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After the Darkness Falls

Chapter 11

I never have napped a lot so I just held JR and watched her sleep. It was really kind of sexy and sensual. She was like a child when she slept. Sweet looking and innocent, none of the tragedies of life marked her sleeping face. Some time later I was looking at her thinking to myself and wondering to myself why such a beautiful and vibrantly alive woman would sequester herself out in the forest away from the world as she and her “sisters” had when without opening her eyes she said, “To us this IS the world Danny and what is out there is only dreams and madness.”

I was startled, “Are you playing possum on me? I thought you were asleep.”

“I was, but I woke up a little while ago. It just felt so yummy though that I didn’t want it to end and just was lying in your arms being at peace.”

“Why is the outside world the dream and this reality?”

“Think how the priorities here are organized. We need wood for our heat, we hunt and grow food to eat, our clothing needs to be warm and layered…etcetera. These are REAL needs and issues. Out there people need a new MP3 or the latest CD. They need to go see the latest movie and wear the newest style of clothing. We were raised in a REAL world and it took us a long time to adjust to the needs of dealing with non-real realities. Now that we are back, the outside world is a bit hard to believe in sometimes.”

She kissed me softly, “Have you enjoyed having sex with us?”

“It has been wonderful!” I answered.

“Out there this sort of free sharing of needs and love would be looked at as somehow wrong and we would be cast as sluts. We would be forced, if we wished to fit in and comply with social standards to deny you and ourselves this pleasure. By outside standards we barely know you. Which is the most real, playing by the rules or acting on shared desires and needs?”

“But people need their rules of chaos and anarchy take over.”

“WE don’t need those rules and so for us the forest is home. When the bear is hungry he doesn’t need a clock or calendar to decide if it is time to eat. He feels no need to consult with others of his kind on whether he should eat what he likes or some other thing so he conforms to the bear societal standards. We were raised with real rules and real honest ways of dealing with our real needs. Going out was hard for us and returning has been wonderful. We will only visit and never again try and live out there.”

I thought about this and then answered, “I have only just got here but already I can see why you say this. I also understand why your screening picked me and why I am here.”

She wiggled against me getting more comfortable and settled against me stirring my need in the process. “Why is it then that you are here Danny?”

“You didn’t want that outside world brought into your world so you set it up so that only a misfit who didn’t deal well with that outer world would pass through your filters. If I had been a well integrated member of that society, the physical would have driven me away as I would have been unable to deal with playing a roll so far out of my comfort zone.”

She laughed, “You need to talk to Cindy about that Danny. We saw it differently but what you say is true just seen from the other end. Brilliantly put together and stated I might add. The fact that you can even see that and say it is proof that you are probably right.” She gently rubbed against me. “Do you thing you might be up for another more gentle and loving ride.”

I was SURE that I was and pulled her to me for a more gentle and loving kiss. By the time out mouths parted my willingness was self-evident. JR liked being on top and so rolled me onto my back and mounted her steed. We had a very nice slow ride but then as the pace picked up she almost got bucked off and so decided to change places with me for the grand finale. When we wrapped it up we were giggling at her near fall and these only ended when we kissed and got out of bed.

I took her to the shower and lovingly cleaned up the mess that I had made. I began to think that it might be fun to mess her up again when she told me, “Don’t even think it Danny. I HAVE to go out and check my feeders before dark and if we have another go of it I’ll never get it done today at all.” After drying her off I helped her get dressed and then started to dress myself but she had other ideas. “I don’t want you dressed again today. I want you just as you are right now when I return. Cindy is down in the basement. You can go help her. It is warm there so you won’t need any clothes.”

“What are we going to do when you come back?”

“I think I am going to let you provide tonight’s entertainment. After supper we will see what the other girls think would be fun.” She kissed my forehead. “Go find Cindy now…and yes you may sleep with me tonight.”

I was feeling a LOT strange wandering around butt naked all the time. I was also finding it strange how JR kept answering or responding to unasked questions as it I had spoken them. Cindy was in the basement sorting out some dry goods and actually hunting for some things that she thought I would enjoy using. When she saw me her eyes lit up. “What have we here? Is my little boy lost or just streaking for me?”

I blushed and answered, “JR told me that she didn’t want me dressed again to day and sent me down to help you…naked.”

“I can defiantly see that you are naked! I can also understand why she likes to have you like this as well. You are just too cute!”

“What can I do to help you?” I asked trying to find a way to get the subject off of my nudity.

“I’m looking for a box marked leather goods. It is leather gloves, moccasins and such that belonged to one of the men that stayed her for a while a year and a half ago. Like you he was a big man and he liked more primitive clothing and made a lot of what he wore. He was a real artist with leather.”

About a half hour later she found it and I lifted it down off a high shelf for her. It was amazing how much was stored down here and I asked her about it. “Where did all this stuff come from? I know it couldn’t all be just from the four of you in the last three years.”

“We have added some to it but in general you are right. The lodge was built originally in the late 1800s and used by a rich lumber baron as a hunting lodge. Teddy Roosevelt spent a month here hunting, writing and sort of getting ready for his run for the presidency. The area never was someplace that any but the very hardiest tried to live year around and after the mid 1940s the lodge was mostly left abandoned. It was bought and totally reconditioned in the early 50s and has been used regularly since for studying the area and its wildlife. The Parks have sort of surrounded it now and it is far to primitive and hard to reach for commercial recreational use so we are left in peace. We are actually the fifth group to occupy it in the ongoing study. It has mostly been occupied year round now for the last 50 years.”

She had me try on and model the various leather wear in the box and decided it suited me well. That which fit me we wrapped into a bundle and the rest we returned to the box which I returned to its place up on the shelves. She led me over into a small work area in the basement and showed me the door there that in the winter I could use to go to the shops and such without going outside. The tunnel was through solid rock and she told me it led to a basement under the shops and out buildings.

I noted the other doors and their locks and asked, “Where do those go to?”

They lead off into other parts of the compound that no longer are used. They were becoming unsafe and so were closed down.” She looked at me and grinned. “Don’t even think about exploring in them. JR would know and you would eat standing up for a month!”

“Not much gets by her does it?”

“Danny, NOTHING gets by JR and not much by Sam. I am learning.”

“What are you learning?”

She giggled, “How to read minds of course silly!” We laughed and she kissed me. “You were wonderful last night! I have missed a man more than anything else since we came here.”

“I still don’t see why you didn’t just bring one along when you came. I don’t see where it would have been all that hard to find someone like me. JR and I talked about it earlier. Your filter and search method sorted me out and as near as I can see my biggest advantage is that I was an outsider outside and don’t have any connections that held me or will draw me back. JR told me how she feels about this being the real world. I can understand that but I wouldn’t have thought it would have been that hard to find someone.”

“You are special Danny. You are special in ways you don’t realize. Give it time and you will understand. I know I seem to be awful blond but I am a real good psychologist and I set it to find someone very special. Everything I’ve seen so far leads me to believe that I was totally successful. Come on, JR is back and will want to see you.”

We went back upstairs and sure enough JR was in the kitchen talking to Sam and Shauna. She saw me and her eyes brightened. “There’s our wonderful new coworker!”

“I got out some of the stuff Steve made. He looks hot in breechcloth and leggings. I personally think we need an updated dress code requiring him to wear nothing else when indoors!” Cindy informed them. “I especially like it when it crawls in the crack of his ass so I can see his cute little ass cheeks peaking out when he walks.”

“Danny is going to provide entertainment this evening. What do you ladies thing we should do with him?” JR asked them as she watched me to see my reaction.

“Enemas!” Sam suggested.

“Let’s play dress up with him as our doll.” Cindy offered. “Maybe a spanking too? I love it when his cheeks are pink!”

Shauna looked me over and said softly, “Is he still an ass virgin?” She looked at JR and raised an eyebrow.

JR grinned evilly and turned to me. “Are we rushing this Danny?...Or are you up for a challenge?” They all laughed when I blushed. “I think I would like to clean him up really good. Wouldn’t he be cute if we trimmed his fur a bit? We have to do it now before winter comes you know. Then we can clean him out and then dress him up and do his cute little ass RIGHT!”

Everyone cheered that idea and game plan!