Miss. Ann stood still, watching intently as the lovely girl struggled with her thoughts. She had a pretty good idea of what was going on in Gina's mind. Most of the girls came up against the wall of embarrassment at some point in their training. Frowning deeply, Miss Ann shook her head, most of the girls did hit that wall, but this pretty one had gone over board. Not expressing her fears to the Teacher in the correct way, but flat out pitching a fit and refusing to follow instructions. Ann remembered when gina had first been accepted to the school and the hi hopes she had for the quiet, sweet seeming 18 year old. Now she was wondering if those hopes had been misplaced. A girl who could not obey despite some discomfort was not a girl who would manage well in this life. Oh well, her three minutes were up and the question would be answered one way or another before the afternoon was over. As Miss Ann crossed the room to stand in front of her, gina's heart beat kicked into overdrive. She fought to keep her eyes on the floor. He lips were trembling as she strained to keep her mouth closed until she was told to speak. Her thoughts were once again a racing jumble, her need to stay in this place and learn how to be a really good submissive at war with her need to defend her actions and protect herself from the embarrassment which had swept over her this morning. When Miss Ann finally spoke, gina was surprised by her soft tone of voice, “ok, little one, enough time to think. Now tell me all about it. I have a good idea already, I know much of what goes threw a girls mind, but I want to hear why you would disappoint me so?” Gina's heat sank, disappoint Miss Ann? Oh god, that was not her intent at all. Taking a deep breath and feeling as if she would sink right threw the floor she began to talk, soft but very fast, wanting to get it all out before she lost her nerve or ran out of time. “Mistress Ann, please, I am so sorry. I never meant to disappoint you or anyone. I swear it. I was just so embarrassed about the whole thing. I mean” gina swallowed hard and tried to catch the tread of her flying thoughts “ Its just that I COULDN'T do something like that in front of a man, one I did not even know.” Fighting the impulse to sob, she hurried to get all the words out. “Please, please, give me another chance. I was just so scared. I don't even know why, but I was. But I swear, if you will just give me a chance I will learn to do what ever you want me to do. Even if I am embarrassed or scared or confused or whatever. I mean, its just that it is always just women here, you know, the teachers and the Mistresses and us girls...and and.. and then that man was there, and the other girls did not even care, but I just froze and when it was my turn I felt red all over and my heart was racing and he was LOOKING at me and he was going to see me with my panties down and my legs spread and TOUCHING myself, and it is embarrassing to put that nozzle inside anyway. And everyone would be watching and I just COULDN'T all of a sudden....” gina's words ended in a chocked half sob as she struggled once again to contain the tears that kept wanting to pour from her eyes. Miss Ann reached out and lifted gina's head with two fingers under her chin. She took a minute to study the girls pretty tear streaked face and thought the stress made her look about 15. Still speaking with the same soothing tone of voice she had used before, she instructed the girl to go in to her bath room, wash her face and pull her hair up into a pony tail. “Now we are going to spend the afternoon together, and we will see if you really are sorry for your little outburst this morning. It is not going to be an easy time girl. You should know that up front. But by the time it is over we will know if you can learn some self control and overcome this little problem of yours.” Nodding to show she understood, gina hurried off to follow Mistress Ann's instructions, All the while promising herself that whatever was wanted from her she would do, Even if meant letting 100 men watch her. As quickly as possible gina pulled a brush threw her long hair and fashioned a pony tail, Then washed her face clean with hands there were shaking badly. Already she was wondering just what “not and easy time” might mean. Gathering herself and walking quickly back to join Miss Ann in the main room, she suddenly remembered something she had signed on the day she entered the school. Just one among many papers, but one that suddenly seemed much more important than it had before. It said basically that she agreed to allow the school staff to administer any type of corporeal punishment at any time they saw fit, and that failure to comply with any such punishment would be grounds to expel her from the school. When she reentered the room she saw that Mistresses was sitting on the little fainting couch at the end of her bed, and that she had brought the small foot stool over to a place directly in front her. Patting the little stool, Miss Ann signaled to gina to have a seat. “Now gina, listen carefully, because the rules here are a little different from what they are at other times in this school. For the rest of this afternoon you may say whatever you need to. In fact I want to know what you are feeling and thinking as we go. But you must not fight or try to stop your punishment. In other words you can ask or beg me to stop. You can cry out and say it hurts or that you can't take it. But you have to stay still, you must accept what is happening. You must not try to squirm away or avoid whatever I am doing. IF you find it impossible to hold yourself you can ask me to bind you in place, but...” She cupped gina's chin and raised it to look in her eyes “ I would much rather you took it like a good girl and did not make me tie you down. Now do you understand what I am saying to you?” Gina was quiet for a minute, searching Miss Ann's face. She wanted desperately to ask just exactly what was it she was going to have to accept here, but instead she simply whispered. “Yes Miss. I understand and I will do my best to be still and accept whatever you wish to do.” Using her thumbs to gently wipe the fresh tears from the girls face Miss Ann smiled. “That's a very good girl gina. You just make sure you keep that attitude and things will be fine.” Siding down to the end of the couch with no back, Miss Ann motioned to gina. “Now stand up and bring yourself across my lap. Let your legs hand off the end of the couch, with one on either side and put you arms over your head.” Gina quickly complied, thinking how awful this position was. She was laying with her stomach across Miss Ann's lap, her legs spread out straddling the end of the couch and her arms reaching for the arm of the couch. Any one walking threw her door right now would have quiet a sight, even though gina was still completely dressed, a condition she found herself being very grateful for. As it turned out, it was a condition that wasn't going to last. Miss Ann swiftly pulled gina's little blue skirt up and over the rounded curve of the girls ass. Before gina could register what was happening Mistress had grabbed a small pair of scissors from the tray that gina had not even noticed before and snipped the thin strings on the sides of the black g string that gina had put on under her school uniform that morning. When Miss Ann started slowly rubbing her backside it was all gina could do not to slither off her lap onto the floor. She felt herself turning bright red, it seemed the blush reached all the way from the top of her hear to the bottom of her feet. She was quiet sure she had never been this embarrassed in her whole life. Not even when her little brother and his friends read her diary when she was eleven and spent two week teasing her, quiet loudly about the neighbors farm hand, whom she had been mooning over as only and 11 year old could do. Gina pressed her face into the cushion of the couch, concentrating on staying still, and reminding herself that this was not hurting her, that she could stand a little embarrassment if it meant staying in this school. When Miss Ann's hand suddenly left her ass and then fell back onto it in a sharp slap gina jumped and high whine escaped her tightly pressed lips. Embarrassment deepened to humiliation as she realized she was to be spanked like a little girl over her Mommy's knee. When the first slap was rapidly followed by an escalating series of hard fast slaps on first on side then the other gina grasped the sides of the couch, a low moan bubbling up from her throat. She was just congratulating herself on holding still for this when the spanking moved from her ass to the inside of her thighs. She felt panic grip her and was only just barely able to stop herself from slamming her legs shut. She had lifted her head, tuning to look over her shoulder, a sob building in her chest, when the rain of blows suddenly stopped. The hard hand between her thighs suddenly turned warm and soft again, stroking the hot flesh gina was sure was glowing pink. In a voice as warm and soothing as her hands, Miss Ann said. “Very good gina. Good girl. You hardly moved at all. This is not so bad is it?” When gina only dropped her head back onto the couch with a sigh, Miss Ann continued. “Talk to me now girl, I told you I need to know what you are thinking.” Trying to hold her voice stead gina said “I... I guess it's not so bad Miss. It's just embarrassing is all. Like being a little kid again sort of, but worse. Uncovered and spread out like this.” Gina shuddered, wishing she had chosen her words more carefully. She did not want to call attention to her position all of a sudden, even though she knew Miss Ann had the best view of it. Ann laughed softly, “little one, if THIS were to be the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to you it would be a charmed life indeed. There is no one here to see you but me.” Gina felt the couch shift a bit as Miss Ann leaned over to pluck something from the little tray and tried to look back to see what it was. It was out of her sight however, so she put her head back down. Wondering if it was all done that easily? Miss Ann's hand moved away to be replaced by something small and hard, and just a little rough rubbing small circles on the cheeks of her ass, where the stinging had started to fade. Whimpering a little at the idea that she could not see what was touching her she asked in a small whisper. “UM Miss Ann, what is that?” “OH, this. A little wooden spoon, its one of my favorite spankers. Easy to hold you see, but the effect....” She smiled a little as she felt the girl tense over her lap, then drew the spoon up and brought it down smartly right where her left ass cheek folded to meet her leg. Picking up a rhythm she moved as quickly as possible, hitting hard first on one side then the other. Raining blows down first on the girls ass then on the back of her thighs. Finally moving to the very sensitive skin on the inside of her thighs. Gina first cried out, then sobbed, finally breaking into a pleading whine, but held still until Ann brought the spoon down smartly right between her legs catching her outer pussy lips a stinging blow. Then the girl stiffened all over, grasping the cushions with her hands and straightening her legs, still spread wide, so that she was standing on her tip toes instead of laying across Miss Ann's lap. Gina felt her body stiffen, aware that she had rissen on her toes, the unexpected pain in her privates singing threw her body, when Miss Ann's voice sounded sternly in her ears. “Get back into the position I told her to keep girl! Right now! I told you to TALK to me, not to fight. Those are the only two rules I set for you, are you unable to keep just two rules?” Sobbing hard, tears starting to run a track down her face gina forced her muscles to relax, sagging back across Miss's knees. “I'm sorry Miss. I'm so sorry, it hurt so bad! Please, please, I'll be still but please that hurt!” Miss Ann set the little toy aside and resumed rubbing gina's bottom. “Now, that's better girl. You see, here at the school and in your life afterwards too, you will feel many things. Happiness, sadness, joy,pain pleasure, ecstasy, humiliation, even anger and fear. What you must learn above all else, is this. No matter your feelings, you must obey. You chose this life, because it called to you. But it is not always an easy fun romp. There are hard things and hard times. It threw obedience that you reach the levels of submission that bring you into yourself. And as hard as it may be, there are rewards for obedience.” gina nodded her head, once again wiping tears from her face and whispered, “Yes Ma'am. I understand. And I want to obey, really I do. I want to feel those rewards. I mean when I do things right, and you or a teacher or some one tells me what a good girl I am..... I cant even describe what that feels like. It is like being in just the right place for me. I want to have that feeling. I want to keep it. But it can be so hard.” Miss Ann reached out to stroke gina's hair, “Well of course it is girl, and what did you expect, did you think it would all be fun and games? Do you really believe that when you find a Master He will want only easy things from you? If so then you are in the wrong place. Do you forget all that you have learned here? Your place in life will be to please. And pleasing doesn't always mean doing what you want, it means doing what is wanted of you. Many times your teachers, or the Ladies who oversee you, and especially your Master, will be pleased by things you would not choose to do left to your own devices. Surely you know that. If it were only things that all women enjoy why would anyone take on the extra responsibility of a submissive? Why there wives would give to them everything that pleases them and they would have no need for you. But you are a pretty girl, right. Perhaps you could find a loving husband who would only want the easy things from you, and would take the needs that really fulfill him to a submissive woman instead?” Gina was shaking her head vigorously, new tears puddling in her eyes, “OH no Miss. Please, I know that is not the life for me, I am sure I would be bored to tears, and to know I was not the one giving my man the real pleasures of his life would be so awful. I know I can do it, please Miss. I want to learn to be a very good sub.”