high school I took over the whole business. By now I had boys asking more from me. Many of them wanted to have sex with me. I always said no to them, but eventually I got into doing spanking along with a Hand job. This went on for about 6 months and then the secret got out. My parents found out about what was going on and were furious. I explained how it all started as a simple game with my brothers. I was up front and honest and told them everything. They decided in order to save face for them in the community I should go away. I got sent down to the southern part of the state to my Aunt and Uncles home in a small coal town. Down there everyone knew everyones business so I couldn’t get away with much. I stayed there until I graduated from high school. I was smart enough to get a scholarship to the University. And once I got to college I fell into the same thing. I had a lot of guys hit on me and take advantage of me. One guy asked to marry him, but of course I said no. Some of the guys heard of my reputation and wanted me to become a BDSM mistress to them. I almost considered it than I met you.” I had been listening to her for almost an hour now. And I was finally starting to understand what she was about. She told me more things that happened to her before we had met.

After evaluating what she had told me I said, “You know I love you more than you can imagine. I have since we first met. All of your past doesn’t change the way I feel. I want you to know you can always trust me. I would never purposely hurt you ever. Well except for what happened today. I did this to you so you would know how it felt being treated that way. Our marriage doesn’t need all of the domineering stuff that you did to me. I am not wired quite that way. Yes I like some fun and exploring different things, but not in a twenty/four-seven kind of way.“ She looked into my eyes and said, “ Ok,I don’t need it all the time either.” I reached down and drew her up to me, kissed her with a deep throat searching kiss. I gave her a moment to catch her breath and picked her up and took her back to our bedroom. I set her on the bed, folded back the sheets and pulled her robe off. She slid in between the sheets and I quickly disrobed and joined her. She was lying on her back and I slid my arm under the crook of her neck and gently pulled her up to me. We were like a sandwich with no air between us. “I am nothing like any of the men you have known over the years. I love you because of you.” She kissed me and said, “ Yes now I know that.” I kissed her back. I finally had my wife Beth back!