I could hear a voice trying to wake me from my slumber. It kept calling my name but my head was too fuzzy to figure out who it was. I slowly opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the padded white ceiling. I then saw the face of Dr. Chang staring down at me.

Dr. Chang- Here you are sleepyhead, I was wondering what happened to you.

It all came flooding back to me very quickly, I was strapped to a gurney and humiliated again by someone involved with her staff. The rage just flew out of me

Me- Where the hell did you go? I was locked up in here and then these guys came in and strapped me to this…this thing and then they shoved a needle into me. Unstrap me right now you bitch. I want out of here this instant.

Dr. Chang- Now Jeffrey, if you calm down I will explain. I was called away to check on another patient. The door must have blew closed while you were bouncing around. I’m sorry for the way you were treated, I will make sure that you are not touched for the rest of the tour.

I looked at her incredulously

Me- Rest of the tour? No, you are going to unstrap me from this gurney, give me my shoes back and I’m as getting out of this funny farm.

She looked at me a tad disappointed but relented.

Dr Chang- Ok Jeffrey, if you insist. But one thing I must do to anyone who has been restrained for a period of time in a padded cell is examine them, just to make sure nothing is out of the ordinary. So I’m going to unstrap you but you must continue to lie there for a moment ok?

I wanted to get out and figured the best way to do that would be to let her examine so I nodded my head yes. She then nodded her head off to the corner and I saw two orderlies approach me and begin to remove my straps. One was at my hands, the other down by my feet. It was then that I noticed my pants and underwear still down by my ankles. I wanted to pull them up but before I could the man down by my feet slid them the rest of the way off.

Me- Hey!

Dr. Chang- Jeffrey, you can’t have those back just yet. After the exam ok?

I had no choice. She started the exam, looking over my eyes, in my nose, my ears, asking me questions like 2+2 and if I knew what day it was. She then put the stethoscope into her ears and slid the knob under my shirt, asking me to breathe deep. The knob was cold, the coldness gave me shivers and also her touching me seemed to awaken my penis. I became steadily more aware that I was not only getting aroused during this exam, but that the two orderlies were staring at it. It was another in a long line of humiliating experiences that I could do nothing about but wait. I then heard one of them giggle and that threw me into a rage. I pushed the doctor to the side, almost knocking her over and fast walked my way out of the cell and ready to find the nearest exit.

I was seething, hating myself for even coming in here, thinking of nothing other than getting out and staying out. I heard them following behind me, Dr. Chang calling my name but this only encouraged me to run in order to get away fast enough. I ran and I ran, one orderly tried to block my path so I turned and went down another corridor. A sign said I was heading toward the lunch room. Dammit, I wanted an exit. Soon I was at a dead end, facing the wide open lunch area, most of the patients sitting there either being fed or feeding themselves a sandwich. I was blocked, Dr. Chang and the orderlies were in back of me, the lunch room ahead. It was then that Dr. Chang told me to look down. I did.

Oh my god. I covered my penis and testicles with my hands. Everyone was staring at me. I then saw Chang dangling my shorts and underwear in her hand. I reached for them but she did not give them to me.

Me- Can I please have my pants back?

Dr. Chang- Hmmm, well Jeffrey we gave a policy around here. If you act like an adult, big boy, you can wear pants. But if you act like a child, then you don’t. Now I was going to give you these back but I’m seeing some childish behavior here that has me concerned.

Me- I’m sorry Dr. Chang, please can I have them back.

Dr. Chang- I’m afraid that won’t convince me Jeffrey. You’ll have to do a better job.

I sighed, this was the worst yet.

Me- Dr. Chang, I’m very very sorry, I will not do this again.

Dr. Chang- Still not convinced. I think someone is just hiding the fact he;s a very big baby

Me- I’m not a baby, I’m a big boy who wants to wear big boy pants. Please don’t put me into a diaper, it will be humiliating.

Dr. Chang- But Jeffrey, wouldn’t you enjoy being changed and getting to take naps and getting fed your food for you. You’d like that wouldn’t you little baby?

Me- No, I;m a grown man. Please let me wear my big boy pants. Please Dr. Chang, every one is staring at me and making me feel self conscious.

Dr. Chang- Well you should have thought of that before you went running around with your winky flopping all over the place.

This was getting worse and worse, I hadn’t had my penis called a winky since I was 5 years old. Since then I’ve achieved in evry category, tops in my class, on the basketball court, I have a great career as an account executive, a super hot girlfriend. I am superior. Who is this bitch to talk down to me? When I get out of here I am going to sue the shit out of her.

Dr. Chang- Someone looks a little cranky.

That zapped me out of my thinking.

Me- I am not cranky.

Dr. Chang- Yes you are, I can see it. You are very upset. I don’t think you deserve to wear regular clothes, certainly your behavior thus far has not warranted it.

I tried to stay as even tempered as possible

Me- Please Dr. Chang, I am a grown man. I do not need to be put into a diaper. I deserve to wear big boy clothes, please let me wear my big boy clothes. I promise I will be good.

Dr. Chang- A Good what?

Me- I promise to be a good boy and do what you say.

Dr. Chang- Very good Jeffrey. I will give you one more chance. Leon and Howard will take you off to a side room and get you all situated.

The two orderlies advanced on me, one showed no discretion and just put his hand right on my ass, guiding me to a side room. I didn’t care, that humiliating scene was over and now all I needed to do was put my pants on and go home. I could not have expected what would happen next.