Training Carrie
Chapter 67
"Can you cum for me, Char?" I asked. She nodded her head, then came a
few seconds later. When I felt her body spasm, I began to cum. She put
her lips to mine and murmured that she loved me.
As her trembling eased, Char threw her head back and said, "Wow," again,
then she looked at me with a big grin. I gave her a final kiss, then
lifted her off of my lap and set her on her feet.
Carrie came back to the kitchen. "Looks like you enjoyed it, you're
glowing," she said to Char.
Char threw her arms around Carrie and kissed her. "Thank you for sharing
him, he's a wonderful lover," she said.
"It's part of the process of letting go, Sweetie," Carrie told her as
she took my hand in hers. "You came along at the perfect time, to help
me stop clinging to him. There's plenty of him to go around, I won't
lose a thing by sharing him with you."
Carrie said dinner was ready and on the table, so we all went to the
dining room. I held the chair for Carrie, then Char, and watched each
one in turn as they raised their skirts to sit. Char watched Carrie very
carefully as she raised her skirt, I knew she was taking my advice and
studying Carrie's technique.
I sat at the head of the table, with one of my women on each side of me.
Before anyone had a chance to start eating, I put a hand out to each
one. Carrie immediately put her hand in mine, then Char followed suit.
"Are we going to pray before we eat?" Char asked.
I wasn't sure if she was serious or joking. Carrie smiled, and said,
"We're not big on prayer, Char. William just wants to share a moment
with us before we eat. Would you like to pray?"
Char shook her head, saying, "When I was being trained, I prayed a lot
to be set free and to see my mother again. It didn't work, so I don't
pray any more. I was just asking."
We had been eating for a few minutes when I told Carrie that Char
thought she was being used just as a way for us to pass messages. Char
blushed, uncomfortable that I would tell Carrie what she said to me
during sex. I told her it was Ok to say anything she wanted to either of
us, but she shouldn't expect Carrie and I to keep secrets from one
another.
Carrie ignored the secrecy aspect, and tried to reassure Char, as I had
earlier, that she was a part of our lives now, and that in time she
would be a full participant in everything we did. Char nodded and said
she understood, and she would be grateful for whatever role we gave her.
"Then you won't mind if William or I occasionally use you to pass a
message?" Carrie asked Char. Carrie had a neutral expression on her
face, perhaps too subtle for Char. But I understood, Carrie was telling
Char we would use her as we pleased. After all, she had agreed to be a
slave for both of us. Char repeated that she would do whatever we asked,
and apologized for complaining. I told Char to give us time, perhaps a
few weeks, and then if she still felt like an outsider, or that we were
using her without including her in our lives, we would discuss it again.
With a grin, I then said I needed to make sure both she and Carrie
understood one thing regarding secrecy. I explained that Char and I
would need occasional time alone together, so we could conspire to
create situations and scenes for Carrie, that Char would never reveal
any of those plans to Carrie ahead of time, and that Carrie would never
press Char for details of what went on when she wasn't present. Carrie
laughed. "You mean, if I ever get paranoid and feel the two of you are
plotting against me and doing things behind my back, I'm probably right."
Taking Carrie's hand in mine, I smiled at her and said, "Not probably
right, exactly right. Very convenient for Char and I, isn't it?" We all
laughed, then Carrie said she trusted us, and hoped our plots led to
interesting situations and activities.
We worked together to clean up after dinner. Then I asked the women if
they had any preferences about how we spent the evening. Char said she
would like to hear about the time Carrie and I reversed roles. I
protested, but Carrie asked me to please let her tell the story. I
shrugged and said Ok, so we sat on the couch, me in the middle and a
sexy woman on each side, while Carrie told Char every detail of my 24
hours of torment. It took Carrie over an hour to finish her narrative,
what with all of the laughing and giggling she and Char subjected me to.
When the story was finally told, they both kissed me and told me I was
very brave to allow Carrie to take control of me.
Holding my breath in dread of a Yes answer, I asked Carrie if she would
be calling for another role reversal in the future. She looked at me
smugly for a long moment, then shook her head. "I like things just the
way they are, William," she said. I kissed her and thought, "Thank God."
Carrie asked if we could turn in early, then make an assault on the
picnic hill early in the morning. I agreed, but that caused Char to ask
a new round of questions about what we did on the picnic hill. We told
her it wasn't so much what we did when we got there, which was to fuck.
The interesting part was how we got there, and was easier to show than
to explain it.
After using the toilet and shower, then another round of sex, we were
all tired and ready for sleep. As we were getting into bed, Char said
Carrie should sleep in the middle, because she was the focus of most of
our activities. I said it should be Char, to celebrate her status as the
newest member of our group. Carrie said it should be me, so either woman
could reach out and grab some cock if she needed to during the night. I
decided we would take turns, starting tonight with Char in the middle.
We were lying together, Carrie and I caressing Char's body and kissing
her breasts and mouth. I told Char that, since we would all be sleeping
together, she and I must work together to make sure Carrie never woke up
alone. That meant that if Char and Carrie were alone in bed, and Carrie
was asleep, Char could not leave the room without waking Carrie up
first. Char asked why we had that rule, but I didn't want to tell her
about Carrie's fear of waking up alone. I told her it was just part of
the pampering that I wanted Carrie to receive, I always wanted her to be
with someone who loved her when she first woke up. I looked at Carrie,
and she had tears in her eyes. She knew why I didn't want to tell Char
about her fear, and she obviously agreed with that decision. I reached
across Char to kiss Carrie, and told her I loved her.
Our conversation and caresses slowed gradually, and soon Char was
sleeping peacefully. Carrie and I stretched across Char to share a final
kiss, then we went to sleep too.
I woke up later to hear Carrie sobbing quietly on the other side of the
bed. "What's wrong?" I whispered.
"Nothing, I'll be Ok," she whispered back.
I eased out of bed and walked around to Carrie's side. Taking her arm, I
pulled her gently from our bed and took her to the guest bedroom. There
we crawled onto the bed and lay down together. "Now, what's wrong?" I
asked again.
Carrie sobbed softly for a minute, then said, "It was just so hard,
watching you fuck her while I fixed dinner. I felt like you don't need
me any more."
"Why?" I asked her. "I'm really confused, you sent her to me, for me to
fuck her. What did you expect me to do, reject her and send her back to
you? And I'd still need you if I was fucking ten other women, don't ever
think I don't need you."
Carrie was silent for a moment. Then she said, "No one did anything
wrong, I'm just having trouble letting go. Everything you did,
everything I said about letting go and not clinging any more, that's how
I want it to be, but it's so hard. I'm afraid you'll pull away from me.
I've become dependent on you, on the feelings you have. You always make
me know I'm loved intensely, even when we're fighting like we were this
afternoon. I want to let go and not cling, I want you to do and be
whatever you wish, but I don't want to lose you." She paused, then said,
"Now I'm just babbling and repeating myself, so I'll shut up."
"Do you want me to stop fucking Char? Just say the word."
She was very close to saying Yes, but then she changed her mind. "I wish
it was that simple," she said. "In a way, I wish she hadn't been brought
here. But she's here, and I can see that being with you is helping her.
She's remembering what a decent man is like, she needs to get used to
that. Plus, she adores you already, she loves fucking both of us, and
she needs some happiness and pleasure in her life. So I want us all to
fuck as much as we want, and I want you and I to lead Char back to a
point where she is able to choose her own path. And I want you to give
me some time to adjust, and to prove to both of us that I can really let
go and stop clinging to you. And I want you to fuck me now."
"I'd love to," I said, and started kissing her breasts and running my
hands over her body. I thought it would help her attitude if I acted
more romantic than our usual slam-bang type of sex, so I was taking my
time and giving her a lot of foreplay.
As I was beginning a tentative exploration of Carrie's vulva with my
fingers, she stopped me. "No, this is too easy. I've pledged to you I
would choose the hard path, and that's what I'm going to do. Please wait
here, William."
I kept quiet and let her leave. As I expected, Char came into the room a
few minutes later. She looked unhappy as she said, "Mistress said I was
to come to you and ask you to please fuck me. Mistress said to fuck you
for at least an hour, and then ask you if we could return to bed with
Mistress." She paused, frowning, then continued. "Master, I know it's
not important that I understand, I'll obey the two of you no matter
what, but I'd like to know why I'm being used like this."
"Lie down with me, Char," I said. "If you don't want to fuck, we won't.
I'll just hold you in my arms and try to explain." She climbed on the
bed and snuggled next to me. I told her about Carrie's insecurities, and
how she was struggling to overcome them and become the person she and I
wanted her to be. I apologized to Char for the way she was being used,
and offered her the lame excuse that her presence had triggered Carrie's
insecurity, therefore she should be willing to help Carrie work through
her problem.
When I finished my explanation, Char was silent for awhile. Finally she
said, "We're a dysfunctional family. But I think we'll work it out
eventually. It'll be Ok." After another silence, she put her hand on my
cock and said, "Master, please fuck me."
I said, "You don't have to do that, Char. I'll make sure Carrie
understands that she can't command you to have sex if you don't want to."
She smiled at me. "I want to," she said.
When we returned to our bedroom, Carrie was lying in the center of the
bed. She sniffled, and I knew she had been awake and crying the whole
time. "Did you kids have a good time?" she asked.
As Char and I crawled into bed on each side of Carrie, I said, "Yes, we
had fun, but we're glad to be back here with you." Char and I both
snuggled up to Carrie and kissed her, and we all fell asleep right away.
When I woke up, Carrie and Char were still sleeping soundly, Char's head
on Carrie's shoulder. I decided to let them sleep. Free from the need to
stay with Carrie until she woke up, I used the toilet and then went to
the kitchen to start breakfast. I made a hearty breakfast, with enough
food for four, hoping to get Char to eat a little excess and put on some
pounds. Using the cart and food covers Philip had used several times
when he delivered meals to us in the bedroom, I loaded everything and
wheeled it to the bedroom.
The two sleeping beauties were still out. I gently roused them, and told
Char to assist her Mistress on the toilet while I set out the food and
arranged 3 chairs at the table. When Carrie and Char came back to the
bedroom, I told them to sit so we could eat. Carrie pointed out that
their butts were uncovered, so I took Carrie by the hips and planted a
kiss and then lightly slapped her on each cheek of her ass. "Now you can
sit, your butt has been blessed by your Master," I said with a grin.
Carrie smiled and sat down. Char was giggling, so I grabbed her and gave
her the same blessing.
We made smalltalk as we ate. No one wanted to discuss the sexual pairing
problem, so we carefully avoided any subject that might lead in that
direction. Carrie said she was anxious to start her trek up the hill,
she asked if she could duck out the back door and check the weather. I
refused permission, saying I would go while she and Char lingered over
their coffee.
Since I was barefoot as well as naked, I just leaned out of the open
door to sample the air temperature. It was chilly, but not too cold for
Carrie to wear one of her mesh body suits. The sky was clear and already
light toward the East. It was going to be another nice day, like
yesterday.
Returning to the bedroom, I told Carrie what she would be wearing, then
I told her to take Char with her while she rounded up all the equipment
she would carry on her back. As they went off to do that, I cleaned up
the breakfast dishes, wheeled them back to the kitchen, and put
everything into the dishwasher.
We all met again in the bedroom. I watched as Carrie dressed Char in the
clothes she wore outside yesterday - sweater, jeans, sneakers. After
helping Carrie into her black mesh leotard, I unzipped the crotch and
breast openings. Carrie sat while I put on her socks and walking shoes.
Char fetched Carrie's wrist manacles from the mural room, and I locked
them on Carrie's wrists.
I told Carrie she would be guided by her nipples rather than her rings
this time, and took her to the bathroom to attach a dental floss loop
around each nipple. When Char saw me tying the floss around Carrie's
nipples, she couldn't keep quiet any more, she started asking what we
were going to do. I told her it was a way I could exercise control over
Carrie and a way Carrie could demonstrate her obedience and her physical
abilities, and we both enjoyed doing it. Then I told Char to wait until
we were on the trail, and then she could ask more questions.
Back in the bedroom, I finished equipping Carrie for the trail. She was
standing in the center of the bedroom, her wrists locked to the backpack
and her reins attached to the dental floss and threaded through the
backpack. I told Carrie she would not be allowed to cum until she
reached the top of the hill, then I told Char to kneel in front of her
Mistress and try to bring her to an orgasm. As Char began eating
Carrie's pussy, I covered her eyes with the blindfold and inserted her
earplugs, then dressed myself and put on my jacket.
After several minutes, Char had Carrie moaning continuously, and the
juices from her pussy were running down both her legs. I told Char that
was good enough, and when she stood up I pushed the dildo vibrator into
Carrie's pussy, attached it to her rings and switched it to the low
setting. Carrie groaned when I started the vibrator, she evidently
thought it was only a dildo until it came to life. I wasn't sure the
batteries would last to the top of the hill, but I had Char as a backup
in case they didn't.
I told Char she could walk behind us, beside us, or ahead of us, or
whatever she wished, as long as she stayed out of Carrie's way. Picking
up the reins, I drove Carrie through the house to the back door, and
then outside. While she stood waiting for me to lock the door, Carrie
started walking in place, and said "Brrr!" Char asked me if it wasn't
too cold for Carrie to be outside naked. I told Char that Carrie would
warm up once we started moving, and that part of the challenge was for
her to be exposed to the cold.
When we started moving toward the trail, Char walked beside Carrie,
fascinated with the whole idea of what we were doing. She looked
carefully at Carrie's nipples, then came back to me and said she could
barely see the nipples move, but Carrie still turned. I said we had
practiced this a lot, and part of the challenge for me was to make
small, consistent pulls on the reins to steer Carrie. The challenge for
Carrie was to always turn the same amount for a given force on her
nipple.
Then Char wanted to know how Carrie could make such good time over
uneven terrain. I told her that part of the answer was that Carrie
cheated. We had done this so many times that Carrie had a map of the
terrain in her head. I could vary our route to some extent, but Carrie
knew when we were on safe terrain versus dangerous terrain, and she
walked as fast as she felt was safe. the other part of the answer was
that Carrie had excellent reflexes, and sometimes when she stumbled, she
could recover so fast that we wouldn't notice.
Finally Char asked me the big question, what were we trying to
accomplish? I told her again that it was a way to explore the limits of
control I could apply to Carrie. I told Char about the original goal,
taking Carrie to the top of the hill and fucking her naked in the snow,
and how we realized that was too difficult and scaled back to a safer
scenario with Carrie wearing the latex leotard. I also told Char that we
had planned to make a movie, and that was one of the ways she could
participate with us. She could be our camera operator.
Char asked if she could learn to do what Carrie was doing. I told her
that Carrie would probably be happy to train her the way I had trained
Carrie, if that was something that she wanted to try. She grinned and
said it looked like fun. I told her it was hard to learn, and would
probably be quite painful for her nipples, but she said that was Ok, she
wanted to try.
We had been in sunlight for a few minutes, causing Carrie to stand
taller and move a little faster. The terrain was beginning to steepen,
and I was telling Char to watch how Carrie's walking technique changed,
when I heard Carrie say my name very softly. I reined her to a halt,
then removed one of her earplugs and asked if she had a problem. She
said, "William, I don't think I can make it to the top without coming.
I'm very excited, and it's getting hard to concentrate."
Carrie's vulva was swollen. Her red inner lips, normally concealed, were
pushing out prominently between the outer labia, and her clit was
peeking out from its sheath. She was very close to an orgasm. I reached
down and switched the vibrator off. "Do you want me to take it out?" I
asked her. She shook her head. I covered her vulva with the palm of my
hand, feeling her heat and wetness. Pressing gently, I said, "You will
be hot, wet, and ready for me when we get to the top, won't you?" She
knew it wasn't a question.
"Yes, William, I'll be ready for you in every way," she said with a
smirk. I kissed her, and when she felt my lips on hers she pressed
forward and opened her mouth wider. Our tongues touched and played
together for a moment, then I pulled away from her as I felt my dick
beginning to stir. "I love you, William," she said. I reinserted her
earplug, then tightened the dental floss loops, producing sharp gasps. I
patted her on the ass as I walked back to my position behind her, and
she favored me with a whinny. Grinning, I picked up the reins and
started her moving again.
We had gone a few dozen yards farther, when Char said to me, "You always
want her to succeed." I asked her what she meant, and she said, "You set
challenges for Mistress, but you won't let her fail. You want her to
always do well."
"She fails sometimes," I said, "But I consider those my failures, not
hers. My task is to challenge her, and to celebrate with her when she
conquers the challenge. When she fails, it's because I set an
unreasonable goal for her. She'll do anything for me, if it's possible.
I want to push her limits, but not so far that she fails."
Char was looking at me, but she remained silent, so I continued,
"Normally, I think she would have made it all the way up the hill with
the vibrator on. But she's under emotional stress now, she's feeling
insecure, and it's just not a good time to push her to the limits of her
control."
"You really love her, don't you, Master?" Char asked. I smiled at her
and nodded. She frowned and said, "I'm sorry I'm causing complications
for you, for the both of you. Maybe it would be better if I went
somewhere else."
"Where would you go?" I asked her. She looked hurt, I think she took my
question as agreement that she should leave. She said she didn't know
where else to go, but she didn't want to be a problem. I said, "You're
not a problem, and we don't want you to go anywhere else. I know we're
treating you unfairly, Char. It's because we don't know how to integrate
you into our world as Carrie's sister, and we're too selfish to give up
the life we both want. You've been a slave under horrible conditions for
years, we thought you'd be willing to be our slave under better
conditions, hopefully enjoyable conditions.
"Carrie's having a problem right now, precisely because she wants you
here, and she wants you to be part of our lives. If she told me she
didn't want me to fuck you any more, I wouldn't. But that's not what she
wants. She wants to face her insecurities and conquer them. She wants
you in our lives, and she wants you to share everything with us. Just
give us a chance to work things out, Char. It'll get better, I promise."
Char smiled at me, and said, "Ok."