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Views: 1217 Created: 2007.10.13 Updated: 2007.10.13

The White Badge of Shame

Part 3.1

Written by: Mistress Janice

Jackie had a very restless night in her crib. The blanket pins reduced her movement and her diapers were soaked, sticky and uncomfortable. After Dave Lennon and Ms. Winters left the room, her torment in diapers began. Jackie was angry with the humiliation of being forced to cum in front of an old bag like Ms. Winters and brought to a climax by Dave, her partner on the force. She could never live this humiliation down. "DAMN both of them" , she thought!..." Jackie was exceptionally angry, immobile and uncomfortable in her prison behind bars. The haughty arrogant Japanese female was trying to get out all her anxieties and tensions from the treatment she was receiving. "How foolish of me to sign those papers", she relented to herself in utter misery. "Damn Dave!....Fuck that bitch Ms. Winters". And the tossing and turning went on........

Jackie's first night in diapers seemed to last forever as she was in the crib from approximately 5:00PM the evening before. Light seemed to emanate from the closed shades and heavy curtains in the adult nursery as morning grew near. Jackie was not fully awake and became startled when the door opened and she heard the tapping of stiletto heels against the hardwood floor. "Did we have a nice sleep, Miss Arrogance?...Hmmmm?...", Ms. Winters spoke condescendingly. She was trying to send the message to Jackie that she was a prisoner as a result of her own stupidity in signing legal papers that made her a patient in the adult correction facility. Jackie tossed about uselessly, realizing that she had not been gagged. She pleaded again to be released, first sweetly and then with an air of arrogance. "Please release me, you caused me much shame already. Oh Please!..." Her mood swings made Ms. Winters snicker.

Then Jackie resorted to the angry mode. "You bitch!...I am a police officer and very capable of handling myself. When I get out, I'll arrest you and then...." Ms. Winters looked down at her and spoke loudly, cutting off Jackie mid-sentence. "THAT WILL BE ABOUT ENOUGH LITTLE GIRL!..." She walked over to a wall-mounted intercom station and called for several nurses. Quickly and efficiently two young uniformed nurses appeared and her crib side was lowered. "It's time for the first day of this little girl's training. Prepare her and bring her out to the examination room". Then Ms. Winters walked out of the nursery.

Jackie winced at the nurses. "Leave me alone. I am a trained police officer, I will use my self-defense skills if you even touch me". What Jackie didn't realize was that she was given muscle relaxants in her soft drink yesterday and her arms and legs were almost useless. She wouldn't be using her police skills, well at least for now. The nurses laughed at her mobile, which was swung out of the way. It was then that Jackie noticed something that made her feel very upset. She noticed her pantyhose, bra and panties had been permanently sewn into the mobile frame. She tried to reason why, but her attention was taken away for a moment as she was being handled by the nurses. Her sleepsuit was opened and her diaper was efficiently removed. The smell of her urine was gagging at first and then they helped Jackie hobble out of the crib and walked her over to the changing table. Her rubber bra was removed and the heavy cotton sleepsuit fell to the floor. She was once again naked, except! for her tightly bound hand mittens.

Jackie was placed on her back onto the changing table and felt the head end being elevated so she could apparently see what was being done to her. Then soft padded cotton straps were placed across her chest to keep her from falling and under control as she lay watching the nurses attend to her. "Please release me, I won't tell, I promise"., Jackie pleaded. The nurses smiled and ignored her completely. Jackie struggled as she wanted so much to at least touch her own body and was being denied that privilege. She felt like a frustrated adult child. The new thickly padded diapers were put in view, along with baby powder, oil and some cotton pads. They washed her private area and applied some warm shaving cream to her entire pubic area. The redhead who looked about eighteen looked at her sternly. " This will be a bit uncomfortable dear, but we have been instructed to remove all the stubble and make you creamy smooth like a baby". Jackie squirmed even more as she ran the razor over! her private area. The blonde nurse watched her friend work, occasionally looking at Jackie and smiling condescendingly.

"Your just a baby you know and will be treated as such. Just relax and cooperate and you will be granted privileges. Be uncooperative and this day will be a living hell for you. Understand??." The redhead looked at her, in a matronly manner and Jackie simply turned away. The blonde then spoke. Jackie looked at her namebadge. Her name was Shelly. "I think this baby will be a problem today. But no matter, we know how to deal with such recalcitrance, don't we Amy?.." The redhead nodded and continued the shaving. All done, Shelly handed her the warm washcloth and she began rubbing away the remaining shaving cream and stubble. Then Shelly stepped in and put on her latex gloves. She rubbed in the baby oil very softly, causing Jackie to become excited and trickle. "Naughty, naughty baby!...A bit excited are we??...." Then she laughed. A good amount of cum splattered onto her gloves and she wiped it away. "Any more of this little baby and you will be spoonfed this sticky mess, am I ! understandably clear?..." Jackie just stared back angrily.

Shelly finished up and a soaker pad was placed under her bottom and a tampon was brought out. Jackie never used them and tried to get away as it was pushed into her vaginal cavity. Another tampon was pushed up between her ass cheeks and she groaned at this treatment. Jackie was carrying on and whining so that Shelly grew tired of her nauseous pleading and arrogance. She whispered to Amy, who smirked down at the rookie police officer and went away for a brief moment. She returned with a device and handed it to Shelly. "That will be enough out of you baby". She stuffed the pacifier which filled her mouth and strapped it on with Amy's help behind her head. Jackie could only moan and groan now. The pacifier held her tongue in place to prevent the use of intelligible words.

"There, that's better", cooed Amy. Shelly nodded in agreement. They finished the diapering, ensuring heavy cotton soaker pads were placed in her vaginal opening and her anus. Then the thick padded cloth diapers were put in place and the tight plastic pants covered her completely. They were tight and confining and very uncomfortable as Jackie began to sweat from the overhead exam light that seemed to blind her. Booties of soft padded cotton were placed on her feet and she was now released and forced to sit up. They brought out the padded nursing brassiere and put their patient into it. He breasts were now tightly confined as well. Amy held up the top they intended to dress Jackie in. It was full of baby themes and animals and short!....They lowered the garment down onto Jackie and then released her from the changing table. Jackie felt some of her muscle strength returning, as she flexed them several times. And so did Amy who walked away momentarily to prepare a syringe. She cam! e around from behind and with efficiency and skill, injected Jackie in her thigh. "OUCH!...", Jackie flinched and moaned from behind her gag as she jumped from the injection. Almost immediately, she became putty in the hands of the highly trained nurses who helped her into a wheelchair. Jackie's wrists were strapped to the arms of the chair, and a strap was brought around her chest and secured. A short strap across her neck, prevented movement and her ankles were also secured. Jackie was going to be obedient and Amy and Shelly were going to see to that!...

Jackie was squirming from the chair restraints and Amy efficiently wheeled her out into the corridor. She saw various adults in baby attire and diress from their treatment and being moved about by professionally trained nurses. Shortly they arrived at Ms. Winters private office and she was wheeled in to face her "adopted mom". "Well my baby girl, are you feeling comfortable?...All dry and well padded in case you have another major leak?...Well I am sure you will stay dry for awhile won't you?..." Both nurses smirked a bit as Ms. Winters continued her condescension of the police officer. "Today, you will be subjected to some training to teach you some humility, but first you need some nourishment." She turned to Amy and said, "Take my baby daughter to the dining area and see that she has something to eat!.." Amy nodded and pushed the wheelchair out of the room. Jackie looked cross now and made sounds behind her muffled pacifier gag.

The dining area was a very strange place, thought Jackie as she was released from the chair and helped into a large adult sized high chair by Amy and a very young nursing assistant. She was again strapped into the chair and a tray was placed on the chair, locked into place. Jackie looked around pouting and feeling deep humiliation. Her gag was removed by Amy, who reminded her, "No sound young lady, do you hear me?...We have worse punishments in store for you, if you shout or talk. Am I understood??..." Jackie looked at her without nodding, but seemed to be very clear.

The young assistant began preparing her breakfast. Jackie could not see what was being prepared, but soon gazed her eyes on the steaming bowl of what appeared to be mush!....Actually it was baby rice cereal mixed thoroughly with baby formula and heated up. Several Junior sized jars of strained prunes were brought out on the table and a large feeding spoon. Amy warned her to behave. "If you give us any trouble during your feeding, you will be force-fed in a very uncomfortable manner. I suggest you be on your best behavior". Jackie squirmed in delicious humiliation. "How dare this young bitch talk to her this way!...", thought the girl. She was an adult, not a child. A trained, professional police officer being treated like a little baby and she deeply resented every waking moment of it!....

The assistant smiled at her and spooned up a gooey mass, bringing it towards Jackie's mouth. She shoveled the pasty mass into Jackie's mouth and Jackie tasted it as being repulsive and almost choked on it. She swallowed some as her throat was being massaged to accept her food and then just as quickly, another pasty mass was brought to her tender, pouty lips. This time she shook her head a little, but Amy looked quite cross at her. The mass was spooned deeply into her mouth and this time she choked and spit it out at the assistant, just missing her and the gooey mess landed on the linoleum floor. It was cleaned up, but the assistant was getting very upset with her. "I can't feed her at all. Maybe we should go to phase two....That will teach her a thing or two!...". "I agree!.", stated Amy. "This temperament of hers must be subdued." Amy unstrapped Jackie and they placed her back into her wheelchair. Then a stand was attached to her chair and Amy smiled down on her. "Your hel! l is about to begin, young lady!...."

The assistant brought over a two quart transparent feeding bag with a milky white liquid steaming from the bag. They attached a long plastic transparent tube at the bag and then to her attached to a ...."OH NOOOOO, A PACIFIER!...", Jackie screamed aloud. Amy was very efficient in silencing the girl with the pacifier that kept her tongue down and out of the way and secured the gag around her head. The tube was attached and Jackie was ready. "Let me explain how this works, baby Jackie. You see it's like an IV When I open this clamp, the warm formula will drip down and into your mouth. It also contains a diuretic and muscle relaxants to keep you compliant and relaxed. You will almost immediately begin peeing your diapers. You will be very sore down there very soon. It takes several hours to empty the bag. Then in a snippy tone asked her, Are you comfortable dear?...."

Jackie was far from comfortable and shook her head, trying to break free. The clamp was opened immediately and Jackie could taste that pasty baby formula. She made horrible faces at the taste, despite the humorous look on the nursing assistant's face. Amy then wheeled her into a large playroom, where other adult babies were assembled under the watchful eyes of professional nurses to play with toys and be observed. There were others like her in the room, groaning and moaning from their pacifier gags. They too resented the forced feeding. "Your diapers will be soaked and you will probably develop a rash, but that is your punishment for not eating properly!..." Then Amy left her to be stared at and laughed at by the nurses and assistants.

Jackie soon felt very full and was unwilling to keep swallowing, but there was no choice in this matter. She began filling her diaper and it was uncomfortable and shameful for her. Several hours went by agonizingly slow as the bag emptied into her. Her diapers were super saturated and she was moaning in agony. Amy and Shelly returned and stood nearby as Ms. Winters looked at her. "Hello dear!...Misbehaving ??....Well the next step is to get those wet diapers changed, but first, Hmmmm, I believe you have not had a colonic irrigation since your arrival. Perhaps your arrogance has been brought on by the fact you are constipated. We'll take care of that shortly!..." Jackie was mortified. "colonic irrigation??....That meant an E-N-E-M-A!......OH NOOOOO NOT FOR ME!!....", thought Jackie. "NO WAY!....":

Jackie's gag was removed, along with the feeding bag. The trip to ETR had begun, despite pleas to be good and begging for forgiveness. The sniffles and frustrations turned to relentless tears. The haughty Japanese dark haired tough girl was as meek as a baby and acting the part as well.

Then Ms. Winters addressed Amy. "Take her to the ETR for a thorough colonic, then return her to me." Jackie was spun around and headed down the long hall, soon coming to a double set of doors and she read the sign on the glass and began to cringe. The sign read "ENEMA TREATMENT ROOM"

The doors were opened and it looked more like an operating theatre, than a treatment room. Another nurse, older than Amy was busy at a sink and turned around. "Oh you must be the police officer!...Hmmm you don't look like one though. No gun, no badge, just a little boy with a bowl cut and wearing diapers. Let me look at your hair. Hmmmm, well it is a bit unkempt. But let's see to your immediate needs." Amy spoke maternally. "Ms. Winters wants her newly adopted daughter to get the full treatment. She has not had a proper bowel movement in the past twenty four hours."...Mrs. Carlton smiled and understood. "Oh I understand. She will get the treatment and we will get her squeaky clean inside so that soap bubbles will be coming from her ears!..."They both laughed at that.

Jackie was released from the wheelchair with the assistance of both nurses to help her get up. She was physically drained from the muscle relaxants, could do nothing to get away. Her diaper was removed, then her skimpy top, leaving only the nursing bra in place. She was led to an exam table and still standing, was forced to bend down onto the cold vinyl and then was a strap was brought across her back to keep her face down on the table. Jackie was bitching up a storm as the preparation for her soapy punishment was being carefully prepared. Amy reminded Mrs. Carlton. "Ms. Winters said that her enema solution was to be the punishment type and a full three quarts was to be administered." Mrs. Carlton laughed. "OF COURSE!.....The full treatment!..." Jackie could only make muffled sounds as she lay across the exam table.

Jackie squirmed in anticipation of her punishment enema. She was trying to see what was going on in this sterile room, but could only hear the sound of running water. Her face was almost smothered as she was kept in place by the confining straps. The solution was to be Ivory Soap flakes, castor oil for sever cramping, Epsom salts and glycerin. It was mixed and heated up and the three quart solution was poured into the heavy duty red rubber enema bag. Jackie felt a great deal of anxiety at the manner in which she was being treated and wondered when it would all end. "What about when she was supposed to be released to her partner ,Dave?.... Supposing he told everybody on the force , took pictures, or worse yet, threatened to blackmail her into diapers?. What if he forced her to move in with him and kept her a prisoner? Or was this humiliation being done to her to teach her a lesson in humility?..."

Wild thoughts went through Jackie's mind as she thought about all the humiliation she was put through. "Damn all of them". She was angry and wanted out. "But how?..." Then her thoughts were interrupted by the staccato tapping of high heels coming closer and the first thing she saw was a stainless steel IV pole on wheels with a bulging heavy duty red rubber enema bag steaming with soapsuds.....

Jackie was feeling butterflies in her small stomach as she realized this was for her. Specially prepared enema for a very naughty little girl. She whimpered and begged for mercy. "Oh please!...Don't do this to me!...I'll be, be good, I promise, Oh God NOOOOO......." Amy listened and stopped her in mid-sentence. "You are up and down with your emotions little baby. I think it's time to silence you. I have had enough for one day." Mrs. Carlton pulled on the clear latex gloves and attached the long black enema tube. The end was nothing poor Jackie had never seen before. It was a fluted tip, but with two inflatable bulbs. It was a very strange device indeed. Amy laughed. "Well you'll like a pregnant mother after your filled up. And you'll feel every cramping drop. It will seem like forever before your allowed to expel. Mrs. Carlton knows just how to deal with errant children."

Jackie then lost her cool. "Fuck You", was all she said. That bit of foul language brought Mrs. Carlton to her senses. She looked down on Jackie and walked over to the sink. The sound of water was heard and then the tapping of her heels drawing closer. Then Mrs. Carlton held a washcloth that was soaked in what appeared to be liquid soap. Jackie's nostrils were pinched rather harshly and the washcloth was shoved into her haughty mouth. Jackie gagged from the taste. It was baby shampoo that was concentrated and soapy. She choked and tried to spit out the washcloth, but to no avail. The nurses laughed at her. "Serves you right!", exclaimed Amy who stood nearby. Mrs. Carlton then lubricated the fluted tip and pulling on Jackie's short bowl cut, made her look at the device before bringing it around the end of the table and began the insertion. Jackie flinched as Mrs. Carlton opened her cheeks with one hand and inserted the nozzle into her tiny rectum. She tried to fight it, clench! ing up her ass-cheeks as tightly as possible, but it was no good.

The nozzle went in with a PLOP and then the nurse started to squeeze one of the air balloons. Jackie had the sudden urge to go potty as the inner balloon in her rectum expanded with each squeeze of the air balloon. Then the outer balloon was expanded in the same exact manner. She felt a terrible sensation and moaned her displeasure through her washcloth gag. It was a horrid feeling. Then she heard a clamp being snapped open and the warm soapy solution made it's way into her anal canal. The feeling was very hot and she breathed heavier. She felt she was being ripped apart and rocked back and forth to the amusement of the nurses. "Poor baby!...Lots more to go, I'm afraid you will just have to endure the pain and take every last drop officer!..." Then both nurses laughed.

The flow continued and the cramping grew incredibly worse. Jackie was not in the mood for anything but concentrating on making the agony go away. She was still thinking about how she got here in the first place. The bag was half empty, when Mrs. Carlton stopped the flow and rubbed Jackie's swelling stomach. She rubbed it back and forth and talked to her like she was a baby. Jackie resented this condescension treatment. She wanted revenge and now. But the stoppage was better than the continued cramps she felt. The flow was resumed and her stomach grew larger. She cried now and the tears flowed down her cheeks. She managed to swallow some soapy suds and this irritated her throat, causing her to cough and hack. Amy watched her carefully. They didn't want the poor girl to choke.

Inevitably the enema was fully administered. Mrs. Carlton stopped the flow and removed the air from the catheter balloons. The fluted tip plopped out of Jackie's tight little anus and the equipment was wheeled away. Then Jackie felt another intrusion into her rectum. She was being plugged!.....The tape was removed from her mouth and the cloth withdrawn. Amy took a fresh washcloth and tried to rinse away the soap from her mouth, forcing her fingers deeply into Jackie's mouth. Most of it was removed as Jackie screamed to go the bathroom. "OH GOD!...OH PLEASE!...PLEASE!...LET ME GO!!!!...AAAAAAAAAH...." The screaming and pleading was music to Mrs. Carlton's ears. She enjoyed this part of the treatment immensely.

Fifteen minutes of enema retention and Jackie was a new person or so it seemed. She was unstrapped and forced to sit on a portable commode nearby. This was embarrassing and humiliating to have to defecate in front of two other adults who seemed to be enjoying her pain and aggravation. She keeled over and began to empty her bowels. The sound of water and plopping feces made both nurses smirk as they felt the girl was getting her due. She spent an entire half hour on the commode emptying her bowels. The she was unstrapped and made to stand as the ladies effectively re-diapered her with several soaker pads and two new tampons. Fresh powder and baby oil and within minutes she was effectively diapered against leakage!....The nursing bra was next followed by the skimpy childish top.....

Jackie was mumbling about her hair. She hated the feeling of such short hair about her ears. This perturbed her. Then she blurted out, "What did that bitch Ms. Winters do with all my beautiful silky black hair?..." Amy looked at her and said, "Why I think she is having a wig made of it. You sure had a lot of hair young lady. Now quiet down and let's get going. Your adopted mother wants to see you now..." Amy made a mental note of Jackie's concern over her hair. Then she smirked to herself.

The wheelchair made it's way down the hall and paused momentarily when a young woman of about sixteen was being carried into a treatment room. The two nurses had their hands full as the girl screamed expletives. She was not gagged and was allowed to carry on. "Well Hello Denise!...You must be the young lady I have heard so much about!...." The woman acting so condescendingly towards Denise was a court appointed guardian. "I see you are in need of much more extensive treatment. OK then, I will recommend to the judge that you remain a permanent resident of this institution. Your therapy has done little good. perhaps it will take a great deal of time with you. Now we will have the rest of your life to help retrain you into either a young lady or take care of you as a baby." Denise yelled profanities and this time the door was closed and only muffled pleadings could be heard outside the door.

Amy began to wheel Jackie away and said, "Be glad your not her". That was all she said. Then Jackie remembered that on Sunday night she was to be released to her partner who had a hand in her being admitted to the hospital in the first place. Jackie sat back and the cries and muffled pleadings faded away as they entered the study of Ms. Winters. She smiled at her "daughter". "Have you been a good little baby girl Jackie?....You don't feel so tough now, do you?...Long to have your police uniform and adult underwear back?...Do you?....." She was interrupted with Jackie's mixed emotional reply that was unbecoming for a trained peace officer. "Oh please ms. Winters!...I want to go home now. I have truly learned my lesson. I won't report you or press charges. You will never see me again. I promise, just let me go, oh please!...."

Amy stood with her arms folded and stared back at the pleading girl. She remembered when Jackie first entered the facility. She was haughty, arrogant and a real bitch. She thought that she was something great. She acted like a street tough officer of the law and not the pleading infant she was acting like now. Ms. Winters grinned. "Now dear. I agreed to let your partner take custody tomorrow evening and that was a deal.. You will just have to behave yourself and wait....Besides I agreed to give you the full treatment and you will cooperate or else!" Jackie grew impatient. "Damn you, you old witch. I will get you and put you out of business. You'll see. I'll harass you everyday on my beat. I'll run you out of town........." Jackie stopped mid-sentence for she realized that she was in no position to barter. She realized that she made a terrible mistake. She bowed her head, looking for sympathy.

Ms. Winters walked up to her and placed her cold hand under Jackie's chin and made her raise her head and look at her. "Oh??...You are having such emotional ups and downs little girl. What's a Mommy to do!.... Then she let go and backed away, leaning on her elegant cherry desk. "Take Miss Potty-Mouth to the nursery and give her a catheter and a formula feeding. She will wet all night and stay very, very uncomfortable. Increase her dosage of muscle relaxant and prop her up for the night. She will not be allowed to mingle with the other patients and is to be restricted to her padded nursery. Make sure her hands are secured in mittens at all times and change her bra from a nursing bra to a rubber bra to prevent her from playing with herself. She will be monitored around the clock and in the morning, she will be in for quite a surprise".

Jackie began to beg and sob, and was ignored. Amy nodded and wheeled the girl around. But not before Jackie pleaded with Ms. Winters one more time. But Ms. Winters pointed to the door. "goodnight child!...sleep well and Mommy will see you in the morning".

The clock rang at 4:00PM. She was going to bed at a ridiculously childish hour. Amy quickly wheeled her out of the room and towards her private nursery suite. It was well padded and the controls for her room were contained within the nurse station, which was directly outside her observation window. Closed circuit cameras allowed the staff to view her from a number of angles, allowing her no privacy at all. She was unstrapped from the chair as another young nurse entered to help put her on the changing table. The relaxants did their job as Jackie had no fight left in her body. She was putty in the hands of these nursing professionals.

The skimpy top was removed in favor of the heavy flannel sleeper. her diapers were checked and then several additional pillows were placed in the crib. Before she was fully diapered, the young nurse inserted a catheter into her to cause constant draining of her kidneys and then the thickly padded diaper were secured. Tight plastic pants were pulled on causing Jackie much agony as she felt that her loins were on fire. Jackie was then put in the crib and forced to sit up. She was strapped in and her mittened hands fastened to a special restraint belt about her waist. Then the feeding bag was wheeled in. It was four quarts and contained a white milky substance. Some medication was forced into the bag at the IV control and Jackie could immediately taste the difference as the formula made it's way down the clear tube to her throat.

She was covered with blankets that were carefully pinned to prevent excess movement and the crib-side was raised. Her adult underwear mobile was moved over the top of her and a new twist was added to it. Amy wound up a knob on the side and it revolved, showing her undies at various angles and played a babyish melody. Now Jackie was upset but the medication was taking effect. Within a short time she would be sound asleep and would wake from time to time until the bag was emptied. Tonight would be a rough night for Officer Akira.