The Suit
Chapter VI
For a few moment her arse hung delicately over the chair and her whole
body trembled. Slowly the force of gravity took over and she sat down
with a grateful sigh. As soon as she was seated her favorite cat jumped
onto her lap, purring and rubbing as she stroked it. "Hi Willie, hi my
pet." she purred back. "Do you know what day it is today? Do you?
Today's my 70th birthday my pet, yes 70 my dear. Isn't that a long
time?". She sighed and leaned back, stroking the cat as it settled down.
The flat looked so empty and lonely. All her old friends had either died
or moved away. She didn't even have children to comfort her, how could
she? She touched the hard surface under her blouse. After all these
years it had become a part of her, she hardly even noticed it any more.
At first she had hoped and longed, praying every night for what the next
day might bring. The first year had been the worst and several times
she'd come close to killing herself. After five years the messages had
dried up, her tormentor either dead or bored with her. After ten years
she'd accepted her fate, to old and cynical to dwell on the things she'd
lost. Now, after decades, she could not even remember what she'd been
longing for. Again she sighed and leaned her head back, her time was
near and she had spent her whole life in the suit. After years of
avoiding doctors her body was packing up. She felt certain that whatever
she had could be cured - medical science had come a long way the past
fifty years - but she dared not ask for help. Besides, she was tired.
She'd be glad to go over, this life no longer held anything for her. She
just wished she could have met her tormentor. For only once she would
have liked to look into his eyes, try to find a reason for her capture.
In all these years she'd not seen him once. Several times she'd felt his
presence, watching over her like a benevolent guardian. But after the
messages had dried up, the feeling had left her as well. She was now
certain that he was gone, leaving her utterly alone. She moved her head
in an attempt to get rid of the pressure on her jaw. As she'd aged her
body had slowly shrunk and by now she fit like a bag of bones inside an
old pot. When she was seated her body would slip down in the suit,
forcing the neck of the suit up against her jaw. It was a cruel fate
that she was always reminded of her glory days. The suit still held the
perfect form of her body in it's prime. Every day she had to look at the
exquisite shell while her real body shriveled and wrinkled like and old
prune. She took one of her knitting needles and pushed it under the suit
to scratch an itch. Although she could get some implements in quite
deep, she could still not reach her sex. She smiled to herself as she
struggled to reach the itch - she was no longer interested in getting to
that part of her body anyway. The damn itch was deep, almost too deep to
reach. She pressed even harder and the plastic needle slipped in deeper.
It was pressing against something under the suit and she wondered what
it could be. Again she pressed and with a faint click the needle went in
another inch. Suddenly her whole body collapsed as the suit split into
several parts. The cat had sprung from her lap, and for a long while she
could just stare at it, her mouth hanging open in surprise. Finally her
frail heart relaxed somewhat and she slowly tried to stand up. Her body
was not used to supporting itself and she cried in pain as her back and
waist had to carry her weight. Finally she managed to get upright and
she gasped as several pieces of silver metal fell down to her feet. They
looked like old discarded pieces of a broken pot, lying in a jumbled
heap on the floor. She slowly shuffled to the bedroom and as she moved
more pieces dislodged themselves and fell out. When she finally made it
to the bedroom she felt certain she was free and she stood in front of
the mirror. Her heart was racing in nervous anticipation and she closed
her eyes to savor the moment. With her eyes still closed she removed her
clothes and let them fall to the floor. Waiting for her heart to settle
she finally opened her eyes and her mouth fell open in horror. Her
breasts were two shriveled pieces of skin, her nipples completely gone!
Of her sex there was nothing left, it had grown closed until all that
was visible was the short stem of the dildo, sticking out from a flat
white piece of skin. Her skin was as clear and translucent as smoked
glass, the blue veins clearly visible as they throbbed under the
surface. For several minutes she could just stand there in shock, too
horrified to move. Then she started screaming, her anguished cry of
horror and revulsion echoing off the walls.
Sharon sat up in her bed and panted in shock and fear. Finally she
realized that it was a dream and she lay back in the bed, her heart
still beating furiously in her breast. The linen was soaked from her
sweat and as the dream slowly faded she regained her composure. She
tried to get out of bed but the thin wire had become tangled around her
legs and she had to undo it first. She switched the bed lamp on and
cursed the thin black snake as she worked to release her legs. She
looked at the clock expectantly, but it was only a quarter past four and
she could not yet be released. She had only about four paces of slack,
not enough to reach anything. She could not even go to the bathroom and
wash away the awful taste in her mouth. Finally she was free and she lay
back, trying to avoid the damp spot on the linen. There was no
possibility of sleeping again and as she rolled around restlessly, the
dream haunting her. Her first month had passed, the days ticking by
slowly, frustratingly - but relentlessly. She had to face the terrifying
possibility that she would spend the rest of her life in the suit. The
thought was so horrifying she started crying into the pillow. After a
good cry she lay on her side, staring at the clock. Although the thought
was horrifying she knew it was entirely possible. The last physical
hurdle - her period - had come and gone. The cramps had been worse than
usual, the bleeding heavier. She'd had the same side effects when she'd
first had the IUD inserted and she knew she'd return to normal pretty
soon, maybe two or three months. Other than those she had suffered no
ill effects. She had been very worried about spending her nights while
wearing the small triangle. Where would the blood go if she blocked up
all the holes? About a day before she was due she'd received a message
permitting her to forgo the wire for 6 days every cycle. The fact that
he knew exactly when her period was bothered her, it reminded her how
much her privacy had been invaded.
Sharon took a leisurely stroll in the park and admired the pastel colors
of the trees. Autumn was coming and already the air was beginning to
cool. It was her lunch break and she liked to spend her hour out-doors.
She'd gotten into the routine to get away from her colleagues, some of
them had become concerned about her and if she stayed at the office
they'd insist on dragging her along for lunch. In the three months since
her ordeal had begun she'd become more and more anti-social. She'd even
had a big fight with her mother when she'd wanted to fly over for a
visit. Sharon sat down on a bench and stared at her feet. The fight
bothered her, she'd always gotten along with her mother. She'd become
used to the suit in most physical ways, but now it was taking it's toll
on other parts of her life. She no longer craved sex every day, although
she still had a tough time during her period. She'd always become horny
during that time and because of the suit she'd had some very frustrating
days. She leaned back and let the sun bake her face. It was strange how
quickly she'd adjusted to her new life. During those first terrifying
days she'd not imagined she would adjust so quickly, and yet she has.
She'd had to turn her whole life upside down, but now she was getting
used to a new routine. Sometimes she'd still think of the suit, but by
now she had to concentrate to even notice the dildo. Another month and
she would be completely adjusted. Even the routine of plugging herself
in had become second nature, it happened almost without thought. She
thought back to the nightmare she'd had. It had kept re-occurring for a
few nights until she could remember it vividly. Was it a omen? A sign of
what's to come? The fact that she'd had almost no new instructions just
re-enforced the notion. The last instructions she'd had was to forgo the
beach routine for the winter. That message had been sent almost a month
ago. Since then she'd had no further contact and it bothered her.
Sometimes she could still feel his presence, suddenly she'd get that
creepy feeling of being watched and she'd know he was around. But it was
not the ever-present sensation she'd thought it would be. She felt
strangely let down. Although she hated the suit and would do almost
anything to be rid of it, a small part of her had been waiting for the
climax - the moment she would be taken. The adventure of it used to keep
her awake at nights. What would she do when he came for her? Would he
keep her, taking her back to his house? What would he look like? Smell
like? Taste like? Would he be kind? Would he be young, old, short, tall?
When would he come? How would he do it? Maybe he'd sneak in at night,
take her while she slept? Maybe he'd abduct her as she walked in the
park. Maybe he'd simply order her to go to such and such a place -
knowing that she'd have no choice but to obey. What would he have her do
for him? Maybe she'd be forced to dance for him, the suit shimmering in
the light as she twisted and gyrated her body. His admiring eyes would
follow her every move. He'd stand up, take her hand and draw her nearer,
embracing her in his arms... All these things she'd wished for - hating
herself for being so weak. But her dreams had continued and her
fantasies had become more and more erotic. Instead she was left utterly
alone. Why do this? Why did he take her and then refuse to have her? For
the hundredth time she was faced with the possibility that her abductor
had no other intentions but to have her denied forever. She felt like a
prisoner, looking forward to a life sentence in a small, solitary little
cell. A single, desperate little tear ran down her face.
Sharon sat and looked as people walked by. She knew she was going into a
depression but could do nothing about it. She dried her face with her
wrist and took out her make-up case. Anti-depressants meant doctors and
there was no way a doctor would get to see her like this. Yet she could
not shake the awful feeling of dread that was ever present in her life.
She looked into a long future of heartache and denial and it was like
looking into the depths of a bottomless pit. If only she could be free!
She sighed and headed back to the office. She'd gone through this wholes
process before. The suit had defeated her. Every attempt to be rid of it
was met by hard unyielding metal. She'd had several more attempts and at
one stage she'd even bought a small blowtorch. All she'd gained was a
painful blister that had taken weeks to heal. In about the second month
her will had finally been broken and she'd made no attempts since.
The traffic on the freeway was terrible and the stop-start progress was
working on her nerves. The radio was blaring but she wasn't really
listening, instead she sat brooding, the depression slowly taking hold
of her. Her boss had broken the news that she'd be looked over for
promotion - he simply didn't consider her dedicated enough. She'd wanted
to be angry at him, spit in his face and scratch his eyes. Instead she
was dispassionate, listening to his criticism with indifference. She
knew she should fight, hit him back where it hurt. Instead she just took
it in silence, a strange lethargy taking hold of her. Her life was
ruined anyway - what was one more set-back? What would it help to fight?
He was the all powerful management, she didn't stand a chance. She
didn't need the additional grief right now. The traffic moved a few
yards and she slowly edged her car forwards. Why should she go on? Why
be bothered by it all? Her whole future was gone. For a moment she had a
glimmer of hope - what would happen if she ever met her captor? What
things he could do to her! He'd take her away, rid her of all her
worries. The feeling was brief. He was a man, and men had no patience.
Three months had passed and he'd never even met her. Obviously he was
somehow impotent! She imagined her life being in control of a sadistic
eunuch and again the tears started rolling down her face. Her nightmares
had been a vision, a message of what was to come. She would never feel
the warm touch of his hands, the tender kiss of his lips. She knew
enough about history to know that eunuchs used to be the most sadistic
and vicious creatures of all. They would take delight in tormenting and
taunting the women under their charge. She folded her hands over the
steering wheel and sobbed into the cradle of her arms. A loud horn
behind her pulled her out of her sobbing and she saw that the traffic
had again moved. She edged the car forward but then she froze in utter
and complete shock! Both her nipples had been brushed by something and
for a horrible moment she had visions of cockroaches scuttling over her
breasts! She let go of the steering wheel and desperately scratched at
the suit, trying to get rid of the creatures. The next moment she was
right on top of the truck in front of her and she slammed into it's
back. She was so shocked she could not move. For a while everything
seemed to happen in a dream with her watching from the sidelines. In
slow motion she saw the driver in the car behind her climb out of his
car and walk up toward her. The driver of the truck had also arrived and
was inspecting the damage before looking at her through the windshield.
In slow motion his jaws opened and closed as he spoke to her. She
couldn't move, couldn't think. After an eternity a loud banging next to
her head finally managed to draw her attention and she turned her head.
The driver behind her was tapping at the window, his mouth silently
moving as he talked. Finally she came round and she realized he wanted
her to roll down the window. As soon as she moved her arm the spell was
broken and the real world came crashing in. The first sensations she
registered was that her nipples were still being tickled. She could
hardly think straight as the sensation sent shock-waves through her
body. She managed to get a hold of herself and she wound the window
down. "Jesus lady, you ok?" he asked. He was about forty but very cute.
She had to resist the urge to giggle. "Ye- yes yes, I'm ok." she
replied. The truck driver came over and she liked the look of him as
well. His belly had such a delightful way of hanging over his belt. "Is
she ok?" he asked the other man. Looking into the car he looked at her.
"Are you ok?" he asked. She could hardly think, her nipples were making
her nuts! "Yes I'm ok." she replied. "She looks ok but I think she's in
shock." the first man told the second. "I'm not in shock" she wanted to
tell them, "I'm in heaven". But then she realized that she was indeed in
shock and she took a deep breath. It took all her willpower to
concentrate on what was going on. They let her get out of the car and
she walked over to the front of the car. She almost collapsed, her legs
were all rubbery. The first man grabbed hold of her arm and steadied
her, concern written all over his face. Again she fought the urge to
giggle - he must think she's unstable because of the accident! She loved
the way his warm hands felt as he held on to the her arm. She looked at
the damage but it was minor. Her car's grille had been dented but the
truck had no sign of damage. "I don't think we need to report this, do
you?" she told the truck driver, her voice sounding strangely sultry and
seductive. "Your truck is fine and the damage on my car is so small the
insurance deposit alone would be more than the repairs." The truck
driver seemed relieved that she was willing to forget the incident and
he quickly agreed. She felt a pang of regret as the other man let go of
her arm. "You sure you're ok, you're as white a ghost." he asked. Was
she? She'd have thought she'd be all flushed and red from the treatment
her nipples were receiving. "I'm ok, really. Thanks for the help." she
replied, unable to resist touching him briefly on the hand. He escorted
her back to her car and then walked off himself. As she sat in the car
she closed her eyes and gripped the steering wheel as hard as she could.
During all of that the tickling had never ceased and it had been very
difficult to concentrate The truck moved off and she gritted her teeth
as she moved on after it.
Sharon reached her home and collapsed on the bed. Several times she'd
been close to coming but she had to concentrate on her driving. Now she
could fully enjoy the sensation, closing her eyes as little shudders of
pleasure coursed through her body. Whatever was doing this to her
nipples was doing it slowly. She imagined two small round brushes over
her nipples, slowly and deliciously turning around and around. She could
feel the wave building inside her and her breath became ragged as it
grew. She rolled over onto her back and forced her hands in under the
belt of her skirt. She wished the dildo would move as well and she
grabbed hold of the dome with both hands. Her body wanted to increase
the tempo, but the brushes kept going at their own slow pace. Ever so
slowly she was built up and up until she was standing on the crest of a
giant wave, ready to topple over. She squirmed and rolled her body,
gritting her teeth and growling like a cat. Finally she felt it come and
her whole body arched as the spasm took her. He hips started pumping as
her sex milked the quiet dildo. For a eternity she rode the giant wave,
giggling, crying and moaning all at once. The pleasure was so intense
she completely lost her mind.
After several minutes it was over and she lay on her back, staring at
the ceiling. It was the first time in more than three months that she'd
achieved orgasm and she'd almost forgotten how powerful it could be. She
was so exhausted she could hardly move. She felt a almost euphoric
happiness and all her troubles was forgotten. She rested for a short
while but then she realized that the brushes hadn't stopped. "Here we go
again" she whispered happily and hugged her body with her hands.