Training Carrie
Chapter 31
I made us a garden salad and some sandwiches for lunch. Carrie made a
pitcher of iced tea. When we were sitting at the table, I couldn't take
my eyes off her breasts under the sheer dress. Seeing me looking, she
smiled and said "Master, it makes me feel good when you look at me, but
it makes me feel even better when you touch me." While I was caressing
her breast, she said "Master, if you let me get an open-front support
bra, I guaranteed you will like looking at me in it; and whenever you
say the word, it will be off in an instant." I said we would see.
Carrie said she wanted to ask me something, but she was afraid to. I
told her she must never be afraid to ask me anything. She said it was
the answer she feared, not my reaction. She took a deep breath, then
asked "Master, do you intend to put a mark on me at some time?" I asked
her what she meant, and she said "Master, I want to wear a mark that
says I'm your property. I don't know what is usually done, but I imagine
that some slave owners would want to mark their property." I told her
that was sometimes done, and asked her if she had any idea what kind of
mark she should bear. "I don't know, Master, I imagine it would be a
piercing, a tattoo or a brand. I'm not aware of any other way to mark
skin."
I asked her why she was thinking of that, and she said that my desire to
change her body, to darken her nipples and to make her pussy lips a
brighter red, made her think that eventually I would want to do
something more permanent to her. She said she wanted to find out if her
assumption was true, and talk with me about what kind of mark she should
bear. I took her hand, and said "Carrie, I haven't thought of doing
anything like that, your body is sacred to me. Darkening your nipples
and putting lipstick on your inner labia were merely makeup experiments
to me. I have no intention of ever mutilating your perfect body with
piercing, tattoos, or brands."
Instead of expressing relief, she asked me if I would mark her if she
requested it. She said she wanted to be marked, as a permanent sign that
she was my property. I was shocked by that answer, and didn't know how
to respond. Of course I could tell her not to bring up the subject
again, but I didn't like treating her that way unless it was absolutely
necessary. I told her it would depend upon what type of mark she thought
she should bear.
I asked her if it would be appropriate for her to wear a gold ring to
indicate that I was her owner. She asked me where the ring would be
attached, and I said there were any number of places it could be
attached, such as through a nipple, or one of her labia, or her
clitoris, or perhaps on the ring finger of her left hand. She gave me a
blank look, then laughed and said it sounded like I was describing a
wedding ring. I told her that was exactly what I was talking about.
She asked me if I wanted to get married. "Not at all," I said, "I was
merely asking you if you would like to wear a wedding ring as a visible
sign that you are my Slave and my property. If you want to consider it a
wedding, then you would be marrying me, I wouldn't be marrying you." She
asked if there would be a ceremony, and I said we could have a ceremony
if she wished, but only for the two of us. We could even film it with
her camera. I told her she could decide on the words she would speak to
bind herself to me, what the ceremony would consist of, and where and
when we did it.
She said she was thinking of something more permanent and severe than a
ring on her finger, a ring could be removed any time. I gave her a stern
look and said, "Let me remind you, Slave, that anything your Master
places on your body can only be removed by your Master. Therefore, a
ring on your finger would be permanent as far as you're concerned, you
could never remove it." I saw that wasn't going to satisfy her, so I
added, "I will promise you that, one month after you put my ring on your
finger, I will pierce one of your labia and insert the ring there if you
still want that. Or, we could buy a second ring for your pussy and you
could still wear one on your hand. But you need to realize that I will
never allow a piercing or any permanent mark anywhere else on your body."
Now she was smiling, and she asked to please come with her for a minute.
I said Ok, and she dragged me to the bedroom and showed me two gold
rings in a drawer. She said they were hers and her husband's wedding
bands, and now they were mine, to put on her as I chose, whenever I
chose. I said I was concerned that these rings would be a constant
reminder of her previous marriage, and not our current relationship. She
looked me in the eyes and said that they were just rings to her, to use
for whatever purpose we chose. If I preferred, we could destroy them and
get new rings, but these rings were here, and were useable right now.
I said she should think about it for awhile. If she accepted my ring on
her finger, she would not be able to remove it. How would she explain
the ring to Beverly and Philip? She said she would tell Philip the
truth, and would tell Beverly that she decided to wear her old wedding
ring as a sign of her committment to me. I told her I would be happy for
her to wear my ring if she wished. She said if I would let her think
about it for a half hour, she would have a plan for me to approve for
our ceremony.
I left her to do the planning while I returned to the dining room and
cleared the table. Then I went to the office to try my hand at
navigating the internet without Carrie's help. While there, I was idly
fingering the rings she had left with me, and I noticed that her
husband's ring fit perfectly on my ring finger. That started me thinking
that maybe Carrie would be pleased if I chose to wear a ring also.
She found me in the office about 40 minutes later, and explained her
plans for the ceremony. I agreed to the plans, and asked her when she
wanted to have the ceremony. "Right now, Master," she said.
We went to the basement. On the way down the stairs, she commented that
she was used to walking these stairs barefoot, and it felt odd to be
doing it in heels. In the training room, we decided where we would hold
the cremony, and where the camera would be placed. She asked if she
could have her honeymoon in her slave bed, but I said No, we would have
her honeymoon in our bed upstairs. As a consolation, I told her we would
come back down here later tonight, then she could have some time in her
slave bed.
When everything was set, she started the camera, then walked into the
camera's view and joined me. She stripped completely, then said her
vows. They were the traditional wedding vows, to which she added
promises to serve and submit to me, and to never seek any privacy or
concealment from me, for her body or her mind. When she finished her
vows, I slipped the ring on her finger, and said she had been my lover
and my Slave, now she was also my wife. I also reminded her that
whatever her Master put on her body could only be removed by her Master.
She moved to kiss me, but I held her off and handed her what used to be
her husband's ring. I hadn't told her I was going to do this, and she
gasped, delighted and surprised. As she put the ring on my finger, I
vowed to love and respect her, and to command her to the best of my
ability, for as long as she chose to be my Slave. A tear ran down her
cheek.
After we kissed, she walked to the punishment stage and assumed her
position. I panned the camera to follow her movement, then went to join
her. She was grinning ear to ear. she wasn't wearing manacles, so she
needed my help to stretch her arms up and out and grasp a rope with each
hand. Then she spread her legs wide and stood on the balls of her feet.
She looked just like she was bound in position for punishment, except it
was all voluntary. She could let go of the ropes and walk away any time
she chose.
I lightly flogged her body all over, shoulders to knees. By the time I
finished, her tears were flowing, but she had not cried out. She was
smiling at me, and she silently mouthed that she loved me. I told her I
loved her, then I dropped the flog and picked up the crop. Each time I
struck her, once across her breasts, belly, and ass, just hard enough to
leave a mark, she thanked me.
When I dropped the crop, she let go of the ropes and came to me. Putting
her arms around my neck, she gave me a long, passionate kiss. She said
she would be a good wife to me, and always obey me and see to my needs.
I told her that she had always obeyed and served my needs perfectly, and
I was certain she would continue to do so. We walked off the punishment
stage hand in hand, turned off the camera, picked up Carrie's clothes,
and went upstairs for the honeymoon.
When we had temporarily exhausted ourselves with sex, I asked her how it
felt to be married again. She said she had felt married to me since the
day I arrived here, she just wanted some external mark to signify she
was mine, then she told me how delighted she was that her Master had
chosen to wear a ring. I said I was committed to her for as long as she
wanted me as her Master, and I was proud of my Slave.
I asked her if she still thought she wanted a ring on her labia. She
said she did, and asked how it would be done. I told her I would pierce
her at the location we decided on. I would cut the ring, spread it apart
far enough to slip over her flesh, then squeeze it together again with
pliers. She asked why we didn't just get a ring intended for that
purpose, and said she had seen an internet site that sold such things.
We agreed to add body piercing to the list of items we wanted to look up
on the internet later. She said we should be sure to get a leash to go
with the ring, and added that we might want to get several rings, not
just one. I told her again that I wouldn't allow her to be pierced
anywhere except her labia. She said she understood that, but thought a
ring on each side, or possibly two on each side, might be useful.
"Let's get out of bed, Carrie, it's time to go shopping," I said,
pulling her to her feet. I led her by one of her labia to the office.
"Do you see me leading you around the house on a leash connected to a
ring in your pussy?" I asked her. She said that with two or more rings,
she could be trained to be guided like a horse, using reins instead of a
leash. Then she asked me if I would train her to the point that I could
take her for walks outside while she was blindfolded.
I asked her where she got all these ideas. She said she had thought of
this one while she was leading me by my balls. She said that if there
was a way to indicate to the slave which direction to turn, the slave
could be taken anywhere blindfolded. She asked me to train her to be led
blindfolded, using reins attached to rings on her labia. "We'll do
better than that," I said, "my Slave will be trained to follow the reins
while blindfolded, wearing earplugs, and with her hands manacled behind
her back. That way the Slave will be totally isolated, receiving input
from her Master only through the reins. The training will be completed
when the Slave can be led all the way to our hilltop picnic area." She
said she liked that idea, then repeated that two rings on each side
would be more attractive than one. I had to admit that I liked her ideas.
In the office, I sat in the chair in front of the computer. I had Carrie
stimulate my cock in her mouth until I was hard, which she could now do
in seconds. Then she sat on my lap, with my cock buried in her pussy. I
told her to use her vaginal muscles to keep me hard, but not to make me
come. Then I watched and enjoyed while she shopped online for the items
we had agreed we wanted.
First, Carrie went to several online bookstores, searching for
descriptive books on sexual positions. We had agreed we wanted to
experiment with new positions, so we were looking for information. She
found and ordered several books that we both liked.
Next we went looking for clothing for Carrie. The first thing she wanted
to get was a sheer, long, black evening gown. The one we both liked had
a deep v-neck halter top and an open back. She also bought several more
sheer or lace blouses. I also had her shop for sexy undergarments and
loungewear, and let her get whatever she wanted. She understood what I
wanted to see, and I trusted her to make the right choices. She also
showed me some open-front support bras. I still didn't like the idea of
her wearing a bra, but let her get several anyway. She said it was
understood that anything that I didn't like on her, she wouldn't wear.
After the clothing, we went looking for rings. When we found the first
place that carried them, I had to tell her to slow down the vaginal
stimulation. She was really excited at the prospect of being pierced and
wearing rings in her labia. After trying a few sites, she found a page
that seemed to have just what she was looking for, although I couldn't
say the same for myself. She got so excited she was bouncing up and down
on my lap, until I told her to calm down.
The display that had caught her eye started with a selection of rings
designed for attachent to the labia. They were available in all sizes,
weights, and materials. She immediatedly wanted the heaviest gold rings.
I wanted the lightest rings, and I didn't care what the material was. We
settled on gold rings that were of a medium size. I let her get four
rings, but I wasn't sure I was going to put more than two rings on her.
Aside from the ring selection, this web page had all sorts of
attachments and accessories for the rings. Most of these items required
that four rings be present, making me reluctant to agree to any of them.
Carrie, on the other hand, wanted everything she saw. There were
brackets that attached to the rings for the purpose of spreading the
labia apart or pulling them together, and brackets for holding a
vibrator or dildo in the pussy. There was some sort of bracket that
seemed to be designed to grab the clit and keep it extended from its
sheath and always visible. There was something that was advertised as a
chastity belt replacement. It was like a small manhole cover, held in
place by attachment to the labia rings, but its function would be
largely symbolic since it would be easy to remove. Carrie said that we
should get all of it, then use what we liked and discard the rest. She
said it was all about control and pleasure, exploring the different and
exciting ways I could exert control over my Slave. In a weak moment I
agreed, and she bought all but the silliest attachments.
When we were finished, Carrie thanked me for letting her buy all she
wanted. I told her it was her money she was spending, and I was all for
experimentation. But I reminded her that I would decide what would and
would not be put on her body, and if we tried these things and they
didn't work for me, she wouldn't be allowed to use them again. She
leaned back and kissed me, then asked if she could kneel and suck my
cock. I told her instead to stimulate me a little more vigorously with
her vaginal muscles. She did so, and after a few minutes I thought I was
in range of an orgasm. I said "Cum, Slave," which she did immediately.
As soon as I felt her cum, I had an orgasm too.
We smiled at one another in appreciation and wonder at our newfound
ability. I told Carrie to relax her muscles and stop stimulating me,
then I reached around with both hands and began rubbing her nipples in
the way I knew she liked. After a few minutes her breathing became
faster, and I moved one hand to her clitoris. She angled her head back
on my shoulder so we could kiss. In a few more minutes, she came on her
own without being commanded, and I immediately came too. I stopped
stimulating her and just hugged and kissed her for a few minutes.
I told Carrie I wanted to try her idea of controlling her movement
around the house while she was blindfolded, and we could use the nipple
clips instead of pussy rings as attach points for the reins. She said,
"Let's do it right now, Master. But your Slave thinks she would be more
responsive to your control if we used dental floss on her nipples
instead of the clips." I asked her if her nipples weren't already sore
from her earlier experience with the floss. She winked, smiled, and said
"Yes, Master, that's why I would be more responsive to the floss."
Laughing, I agreed to use the floss, and went with her to the bathroom.
After we attended to each other on the toilet and bidet, I watched as
she put the dental floss on her nipples. She did it just as I had shown
her, except she tied the knot much too tight around each nipple. I told
her I was amazed, because she had complained that I put the floss on
much too tightly, but now she was tightening it much more than I had.
With tears in her eyes, she said the more it hurt, the more sensitive
she would be to her Master's commands. All I could do was kiss her and
tell her she was amazing.
In order to minimize the weight pulling on her nipples, I attached four
feet of string to each piece of floss. I explained that I would walk
right behind her, and attempt to steer her around the house. When I
pulled on a nipple, she would turn in that direction. The harder the
pull, the faster she would turn. I would start and stop her with voice
commands for now. She said she understood. To increase her sense of
being controlled, I put on her collar and wrist manacles, and attached
her wrists at the back of her collar. I was about to blindfold her, when
Carrie suggested that we try it for awhile without the blindfold, so she
could get feedback on how fast she should turn as a function of how hard
I was pulling on her nipple. I agreed to try it without the blindfold.
I guided her out of the bathroom, through the bedroom, and down the hall
to the kitchen. While I was steering her around the kitchen counter, I
realized that she wasn't following my input through the strings, she was
just going where she thought I wanted her to go. I told her this wasn't
going to work, she needed to be trained with the blindfold. After
steering her back into the bathroom, I blindfolded her, then spun her
around a few times so she wouldn't know which direction she was facing.
I told Carrie to take small steps, and try to react immediately to
changes in what she felt under her feet. I said I wanted her to rapidly
get to the point where I could take her on short walks outside in her
blindfold, and there she would constantly encounter different walking
conditions. She had to learn to react to what her feet told her at each
step. then I tugged on her right nipple and told her to walk.
It required constant corrections to her directions at first, to keep her
from walking into walls or furniture. I soon realized that this was a
learning experience for both of us. I had to be consistent in the
strength of tugs I was giving her, and she had to turn the same amount
each time for a given strength of tug.
After about an hour, I was able to steer her anywhere in the house with
only occasional collisions. I started attempting fine control, seeing
how close I could make her come to a door frame and still get through
the door. I told her what I was doing, so she understood why she was
running into things more often than before. Finally she admitted what I
already guessed, that her nipples were really getting tender. I told her
we were going outside for a short walk, then we would stop for awhile.
I steered her to the side exit door, then stopped her while I opened the
door. Outside, I took her all the way around the house, once in each
direction. Then I steered her along a very narrow and winding passage
through a thicket of shrubs. We made it through without her touching
anything, and I told her we were declaring victory. I took her dental
floss and blindfold off, then had her walk behind me back the way she
had come. She admitted that we did pretty well to get her through the
passage.
I asked her how she felt while I was steering her by her nipples. She
said she loved all the forms of control I subjected her to, and this was
one of the most enjoyable. I asked her if she was ready for a longer
walk tomorrow. She said she was afraid of the rugged terrain we would
have to climb to get to the hilltop, and I told her not to worry, we
wouldn't try that path for a few more days.
It was almost 5:00 PM. Since Carrie had been walking around outside in
her bare feet, I took her to the bathroom and removed her bonds, then we
showered together. After we had toweled off and I had blow-dried her
hair, I told Carrie to fix dinner. In the kitchen, I opened a bottle of
wine and poured a glass for each of us. I handed her a glass, then
proposed a toast, "To my Wife and my Slave, who always takes the
difficult path, and never falters." Smiling, she offered her own toast,
"To my Master. Your Slave will always love and obey you, and no path is
too difficult." We each took a sip, then kissed.
When dinner was almost ready, I got Carrie's sheer dress and slipped it
over her head. Admiring her body under the dress, I said "I'm beginning
to appreciate women's clothes more and more. I'll always prefer you
naked, but you look so good in that dress."
"You can have me naked any time you wish, Master," she told me with a
grin. "How about right now?" I told her we would talk about that while
we ate. We took our plates and wine to the dining room and sat down. I
reminded her that she had asked to be put in her Slave bed earlier, and
asked her if that was still on her mind. She said she would like that,
so I asked her to give me a scenario for this evening. The only
restriction I placed on her was that she would not be flogged or whipped
any more tonight.
"I didn't have any specific scenario in mind, Master. I just want to be
fucked while I'm totally restrained." I asked her if she wanted to spend
the night downstairs, and she said "No, Master, I just wanted to stay
long enough for a thorough fucking." I took that as a very good sign
that she was becoming less dependent on the dungeon environment of the
basement. My goal was to make our visits to the basement a rare event. I
wanted a Slave in the real world, not in the confines of a dungeon.
We went to the mural room, where I dressed Carrie in her collar, belt,
and manacles. She automatically reverted to formal speech in the mural
room. I was tempted to tell her we didn't need to do that, but then I
realized she needed to do it, so I kept quiet. I led her down the stairs
and into the training room.
She seemed surprised when I told her to walk to the ritual sex area and
bend over the bars. Leaving her there temporarily, I went to get some
rope. When I returned, I wrapped four turns of rope snugly around each
of her breasts, then tied the ends of the rope behind her neck. I had
her stand up and look at herself in the mirror. She grinned when she saw
her breasts forced into a spherical shape and standing straight out from
her body. I caressed her breasts and nipples, and asked her how it felt.
Pushing the limits of her formal reply, she said it felt wonderful, and
suggested that it would feel better if her Master would tie her nipples
with dental floss again.
I was expecting a reply similar to that, and I told her to assume the
Training Pose, which she quickly did. I sat in front of her, took her
hands in mine, and said, "Informal speech, Slave, we need to talk." That
seemed to worry her, I think she was afraid she had done something
wrong. To reassure her, I leaned over and gave her a lingering kiss on
her lips and then on each nipple. When I straightened up and looked at
her face, she was calm and smiling. I told her what was on my mind.
"Carrie, I've told you that I want to tear down all the walls between
us, but we have both been tiptoeing around a big wall. It's time that
wall came down. You enjoy pain, don't you, Carrie? You're a masochist,
aren't you?"
She lowered her eyes, then swallowed and looked in my eyes. "Yes,
Master, to me pain is pleasure. I remember when you told me you weren't
a sadist and I wasn't a masochist. I agreed with you then, I was
confused about why I wanted you to whip and flog me. But I've put my
guilt behind me now, and I still need to experience pain. I've tried to
ignore these feelings, Master, but I've failed you." After a long pause,
she continued. "I am a masochist, Master. Can you forgive that weakness
in your Slave, Master?"
"It's a need, not a weakness, Carrie," I answered, "and it doesn't
require forgiveness. Can you live with the fact that your Master will
not allow harm to come to your body? I can provide you a certain amount
of physical pain, but I will not abuse your body to the point that you
are damaged. I want us to be together for the rest of our lives. Do you
really want to be scarred and have rough, damaged skin five or ten years
from now? Do you want your Master to look back on our life together with
regret, because he has ruined your beauty? You are a work of art to me,
Carrie, don't ask me to destroy the wonder that is your body."
She straightened her back, inhaled deeply, and said, "Master, your Slave
will rely on its Master's judgement, and trust that Master will grant
his Slave a safe amount of the pain the Slave craves. Also, Master, this
Slave apologizes for its weakness and its perverse need for pain, and
regrets the difficulty this causes for its Master."
"You're not a cause of difficulty for me, Carrie, you are the woman I
love. Can you trust my judgement, and continue to obey your Master, even
though you might not be receiving the amount of pain you crave? And will
you renew your pledge, that you will not try to provoke punishment
through disobedience? Will you stay on the difficult path?"
"I will obey you at all times and in all things, Master," she said. Then
she smiled and added, "Choosing the difficult path is an appealing
challenge to a masochist, Master. Use your Slave as you see fit, she is
yours forever." She broke her pose and kissed me.
I stood up and pulled her up with me. "It was my duty to have this talk
with you, Carrie, and I apologize for waiting so long to do it. Again we
have both seen that talking about the differences between us has brought
us closer, not driven us apart. Eventually we will find it natural to
discuss these kinds of things when they first come up. Our love will
only grow."
She smiled at me and kissed me again, then looked down at her breasts.
"I love you, Master, but aren't you ever going to play with these
globes?" she asked with a grin. I grabbed each nipple between a thumb
and forefinger, and pulled her toward the slave bed. She looked down the
room, then smiled and said, "Master, your Slave has not had its turn in
the teaching machine since you adjusted the shock levels." I immediately
diverted her away from the bed, and continued pulling her nipples until
we reached the training machine.
After installing her in the machine, I booted the PC and put it into
Test Mode. Adjusting the target positions for her breasts, I had her
test each target with her tied breasts. She could activate each target
with ease. I warned her not to fail any trial on purpose until she was
directed to do so by her Master. Then I adjusted the average delay time
for 20 seconds and put the machine into Operate Mode. After sitting on
the floor to observe her trials, I smiled and told her she could be
getting fucked in her slave bed right now, but she had chosen this
instead. I was joking with her, but she took it as a rebuff. She said
she was sorry for her weakness, and she did not meant to place her
desire for pain ahead of her desire for her Master. I told her to relax,
both of her desires would be satisfied tonight. She smiled, then the
first trial started.
I watched her getting mild shocks for about ten minutes, then I got off
the floor and went to the Master's area. She no doubt thought I was
leaving her to relax on the couch or use the toilet, but I soon returned
with one of the dildo vibrators. I pushed it into her pussy and told her
not to come until her Master's cock was inside her. Then I turned it on
and resumed my position on the floor. She looked at me with a big smile
on her face and thanked me.
She had been in the machine for a total of 15 minutes, and had passed 48
trials. I warned her that the delay time was only 20 seconds, and then
told her to fail the next trial. She smiled at me again, then took a
deep breath when the next trial started. When I saw her response to the
severe shock, I remembered what it felt like. It was a very unpleasant
experience, made more so by the nagging in one's mind that it was
necessary to get over it immediately, or another one just like it would
follow. I saw her struggle, and I think she would have made it, except
the next trial delay was on the short side. As soon as the second severe
shock was delivered, the PC shut itself down as a safety measure.
I immediately restarted the PC. While it was rebooting, Carrie recovered
enough to apologize for failing me. I told her she had another 15
minutes of training, and she had better get her shit together. As soon
as the PC had restarted the control program, I put it back into Operate
Mode. Then I resumed my place on the floor and watched her as she
completed the final 15 minutes.
When her time was up, I shut off the machine and extracted her. After
wiping off the conductive grease from her ankles and breasts, I kissed
her and told her she had done well. She apologized that she had given
the impression that her desire for pain was more important to her than
her desire to be fucked by her Master. I pointed out that she still had
a vibrator in her pussy, and the only unimportant priority here tonight
was her Master's satisfaction. She gulped, and said, "I'm so sorry,
Master. You found a way to satisfy all of my needs, and at the same time
I was unconcerned with your needs. From now on, my Master's desires will
always come first. Please put your Slave in its bed and let your Slave
make amends for its selfishness." I pulled her to the bed by her nipples.