“I know, it sucks, but it has to be done.”

I just sit there looking around the room, while he inputs more data. After a few moments he walks over, gloves in hand.

“OK, Willow, do you think you can behave now, and not cover yourself up?”

I nod my head yes.

“Alright, I’ll let lane take off the restraints, but this is your last chance.”

“I’ll be good, I promise.”

“Lane, you can go ahead and release her hands.”

I feel so much better already. Not that they really made a huge difference in my movements anyway. It was just better knowing that I was actually free.

“OK, I need you back on your hands and knees again.”

I only hesitate a second before I turn around. Lane puts a tiny pillow where my head will go.

“Here, sweetheart, just lay your head on this, and relax the rest of your body on the table. You’ll be in this position for a little bit, so we want you as comfy as possible.”

I do as I’m instructed, and the position gives Dr. Ridley open access to my ass. I hear him snap on the gloves. Next, I feel his hand on my lower back.

“Try to relax as much as possible for me. I’m just going to take a peek at the outside first, and then I’m going to insert my finger again.”

He positions a light to where it is shining right on my ass. I feel him part my cheeks, and I can feel the warmth of the light on my little hole back there. He spreads my cheeks even farther apart, and I know he can see every little thing back there. I then here the awful sound of the tube of lube opening, I know what that sound means now.

“Everything looks great on the outside. I’m going to check the inside now. You’re going to feel my finger again.”

I feel the same pressure I did before. I must be getting used to the sensation, because it wasn’t as bad as it was before. I feel him move his finger around, and there’s still that same weird burning sensation, but I’m able to ignore it. After a few moments he takes it out, and that still felt as weird as last time.

“I didn’t feel anything, so now I just want to take a visual look.”

I can kind of see behind me and I see him pick up another metal tool.

“Is that what I think it is?”

“It’s just like the speculum I used earlier in your vagina, but this one is more narrow, and is made to open the anus and rectum for visual inspection.”

“I don’t think that’ll fit.”

“It will fit, but it’s going to be uncomfortable. Lane will hold your hand and comfort you through it as much as possible. The main thing is to try to relax your muscles back here as much as possible. OK?”

Once again I nod my head, and try to take a few deep breaths. I feel lane grab my hand once again. I hear Dr. Ridley open the tube, and then I feel my cheeks being spread again. A second later I feel the cold hard metal push against my little hole.

“Willow, take a deep breath and then push out like you’re going to the bathroom. That’ll open you up for me.”

I try do as I’m told, and I start feeling really hard pressure back there, then I feel myself opening up for him, and I feel the coolness of the metal going inside of me. The burning pressure is awful! I moan out loud.

“Shhh, easy, sweetie, you’re doing good.”

I feel every single inch as he advances the tool inside me. Every time he goes farther in I moan and whine.

“You’re doing great. One more inch and it’ll be in.”

I feel it move inside of me again.

“Oww!”

“Shhh, it’s alright it’s in. I’m going to let it sit there for a minute and let you get used to it.”

I don’t want to wait for the minute, I just want him to see what he needs to see, so he can get that horrible device out of me, and leave my poor little butt alone. After a few moments though, I start to get used to the sensation. After a minute or so passes, he can see that I’m more relaxed.

“Alright, are you good so far?”

“I think so, but I’m ready for you to take it out.”

“I know you are, but I can’t yet. Unfortunately it’s going to get worse before it gets better.”

“What do you mean?”

“Willow, I still have to open it. That was just the insertion of it.”

“What?!?!?! No!!! Please don’t. I can’t handle it, it’s going to hurt, please.” I sob and I beg.

“I’m sorry, Willow, try to relax.”

“No, please I can’t.”

“I’m sorry.”

I then feel it slowly start to open, and I feel even more stretching and burning.

“OWWW!!! PLEASE! STOP!”

I keep sobbing and begging as he keeps slowly opening it. Lane comforts me as best as he can. It feels like my little ass hole is on fire, and he’s still opening it. Finally, a few more clicks and it’s all the way open.

“Shh, I’m going to make it better, just give me a second.”

A few seconds later I feel the same peculiar warming sensation as I did before, the same bath water feeling, that same soothing warmth. This time I know what it is. I still feel a lot of horrible pressure and burning, but most of my attention is on the good burning feeling. I feel my muscles start to relax again, and the pain becomes bearable. It’s still there, but it’s tolerable.

“Is that better, Willow? I’m so sorry. That was the worst part I promise. I know it hurts, but you’re doing great. I’m going to take a quick look, and get some cultures. You’ll feel a slight scraping.”

Slowly the soothing warmth fades, but the awful pain doesn’t come back. I then feel something slightly scrape against the walls inside of me. I whimper a little bit at the weird sensation, but it doesn’t really hurt.

“Ok, I’m going to take it out now. It’ll feel really weird but it shouldn’t hurt.”

I feel the pressure slowly decrease back there, and then he pulls out the speculum, and it feels like I’m using the bathroom. I groan a little, but it’s finally all over. My asshole feels like it’s throbbing though.

“Alright, you can lay down flat on your stomach, and relax now. I’m going to put in the cultures, and then I’ll give you a shot.”

I try to relax as much as possible while I’m waiting. I hate needles but it can’t be any worse then what I’ve already been through. Shortly, he comes over and I don’t even look at the needle. He swabs a spot on my left butt cheek.

“Alright, a little stick and some burning.”

I jump as he jabs the needle in, and then I whimper as the medicine is pushed in. It only lasts a second though.

“Ok, you can sit up and I’ll get a blood sample.”

I do as I’m instructed and hold out my arm. I only feel a small prick as he sticks me with a needle. It’s not long before he takes it out, and puts a band aid on it.

“Ok, I think we’ve put you through enough for one day. You can go ahead and get dressed, and lane will pick you up next week to finish all the testing that we need to.”

“Thank you.”

I put on my clothes and then lane guides me through the door. As I’m leaving I hear Dr. Ridley say, “Bye, Willow, see you next week.”