Well, This is my life's story of how I got into diapers and being an AB. To begin with I should say that as a baby I was well trained and never had to go back into diapers for being naughy. Also I have never been caught by parents or friends who "wouldn't understand" I am currently 21 years of age residing in a city near Toronto Ontario Canada and am still living with my parents (so I'm still in the closet so to say).

I think as a child I've always been interested in diapers. My neibor who I was really good friends with (Caroline) had slept in her crib upto kindergarten. Then they moved to a bigger house and then she had her own room. But anyway we used to pretend to be babies and in the crib together and have play naps, while we pretended to sleep we would also pretent to pee pee our pretend diapers. This was only the begining of my life and I guess the thought stuck.

After they moved away another family came in also with a girl in the house the same age as me. We would play alot outside with the other neibors quite often playing house or school or anything like that. One time when I saw their car pull up I went over and they were un-packing the groceries. Well she carried in a box of pampers and my instant reaction was "Oh you have a baby in the house?" and my friend blushed and explained that she had a kidney problem, or something like that, that was the last of her problems that I ever got. But it gave me a cool idea that children should be kept in diapers at least to the end of grade 6 so they wouldn't interrupt classes, and instead of bathrooms they would be change rooms! This was a fantisy I had for a long time.

At the same time on my family side..my parents went to this church breakfast thing that happened each month but at a different church each time. Well my parents would take me along since I was still too young to be left alone at home. I would have breakfast with everybody and then when the bible study started I would go off exploring...ususally to the nursery. At one church after breakfast I wandered into the nursery and they had a big chest with draws. So I started going through them being curious as I am. When I hit about the third draw I had opened to find it packed with lots and lots of diapers. Well I pulled one out and opened it up and felt the softness of the diaper. Then a thought hit me..why not try using it? I folded it back up, put it in my pants and walked off to the bathroom which was next door. I went into one of the stalls and tried on the diaper..of course it didn't fit so

I "sat" on the diaper on the toilet trying to wet it. Well most of the time I would end up just "dribbling" out alittle. You see trying to "untrain" myself was very hard for me. After trying I would just throw it in the trash can. One time however (to me this is a milestone on my journey to becomming an AB) I had aquired a huggies supper think toddler diaper and was again in the bathroom stall sitting on the diaper..well I was pushing away trying to take a piss into the diaper and what happens? I pushed too hard and dropped a load into the diaper which to me felt really pleasing.

The next stage of my trip into becomming an AB happened some years later when I was about 12-14 or so. I had got into some babysitting gigs. At one childs house who was about 2 years old, once the kid was down to bed, I grabbed to diapers and put them into my underware. I figured the kid would either not notice or really care. Well I had drank alot of water and was just waiting to let go. I had gone back into the kid's room to read him a bed time story, half way through the story I urge came, but every time I though about what

I was about to do the urge dissappeard. To continue I finished his story told him to go to sleep and I went down stair (with the diaper still in my underwear). I went into the kitchen and started running some water for a glass to drink hoping the drink would set me off, but much to my happiness just seeing the water flow made me go..I felt the diaper take the liquid..mmm It was nice and now that I look back..I was really lucky it didn't leak.

As I got older the sitting jobs got less and less. I started buying diapers and sneaking them into the house and played with those for quite some time. Then the next milestone came by (think I was in grade 9) I saw a advert of Depend on TV. I never had thought something like an adult diaper existed. After some time I finnly got the courage to go into a drug store and bought some depends (small), one problem they were really small too small.they didn't fit so that pak was wasted..the next pak was a medium and they fitted nicely..I was in heaven!

After high school I was off to college. I went to a student house where I had my own room and this is where the fun really began. I had my diapers

and my privacy. I still liked messing my diapers on occation wich I found fun. Until I saw welcome to wellville I never knew what an enema was...well after seeing the movie I wandered what it would be like. So I hit a drug store and bought an enema bag. gave myself an enema, put on a diaper and waited..I was great..I felt like a little baby..unable to control my bowels and just filling the diaper..it's quite the experience. Well that's about as far as I have ever experimented with. I'm still waiting to find a mommy or a daddy to make me feel like a real AB and continue my experimenting.

Well That's my story in a hell of a big nutshell...Cheers