I woke up early on Sunday morning to the sound of mom’s sewing machine. She was working on my breeck’s and was sitting there enjoying the morning sun and coffee.

“How you doing Jon, come here and give me a kiss. Did you sleep well last night? Barb and I had a great day yesterday and she told me how much she enjoyed diapering you again after all these years. We stay up late and talked a lot about you and me and how things are going to work out. She said that she saw a big difference in you and how much calmer you were with us yesterday.”

I went over and gave her a kiss on the cheek and she hugged me. She squeezed my diaper and checked it at the back for wetness and poop. I was so relaxed that I wet the diaper again while she was hugging me. She felt this and just laughed saying that I had really gotten the hang of my diapers.

“Mom I really like Barb, she should come over more often. I really liked it when she diapered me. Mom, --------- I’m wet now, are you going to change me on the table? Is there something I can do? -------------- At least the bed is staying dry!”

“Yes Jon In a minute sweetheart I want to finish this stitch on your pants.”

I went out to the kitchen and got a bowl of cereal and a glass of milk. Then I went into the living room to play with the toys that I had there. Mom called me fifteen minutes latter and told me to go stand in the tub and remove my diaper and that she was going to wash me in there. I when to the wash room and stood in the tub and pulled down the baby pants and pushed the diapers down to my feet with the pins still in. I felt the cold draft as the air hit my wet bottom. Mom came in and said that every morning I would have to do the same thing if I was diapered.

“Watch me Jon, I’ll show you what to do with your wet diaper. It is not important to remove the pins and to rinse out your diaper under the bath spout with warm water, see you turn on the cold water a little and then the hot water until it is a little warm. Now soak the diaper with water and ring it out a little, do the best you can, now soak it again and put in the pail that I put under the sink. Ok now your baby pants hold them under the spout and take the bar of soap and rub the soap all over them in your hands. Rinse them out again with water and hang them on the towel bar to dry. I’ll straighten every thing out when I get home from work every night.”

“Work, you’re going to work?

“Yes Jon I got a job so that we can stay together and I can pay the bills for us!

“Who’s going to take care of me when you are gone to work Mom?

“Well I’m still working on that, but you’ll be in school most of the day and I’m going to find a baby sitter for you in the afternoons until I get home and Betty has offered to change your diaper at lunch time, if needed, so it won’t take much to have you covered, will it. We will still be able to spend time together in the evenings and at night time ok sweetheart?”

“Who’s Betty, and who’s going to baby sit me and do they know about my diapers?”

For a moment my whole world stopped as I thought about all the changes that were happening to me. I loved being back in diapers but I hated the idea of someone strange changing me.

“Jon, Betty is the woman that owns the baby shop and she wants you to go visit her this week, I’ll have to make an appointment for you first, so think of a time when you’d like to go? She wants to show you all of the baby things she sells. She thinks you’ll be interested in all the baby accessories that are not in the window. I wanted to go with you but it doesn’t look like it will be possible. She likes you already from all the time you spent in front of her window. She thought that one day you would have gone in to the shop and checked her things out. Anyway just give me a date and I’ll call her, ok. As for the babysitter I haven’t found one yet so I’m going to call David’s Mom to see if you can’t go there after school until I can get a proper sitter for you, ok.

“But I don’t want David finding out that I am still wearing diapers!!

“Jon, if you continue to wet during the daytime we have no choice but to keep you in diapers, so eventually everyone is going to know about it. Its ok, you know, to wear diapers during the daytime and still use the toilet when you can. That way you can still wear what you want and at the same time, be protected if you have an accident. I’m going to tell everyone, if asked, that you have a medical condition and need them, ok, so they won’t tease you. Now wash your hands and I’ll wash your bum so we can get you diapered and dressed for church. After I dry you off go get on the chair and wait for me.”

Mom took a wash cloth and soaped it up and began to wash me. Then she rinsed me off, dried me and gave me a slap on the bum and sent me to the kitchen. She picked up the wet diaper, put it in the pail, and put the baby pants on the towel bar to dry. She took the jar of Vaseline and scooped out a big gob of it on her fingers.

“Bend over Jon” ----- “That’s good” -------- “Sit”---------“Legs up”-------“Down”---

---“Spread”-----------“You like this part, don’t you?”---------“Feels good ay”--------- “Hold still”------“Leg please”---------“Other leg”--------“Lift”----------“Stand up”------

“Let me check, turn around”-------“Ok, down, you’re all done, go get your Sunday church clothes on and I going to get ready too.”

I then and got out my gray pants and white shirt and put them on. Mom didn’t put as heavy a diaper on me this time and the Seal-Tex baby pants were thinner and a little smaller that the Angel Wear ones. The diaper made my pants bulge a bit but not to bad.

Mom came back, dressed and ready to go. She stooped down and patted me on my but.

“Not to bad Jon, No one will notice that you’re diapered. Come, let’s go, I think David is going to be there too. I am going to ask his mother if you can go over there after school, ok?

“Mommmm, do we have too, I can take care of myself, please don’t ask.

“Jon, no buts about it, it’s just some thing that we will work through, you’ll see, it will be ok.”

We left for church and even with the chance of some one finding out, I still felt so good in my new diapers and baby pants that it didn’t matter. As I hopped and skipped along with my Mom I could feel the plastic baby pants rubbing against my upper thighs and the warmth and security of my new outfit.

“Good morning Reverend.”

“Good morning Mrs. Adams, and how’s Jon doing today?”

Patting my head as he said so.

“Fine Reverend”

“Lets go find a seat Jon, Oh there’s David and his Mom, Hi Cathy, how are you? Isn’t it a nice day? To bad for these guy’s it’s all over for summer vacation this week.

“Yes, too bad for them, oh well I have lots of house work to keep me busy for a while. Jon you’re going to be in with David this year I hear.”

“Ya, I guess, Hi David, Do you want to play after? I am going to the park, Maybe Jimmy will be there and we can build a city in the sandbox.”

“Ok Jon, I’ll come and get you at your place, ok?

“Maybe it would be better to meet in the park”

“Quiet kid’s the service is starting” Mom said.

Why is it, that there is always a baby in church that cries for half of the service. I just sat there and listened to the service thinking about what I was feeling like, with diapers on, and no one else knowing. I was happily going into myself for the first time and nobody else could come with me. We had to stand up and set down for every hymn and prayer. My shirttail started to come out and Mom tucked it back in saying

“We have to be careful not to let anything show Jon”

After the service Mom told me to run along home and change out of my Sunday cloths and into my play dungarees and then she bent down and asked me if I was wet, quietly. I said no and that I was ok. She told me to be sure and go too the toilet before I went back out. I got home and took off my church pants and shirt and went to the bathroom to pee. I pulled my baby pants down to my knees and undid one of my diaper pins, sliding the pin down and out of the diaper. Mother told me that it was better to have the pins pointing up so that if they got undone, they would inch there way out and not stick me. After peeing, I tried to repine myself, and with a lot of trouble got it sort of tight and pulled my baby pants back up. I turned around and there in the mirror of the door I saw myself for the first time dressed in diapers and baby pants just like a real baby. I was there, it took a minute to realize that my dream had come true. I went and put on the dungarees and a T shirt, making sur to tuck in the T shirt over my baby pants. I was ready to go play and I was just about to leave as mother got home.

“Good news Jon, I talked to David’s Mom Cathy, and she said it will be ok for you to go there during the day time next week, until school starts. And you know school start’s Friday for you, for just a half day, and then your back full time the next week after that. She said that David is happy he’s going to be with you this year.

“I see you got changed! Do you want me to check if you got your diaper on ok? Come here, it will only take a minute, Undo the straps on your dungaree’s and I’ll pull down your baby pants and refasten your diaper tightly so you won’t fall down in your pants.

“Did you tell David’s Mom about my diapers, Mom?

“No Dear, I thought it best just to let her find out on her own if she does. Now Jon, remember when you’re setting down with your dungarees on and your legs open, that everybody can see your baby pants just like you saw Jimmy’s.

Now all tightly fastened, I headed to the park to meet David and see if Jimmy was there.

“Hi David who’s here? Is Jimmy here? Let’s play in the sand.

“Hi Jon, I want to go on the swings first, ok?”

“You go David and I’ll stay with Jimmy.”

David went and played on the swings while I hopped into the sandbox and started to play with Jimmy. He didn’t talk too much, but he always imitated noises, like big machines make, when he dug into the sand with his hands. He, I think, just liked the way the sand felt between his fingers as he played with it. It let his imagination run wild and that sort of put him in a trance. He got teased a lot for being slow like he was but he didn’t mind it. He just liked to play in the sand as if it was his world at that moment. I understood that and accepted him as my friend even though I was still on the outside of his world. After a while David came and joined us and I kept my legs closed. He said he had to leave early and at about three thirty he got up and said goodbye to us. I stayed and played, as I watched Jimmy I could tell he was wetting his diaper, so as an act of camaraderie, I relaxed and I let go too. It was wonderful to feel the warmth spreading in my diaper. At the same time I was looking at Jimmy and knowing he was feeling the same thing that I was. I saw his sister, Jane, Coming to get him so I got up, said goodbye to Jimmy and started to leave.

“Hi Jon, How’s Jimmy, it was good of you to play with him, see you tomorrow.”

I was far enough away from her that see couldn’t tell that I had a very wet diaper on. At that point I could feel pee leaking out of my baby pants and down one leg, into my shoe as I walked towards home. When I arrived home saying “Hi Mom” I headed for the bathroom and the tub.

“Is your diaper wet dear?”

“Yes Mom, It’s overflowing, I wet mine when Jimmy was wetting his, just so I could feel the same way as he did.”

“You didn’t have a thick enough diaper on to do that and not leak. Let this be a lesson for you. Now take your shoes and dungarees off and get in the tub and drop your baby pants and diaper. I’ll be right there to wash you. Start rinsing out your pants and diaper like I showed you.”

Moments latter Mom appeared with a clean washcloth and towel in her hand.

“Oh boy you look happy. Why?

“It was the strangest thing to feel just like Jimmy when I wet my diaper.”

“All done, now to the table, witch pair of baby pants do you want to wear tonight, the blue or the pink pair?

“The pink ones if it’s alright Mom, I feel kind of babyish tonight.

Saying that with a chuckle, Mom finished diapering me and then she pulled on the pink Angel Wear plastic baby pants. I was so excited that I had to go and look at myself in the bathroom door mirror. My diapers were thicker than in the afternoon and my baby pants were filled out more. Talk about dieing and going to heaven!! That night we had dinner and after, sat on the couch, listening to the radio. We talked about the whole weekend and witch parts I and she liked to best. She liked the idea that I was happy and that I had calmed down so much. I liked the Idea that she was taking care of me and that she understood my baby side. She told me about her new job and how happy she was to go to work again. I went to bed and she tucked me in with Mr Bear, and kissed me goodnight.

“Sweet dream’s my little boy Jon”

I woke up Monday morning to the smell of fresh coffee and my mother’s perfume. My diaper was soaked and heavy as I waddled to the bathroom, as usual.

“Good morning Dear, I was up early so I could get ready for work today, I thought it best to let you sleep in a little, How’s the bed?------ Dry I hope!-------- You can come in here and get out of those baby pants and take your diaper off. Stand in the tub and do what I showed you yesterday. What are you looking at? ------- I guess if I get to see you, you can look at me! ----------- That do you think, Jon, pretty good for an old girl ay!

Mother was standing at the sink in just her bra and panties. I just went and took off, and rinsed out my diaper and baby pants, taking the baby pants and washing them out with soap. After rinsing the baby pants I put them on the towel bar to dry. The wash towel was still soapy so I used it to wash myself down there. Mother piped in saying,

“Do a good job Jon; we don’t want you to get a rash. ----You should wear your pull-up training pants and a pair of the baby pants that we bought down town on Saturday over them today. When you’re at David’s today, try to use the toilet as much as possible.

Did you think of a time to go and see Betty at the baby shop? --- I think the best time would be Thursday morning, is that alright with you? --- I’ll call her today and make the appointment for you, if you like? ----

“Ok Mom, that sounds good, what does she want to see me for?”

“She wants to take your diaper measurements and show you the store. I want you to pick up some of the toddler size Aqua Seal Baby pants at the same time, and any thing else that she feels that you my need, ok. You know you’re going to need about fifteen pair of waterproof pants if you wear them all the time and we only have about twelve pair’s now. Better get at least four more pairs when you’re there. I’m got to make you more diapers the first chance I get, ok. You can wear your blue trousers and a t-shirt over at David’s today. Be careful not to let anything show and be polite to Cathy will you? -----Tell her Thank You for me to. I have to go now Jon so be good and I’ll see you to-night, Oh by the way, Barb is come over tomorrow morning, to do the wash and you can help her if you like. You two can have a great day together!”

Mother stepped into a white half slip and pulled it up over her panties and then put a dress on over her head and straightened her self out, fluffed her hair, grabbed a sip of coffee, kissed me and ran out the door saying “By Jon, I’m going to be late.”

I waked into the bedroom and found a new pair of training pants and stepped into them.

Before I got them all the way up I oiled and powdered myself witch smelled and felt good. I gabbed a pair of the baby pants, took them off the display card hanger, powdered them, stepped into them and pulled them up, making sure that they were outside of the training pants. I had to squeeze the air out of them to in order to get the blue trousers over them. I slipped a t-shirt on and left for David’s. He lived about a half a block away in a duplex. They had the bottom floor and the basement.

“Hi Mrs. James I’m here! Where’s David?”

“He’s down in the basement playing with the train set waiting for you.”

“Oh, that will be fun, I love playing with his trains”----------

“Hi David, I’m here, can I play with you.”

“Sure Jon, sit down here and you can have the new Engine and I’ll take OLD

Smoky. We’ll both have four of the railway cars and an engine that way. I want the cattle car and the gravel car and one of the box cars and the Caboose. You can have the other two box cars and a coal car and the flat car.”

David had the best Lionel Electric Train set on the block and probably the neighborhood. It had a track inside a track with a bridge and tunnel. There was a big light stand and a control tower too. Ever time you’d go over the cross track some thing would go wrong and we always had a big smash up. Then we had to get the crane and put everything back on the track. It was fun to imagine what being an engineer would be like. Sometimes I and David would go down to the tracks where the real trains passed and wave to the engineer’s, most of the time they would wave back! Mrs. James came down stairs to see how we were doing and she brought us some milk and cookies. I thank her and said we were having a great time. She looked at me strangely and asked me to go and see her. I got up and walked over to her. She stooped down and started to tuck in my shirttail.

“Jon I think your shirttail is out. --- Here let me tuck it in. ---- Better keep it tucked in Jon, you don’t want to expose yourself do you?

She tucked in my t-shirt and I could tell that she was feeling my plastic pants at the same time. David laughed at the comment but didn’t understand the implications of it. Mrs. James whispered in my ear, “Your baby pants were showing Jon!”

Then she asked out loud, “What time is your Mom getting home tonight Jon, I think I’d like to talk to her tonight about something.”

“About six o’clock Mrs. James.

I went back to playing with David and she went back up stairs. When I went to the bathroom latter, I locked the door and pulled the trainers and baby pants down and pee’d

in the toilet. I flushed it as I pulled everything back up at the same time so as cover the crinkle noise the baby pants made. As I went back down stairs Mrs. James stopped me and asked if I was wet. I told her I was ok and she then checked to see that I got all my shirttail tucked in right. I returned down stairs played with David the rest of the afternoon.