She was nervous walking around the corner, her previous fix was wearing off, she was meeting her dealer behind the dumpster. It’s a quick meet as usual, she heads back to the park, to her campsite. A couple of months ago her parents kicked her out, they finally grew tired of her stealing and using. She was smart enough to pack a tent, she doesn’t really mind, as long as she gets her drugs. Back at her tent she gets out her mirror and straw. “ahh this feels good” she thinks as she passes out. She dreams about hands lifting her into a bright light..

She was still coming down from her buzz and couldn’t think clear when she woke up. She was strapped down in a dark room, There was something around her neck, and a strap across her forehead kept her from moving her head at all. There was something in her mouth pressing her tongue down and keeping her mouth open. Her arms were spread out at her sides and strapped down around her wrist, her elbow and just below her armpit. There was a strap around her chest, just above her breasts, it cut in to her when she took a breath. And another just below her breasts. Her legs seemed to be cupped in cushioned leg-stirrups, her upper-leg was in one piece, strapped down in two places en her lower-leg and foot was strapped down in 3 places in a different cushion. The whole table was nice and soft she realized. Apart from the straps and the neckthing she was quite comfortable. She couldn’t look around the room but maybe it was too dark to see anyway.

All of the sudden a tv turns on, it is positioned above her. “Welcome to the New Life Rehabilitation Centre” the doctor on screen says. She blinks at the brightness of the screen. He is handsome, in his mid 40’s, his dark hair is turning grey but his blue eyes are still fierce. He smiles “This is an exclusive opportunity to turn your life around. We here at NLRC believe that with the right tools and training even you can become a valuable functioning member of society. But first let me introduce myself. My name is Dr. Andrews. I specialize in detoxification of the body and mind. I started this fine institution as an answer to the drug epidemic. It is a disease and we are the cure. This campus is situated on a private island and completely cut off from the outside world. When you Finnish step 4 I will show you the island. But for now, just relax, and comply with our commands.” The camera zooms out and there is a medical team standing in row behind him. “This is the clinical team” He continues “Dr. Michaels, gynecologist and fertility-specialist. Dr. Jacobs, psychotherapist. Simon, head nurse. Jake, nurse. And for your safety: Jason, head of security. He and his team make sure no-one gets on or off the grounds”. The scene changes and she is looking at the same room she is in right now, Dr. Andrews moves into view. “This is our detoxification-room, right now you are strapped to this table right here, and this is the screen you are looking at right now. Let me show you around and explain what some of the machines are and do.”

The camera moves to the right side of the table. There is a monitor with some wires and electrodes attached.”These will be placed on your chest so we can monitor your heart”. The camera moves further right, there is a weird looking machine with nobs and pressure gages, there are some hoses coming out the left side, there’s a clear tube filled with water with lights behind it. “This is right here is a hydrotherapy-machine, you will feel what it does in a little while.”

Anna started to panic, what happened, how did she get here? What was going to happen to her? The camera moved down to where her feet where pointing now. This machine looks like the one before but everything is smaller. “This: I invented myself, the DBC, detox and bladder-controlcenter, it flushes your bladder and kidneys while it detects drugs and other toxins in you urine, I will explain the details later” She started to scream but the thing in her mouth muffled any sound she made. The camera moved over to the next machine, she had seen this one on tv before, it’s a dialysismachine. “This is an altered dialysismachine, it filters out most toxins in the blood, but it takes a long time.” The camera turns and Dr. Andrews moves in front of the table. “This is the table you are lying on, your head is placed here and this is what you feel around your neck” it looks like a collar for a broken neck, but there is something different she can’t figure out. “Your arms are stretched out here” she saw the straps, and little clamps around the side for hoses. The camera moves across the table to where her hips are. “This table can move into different positions for different tests. This will be the setting for phase 1.” Dr. Andrews pushes a button on a remote and a part off the table moves away, Anna feels the table starts to move and she feels her butt hanging free. She struggles against the straps but it’s no use. The camera moves to the stirrups, dr. Andrews pushes another button and the stirrups start to move, Anna starts to cry hysterically as she feels her legs move. “Now don’t try to keep your legs closed, you will only hurt yourself.” First her legs move up, bending at the knee, the her feet start to move apart, opening her up for whatever will happen next. She could feel air on her most private parts. The screen turns dark and the credits role in.

The tv turns off, a door opens en a bright light fills the room. Footsteps move closer to Anna as tears stream from her eyes. “Don’t cry” the voice from the tv says, as he wipes away her tears. “Don’t be scared, we will take good care of you. As you know, my name is Dr. Andrews, I will be in charge of you physical health, and they are Simon, and Jake. They will take care of you” The doctor was looking down on her, she couldn’t see the other men. “I know your name is Anna, you were kicked out of your parents home about 6 months ago and have been living in a tent in the park. Your dealers name is Tiny, he sells you whatever he has, and you smoke it or wash it down with a sip of pond water. Now I know you had a rough time and I don’t judge, I only want to help. That is why we will clean you up, get you healthy and obedient, teach you how to be a lady and we will even find you the perfect husband. But first things first, phase one of step one. Simon, Jake!”

She screamed, she cried, she struggled and thrashed. Because of the neckbrace and head strap her range of view is limited. All she can see is the tv-sceen, 3 bags hanging from a IV-stand and the ceiling. She could hear the 3 men talk and move and things around her, it was freaking her out. “Anna, do you remember the first machine from the video?” Simon was standing over her, he has kind eyes, a light stubble and a scrubcap covered his hair. He was wearing dark blue scrubs and there was a sugricalmask hanging below his chin. “Blink once for yes, and twice for no” he instructs. Anna blinks once, she remembered it was the heartbeatmachine or something.

Simon starts sticking the electrodes across her chest and on the side of het ribcage. He has a gentle touch, when the machines switches on, the monitor starts to bliep in sync with Anna’s racing heartbeat.

“Just relax Anna, we are not going to hurt you. Some of the procedures might be uncomfortable but they should not be painful”. Something is slid over the index finger of her right hand. She feels something cold wiping at her arm, the smell of alcohol fills the air as she feels the needle go in. “won’t hurt you, fucking bullshit” Anna thought as the second tube filled with her blood. She wanted them to remove that thing in her mouth, her jaw was hurting. And she would love a chance to give them a piece of her mind. She tried to move her tongue, it wasn’t only pressed down, there was a clamp pulling on it. What the hell?

“Okay, Anna. You will feel me touch you now, do you remember the second machine?”

Anna felt a gloved hand touch her butt, fingers spread her cheeks, and a lubed finger disappeared fast in her rosebud.

Anna’s eyes fling open, and she inhales sharply.

“Answer me” he says, moving his finger around

“She blinked once” Simon says, wiping her tears away.

“Good, do you know what is does?” Pressing his finger even deeper

“She blinked twice” The panic is showing all over her face.

“That’s okay, you will find out soon enough. Jake, get the double balloon canula, a size 9 should fit nicely”. Jake grabs the requisted canula from a tray and opens the package, the diameter is 3.8 cm. Large for a virgin anus. So he inserts another finger to open her a little more.

Withdrawing his fingers he continues “I am going to insert the nozzle now, Anna. Bear down for me as if you have to go to the bathroom” He presses the KY covered tip against her rosebud. It feels really big as it starts to slip inside and stretch Anna’s anus. Tears are streaming down her face, and no matter how hard she tries, she can’t stop the invasion. “Okay, we are at the first balloon now, bear down Anna, it will only hurt more if you don’t. Okay, have it your way then” He pushes the nozzle and the balloon slowly slides in, stretching her anus even further. Another muffled scream “Just relax, it is in position. I’m going to inflate the internal balloon first, you will feel some pressure.” Dr. Andrews attaches the 150ml syringe and injects all of the saline into the balloon. It is filling her, and stretching her in a way she has never felt before, it feels heavy and she doesn’t like it. “That wasn’t so bad, was it? Now the external balloon, as the balloon just outside your anus fills, the one inside of you is being pulled out, creating a perfect seal.” He fills the second ballon, and wiggles the canula around a little, then he removes the insert, leaving a hollow tube poking out of her anus.

Jake hands him a hose and dr. Andrews slides it inside, Anna’s eyes widen with even more panic as she feels something move inside her. “What you feel now is a colontube, it is al long silicone tube that will go up to your small intestine, it may cause some craping.” Anna wants to wake up from this nightmare. Why are they doing this to her. There is a guidewire inside the tube and dr. Andrews maneuvers it through her colon, trying which way to go. Everytime the tube gets stuck or won’t move further, Anna could feel it twisting around, poking at her from the inside. “It’s all the way up there, good girl” Dr. Andrews says after a long time as the guidewire is removed. Jake hands him a big tube with a smaller one inside, dr. Andrews connects the small one to the colontube and the outer one is connected to the canula. “Okay, for now just get used to the feeling, we will start the lavage when you are hooked up to the other machines as well. Do you remember the third?”

“She blinked once” Simon says. He is just standing there looking at her face, writing down every reaction she has to what is happening to her.

“This will be quite uncomfortable, I will not lie. I will insert a tube with a small camera attached to the end of it, the tube is mostly hollow and allows me to guide a drain or tube through it and into your kidneys. Because the drain has to go through it is quite wide for someone who hasn’t had a catheter before. Just take a few deep breaths and we will begin the first insertion, are you ready?”

“Two blinks, Doctor”

“A nice opportunity for a lesson, you are not in control. You had no control over yourself, over the drugs and now you have no control of your rehabilitation.”

He swipes her urethra with alcohol and it burns. Anna’s eyes are bloodshot, and the vein on her forehead is popping out. “And a little but up here to clean you on the inside, we don’t want any infections” She feels something hard enter her peehole, it feels like she has to pee, then he pushes the plunger down and 2ml of disinfecting-alcohol rush up her urethra. The heartmonitor goes crazy.

“She fainted” Simon says, he puts an oxygen-mask over her opened mouth and pretty little nose.

Dr. Andrews picks up a syringe of lubricant and injects it into her urethra, he places the camera at her entrance and gently pushes it inside. Stretching her all the way. “She is coming to” Simon is holding the mask tightly over her face, he looks down at her.

“Moving up the first urether, and there is the kidney, it looks pretty healthy. Inserting cathether. Jake inflate the balloon.” Anna could feel a dull ache in her lower back, she felt like she had to pee and her uretra was still on fire. “Withdrawing camera, back to bladder, moving up urether 2,… This kidney looks good too, inserting catheter. Good placment, Jake, inflate. Good. Withdrawing camera. Camera out. Now Anna, I’m just going to insert one more tube down here, …for now. Here it comes, just relax.”

She could feel him moving the other tubes in her peehole. And then the tip entered her, it was big, and it hurt. She could feel it snaking its way up to her bladder. Why was this happening to her?

“Jake, inflate the balloon, use the 15 ml” After the balloon was inflated dr. Andrews tugged on it to see if it was secure. It sends pain shooting through her abdomen. “That is nice en snug up there. Jake can you finish up down here? Anna, do you remember the last machine I showed you?” He sounds exited.

“One blink, dr. Andrews”

Dr. Andrews moved to her left side and she hears one of those metal trays being rolled closer to her. “Are you afraid of needles?” One blink. “I thought so, since you haven’t been shooting drugs, well, you better get over your fear of needles soon. It will make things allot easier on you”. She could feel Jake move the three tubes around, he wasn’t hurting her though, like dr. Andrews did. She felt him tape the tubes to right leg, in two places.

The smell of alcohol brought her attention back to dr. Andrews. He wiped her forearm and poked around with gloved fingertips, trying to find a vein. He puts a band around her upper arm and pules it tight. He wipes her arm once more and picks up the large IV-needle. “Anna, the first needle is going in, and this will hurt. It has to be this big for the dialysis, okay?” “No” she tried to scream. But only a muffled cry came out. He stuck the needle in her arm. It hurt, for once she was glad she couldn’t see what was happening to her. She always faints at the sight of needles. “That’s one, you are doing good” dr. Andrews said as he pulled out the needle leaving behind the plastic IV-catheter. He tapes it down and connects it to a tube, or better a hose, coming from the dialysismachine, it is filled with saline for now. But soon her own blood will flow back into her trough this hose. She feels another wipe, this time a little lower near the strap holding her arm down. Dr. Andrews picks up another needle, this time it’s a real needle, this one will go into an artery and will draw blood out of her, a plastic IV-catheter might collapse. “Are you ready, Anna? Just keep breathing” He slowly sticks the needle in, he can feel the pulse from the artery travel up the needle as he punctures it. He tapes it down and connects it to a hose leading to the dialysismachine, also filled with saline.

Simon is still holding the oxygenmask over her face, he is gentle. Suddenly dr. Andrews moves into her line of sight. “Anna, I will remove the mouth spreader and tongueclamp. If you promise not to scream and answer my questions, maybe I will even answer one for you if you are a good girl, okay?” She blinks once, He removes the clamps from her tongue. First the large depressor in the back of het mouth holding her tongue down and next the clamp on the tip of her tongue pulling her tongue forward. It hurts as he takes the clamp of but she is glad it’s gone. Dr. Andrews then releases a clip and the pressure on her jaws is gone, he takes out the metal device and puts it on a tray next to him. She closes her mouth and tries to produce some saliva, her mouth is like a desert. “Open your mouth, I will spray some water”. That feels good, she is thirsty. “Are you ready to answer some questions?” dr. Andrews is standing over her, Jake is on her right holding a clipboard and Simon on her left. It’s quite intimidating.

“Are you a virgin?” dr. Andrews asks sternly.

“n.. no” Anna replies

“You will answer with two words”

“No, doctor” she says hoping that’s what he meant.

“How many sexual partners have you had?”

“se.. Seven… Doctor”

“Did you use protection?”

“Sometimes, doctor?”

The questions went on for a while, not just about her sexlife, but her overall health, illnesses in the family, previous injuries, her mental state, dreams, fears, friends, you name it.

“Now because you were compliant and honest you may ask me 2 questions”

“Why am I here?”

“You are here because one of our scouts found you in the park. And be glad he did, the first nightfrosts have come, here you will be nice and warm and we will take excellent care off you, last question.”

She had a million questions flying around her mind, but the most important one right now was. “What are you going to do to me?”

“Well, I can’t tell you everything because that will ruin the surprise, but tonight we will start the detoxification, we will turn on the machines and let them clean you. You will stay here until the detoxification is done. I will now complete the set-up of the first phase of your detoxification, would you be so kind to open you mouth”

As soon as he said those last words his eyes changed, he is enjoying the panic taking over her. Strong hands take hold of her jaw and her mouth is pried open. The metal mouth spreader is reinserted and opened wider than before. Dr. Andrews grabs hold of Anna’s tongue with the clamp, and places the depressor in the back of her mouth making her gag a little. He clamps it shut and pulls on the clamp at the tip of her tonque, stretching it and he secures it with a clip. She really is completely powerless.

“Anna, I’m going to insert 2 NG-tubes. This is one of them” He shows her the tube, it’s big, not your usual NG-tube.

“It will go up your nose, down your throat, into your oesophagus and into your stomach. We will feed you and give you medicine through these, Simon position her head, please” The cushion under her head is tilted backwards, the strap pulls her head back aswell and then the neckbrace is adjusted. This was an uncomfortable position, and that was just what dr. Andrews wanted.

Dr. Andrews places the tip of the KY covered tube just inside her nose. “Can you feel how big it is? When both of them are inserted you will not be able to breathe through your nose, but don’t worry, we will take care of that” He says with a smile on his lips.

A film of nervous sweat covers her body, what does he mean by that?

Without warning, dr. Andrews pushes the tube up and to the back of her nose. Anna can feel is stretching her nose with every centimeter going in. The tube is at the back of her throat now and making her gag. “Just breathed, slowly” Dr. Andrews says as he puts a little spatula in her mouth to guide the tube into her oesophagus as he keeps pushing the tube up her nose and down her throat

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“Okay you did great, now the second one” This one seemed bigger but maybe that was her mind playing tricks on her because the first one was already stretching her nose. “Breath slowly, in and out” this one is still making her gag while it’s already down her oesophagus, the two tubes are just so big and wide together in the back of her throat. Jake connects the tubes to 2 of the bags hanging off the stand. One is filled with an ORS-solution with extra nutrition and a mild laxative, and the other tube is connected to a bag that is smaller, it has a bright blue liquid in it. The tubes are pulled up from her nose, and then secured to the strap across her forehead, so they’re in her line of vision. “Anna”, Dr. Andrews moves the larger bag and pulls on the tube in her left nostril. “This solution will keep you healthy and hydrated, with something extra added, you find out what that does. This bag” He shows her the bright blue one and pulls on the tube in her right nostril. “is filled with a drugtest. It will stain your urine and when your urine comes out this same color, all the drugs are rinsed from your body, It will take a little while though, so I hope you are comfortable”

The three men move out of her sight, she can hear them, talking to each other.

“Now Anna, we are almost ready to start the detox, just one more tube to insert and one more machine to hook up.” He watched her face as she was figuring out which hole that would be.

“All my holes are filled, what kind of machine.. ?” She thought, when the realization hit. It was going down her throat, that’s what he meant by “we will take care of that”.

Dr. Andrews puts something metal in her mouth, and down her throat, he is pulling at her throat. “Tube” he takes the tube from the package and puts it down her windpipe, pulls out the metal laryngoscope, as Jake inflates the little balloon that seals it in the air. Anna starts to hyperventilate breathing through the tube. Simon hands the respiratory-hoses to dr. Andrews. “Take a deep breath in, and then completely breath out, I want your lungs to be as empty as possible, okay?” She blinked twice and kept hyperventilating. “Anna, I offered you a chance to comply and you refused, so the machine will do it for you”. He connects the hoses to the tube sticking out of her mouth. She can feel the movement in her throat. “Suction” Dr. Andrews says and the machine starts to suck the air from her lungs, very slowly. “Just relax, and try not to fight it. It will be over soon” It takes about 30 seconds before air flows back in to her lungs, very slowly as well. She feels likes she if suffocating. The heartmonitor blieps like crazy, as she fights the breathingtube. “Set it to 4 seconds inhale, hold for 7 and 8 seconds for exhale, Anna, this is a breathing technique to slow your heart-rate and calm you down”.

“Okay, we are ready, let’s start the dialysis first, good, keep an eye on her temp.” She could feel cold liquid flow into her arm but it soon turned warmer. “Now Anna, this colon tube is something special, right now it is set to release fluid out of every hole, which means the whole length of the tube will release liquid into your colon. Through the canula in your anus, the feces and excess liquid can drain off. Lets start with an oil retention enema to soften everything”. Soften my poop? Anna thought as she tried to breath in sync with the machine. She heard a click, something warm was filling her up. She was quickly filling up. Her stomach started to expand, after a minute there was already one liter of warm castor oil in her colon, just one more to go. “For now I will keep the canula closed, so the oil can do it’s job, enjoy” Dr. Andrews says, pulling on it one last time.

“Now turn on the DBC, Jake” As soon as he flips the switch she can feel what it does. Her bladder is filled with a lukewarm liquid, the pressure builds and when she thinks her bladder will burst the machine blieps, the pressure is released, and her bladder empties through the catheter. When her bladder is empty, the machines blieps again, the flow starts in her kidneys, a cool liquid, until the pressure in her bladder reaches a certain point, it releases and then a warm liquid is flushed through her kidneys. After that the routine starts again. “The first rinse is just a saline solution to clean your bladder, the second one is a baseline drugtest, we will use different solutions as you liked to use different kinds of drugs, does that make sense? And the last flush is to rinse the testingliquid from your kidneys” he moves the tubes in her urethra again.

Simon sets the blue bag and the bag of ORS-nutritional-fluid to a steady drip.

“Just one more thing and we will let you get some rest”. Dr. Andrews says as a mask is placed over her eyes, there are pockets of cold gel where her eyes are and the mask pulls on the tubes in her nose, pulling at her nostrils, stretching them even more. The mask is clicked to the table. Something is inserted into her ears one at a time, it feel like weird and it goes in pretty deep, someone pulls on her ear, and the thing in her left ear makes a soft clicking sound, and all of the sudden a warm liquid flows in and fills her ear. After a while the liquid sets into a dens rubbery state which slightly expands as it set. The same thing happens to and in her right ear. She can’t hear anything. With the mask over her eyes she can see.

She doesn’t know how long she is left alone, or if she even was alone. But she lost count of how many times her bladder was filled and emptied. The same goes for her colon, the solution in her colon now wasn’t so bad once it started to warm.

Dr. Andrews programmed the hydrotherapy machine. This is a very good and thorough cleaning-program, and also introduces the patient to a couple of different solutions and temperatures, but for Anna he added a special one at the end.

The first one was 2 liters of castoroil, she held it in for 3 hours. The laxative that is being administered trough the NG-tube starts to work after approximately 1,5 hours. So the remaining 1,5 hours must have been quite uncomfortable for Anna. When the canula was opened she immediately released a large amount of feces.

The canula is closed after 30 minutes. Next a 2 liter hot soapsuds-enema is pumped in. The machine makes her hold it in for an hour, then release, and hold another 2,5 liter of soapsuds for 2 hours. The soap will clean out the oil, and a 6 hour rinse will flush out the remaining soap and her colon will be clean. For the 6 hour rinse a mild and warm saline solution is used and the canula opens every 30 minutes to release. After six hours the canula is closed again. Now the special retention enema flows in and comes as a shock to Anna. This solution is icy cold, it makes her cramp instantly.

This is a coffee retentionenema. It will draw toxines from her liver and gallbladder. She holds the 3 liters for 4 hours. She is relieved when the canula opens. The solution didn’t make her cramp much when it was warm, but she was so full for so long. She doesn’t even mind the continuous rinse anymore. And that was only her first night of phase 1.

After what seems like an eternity the mask is removed, the light is blinding. The earplugs are removed. “Goodmorning Anna, how are you feeling? Did you sleep well?” I’m sure you didn’t, nobody does their first night.” Dr. Andrews is moving the canula around, you were pretty dirty up here. And the lab found a couple of infections in your blood. But we will take care of that don’t worry.” Anna can hear him moving around to her left, moving some stuff, running a tap.

“This is another retention enema. You will hold it all in for 5 hours, now this is quite thick and the machine will have to pump it into you, it will only come out of the top off the colontube, you will cramp but this is what is best for you, shall we begin?” With that he started the pump. The gooey black gel started its way up the hose. The enema mostly consists of activated charcoal and a thickening-agent. Dr. Andrews liked to make it extra warm, as the mixture cooled a little in her colon it got even thicker. The thicker the enema the more toxins it absorbed.

By now the black goo was making its way down her colon. Dr. Andrews didn’t lie about the cramping. “Okay, I will start the clock when it’s all in. Lets adjust the DBC while the pump is doing its job.” She heard the snap of gloves, and then a slight tugging on the catheters. “I’ll leave it on a continuous flow for today and alternating temperature. We don’t want toxins to build up in your kidneys, do we?” The flow in her kidneys changes, it feels weird. Hot for a few seconds and then cold for a few second, and then it flows down into her bladder and down the catheter back into the machine. It doesn’t hurt, as long as nobody pulls on the catheters. Her enema is starting to hurt, she is feeling full and it’s warm so, so warm.

“ A quarter done, you are doing great” Just a quarter she thought, so this plus three times this is going inside me? Panicking she starts to fight her respiratory-tube.

“Calm down, don’t fight it” dr. Andrews says, staying out of sight.

He moves the canula, twisting it, the feeling send shiver up her spine.

“Ahh there you are. Anna, Jake and Simon are here. There is one special way a woman’s body can rid its self from toxins. And that is through breastfeeding. I know what you think, you’re not pregnant and you aren’t producing any milk. This machine will be hooked up to your breasts. It stimulates the production of breastmilk, and you will receive daily hormone injections, are you ready?”

She can hear a table on wheels move around and something heavy. “Because your breasts are small we have to turn the table to hook you up, don’t worry, you won’t fall off.” The table came into motion her head was moving up and her legs were moving down, under her and back up. She felt tugging on all her tubes as they were moved out of the way. The bed stopped moving, she was still in the same position but hanging from the straps instead of lying on the bed. She heard movement, a cool alcoholswap wipes her left buttcheek and a large needle punctured her flesh. Then the table moves again, lifting her higher off the ground.

“Look at them hanging there, so small. Hand me the cups.” He sounded dissapointed. Her breasts were hanging free, pointing down, they are a a-cup size and the drugs took a toll on her skin, they were saggy. Dr. Andrews placed the clear plastic cups over her breasts, the suction took hold of them and started massaging them. Tugging on her breasts pretty hard, the cups were a larger size than her breasts and the suction machine alternates between strong and mild suction. Making them expand in waves. Anna liked the feeling, she just doesn’t like to be upside down.

Dr. Andrews pushes some buttons on the machine and the suction changes, it gets stronger and stronger, expanding her breasts more and more, holding in place for a minute and then releasing. Then the suction starts to get stronger again and the whole thing starts over. When the suction is at its strongest, dr. Andrews takes the cups in his hands and pulls and twist them. “These will stay in place, but use the straps just to be sure. And make them tight.” Jake clips the to cups together in the middle of her chest, he then attaches a strap to each side and hooks the other end on the table. He then pulls the straps tight, as instructed. The hard plastic cups dig into her chest.

Hanging down like this takes the pressure off her tummy, she wonders how much more she can take. Or how much does she have to take?

“Having you upside down like this gives me great access to here” Dr. Andrews wiggled with the canula. “Lets distract you from your enema” The pressure in her bottom increased all of the sudden. Did he inflate the balloon even more? Something clicked, she doesn’t know what it was but something clicked. He is pulling on the canula, hard, pushing, hard. Pulling, pushing… wait is he fucking her with that thing? She wanted to scream!

She was starting to figure out what the click might have been. Her bladder is getting uncomfortably full. Dr. Andrews is still fucking her with the canula, but the rhythm is becoming quite soothing, she is not cramping as much as she was, but her anus does feel awfully stretched.

“All the way in, I will start the clock. We will be back in five hours, and don’t worry, the cramping wont kill you”

She heard a door fall shut, and then all she could hear was the clock ticking away, the milkingmachine sucking at her boobs. The beeping of the DBC as the pressure in her bladder is finally released. But other than the machines, she is all alone. Hanging upside down.

She must have dozed off, as the rush of warm water deep in her abdomen wakes her up. The pressure in her stomach is released as dr. Andrews allows the drainage of the enema. The table starts to move, she is tilted back into a lying position.

Now the enema-machine was set to a gentle flow of warm salty water again, which could drain out as it flowed and rinse out the retention-enema.

After a long day of being measured, poked and prodded, bowels filling a releasing, all the tubes stretching her holes and the milkingmachine sucking on her boobs, she was exhausted, she just wanted to sleep. “Anna, we are done for today, we will place the mask and earplugs back, they will stay in place until the end of phase 1. We will take care of every need and keep you safe, don’t worry”. And then the mask is placed over her eyes again, pulling on the NG-tubes. The earplugs were put back in and again the warm liquid filled her ears.

Dr. Andrews and his team kept a constant watch on her vitals, send daily blood, urine and stool-samples to the lab. Injected her with hormones in a different spot every day. But never removed the mask or earplugs.

On day 24 the first drops of milk appeared from her nipples. “ahh, finally! Simon, Jake will you get the measurements?” Anna feels someone touching her, the suction cups are released and removed, her boobs feel weird, bigger.

Jake takes some measurement, Simon writes them down and dr. Andrews is getting the collection-kit ready. “Almost 6cm of growth, that’s a promising result. Aureolas are 7.4cm, Skin is stretched, veins visible, firm texture” and the hands were gone again.

Something cold and wet is wiping her left nipple. The tubes in her nose prevent her from smelling the alcohol. “I will isolate the tip first” dr. Andrews places a tube over the tip of her left nipple first. He squeezes a bulb a couple of times and the nipple is sucked into the small tube. Dr. Andrews pulls on the tube. As her nipple (and breast) is stretched, he slides a rubberband down. As it slides off the tube it contracts. Dr. Andrews releases the vacuum from the tube letting the tip of her nipple slide out as the rubberband covers it. Creating a long, slim and pointy nipple on top of her breast. Dr. Andrews then carefully places the nipplecover over her aureola, which is quite big and dark from all the stretching. He pulls on the rubberband covering the tip of her nipple and directs it through the nipple cover. The nipple cover is then glued to her aureola. Dr. Andrews repeats the process on her right nipple. The hard plastic plates are about to 8 cm in diameter with a small hole in the middle for her nipples to stick out. The rubberbands are removed and if she could Anna would let out a sigh of relieve. A tube is connected to the nipplecover, so the milk can flow from her breast, through the tube into a collectionbag. “Okay, now let’s get the presurecups in place.”

Larger clear plastic cups are placed over her breasts. The small tubes coming from her nipples are lead trough a rubber plate with a small hole in it, so the cup stays airtight and the milk can flow freely. Jake straps the new cups tightly to the table again making the cups dig into her chest too. The plastic tubes from her nipples are connected to collectionbags, different hoses are connected to the cups, 2 to each cup. “I wonder what she is thinking right now” Simon switches the machine on. These cups are bigger and longer than the previous ones and will allow her breasts to grow even bigger. First a vacuum is created really slowly, Anna barely notices it at first. But it keeps going, her breast is getting really big. When a tear rolls down the side of her face, the vacuum is released, slowly until her breasts are under no stress, then the pressure starts to build. Air is flowing into the cup compressing her breasts, pushing out a couple drops of milk each time. Dr. Andrews wiggles the cups and then the hands are gone again.

Anna is all alone with the machines, filling her, milking her, breathing for her, feeding her, cleaning her. The settings are changed often so she can’t get used to them. One day everything was set to cold, the next to warm. The milking increased daily and so did her production.

The mask and ear plugs were left in place for the 26 remaining days of the first phase.

At the end of day 60, dr. Andrews starts to remove the tubes, leaving her mask and earplugs in place for now. He first moves down between her legs and release the air trapped in the balloons in her kidneys and bladder, he then gently pulls on them together. If she could Anna would breathe a sigh of relieve, is this really happening?

Dr. Andrews then releases the saline from the canula-balloon on the inside of her anus. He gently pulls it out and he can see her sphincter spasm as the balloon passes through. Her rosebud slowly closes around the colontube still inside her. She can feel every single centimeter leave her, it feels endless. Dr. Andrews inserts an inflatable buttplug but doesn’t inflate it, the widest part is little bigger than the canula, it hurts going in but not after it is settled. She feels something soft touch her butt, it’s covering her vagina and finally is strapped around her waist, did they just put a diaper on her? Her legs are moved down and the cushion under her butt is put back in place.

The tape is pulled off her arm and the needles are replaced by bandaids. The suctioncups on her swollen breasts are removed. The nipplecovers and collectiontubes are left in place, still firmly glued to her skin. Her breasts are measured, and massaged with some sort of cream. It felt nice.

She feels the tubes in her nose move. “Suction” dr. Andrews requests and Jake sticks the suction tube down her throat. The movement is making her gag. She is still blind and deaf and all the hands touching her are scaring her. She has been alone in the dark for so long. Dr. Andrews pulls the tubes out fast and Jake sticks the suction tube in each of her nostrils. It feels weird after so long, she feels empty. Finally the pressure in her windpipe is released, and the tube is pulled out. Letting her breath on her own again. The tongueclamp and mouthspreader are released and removed, hurting her jaw. Then the mask is removed as well as the earplugs. The electrodes and straps are still in place.

“Anna, In a few moments we will remove the straps and move you to a bed. Congratulations you completed phase 1. Simon will insert an iv to keep you hydrated.” As Simon did so, Jake removed the strap from her head, then the neckbrace is released. It feels so good to be freed from this table she doesn’t even feel the needle puncturing her skin. After it is taped down Jake and Simon proceed to undo the straps. Simon lifts her up in his strong arms and lies her down in a hospital bed, It’s nice and warm, Jake places padded cuffs on her wrists and ankles as Simon hooks her IV up to a bag of saline hanging from the stand at the head of the bed, and hangs empty milkcollection bags of each side of her bed. She is then covered with a soft blanked and she dozes off.

The sides of the bed are pulled up and they roll her and the heartmonitor out in to the hallway, and into an elevator.