"Yes, ma'am. Ma'am I'm really, really embarrassed with the windows open." "OK, Mikey now, you see,: she said pulling a large metal cart over to the bench, "I don't really want to hear any complaining today, ok sweetie. I can already tell you that there are several things that we're going to have to do to you that you're not going to like at all, but you now, that's just part of being a girl, isn't it. You have to take the good with the bad now, don't you."

She pulled out a heavy leather belt with two felt'padded leather cuffs attacked to it. "Now I'[m just going to strap this big belt around your upper waist and I need you to bend over, sweetie and put your hands on the bench. That's a good girl. Now suck your tummy in for me, cause we're gonna cinch it up really good and tight." I did exactly as she asked. "OH, that's a good, good girl. Way in. Now its gonna feel real uncomfortable at first, and I'm gonna half to strap your wrists in here so ... well, it's just so you can't move your arms around." "Why ddo I have to wear this thing and be tied up"" "Well, you know, it's for your own good. This way, if something hurts a lot or is real, real uncomfortable, we'll be able to do it without having to force you down and things. You know, we have male aides here incase we need to restrain you, but they really might hurt you and we don't want that, do we Mike. That's a girl, both wrists now, we cinch them up tight. Oh, you're being a good girl. You know, you'd look really good in a nice tight, whalebone corset. Have you ever worn one, like for one of your boyfriends?" The leather made me hot, thick across my tummy, hands trapped next to my body, sooo sooo soo submissive. "OK now, you're gonna lie right down across this bench with your little butt up in the air and your head down. That's a girl, that's sooo good." Fearfully I lay tummy down on the bench. I was whimpering "OK, now I need you to lift your tummy up so we can slide this big pillow underneath your hips." "Wha.. what's that for?" "Well, you know, its just like how girls have to put their feet in the stirrups and slide down so the doctor has easier access to our pussies. Come on, lift up, There you go, this way your little boy pussy is nice and open and the doctors and nurses can get easier access. Makes you feel pretty vulnerable, doesn't it. "It sure does," I whimpered.

I heard high healed footsteps coming our way. I looked up and saw a tall, stunning, blonde with high leather riding boots and long tight black skirt and a severe looking black turtleneck top. I shuddered because she had a riding crop handing from her belt on a leather strap. "And as the psychologist, I'm the first one who needs to get access to you... Hello, my name is Ms. Stephanie Thernstrum and I'm the chief psychologist. I'm going to be evaluating you and in charge of your tests, treatment and training here."

Anya walked into the room, smiled at her, and shook her hand. "Hi, I'm Anya. And I'm kind of Mike's aunt."

""I'm very glad to meet you Anya," Stephanie said, their blue eyes meeting each other. "Are you the boy's custodian?"

"Yes, I.. I ah, have the papers for that. I have legal guardianship of him. But I thought, ah, that Mike was going to see a doctor... you know, a medical doctor for his rectal bleeding."

"Oh, of course, Anya. He will see one later. But you see it's obvious that his problem is deeper than that. My records show already here that he is a homosexual, and he is in denial about his homosexuality, that he is has had many discipline problems, that he resists authority, that he has made threatening comments to people in the clinic, and that he has already had at least two encounters with the police in the past three months. Is all of this correct?"

"Oh, well, I guess. .

"Well, then I think we agree that we really need to deal with these underlying problems he has, otherwise he'll just be back in here in a few days with some other problem. Believe me, we've seen all of this before. Now, I'm going to insert a nice little stimulation plug right into his little butt, then we'll just go back out into the women's waiting room here and my assistant, Ms. Nieves, will sit with both of you and fill out this long questionnaire. Trust me, Anya, he's going to thank you for all of this in just a couple of weeks or so. Once he stops fighting all of this , he's going to be a much, much happier little girl.." A very pretty girl who couldn't have been more than 17 came into the room carrying a metal medical tray on which sat a fat, black butt plug that looked about 6 inches long with a long narrow base attached to leather belts that looked like they'd go around the legs. I was sooo scared. "Hi there, I'm Mandy Nieves, and I'm a student nursing assistant." Her voice was so sweet and young I was totally embarrassed. I looked up at her and I saw the proud little look of control in her eyes. She definitely liked her job. She was sooo much younger than me, and I was going to have to submit to it. Anya looked at my eyes, looked at Mandy and smiled." I'm going to be helping the doctor here and doing the assessment questionnaire for Mike. This is just a rectal training device which he'll be starting with. OK, Mikey, I'm going to need your cooperation with this because it can either be as easy or as difficult as you make it, sweetie." She got down on one knee and looked at my face on my level. "This is going to hurt, sweetie, I need to just tell you that, but if you cooperate, It won't hurt for very long and then it will just be inside and you'll be like ok. Now, I really want to do this without having to call for backup, but I'm not really strong enough to force you. So why don't you tell Mandy right now whether you're going to help by doing just what I ask you to do, or whether you're going to embarrass me, and your Aunt Anya, and yourself by making some kind of scene. OK, sweetie. Like, I looked at your chart, and, like they're really going to punish you if there's any resistance, cuz like the guard who's on duty in this section today is like really really tough." She laughed. "We don't want that, do we, sweetie?"

Anya was smiling at her tenderness. "Oh, Mike, it's so nice we have a young nurse as thoughtful and gentle as Ms. Nieves, isn't it. Let's show everybody how brave we are, Mike. Can we... just do exactly what she says and help make it easy."

"Y yes maam. Ms. Nieves, how long will I have to wear the... the plug."

"Ohh, sweetie, it all depends. I mean it may only be for a couple of hours."

"See Mike, you can take it for just a couple of hours, can't you."

"Ummm, I guess so... I'm just afraid it's going to hurt."

Ms. Nieves stood up and took the fat dildo. She popped open the top of a squeeze tube of KY jelly and snapped on two latex gloves. "Oh, Mikey, I'm afraid that what I mean is that when we take this one out, it's usually just to put a bigger one inside you. So... well, you're going to have to kinda get used to it."

"But, but Ms. Nieves, I'm really here because I had some ... some bleeding."

"No, little boy. It says right here on the chart that you're here because you're just too tight inside and you're like resisting everything. OK now. you're gonna feel me push at your rectum and I want you to push, push, push back into me. I want you to do the work, sweetie."

It was so incredibly exquisitely humiliating being opened up with a rectal plug by a seventeen-year-old girl, I felt myself slipping into it. "Ok, Ms. Nieves, I'm going to be a good... ummm, ummmph..." she pushed in, I pushed back. I felt my sphincter tighten." "I'm going to be a good, good... good little boy. I'm sorry, Ma'am. I'm just a little too tight."

"Come on girl, push, push, push. You're fighting it, sweetie. I'm going to have to report this... come on,, now, I'm pushing hard."

I pushed back hard but I was still stuck tightly shut. I started to get scared. "OK, baby, I'm going to pull out for just a moment and let you try again. Not going in on the first try means you get five punishment points on your chart, so let's do it all the way this time."

"What are the punishment points?" Anya asked.

"Oh, they didn't tell you? You know, it's just like running a very strict household where you get black marks. It's nothing to worry about. There's just a guy who comes around at night with like a great big strap.. and he.. you know..Come on Mike, back in we go..Push, push... come on now, don't make me mad... They come around and he'll get a whipping based like on the points. It's really just what some old-fashioned parents used to do with a bad little boy or girl. If you want, I can make sure I'm there for his punishment times, just to...I don't know, just to give him a little nursing afterwards."

Anya cooed, "Oh, that would be so, soo nice of you. You are really sweet. I would love it you can check on him and you know... also just make sure that he get's whatever treatments he needs." My humiliation was total as the teenage girl pushed the thing into my ass and I moaned, "Please, yes, yes, yes, I'll be good, Ma'am, please, I want it in me... Ohh.. oh.. yes, please, Ma'am just a little bit harder. Please harder, ma'am. ohhhhhhh."

"There now... it's going in, just a little farther, there, there, there. Wow, ok, it's all the way in, sweetie. Anya, I think he really liked that."

"It sure sounds like he did."

My whole bottom felt so filled up and so violated. It hurt a lot. The student nurse made me sit up as she pulled a leather pouch up and around me, then pulled the two heavy leather belts tightly around me and cinched me in so the butt plug felt very securely inside me. I knew it wouldn't slip out.

"OK, now, I'm going to just put this nice pink robe around you," she said, pulling a silky pink half-length robe around me. "And now we need to go out into the ladies waiting area where we're going to do your interview."

"Um, Ma'am. Couldn't we just do it back here? Please?"

"Oh, no, Mikey. It's much nicer for us to just sit out on the sofas out there where all the other women are. I think you're just kind of embarrassed, aren't you sweetie. But see, you're going to be just like one of the girls. I think you're really lucky to be here. If I have to take you over to the men's side of the clinic, I'm afraid they're going to like reallyreally give you a hard time. Come on now, sweetie, let's go out there. There's only about a dozen girls out there. "

Anya touched me and said, "Com on, Mike. You've already earned some punishment points, so let's just do what you're told too.:"

"Anya, I know they're going to laugh at me, though."

"Oh, baby, is that what you're afraid of. OK, come on out now and Nursie's going to help." I gave in and followed Anya with the Nurse behind me. All the young women in the waiting area we're sitting on cushy sofa's and nice chairs reading fashion magazines and punk magazines. Everyone of them looked up. There were some very tuff looking goth girls, a couple of young black women, some college girls, and three girls who must have been about 14 years old. I was so, so embarrassed that the really young ones were there. They whispered to each other. One of the two young black women hooted out. "Ohhh, maaah, look at the pretty little bitch, now. Ain't she sweet. What that thang she got strapped on"

"OK, girls, ok, this one is sweet. Now, Mikey girl, I want you to turn around and bend over so I can just show everybody what you're wearing. I think they want to know." I submitted totally and did what she said. She lifted up the pink robe.

"See, Mikey's wearing a big, fat dildo up inside of him and he's a little uncomfortable. Now, I know you girls are gonna tease a little, but I want to see a show of hands, how many of you know just exactly how he feels now, all filled up inside and sore?"

The girls all laughed and giggled, but most of them raised their hands. Ms. Neive was satisfied. "See, Mikey, everybody knows exactly how you feel. Now let's sit down on this sofa and we're gonna start the interview."

We all sat down on the couch. Two of the youngest girls whispered back and forth to each other, giggled back and forth, and then worked up the nerve to get up and walk over to Ms. Nieves. I think because she looked so young she seemed approachable because she wasn't really that much older than she was. They smiled at her and she gave a big smile to them. "Hi, girls. What's up?"

"UM, are you a nurse?"

"Well, girls, I'm a student nurse, but I sure do a lot of things that nurses do."

"How old are you?"

"Well, I turned 17 a couple of months ago. But I've been working at the clinic here for about a year. Its part of an intern program. My name is Mandy, by the way."

"Hi, Mandy. I'm Jessie. and this is my friend Michelle."

"Um... umm.. we just want to sit here if it's ok so we.."

"How old are you girls?"

"We're both 14. Come on.. we know a lot about sex... especially Jessie does. ' Giggles. Michelle's dad is like.. um gay, and we just want to find out, like, what it's like for them, you know, to act like a girl, but not really be a girl. Michelle's dad is too embarrassed to talk about it.. he's in denial just like we heard you say this man is, so we.. we just thought we could really learn some useful things by listening in. "

Anya interjected, "Oh, I think that sounds really nice Jessie... and Michelle. Can we let them, Mandy?"

"Oh, sure, I think that's a great idea."

I turned beet red.

"OK, first thing, this is Mikey, girls, he's not really a man though, because he's been denying that he is gay. So, because he's not mature enough to accept what he really is, he really acts more like a little boy... or sometimes like a little girl."

"Oh, I get it," Michelle piped up. "You're like going to take him back to being a little boy and train him so he can grow up."

"Yes, yes, girls, that's very, very smart to look at it that way."

"We..giggles.. we heard you say that he's going to get punished... I mean like getting a whipping or something? Is that cuz he's um... like he's a bad little boy? My parent's never believed in spanking."

"Oh, sure, girls, lots of moms and dads don't believe in it anymore. But this boy has been very disruptive, he's been fighting and very very disobedient. But the punishment here is medical, it's what the doctors have ordered. It's really like to change his behavior not because he's been bad. It ';s just something to help him, see."

"Um, I heard that lots of gay guys actually like to get whipped? Is that true?"

"Oh, sure. I think that Mikey might actually like it, but we have to break through the denial until we see what is really going to be best for him. So you two girls sit down right here, cuss we've gotta get started." She acted very professional for her seventeen years as she opened the thick file, poised her pencil, and started to interrogate. "Now, Mikey, you need to answer completely truthfully. I'm going to attach this little sensor to your finger. This is a kind of lie detector thing. And.. well.. how about if you girls help out by watching the little dial on that screen.. Here.. see? It goes from green, "truth", to red, :"lying". See. It's really simple. What I want you to do is to tell us where the needle moves and especially if it moves toward the red."

"Wow this is totally cool. It's a real lie detector. Wow, I've never seen one."

Oh, God.

"Ok, Mike. did you come to the clinic today because you were bleeding?"

"Ummm, well, not exactly."

"Why did you come?"

"Well, my ex girlfriend, Kimber, told me I had to come."

"OHHH, WOW, he's lying, Mandy, he's lying." The girls shrieked.

""OK, that's good, girls. Now I'm going to give you this pad and paper and I want you to make one pencil mark here for every lie that he tells."

"WO)W, thanks. Umm.. is he going to get punished for lying?"

"Well, do you think he should be?"

"Yeah, I do. I don't know why he's lying about things and like blaming his girlfriend. That's a bad, bad boy," she said bossily. ' "OK, Mike, why did you come here today?"

"I... I came because I'm scared of Butch and .. I'm scared when he wants to... to have sex with me."

"He's telling the truth now."

"OK, Mikey, good. Why are you scared."

"I'm scared cuz it hurts so much when he... when he fucks me.. fucks me in my bottom."

All the women in the room started snickering. I was mortified.

"What kinds of things does Butch do to you?"

"Ummm... oh, God, I'm sooo embarrassed. The two girls looked at me wide eyed.

"It's ok, Mikey, you don't have to be embarrassed in front of us. God, its not like you're the first gay guy we've seen. It's ok, you know. We know all about sex and stuff."

"Mike, those girls are being so nice to you, I want you to just answer all the questions, "Anya said.

"Anya, please, I'm so embarrassed.":

Little Michelle spoke up proudly, "Mandy, can I write down extra punishment points because he's not answering the questions? " Anya and Mandy laughed. "Oh, that's a really good idea, Michelle. You guys are such good little helpers. Do you hear that Mikey? You're gonna get extra punishment for stalling. So you better do what Michelle says right now."

"OK, Um.. Butch almost always makes me.. makes me suck his cock first. "

The two black girls in the next sofa squealed, "Ah knew the little fag was a cocksucking bitch"

"And sometimes I have to give blow jobs to his friends when they come over. Then he makes me give myself a douche with a.. you know... like a squeeze bulb douche syringe.. that's to clean myself out. I usually have to have two or three of douches. Then he .. well he just fucks me in my bottom and he gets really really rough and I get scared so then its hard for him to ram it inside of me and I get all tight and stuff and he gets real mad." I was just pouring it out..

The two girls sat with wide opened eyes.

"And what happens when he gets mad at you?"

"He does lots of different things..." I was getting so emotional and started shaking. Mandy was soooo sweeet and nice. "Mikey I want you to lay down now, across my lap with your little butt up. Come on now... just let go."

I did exactly as she told me too to.

"Now tell us all what he does to you."

"Well, its different things. A couple of times he's dragged me into the bathroom and made me get in the shower and he gives me an ice cold shower. Then... um, then I have to kneel down in the tub and he... he pulls out his penis and pees all over me. He likes to humiliate me."

"EEEwww, you let him pee on you? Is that what homo's do," one of the girls asked, they both scrunched up their faces.

"No, I hate it when he pees on me. He just does it to humiliate me and it does.

Just then Michelle squealed, "He's lying, he's lying. Look!! I think he's lying about not liking to be peed on. Yeah, that's it. it means he really DOES like it when Butch pees on him."

"You girls are sooo good at this You're gonna get a big reward for all your work. Mikey, is Michelle right. Do you secretly like it when you get peed on?" I felt her hand cover my bottom and begin pushing slowly but firmly in to drive the dildo deeper inside of me. I felt so filled up inside and it started to hurt.

I was so embarrassed. I started shaking and quivering. "No, no, I don't like it when he does that to me. I hate it. And I hat e the cold showers and being punished like a little boy."

Michelle's eyes opened wide, "Mandy, look at this it's way over in the red. He's lying again. Oh, my god."

"Mandy, " Jessie exclaimed, "How many punishment points is he gonna get for that. He shouldn't be lying anymore."

"That's right, Jessie, its very bad for him to lie to you and to us. What do you girls think we should do about it. You both seem pretty mature about this, more than he is that's for sure." they all laughed. "So, you guys tell me what should we do about this right now."

Michelle and Jessie started whispering back and forth, looking at each other, and giggling.

"OK," Michelle said, "We.. we think you should give him a real good spanking right now." A round of applause broke out among the women in the room.

"Well I think that's a great idea and I guess everybody else does too. How about it ladies, is it spanking time?"

"Mike, I am so embarrassed that even when we're here and these doctors are trying to take such good care of you that you are still lying," Anya said, looking firm and frowning with displeasure. "It would be so much better if you would just tell the truth, that's the whole point of it. I'm getting so tired of your bad behavior that I really think I want to see you get punished, too. Even these little girls know what is going on."

Yes ma'am, Yes, Anya. I know you're right. I know I've been bad. I know I deserve to be punished. Please, Anya ... I started crying and sobbing, tears running down my face, "Please make sure they punish me hard enough to correct my behavior. Please, Anya, I don't want to let you down. I wasn't to be able to change. Please, Anya, and you girls- Jessie and Michelle--I thank you soon much if you can just do whatever kind of punishment it will take to just break down my will. That's what I want, I really do." My confession was complete.

"Oh, Mikey, we're so glad to here that," Mandy cooed. "Girls, if you will go back into the storage room at the end of the hall and open the door, you'll find a whole assortment of punishment tools. Have you girls ever seen that sort of thing before? I mean it's like paddles and.."

"Oh yeah, we love to sneak into Stormy Leather store with other girls. We've seen all that stuff, the studded belts, the dog leashes. We do in there after school and giggle and play until they throw us out. Do you really have that stuff here?? That is like totally cool, totally punk. There's lots of people who wear that stuff at school. We love it. I can't believe we're actually going to see it in action, because neither of us have been allowed to see that.":

Well, you've kinda seen how he's misbehaving and lying, so why don't you guys go pick out something that you think would be a good punishment."

Their eyes got big and wide, "You mean, like he's just going to get punished right here in front of everybody. I mean, God, that must be SOOOO embarrassing. I mean.." "Mikey, tell these sweet girls how nice it is that they're worried about you, but how you know this is what you need," she said, gently pushing the dildo further into me.

Y=yes. Ummm. Ohhh, good. Thank you... thank you girls so much. it is sooo, sooo sweet that are worried about ME. I really appreciate that. But, but I really need all of this. Of course it is embarrassing. I mean I just feel like dying here. But I now this is going to be so good for me in the end."

"Yeah, well, in THE END is where yo gonna get it, white boy", the black girl sitting just ten feet aw2ay muttered loudly. Das exactly where yo gonna get it," she chucked. The girls hoped away giggling and went to the closet where the punishment tools were kept. They came bouncing back with a big fat black leather paddle. "We picked this one out because... because. Well, like, isn't the whole point of this just to let you accept the fact... you know... that you're like really gay."

"Yeah, I mean, it's kin of bad of you to act like being gay is such a bad thing, you know. I really think that's disrespectful and you... you should be punished for it.": The girls squealed.

I started to cry, not just to cry, I started to bawl. I started shaking and tears ran down my face, "II, I'm sorry girls, I'm soooo sooo sorry. You're right. I really need to be punished. Miss Nieves, ma'am."

"Yes, Mikey, "

"I know I need to be punished. And humiliated.

***

"Hi there, Mike. I'm Doctor Sylvie Drexler and I'm in charge of your psychological profiling. I'm going to have one of the guards escort you down the west tunnel to our special homosexual assessment and training facility--it's called the HAT. The guard will just handcuff you and walk you through the tunnel, and you'll end up over in the new Iron Pit Gym facility which is just around the corner here."

"Iron Pit Gym?" I asked. "What's going to happen there?"

"Well, well get you set up in the special area we have that's built right in to the main men's locker room. See, when we're assessing someone like you who doesn't understand yet that you're gay, we find it is really, really helpful to be in a place like that where there are dozens and dozens of pretty masculine guys around. . We work with the trainers and the staff there..."

"But, you mean like we're going into the locker room? I thought, I mean, the nurse told me that you were going to be interviewing me about ... I mean, all about my sex life."

"Well, of course I will be. And the thing is that it just isn't going to be private. You're not going to need privacy because there's nothing secret about it, see. There'll be dozens of big naked guys coming through all of the time. You're going to be laying down naked on a nice hard workout bench while one of the nurses takes your temperature rectally and while I ask you questions about your sexual feelings. Sounds like fun? Or kinda scary?