The room I was looking into was large, the blinds on the windows were lowered so that one could not look in from the outside. On the right was an examination couch and on the left, to my horror, a big scary gynecological chair...although I had expected it, but being confronted with it directly made my facial features slip and at the same time a slight tingling sensation spread through my abdomen. At that moment, Dr. Holm entered the room. A handsome, amazingly young man...that didn't make it any easier for me. "Hello Lydia, I am Dr. Holm and I will be performing the exam on you today. You don't have to be afraid or ashamed, I'll explain everything to you in detail, nothing untoward will happen. I ask you to be cooperative and cooperate nicely, the faster we will be done here. You know that you can't be hired by the Bundeswehr until the examination here is completely finished." I nodded slightly, but avoided looking him in the eye.

"You already successfully completed the first part of the recruitment examination last week with the stress test, the blood test, the hearing test, the eye test and so on. This is the last part, so to speak, where I will take a closer look at your intimate area and your genitals. Therefore, you will be completely naked for a large part of the examination, but don't be embarrassed. I've heard your rectal temperature is fine, you've shaved clean and you're freshly showered, so you're good to go." I swallowed...so it's ready to go...in a moment I will have to remove my underwear and reluctantly tolerate being felt up or allow anything to be inserted into my orifices. "Please take off your bra and panties and put your underwear here," the doctor said. I have to get all naked already? I swallowed and just quietly say "okay". Slowly I opened the clasp of my bra and put it down on the couch. Covering my breasts with my hands was pointless, besides, the last thing to do now was to take off my panties. I looked down at my pubic area. Dr. Holm noticed my hesitation and said, "You don't have to be afraid, we'll do it all very slowly." With shaky fingers, I grabbed the waistband of my panties and pulled them down with a jerk, a cool breeze brushing against my bottom. I slipped my feet out, bent over slightly and put the panties down. Now I only had socks on, but even those had to be taken off, Dr. Holm said. So there I was, completely naked in the examination room in front of Anna and the doctor, who in the meantime had put on examination gloves. "So Lydia, today I'm going to do it differently than usual, I'm going to start with the most unpleasant part of the intimate examination, then you'll have that behind you right away and you'll know that you got over the worst right at the beginning," said the doctor. "And what's the most uncomfortable part?", I asked. "I'm now going to examine you anally, that is, through your anus. You may find this a bit unusual now, but many gynecologists neglect this area and don't examine inside the butt thoroughly enough. We want to avoid that, we want to see if everything is healthy back there," he explained to me. My head turned fiery red and I started to stutter, I could hardly believe it...I said that I had never been examined in the buttocks and surely this was going to hurt. But Dr. Holm assured me that he would be gentle. "So how does this work now? Do you just go in my butt hole with your finger for a minute and then it's done?", I asked, hoping that having something stuck in my butt would be over quickly. But he explained to me that the rectal examination consists of several components, the palpation with the finger would be only one part of it. He would explain everything to me step by step. Instead of reassuring me, my anxiety increased - What does he mean by other building blocks? What else does he want to put in my butt besides his finger? I hope he doesn't use any devices...my anus is still virgin after all. Nevertheless, I had to surrender to my fate and nodded weakly as a sign that Dr. Holm could begin with the examination. So in a moment he will part my buttocks with his gloved fingers...how embarrassing is that. "Lydia, the first stage will be as follows: Now please turn your back to me and bend over the couch nice and far. Upper body and head far down, your butt nice to me. First I'm going to take an external look at your anal region," I heard the doctor say. Phew...that was embarrassing...slowly I turned around and bent forward.

Almost as a matter of course, he reached between my thighs for the first time and thus told me to spread my legs even wider. Then my buttocks opened somewhat of their own accord. "Lower your back a little more and stretch your bottom out to me," I heard at the same moment when I felt a touch on my buttocks. I winced slightly. He spread my cheeks and took a close look at my anal area. I would have loved to be sinking into the leather of the couch right now with my head bent down. "It all looks very nice, clean and shaved. That will make the coming examinations easier," he said to me as he put some lube on his index finger and then on my pop hole. "Watch out, now it's going to get cold for a second" - A sharp gasp of shock escaped me as I felt his cold finger, wet with slippery lube, against my anus. "So Lydia, on the outside your anus looks great, now I'm going to feel your bottom from the inside with my finger. It can still look so good on the outside, but what is going on inside, check the fewest doctors. It's all about your health. Press best lightly against it, like also the toilet, then I get it more easily purely. If you get in the way and I have to push it in with a little more pressure, it hurts. I will now first check whether you are full in the back. That's important for the rectal examinations," said Dr. Holm. Instinctively, I tightened my little hole, but forced myself to uncramp it as best I could. Now it also made sense what Marie had said to me: "Go to the bathroom again beforehand... Of course, for the examination you should have as little poop in the back as possible. But I didn't have much time before, the last time was yesterday....

The next words of the doctor tore me from my thoughts about my last bowel movement: "Now please push, Lydia". The pressure of his finger increased and the foreign body bored mercilessly into my butt. A very strange feeling...this feels like being on the toilet, I contorted my face as long as Dr. Holm pushed his finger all the way into my anus and palpated my bowel walls. "When was the last time you went to the bathroom in a big way?" the doctor asked, groping inside my pops with his finger. "Last night," I answered meekly.

Thereupon, the finger was slowly pulled out of my butt again, which felt even more uncomfortable than the insertion. I was relieved at first and straightened up again, my most intimate place was covered by my buttocks again. For now. "So Lydia, unfortunately in the state of your rectum I can't do the necessary examinations, you can see it in my glove, it's completely brown. You have to empty yourself first, then we can continue," the doctor says to me. Great, now I have to go to the bathroom here too... "Okay, then I'll just get dressed and go to the bathroom". Dr. Holm slowly shook his head, smiled and explained to me that he wanted to be especially thorough today and that he would therefore give me a cleansing enema. The shock was written all over my face, with my bare bottom I let myself fall into the cool leather of the examination couch...my head turned as red as a tomato. Resigned, I stared at the doctor and stammered, "No...I don't want that, I'm not having a tube shoved up my butt...I've never had anything shoved up my butt, I can't have that." The doctor replied, "I can understand that it is strange for you to get an enema in your bottom. But there is no other way, I have to clean you thoroughly from the inside, otherwise I can't do the examination, you know very well that this is obligatory, otherwise you won't get your health certificate. Look, I'm going to push this double balloon colon tube here into your anus. That looks more threatening than it is. Cheer up, it's not going to be that bad.