As a disclaimer, I have been sorta planning this thing out but there are also just some parts I felt I had to have in there but which also kinda just took on a half-formed scenario in my mind. This was the later but I also think its the best I could have gotten done. So if you like it, great. If not, I think I have some better stuff coming.

Dr. Chang- Really Jeffrey, we must do something about your stress.

I had decided to continue the tour with Dr. Chang, the feeling that I would see patients in straitjackets (preferably a sexy female) or strapped to their beds was too strong to pass up. I had regretted the decision almost immediately though as the next stop on the tour was the medication station. Dr. Chang had not only prescribed me some meds, she was currently holding a paper cup and wanted to watch me take them.

I was reluctant to take anything that might screw around with my mind and I had told her as much but she insisted that this would help me cope with my “stress disorder”, her words, mine. I decided that one or two pills couldn’t possibly hurt me too much and that if she gave me a bottle to take home, I would just throw them away later. So I downed the pills in the paper cup and decided to be done with it.

Dr. Chang- Good boy Jeffrey, those will make a big difference in your mood. I see you’re wearing your running outfit. That’s good for what we have coming up next.

I walked with Chang down some hallways and soon we came upon a gym. She told me that this was open to any in or outpatients looking to blow off some steam, then she threw in “and it looks like you could use it right now.”

I didn’t understand what she meant and that she told me to look down. Not only was my erection throbbing again but my right leg had also started to shake. Oh my god, could the medication be doing this to me. I tried to will it to stop but my brain just couldn’t get it to do so.

Sandra- And who do we have here?

We turned around to see an attractive woman wearing spandex work out clothes. Oh my god, said my brain, this place just gets sexier.

Chang- Sandra, this is Jeffrey. He’s touring the facility. I was wondering if you wouldn’t mind working him out?

Sandra- Sure honey, you are a cutie (as she started petting my shoulder). I’ll take good care of him.

She led me into the gym. I looked around to see Chang wave goodbye and then walk away. She led me over to a mat on the floor and told me to lie down on it. Oh man, what was going to happen here?

Sandra- I liked to start off with a little stretching. First lets get these off.

She lifted my legs and started untying one shoe and then the other. I loved when people did anything to my feet, it made me spiral into a state of excitement. After my shoes were off she put one hand on my ankle and the other on the bottom of my foot and started to push my knee toward my chest. She did the same with my other leg but noticed…

Sandra- You’re a little shaky honey. We need to relax you a little bit.

With that her hands started to creep up and down by right foot, massaging it up and down, then kneeding out each toe with her fingers. She then did the same to my other foot. It was fantastic, I never felt so relaxed until…She then started to rub my ankle, then my calf, she was going up my leg. It wouldn’t be long before…oh there it is, she’s at my thigh. It felt like she started rubbing harder at that point, really getting in there. My eyes were closed at this point, my erection was making me completely insane. Thankfully she stopped with that leg and I could finally get up but then it took me a while to realize that I had another one. She again started with the foot and began to work her way up.

Sandra- You ok Jeffrey? You look like you’re ready for a little nappy.

This got me to open my eyes, I was getting furious.

Me- I do not need a goddamn diaper. I am sane.

She just looked at weirdly.

Sandra- I just meant you looked tired Jeffrey. Calm down.

I realized that I had jumped the gun. Truth is, I was starting to feel infantilized just hanging around here and I just wasn’t sure how I felt about that. I mean in my fantasies it always seemed great, but this was serious. One false move here and I would be in diapers, locked up, forced to take meds I didn’t need, babied and taken care of in every way. If I were to be committed, how would I explain this to my girlfriend, my boss, my co-workers, and family.

Sandra- Ok Jeffrey, why dont we get started.

I decided the best thing to do was calm down and follow her. I needed to be on my best behavior from this point forward. I followed her over to an exercise ball. She had me lay my back on it with my feet planted on the floor, just moving it with the upper half of my body. She then showed me how to do some yoga. I started realizing that almost everything I did with her, she would find ways to put her hands on me, whether it was my back, my ass, thigh, anything. She was totally into me it felt like.

She next told me to get my shoes back on cause I was going to be running on a treadmill. But before I could do that, I started to get a very odd sensation. I wasn’t shaking anymore but the gym appeared to be spinning. I closed my eyes for a bit and rubbed them. Thankfully when I opened them again the spinning stopped but in its place I started noticing small bugs crawling across the floor. Some were coming from the left of me, some from the right. I looked up on the ceiling and more were there, coming down the walls, all seemingly towards me.

I was going to step on them but then realized I was just in my socks.

Me- I need my shoes back.

I sounded very alarmed.

Sandra- Jeffrey, are you alright?

Me- Bugs. There are bugs every where in here.

She just looked around, wondering what I was talking.

Sandra- Jeffrey, u seem very stressed right now. Maybe you should sit down.

Me- Are you crazy. Theres bugs all over the place in here, we gotta get out of here.

I made to run, looking for some place where the bugs couldn’t get to me. I was becoming more and more disturbed by what was going on.

Sandra (into a walkie talkie)- I think im going to need some help in the gym.

Me- What was that? Who did you call?

I alternated looking at her and for a place to get away from the bugs. Then I saw two large men arrive at the entrance of the gym, both pushing a gurney with what looked like leather restraints on it.

Sandra- Jeffrey, we’re all here to help you. Why don’t you come over here?

They were all motioning for me to come near them. I didn’t want to but I knew my choice were bugs or them. I picked them. As fast as I could, I ran through the bugs and landed on the stretcher on my knees but then wiping my feet and ankles to get the bugs I saw there off of me.

Then I felt 2 sets of hands grab me, force me into a laying position and for the second time today, I felt restraint straps going on my wrists and ankles. The funny part is, I didn’t even notice, too busy was I with the bugs.

Me- You gotta get an exterminator in here quick.

Man 1- Yes, we’ll do that. You just try to relax. Everything will be ok.

As I was being wheeled out of the gym, Dr. Chang was coming down the hall.

Chang- What the hell happened here?

Sandra- He seems to have suffered a psychotic break.

Chang- what?

Chang then started to look me over, shining a light in my eyes first.

Chang- It’s not a psychotic break. It’s just a bad reaction to the meds. We gotta get some water in him. Follow me please.

They all pushed me along the hallway. I told them I was feeling a little better to walk but they were ignoring me. Other patients and nurses in fact were not. It was humiliating. I was even a patient here and yet here I was, strapped up worse than most of them. Finally I was pushed into the cafeteria, which was thankfully empty at the moment, and Chang said I would have to drink some water. I expected to be released but instead the wrist restraints were separated from the gurney and before I knew it my wrists were being restrained behind my back.

Me- How am I supposed to drink my water.

Chang- You let me worry about that.

Then I saw she was holding in her hand a baby’s bottle with a clear liquid in it. I was being held while she positioned herself on the gurney and then the large men gently but thoroughly had me sit on her lap. She held me with one hand and before I could protest she shoved the nipple of the babys bottle in my mouth and I was forced to drink. With no hope of being let out of the humiliating position, I had no choice but to follow instructions.

So there I was, nestled into Chang’s shoulder while she held the bottle for me to drink. Sandra returned with more. As I drank, I started to sweat profusely but it was nothing compared to the humiliation I felt. Soon I felt a little better. She asked me several easy questions which I gave the right answers too. This was thankfully enough to have the 2 men unbuckle my wrists and unattach the ones holding my ankles to the gurney.

Dr. Chang- Jeffrey, I’m very sorry about this but medications are always tricky. It takes a lot of trial and error.

Things were spiraling out of control. Finishing the tour at this point would be madness, but then she said the 12 words I’ve been longing to hear.

Dr. Chang- How about I show you what a padded cell really looks like?