Training Carrie
Chapter 85
Hi, readers, this is Charlene. I've never written a story before, and
this is really hard for me. Please try to be patient with me.
The earlier chapters were all written by Carrie's and my Master,
William, whom I now call Bill, but he doesn't want to write any more. We
agree the story should be finished, but Bill is done with it, so I'm
going to try my hand at writing.
What I'm going to write won't make much sense if you haven't read the
previous chapters, fair warning. If you have read the previous chapters,
then you know how I talk, usually simple and direct. The dialog Bill
wrote for me is how I really talk, and I guess I'll write the same way.
I'm not trying to apologize for that, I just mentioned it so you won't
think I'm dumb or something.
I have to get one thing out of the way before I try to explain any more.
I've read all the chapters Bill wrote, and he accurately reported
everything I was part of. If you think Bill and Carrie came across as
cold and manipulating when I first joined them, you're right. Bill told
that part of the story truthfully, even though it made he and Carrie
look pretty bad for awhile. We've talked about it a lot, and they
admitted that they treated me like shit. They've apologized, and I've
accepted their apology. They had their reasons, but that doesn't excuse
it, especially on Bill's part.
I knew they were treating me badly, but my options were pretty limited,
so what could I do but play their game? Anyway, it worked out Ok for us.
We all fell in love with each other, and we became a family. One of the
happiest times of my life has been with Bill and Carrie, so I have no
regrets for any of it.
Now that's out of the way, I'll try to wrap up "Training Carrie."
The reason Bill won't finish our story is, he doesn't want to write the
next sentence, or the story that leads up to it.
Carrie is dead. She was shot to death about six months ago.
I didn't want to save that for last, and have everybody pissed off when
the story finished with her death. So there it is, the secret's out, you
know how it will end now. If you don't want to read any more, I'll
understand, no hard feelings. I sure don't look forward to writing about
it.
I still grieve for the loss of my sister, but I think my years of forced
slavery gave me a way to cope with it. I feel really sad over Carrie's
death, but I'm determined to keep going in spite of it. If you don't
keep going during the hard parts, you might miss something wonderful
that's just ahead. Sometimes I wonder if Bill can keep going, I'm afraid
he'll just stop one day.
If Bill stops, he'll die. I'm trying as hard as I can to prevent that. I
pleaded with him to go to a shrink. Finally, he said he would go if I
went too. I immediately agreed, but then he backed out. He said therapy
was bullshit, and he was just sad, not crazy. I try to get him to talk
to me about what he feels, but he won't do that either.
I tried to get him to finish this story, I told him it would be good to
put his feelings into words. He finally got pissed off at me. I was glad
for that, because it's better to feel anger than not to feel anything at
all. He said if the goddammed story was so important, I should finish it
myself and quit bugging him about it, so that's what I'm doing.
The events Bill described in the previous chapters happened about three
years ago. Of course, the very first part happened a year and a half
before that, at the organization. It was Carrie's idea that he put our
story in writing. It's mostly their story, Bill's and Carrie's, but I
had a part in it too. Bill finally agreed to try writing it all down,
because in the end he always gave in to anything Carrie or I really
wanted. Where the last chapter ended is how far he had gotten when
Carrie was killed.
I can't describe all that happened since the last chapter, too much time
has passed. It seems like Bill could remember everything we did and
every word we spoke, but I usually can't do that. A lot has happened to
us.
I'm not Bill's slave any more. Neither was Carrie when she died. Don't
get me wrong, we were still together, and we would have done anything he
asked, anything at all. But he never asked, there was no need any more.
We still slipped up occasionally and called him "William" or "Sir." I
was especially bad at that. Bill would just frown and let it pass. The
only exception was, he'd let us call him "Master" once in a while in the
heat of passion. We all knew it was silly, but he really liked it.
Carrie thought it was funny, she'd call him "Master" whenever she felt
like he had gone the extra mile to satisfy us. Not that he had any
trouble doing that, he was more than a match for the two of us. We
always felt thoroughly fucked.
If you need a word to describe what our relationship had become, it was
a marriage. Bill and Carrie actually were married. They married one
another in a civil ceremony, soon after we found out Carrie was
pregnant. Uncle Phil and I were their witnesses.
Then, the same day as their marriage, we had what we thought of as our
real wedding. The only people present, other than the three of us, were
Uncle Phil and his wife Beverly. Each of us took vows which married us
to the other two. I don't know what the name is for that, or if it has a
name. I don't think polygamy is right, because Carrie and I didn't just
marry the same man, we also married one another. Anyway, whether or not
it has a name, it was what we all wanted and it was the happiest day of
my life.
We had long ago abandoned our master/slave rituals, as well as bondage,
flogging, and other such stuff, so there was nothing racy about the
ceremony. That didn't stop Bev from being upset over the three-way
wedding and over Carrie and I being half sisters, but she did a good job
of keeping her opinions to herself, except for one time.
I think Bev had a little too much to drink. She asked me if I was
Carrie's husband, or if she was my husband. Bill and Carrie were a few
feet away, and Carrie came to my rescue at once. She said, "If you're
really interested, Bev, I'm Bill's wife and I'm also Char's wife. Char
is Bill's wife, and she's also my wife. Does that explain it to your
satisfaction?"
"Carrie dear, that doesn't even make sense," Bev said sincerely.
Carrie gave her a hard look. "It makes perfect sense to the three of us,
and that's all that matters," she said. "If you want to discuss it any
further, talk to me, not to Char." Bev apologized, although I'm sure she
didn't know what she was apologizing for. Carrie kissed her, and that
was the end of the matter. Carrie was always quick to shield me from
anything unpleasant. For a long time I thought it was because she felt
sorry for the life I had been forced to live. But that was wrong, she
just loved me and thought of me as her little sister.
The wedding was about nine months ago, three months before Carrie died.
I'm sorry, I know I'm doing a poor job of telling this story. I've
started over six or seven times. But every time, I immediately start
jumping around in time and explaining things out of order. I'm not
starting over again, so I hope you can put the pieces together for
yourself.
I want to talk about some of the events of that first wonderful Winter,
at Carrie's house in New Mexico, some things that Bill hadn't covered.
After a rocky start, we had become a family. We all understood that
Bill's and Carrie's love for me wasn't as strong as their love for each
other. But they made me feel loved and needed, and I loved them as much
as I've ever loved anybody.
Looking back on the event, it seems funny now, but the shit really hit
the fan when Uncle Phil finally returned from his travels. He first told
us the good news, he was convinced that Edward Collins had nothing to do
with the organization, and had no knowledge of what his son had done to
me or to his mother. Nevertheless, Mr. Collins had been stripped of
reponsibility for managing Carrie's fortune, because legal actions like
that are hard to stop once they're set in motion. We found out then that
Carrie was worth $230 million and change. Uncle Phil also delivered
packages containing all of the stuff Carrie and I had ordered from the
internet, meaning I finally had some clothes that fit me.
The shit hitting the fan part came when we were sitting around talking
with Uncle Phil, his first day back. No one had warned me that it was a
sensitive subject, so I let it out that I was now Bill's slave. (Back
then, I was William's slave, I've never actually been Bill's slave, I
hope that's clear.) I think "going apeshit" is the best description for
Uncle Phil's reaction. "I told you to rehabilitate her, not to make her
your slave," he screamed at Bill. I think he also accused Bill of trying
to start a cult, but I'm not sure what he meant by that. Bill just sat
quietly and listened to Uncle Phil rant, until he finally ran out of
nasty things to say.
When Uncle Phil finally shut up, Carrie explained calmly that this was
the best way to introduce me back into the world, and that I wasn't
being forced into anything, just as she wasn't. "Just look at her, talk
to her," Carrie said. "Do you remember how she acted when you first
found her? That was less than two weeks ago, Philip. I'd have to say
she's pretty goddamned rehabilitated, wouldn't you?" I spoke up, and
told Uncle Phil that I was happier than I had ever been, and that I was
doing what I wanted to do. There wasn't much he could say to Carrie and
me, but he was still plenty pissed off at Bill. During the whole thing,
Bill never said a word or acted upset, he just sat and listened to what
everybody had to say.
Uncle Phil took days to get over his anger. Bill acted like nothing had
happened, and in a few weeks they were back on friendly terms. Bill did
take Carrie's suggestion, though, for a few days after the flareup he
kept the two of us dressed when Uncle Phil was around. That gave me a
good chance to try out my new clothes, which all fit perfectly.
That was only a few days after I had given myself to William. (From now
on, I'm going to refer to him as William when we were his slaves, and
Bill when we weren't. Deal with it.) I know what you're thinking, I gave
myself to him more than once. But the last time was the one that
counted, that was the time I freely chose to be a slave. It was during
Carrie's big "Story of O" drama. I was pissed off by the way he was
treating her, and I gave him hell for it. Then I finally realized what
it was doing to him. The effort, to give Carrie the experience she
wanted, was eating him up inside. And instead of helping him, I was
making it harder for him. Somehow, out of that experience, I knew I
wanted to be his. I knew the best place I could possibly be was at his
feet, and that I would always be safe and cherished there. Being a slave
against my will had been an exercise in suppressed rage and humiliation.
But being William's willing slave was the most liberating experience I
could ever imagine. I had found my home. Being at Carrie's side, serving
William, gave me more pleasure and satisfaction than I ever thought I
could feel.
For a few weeks after the Uncle Phil blowup, William let us do pretty
much whatever we wanted. It was a time of bonding for Carrie and I,
which I'm sure was exactly why William gave us that time. We became
inseparable, except for the nights we had alone in bed with William. I
loved having him all to myself, and so did Carrie. But Carrie agreed
when I told her that the first few nights I had to spend alone in the
guest bedroom, while William was banging her, were pretty lonely and
miserable. We both agreed not to masturbate on those nights when we
slept alone. I never did, although I often wanted to. I don't think
Carrie did either. Even though she could cum on an instant's notice any
time she wanted to, I don't think she ever did, except during sex or
when William commanded her to.
One result of the new sleeping schedule was, I found out about Carrie's
fear of recapture, what William called her "night terrors." The second
night I had alone with William, Carrie came running into the bedroom. It
was about four in the morning, and William and I were sound asleep. She
woke us up, and started tallking nonsense about William abandoning her.
William pulled her into bed between us and reassured her until she
finally calmed down. When he was sure Carrie was back to normal, her
made her apologize to me for intruding on a "solo night," as we had
started calling it. He also made Carrie tell me the whole story of her
panic attacks and her fear of being taken by the organization.
After I heard Carrie's story, I told them I would never have suggested
the new sleeping arrangements if I had known Carrie was afraid of waking
up alone. I said we should resume sleeping all together. But Carrie
objected, she said my idea for solo nights was a great one, and that we
both enjoyed being alone with William and also being alone with each
other. At that point she started to get out of our bed to return to the
guest bedroom, but we both pulled her back and made her stay with us,
and we all eventually drifted off to sleep. But when the alarm went off,
William made Carrie leave us and return to her bed, while he and I had a
long morning fuck by ourselves. That's a good example of how William
never favored Carrie over me in bed, even though he had much stronger
feelings for her than he did for me.
During our weeks of freedom, Carrie resumed regular exercise and weight
training. William asked me to listen to her talk during her exercise,
and told me how to tell if she was working too hard or not hard enough.
After watching her a few times, I decided to try the elliptical machine
workout myself. William said it would be good for me, to exercise while
I was putting on weight. So it became an after breakfast ritual for
Carrie and I. On the days she did elliptical, I would do my workout
after she finished. On the days Carrie did weights, I would do a shorter
elliptical workout and talk to her while she was doing the weights. I
had never done exercises before, and I loved it. Carrie and I worked out
together nearly every day after that, whenever we could, right up until
she died. I still do it, but it's not as much fun without Carrie.
Another thing we did a lot of was walking. Whenever it wasn't raining,
which was nearly every day, we would go for a long walk after lunch.
Most days we went to the top of the picnic hill, but we rarely had
fucking sessions up there, it was too cold. Carrie and William still
talked about going up the hill for a fuck in the snow, but I wasn't sure
if they actually intended to do it. They kept in practice, though.
Occasionally, on days that weren't too cold, we would dress Carrie in
her rubber leotard and bondage gear, put the backpack, blindfold and
earplugs on her, and William would drive her up the hill using reins
attached to her labia rings.
I asked them if I could learn to be Carrie's driver, and they
enthusiastically agreed. After hours of practice in the basement, one
day William said it was my turn to drive outside. I got Carrie all the
way up the hill my first time, and she never fell once. At the top,
Carrie said I was a wonderful driver, and she thanked me. I felt great
about it. I knew it was a silly thing we were doing, but still it felt
like a real accomplishment to me. I then asked them if I could learn to
be a pony, I wanted Carrie to drive me up the hill.
Carrie had already given me some training, with reins attached to my
nipples by dental floss. We resumed my training in earnest, and in a few
days William said I was ready to go outside. I was still too skinny to
wear Carrie's rubber suit, but we found that I could wear a
loose-fitting, heavy sweater, with the reins coming out of the neck hole
of the sweater, and Carrie could steer me just fine. So I had my first
outside pony trial. I didn't wear the backpack, William said that could
come later. I was dressed warmly in jeans and the sweater, with my
wrists clipped together behind my back. I was blindfolded, but William
wouldn't agree to earplugs yet.
Carrie steered me around the house a few times, then we set off on the
trail. It was much harder than I could have guessed. Even walking on
level ground was hard, each step had to be taken carefully to avoid
stumbling or tripping over stuff. I was pretty clumsy, but I never
actually fell until we got to the steep terrain. I was tired by then,
and my foot caught a rock. I couldn't recover in time, and I went down,
twisting onto my side as Carrie and William had drilled me to do. I
wasn't hurt at all, but after they helped me up William and Carrie said
I had done enough for my first outing. I was embarassed, and apologized
to them for falling, but they both insisted that I had done a fine job,
and I would soon be at the top of the hill. They were right, on my
fourth attempt I made the hilltop, blindfolded and with earplugs,
although still no backpack.
Unknown to me, William had carried several blankets and a canteen. When
we reached the top, Carrie removed my blindfold, earplugs, and reins,
then she unclasped my wrists. The first thing I saw was William
spreading a blanket, and I couldn't help grinning. He saw my expression,
and said, "You've earned it, how do you want it?"
It was pretty chilly up there, but the sun felt warm. I dropped onto the
blanket and began removing my shoes and jeans. "I want it every way I
can get it, from both of you," I said, looking up at the faces of my
lovers. They both lay down beside me and pulled a second blanket over
us. After removing my sweater, they began slowly and lovingly caressing
and kissing every inch of my body. When they finished fucking me, I was
so tired and wrung out that I could barely stand up. It took me almost
as long to get back down the hill as it had taken me to climb it. After
we got below the steep terrain, William offered to carry me the rest of
the way home, but I wouldn't let him.
At Thanksgiving, William and Carrie made a traditional dinner. We had a
big turkey, dressing, all sorts of vegetables, pumpkin pie, the works.
Uncle Phil and Bev came up to our house for dinner, it was like a family
reunion. I had been thoroughly briefed about what subjects to avoid
around Bev. She knew Carrie and I had been slaves, but she had no idea
that we were William's slaves, or that William had worked at the
organization. There were no incidents, although Bill and Uncle Phil had
to skilfully change the subject a couple of times. I had a great time,
overate a lot, and dozed off on the couch after dinner. Unfortunately, I
was holding a half-full glass of wine when I dozed off. I was ashamed
that I had spilled the wine, but William kissed me on the cheek and told
me to forget it, no harm was done. Carrie teased me about it for a long
time after that, whenever we had wine with our meal.
Part of the reason I got so relaxed on Thanksgiving was the good news
Uncle Phil delivered to us while we ate. He had known since the previous
day, but he wanted to tell us at Thanksgiving dinner. The organization
had been busted. The training center was closed, over three hundred
slaves had been found and put into protective custody, and nearly
everyone involved was in jail. The best news was that William was not
going to be implicated in any way, but the bad news was, there wasn't
enough evidence to prosecute my brother. That was partly because
Carrie's investigator had done a good job of destroying my files in the
organization's computer. Of course, I could have testified against
Arthur, although I didn't want to do that. But Uncle Phil said my
testimony alone wouldn't be enough to put him away, so I wouldn't have
to do it. Uncle Phil said not to worry, Arthur couldn't hurt me any
more, and eventually he would get what was coming to him.
The day after Thanksgiving, after Carrie and I finished our workouts,
William took us to the bedroom. He was carrying his crop. He said our
vacation was over, and it was time for us to get back under control. I
wasn't sure what he meant, but I didn't worry, because I saw Carrie
smile, and heard her say in a whisper, "Thank God." He stripped us, then
took us to the bathroom and told us to give one another a thorough enema.
After I was kneeling, with my wrists crossed behind my back and my
forehead on the floor, William corrected my posture, nudging me with the
crop but not striking me, until I was correctly Posed. Only then would
he let Carrie put the enema tube into me and start the flow. I had to
hold the fluid in by body while I gave Carrie her enema. Then, after
Carrie and I had thoroughly cleaned and dried the enema equipment,
William ordered me to sit on the toilet. He and Carrie knelt in front of
me, kissing and caressing me, until I started to cramp a little. Then
William told me to expel the enema.
When was finished, Carrie took my place. William and I gave her the same
loving treatment I had received. He made her wait longer than I had
waited, until she was obviously in pain. When he gave her permission,
she thanked William before releaing her enema. I hadn't thanked him, and
I made a mental note to correct that lapse the next time. As much as I
wanted to be William's perfect slave, and as hard as I tried, Carrie
always had more to teach me. I guess I could have resented her, but I
didn't. It was always my goal to be as close to Carrie, as close to
perfection, as I could get.
After Carrie and I had used the bidet and dried each other, William took
us back to the bedroom and had us undress him. He sat in his favorite
chair and told Carrie to suck him until he was hard. Then he had me sit
in his lap, while Carrie guided his hard cock into my pussy. "Keep me
hard, but don't let me cum," he told me. Then he had Carrie kneel in
front of us, her knees spread wide apart.
William left Carrie on her knees for several minutes. She sat with her
back perfectly straight, her hands resting on her thighs, palms up and
fingers straight. She was looking at the two of us and smiling, while I
gently squeezed William's cock with my vaginal muscles. Finally, William
said, "Play with your breasts and nipples, Carrie. Show us what you like
to have done to you." Carrie immediately put her hands to her breasts.
She cupped her breasts, then began caressing them with her fingers and
palms. After a few minutes of that, she took each nipple between her
fingers and thumb and began rolling, pulling, and squeezing them. Then,
one at a time, she cupped each breast and raised it until she was able
to reach the nipple with her mouth. She was able to lick, suck, and
nibble her own nipples. The whole time, she kept her eyes locked on
William and me. I noticed that her pussy had become wet. William noticed
too, he said, "You may cum whenever you wish, but I would prefer that
you wait until I tell you."
"I'll wait until you say, William, then I'll cum," she said. I was
getting turned on, watching Carrie perform for us under William's
control. I was starting to squeeze William's cock faster and harder. He
warned me that I would be punished if I allowed him to cum before Carrie
did, and I immediately slowed down and began concentrating on pleasing
my Master rather than myself.
Carrie continued playing with her breasts and looking at us. She was
dripping from her pussy. "Carrie, stop," William said quietly. She
immediately stopped and rested her hands on her thighs. I noticed that
her face was flushed and her breathing was a little rapid. After another
minute, William said, "Get on your hands and knees, show us your pussy
and ass." Carrie immediately got on all fours and shuffled around until
her ass was facing us. "Forehead to the floor, spread your cheeks wide
with your hands," William said. I couldn't understand what he was doing,
why he was making Carrie put on this show for us. It didn't matter to
Carrie, she would do anything for him. She reached around with both
hands and pulled her ass cheeks so far apart that her sphincter was
partially opened.
William continued to put Carrie through her paces, telling her exactly
what he wanted. He had her play with her sphincter, running her fingers
around the outside, then penetrating herself. Up on her knees, her back
arched backward so far that it made me ache to watch, he had her put the
index finger of each hand inside her asshole, then pull herself open for
us to see. After that, he let her relax a little while she fucked
herself in the ass with her thumb.
After turning Carrie back around to face us, he had her grasp her labia
and pull them open, revealing the creamy, pearly insides of her pussy.
As soon as she was facing us again, she locked her eyes on us. She
smiled at us the whole time, I never saw a hint of selfconsciousness or
embarassment. Her thighs were wet with the juices that had flowed from
her pussy while she was playing with her ass.
William had her play with her pussy and clit for another fifteen
minutes. Twice, he stopped her for a minute, and then told her to
resume. She obeyed perfectly. Then, without warning, he told her to cum.
She came immmediately, her eyes locked on us. At the same instant, I
felt William cum inside me. I didn't think I was near an orgasm, but I
also came a few seconds after William.
As we were all coming down from our orgasms, William told Carrie to
assume the Waiting Pose. Then he put his hands on my trembling
shoulders. "You were wonderful, Char. Wasn't she great, Carrie?" he said.
Carrie gave me a big smile. "She's adorable, William, she's perfect."
"I didn't do anything," I said. I didn't know why they were
complimenting me, I really didn't do anything. But Carrie did, she did
something I didn't understand, and didn't think I could do. I wanted to
say something to Carrie, to respond to the unselfconscious, perfectly
obedient, totally submissive display I had witnessed, but I couldn't
find the words.
We all held our positions until William's soft cock finally pulled out
of my pussy. He kissed the back of my neck, and said, "Char, stand up
please, so Carrie can clean me off." I got up and stood beside him.
Carrie walked over on her knees, took William's cock in her mouth and
cleaned him thoroughly. When she released him, he was already partially
hard again.
Taking Carrie's head in his hands, he pulled her to him and kissed her,
then told her to clean my pussy. She walked over to me, still on her
knees. After smiling up at me, she put a hand on each cheek of my ass
and pulled me to her mouth. While Carrie's tongue was inside me, licking
up William's cum, all I could think of was how I would feel if William
made me do what I had watched her do. I came again. I was embarassed,
but then William stood up and kissed me on the lips and told me he loved
me.
When Carrie had finished cleaning my pussy, William pulled her to her
feet and told her he loved her. She smiled and lowered her eyes. He
said, "Let's grab some lunch, relax for awhile, and then it'll be Char's
turn."
I gulped. "I'm not sure I can do what Carrie did," I said softly.
"That's Ok, Char, I'm sure you can," William said.
"It's easy, Sweetie," Carrie said, kissing me on the cheek. "It's the
simplest thing in the world. All you have to do is obey."