I got in the door and Mom saw my state.

Hi, better get in the tub Jon, it looks like you soaked your diaper pretty good Jon.

No wet spots on Mr James’s car seat I hope? Take it off and wash yourself and come here with the towel.

“Mom we had a great time. We saw a real steam engine and some boats in the canal.”

“How was David? Did he say anything about last night and the diapers?”

“Not really Mom. He just mentioned that it was better to have a wet diaper than a wet bed. Where did the foil candy rappers in the ash tray come from Mom did you save some for me?”

“Well sort of Jon, you may get to have some later.”

“What did you do today Mom?

“Well, first I went to see Betty at the baby store. She told me that you were really good about the diaper change and she say’s you can drop into the store anytime for a visit, ok. I paid her for your baby pants and the other things that you got and David’s baby pants. We talked about your cloth diapers and she told me that she liked the way that I sewed them together so that they would fit you better. She was also quite concerned about you not pooping in them when you need too. Betty asked me if I was interested in sewing some diapers of her customers that have older bedwetting children. I told her to give my name to her customers and that I would make them up for them. It’s quite a store that she has and I enjoyed looking at all the baby clothes that she carry’s. She showed me the outfits that you picked out and I am going to look for the patterns for them. Maybe they won’t be too hard to enlarge and I can make them up so they will fit you. I asked her if she knew someone to baby sit you when I can’t be home in time. She said that she would ask around and let me know. Then I stopped at the drug store and picked a few things up and then I came home. Oh, by the way did you go poop today?”

“No Mom, I wanted to, but I was with David and his father and I didn’t want to when I was with them.”

“That’s ok Jon; I think that I have a solution for that. Maybe we should try it tonight.”

Little did I know that Mom had bought some suppositories for me at the drug store and had unwrapped them and put them in the Vaseline jar around the edge? This way she could scope them out and insert them in me when she diapered me with out making a big thing about it.

“Jon, do you want me to diaper you before dinner? You can have a bottle at the same time if you like. I make one up for you using Betty’s recipe, I think you’ll like it!

“Ok Mom that sounds great.”

“I’ll heat the water for it now and get it started and you can go get some clean diapers and baby pants in your room and being them here. Bring the pair of Aqua Seal baby pants will you Jon, I think a tight fit may be better tonight and they are semi-transparent also, so I will be able to see how every thing works around. I may need to change you after, and then we can put you in the pink pair on you before bed.”

“Do I get a candy if I am good?”

“Yes Jon you can have a candy, ok. ------- We have to wait for your bottle ---- its nearly warm enough, ------------- do you want me to put some Vaseline on the nipple like the last time, it will soften your lips.

“Yes Mom, I think I can suck on it better with the Vaseline and it doesn’t taste bad that way.”

“Up on the chair Jon, ------ now sit on the diaper and lay back and let me get you started on your bottle. ------------ That’s good Jon, all he way in, now hold it with both hands and start nursing on it. ----------- Now for your diapering, -------------- legs up ------ all the way to your chest.

Mom took the jar of Vaseline, as I was happily sucking on the bottle. I really liked the taste of Betty’s formula recipe; it was a creamy sweet yellowish mixture. She scoped out some Vaseline with the suppositories and started to apply it on my bum. She coated my bum first and then lubricated my rear entrance. She watched me nurse on my bottle and waited for me to relax and give her a chance to enter me with her coated finger. Mom was in no hurry and she took her time. I was enjoying my bottle and the feeling of her loving touch as she applied the Vaseline as she prepared me to receive the suppositories. She then inserted the first suppository and pushed it in on the end of her finger as far as it would travel, then the second, but not quite as far. I could feel it push in and upwards as she held my knees to my chest with the other hand. I was full of poop and it was evident by how much was left on her finger when she was finished and withdrew it even though I tightened up on it.

“There all done with your bum, legs down ------------- lots of oil and powder for you tonight, I don’t what anything to stick to you. --------- Now let’s get the diaper pinned on you. I want the legs pinned as tight as I can pin them so nothing escapes -------------- I am putting them on you with the back pinned a little lower so that there will be lots of room in the seat of the diaper. These baby pants are a little tight but I think that will be needed tonight, -------- leg -------other leg ------- stand up, ok, lets pull them all the way up and tuck them in --------- down you get. Go finish your bottle in the living room ok.”

I went to the living room and laid on the couch and nursed on my bottle as Mom cleared and reset the table.

“Do I get a candy now Mom? I was good, wasn’t I!

“I think I gave you your candies Jon when I diapered you. Know we’ll see how they work.

“Jon you may feel a little different in a while. If you do, I want you to come and see me in the kitchen ok!

I laid on the couch with my leges apart, resting up on the arm, nursing on Betty’s wonderful formula, listening and watching the bubbles as they floated upward in the bottle.

“Mom I think that I need to poop now!”

I could feel a sort of slippery urgency, the kind of feeling that doesn’t let you sit still for very long.

“Come here Jon and we’ll see”

I when out into the kitchen and stood beside Mom as she was having her coffee. She held me and rubbed my tummy telling me that she wanted me to poop in my diapers.

“Remember when you wet your diaper the first time with me, you didn’t want too at first but when you did, you felt better, didn’t you? Well this is the same thing. If you don’t go poop, you will end up sick and we do not want that to happen, do we? If you continue wearing diapers during the day time sooner or latter you’ll have to mess in them, it is bound to happen. So it is better for you to know what to expect and how to do it.”

I was starting to feel some spasms and was tightening up in fear of that was going to happen.

“Jon did you finish your bottle? --------- “No”-------

“Go get it dear and I’ll nurse you ok. It will help you to relax and let nature take its course. A lot of babies poop in there diapers while nursing Jon.

I waddled back to the living room to fetch it trying to hold my cheeks together at the same time.

“Maybe a little more Vaseline on the nipple will help! --------- stand here between my legs and I’ll hold it for you.

She put a little more Vaseline on the nipple and inserted it between my lips and held it as the nipple disappeared into my mouth and my lips embraced it as I began to nurse on it. I could feel my slippery lips up against the nipple retaining ring and the nipple squirt warm formula at the back of my throat every time I sucked on it. As I did a little yellowish drool escaped the corner of my mouth and ran down to my chin.

“Good Jon, suck ------good ----- now just relax and it will happen all by its self, just concentrate on your bottle Jon, -------- no pushing Jon! ------- Good, I can feel it starting to push against the seat of your diaper and baby pants.

Mom held my bottle telling me to suck each time I stopped and at the same time kept the other hand holding the seat of my baby pants and with her fingers she encouraged my legs slightly apart by stroking my inner thighs. My arms were down at my sides and I fidgeted with my plastic baby pants with my fingers. After a few false start’s I could feel my cheeks part as my mess slowly snaked its way into the waiting diaper punctuated with a couple of farts as it slipped out. After a bit Mom pulled on the seat of the diaper to make room for more of my poop. My baby pants started to carry the weight of my load. She told me I could squat and push if I wanted to, in order to finish. She held my bottle in place as I did, waiting patiently for me to finish.

“Now that wasn’t so bad Jon, I am sure that you feel better know. I want you to go and play on the mat in the living room. It will give you a chance to feel how your messy diaper feels and you can pretend that you are just like a real baby. You’ll be suppressed I think. First let’s see how heavy it is. Your Aqua seal baby pants will hold everything in, they are a little tighter than the other ones at the legs. Now go and sit down and see Jon. I know you smell, but its part of the whole diaper baby thing.”

I went and sat down, slowly at first, feeling my warm mess flattens out against my bum and squished up the front between my legs. It smelled, but the feeling was quite unique, and not as bad as I thought it would be. After thirty minutes I had almost forgot about it when mother came in to check me.

“Lay on your back Jon and open your legs dear, I want to see what your mess is doing. -------- Good Jon it’s only creeping out of your diaper a little and the plastic baby pants are containing that. I’ll let you enjoy it a while longer while we eat dinner ok, and then I’ll change you again. If you can wet your diaper now it will help see how every thing works together.”

She gave me a hug and told me what a smelly baby I was. I wet my diaper as she held me. I sat down on the kitchen chair for dinner, a couple of hot dogs and baked beans,

that Mom had made. After dinner I walked around the table, picking up the dishes and cleaning the table for latter. I could feel the weight of my mess as my pan caked diaper filled baby pants flapped on the back of my upper legs as I walked. Mom was having a fresh coffee when all of sudden she asked me to come over to her.

“Come here Jon, I just remembered something that I had forgotten about. Stand between my legs please and bend over my knee. ------------ That’s good Jon!

“What did you remember Mom”

“Something that happened way back when you were three and a half Jon, Now hold still Jon, ------------ I am going to spank you on your diapered butt!!!!!!!”

“What did I dooooo”

Mom put her free hand on the middle of my back and held me down saying with a chuckle in her voice that this was revenge for something I did to her a long time ago.

WHACK ------- WHACK --------- WHACK ------- WHACK --------- WHACK----- WHACK

With each strike of her hand I could feel my poo being spread further up the front and back of my diaper along with a puff of fresh poo smell and sounded like she was beating the bugs out of a hanging carpet. It did hurt or anything, I just felt humiliated being held in that position so I cried a little, big crocodile tears so she would feel guilty.

After she was done she gave be a big hug and kiss and told me that she felt bad for me but better for her for doing it.

“Jon, remember when we were invited to Aunt Mary’s wedding and you got to be the ring bearer? You were just about potty trained but I diapered you in cloth diapers and white baby pants under your shorts and blazer outfit, remember? Well just as the reverend started to have them recite their vows, with you standing beside them, you had a poopy volcano erupt in your diapers with all the trimming, popping wet farts along with the spectacle of the size of your ever increasing diapered butt and finally the brown runny poop running down your legs and filling you shoes. The reverend RUSHED the vows fearing that they might have collapsed from the smell. Today does not even compare with that time. It took me and another lady an hour to clean you up and I missed half of the wedding because of it. It was all your fault Jon, I sat you on the potty before I diapered you in the morning and I asked you if you were all done. For three years after, anytime somebody mentioned that wedding, they always talked about what you did in your pants and laughed about it. I couldn’t give you a spanking that day because everyone was watching and I sort of forgot that I owed you one. Well, today was collection day!!!! And I enjoyed that.”

I didn’t remember the event but I had heard my Aunt talk about it. I sort of enjoyed the spanking and the surprise of it. My diaper was now really pan caked to my butt. These baby pants didn’t leak like the ones that I had worn to the wedding that day.

I guess that was why Mom made sure that the leg elastics were tight enough to keep the mess inside this time.

‘Ok Jon, time to get you out of that dirty diaper and into something a little cleaner and dryer. Wet them again if you can and we can go and get you cleaned up in the tub. Hold your nose Jon, I think this is going to smell.

I stood in the tub as she lowered my baby pants and slipped them off my feet. I felt my brown poop escape the confines of the overloaded diaper and run down the insides of my legs and flood my toes. Mom told me to be careful because it was very slippery. She started to run the tub water and then she undid the pins at my leges and let more poop escape and be washed down the drain as it did. Then she undid the top pins and my diaper fell all the way down into the tub. Mom had a scoop and washed out the solid poop that was still in it. She looked at my caked bottom and told me to wait while she got something to clean me with, from the kitchen. She came back with a rubber spatula that she used to ice cakes with. I bent over and she scraped my bum with it, removing the stuck on poop with it. After that and with my used diaper still rinsing under the spout of the bath, she washed all of the remaining poop from my bum and legs with a wash cloth wrapped around her hand. Slowly all my poop was washed down the drain and part of the smell with it. Mom repeatedly soaped up the wash cloth and making sure she got all of the poop off my bum, rinsing me off and checking each time.

“Jon honey, a little more washing and I think that we you all clean again. Gee, I didn’t think you had that much in you and it has been awhile since I had to clean such a dirty bum like yours. I am going to have you step out of the tub now and I’ll dry you off. Put the towel around you and go and sit on the chair please while I clean up the tub, ok.”

Mom rinsed out my dirty diaper and baby pants and put the diaper in the pail and hung my pants to dry, and then she cleaned the tub. She finished up and came back to the kitchen saying that now she needed another coffee and a brake before diapering me again.

“Well Jon, How did you like pooping in your diaper? ------ Were you uncomfortable in it after you messed it? ---------- I hope it’s not something that you enjoy to do to often!”

“It was alright Mom, as an experience, I guess, but I don’t think that I will do it all the time. I think it could happen again but it would have to be an accident.

“That’s ok Jon, so use the potty from now on again!”

“Mommmm, it’s called the toilet!”

“We call it a potty for big babies like you Jon!”

“How did you like the spanking I gave you, did it hurt?”

“No Mommm, remember I had a diaper on, but it did feel sort of good, I guess! You’re only supposed to spank me if I am bad and I been pretty good lately haven’t I?”

“Ok breaks over; let’s get you diapered and ready for bed. Go get your pink baby pants on your bureau and bring them here for me please. You’re all dry now so stand on the chair and bend over please.”

“You’re not going to spank me again, are you?”

“No Jon we are all done spanking for today. Now bend over and I’ll put some Vaseline on your bum and maybe a little inside too, ok? --------- That’s good, now sit on the diaper and lean back and I’ll do your front. ------------ Now here’s the deal Jon, I know you need night time diapers for your bedwetting and that’s ok. The daytime diapers are for your babying and as long as you work hard and do as your teacher says in school you can wear them whenever you like but if you don’t do your school work, I will take them away and you can wet yourself as much as you like with out them. If you do really well in school, I will continue to make up your special bottles and nurse you with them, plus I may even make you some of those baby outfits for you, how’s that for a deal?”

“Ok Mom I get the message!! I will try real hard this year to make you happy!”

“Hold still while I pin these on you Jon. Hand me your baby pants and lift a foot will you, good now the other foot and I’ll pull them up on you a little. Stand please and open your legs a little so I can get them up all the way. I like pink on you Jon, I think it suits you more that the other colors. Would you like a bottle before bed, maybe just some warm milk? You can go and lie on the couch while I heat it for you. Take the moisturizing lotion in with you and I’ll rub it on you while you nurse on the bottle.”

The phone rang and mother asked me to answer it.

“Hello ----- David is that you? -------- Ya I just got ready for bed too. ----------- Ok I’ll see you in the morning and we can walk to school together. By – see you!

“Who was that Jon?”

“It was David and he wanted me to walk to school with him tomorrow. I think he wanted to tell me that he had his new diapers on, but maybe he’s still a little shy to say it over the phone. If he’s not late getting ready in the morning that means he had his diapers on tonight.”

“Here’s your bottle Jon, just warm milk ok, the formula is to rich to be drinking all the time. Now get comfortable and I will hold it for you ok, I like nursing you. I have a job for you after; it will be good for your hands. ------------------------- You see you hold out your hand and I squirt the lotion on them and then you message it into my legs. After all, this babying thing can’t be only one way. It will give you a chance to be nice to me too.

I massaged her with the cream and finished my bottle. She put me in bed and kissed me and Mr Bear goodnight, tucked me in and inserted a Vaseline coated pacifier in my mouth to suck on.

“Light’s out honey, and now let your sweet dreams begin.”

Jon's bottle formula RECIPE is posted in the general diaper section