Training Carrie
Chapter 21
When Philip opened our door the next morning, he seemed surprised we
were still asleep. He was probably also surprised we weren't fucking
like rabbits, the usual way he found us. Then he noticed Carrie was
restrained, and he smiled. He asked her if he should come back when she
wasn't tied up, and she told him not to be a smart ass. She told him
what we wanted for breakfast, then looked at me for confirmation. I
nodded at her, then she smiled and told Philip that was our final answer.
When Philip had gone, I reached over and kissed her. She returned my
kiss and moaned slightly. I asked her how she had slept, and she said
she woke up several times, when she tried to change position in her
sleep, but couldn't move. I asked her how she felt when she woke up and
found herself manacled and tied in position. She said she had felt
controlled, submissive, and under the command of her Master. I asked her
if that was a good feeling, and she said it was a very good feeling, the
best feeling short of sex.
I got out of bed and released Carrie from the rope, then unfastened her
ankle and wrist manacles, but I told her she would keep wearing the
manacles until further notice. "Yes, Master," she answered. Taking her
to the bathroom, I sat her on the toilet then knelt in front of her. She
did her thing, then we traded positions. Finally, we took turns at the
bidet, then dried one another. I asked her how her breasts felt, and she
pushed them out at me, saying, "Give them a feel, and I'll let you
know." I did just that, and she said they were still a little sensitive,
but ready for whatever use her Master had in mind. I said I was glad, I
could be needing them any time. She smiled, and said "Promises,
promises."
Dressing her in her house blouse and heels, I clipped her wrists
together behind her back and led her to the dining room. Philip had
coffee on the table, but breakfast had not arrived. I asked her if she
could bare her ass with her hands bound, and she said sure she could,
then demonstrated. We sat, and I poured each of us a cup of coffee. I
prepared hers the way she liked it, then gave her a sip. She smiled and
asked if she could expect to be waited on all day. I told her that in
about an hour I would be using her like a mule, when she helped me get
the exercise equipment upstairs. She said she helped get it downstairs,
she could probably figure it out. She seemed to have come to some degree
of acceptance of my recent decisions about the training room.
Philip brought out the food, and he immediately noticed that now her
hands were bound behind her back. With a wry grin, he asked me if the
Slave had been acting up, and if he should put her plate on the floor
for her. She laughed and told him to mind his own business, her Master
didn't need any help finding ways to humiliate his Slave. With mischief
in his eyes, Philip apologized, and looked at me when he said that he
could never make Carrie do anything he wanted her to when she was
growing up, so he was impressed that she was now with someone who could
control her. She looked at me, and said, "My Master controls me totally,
Philip, and I thank him for that." I decided this had gone on long
enough, so I cut up a piece of cantaloupe and fed it to her. Taking his
cue, Philip left.
It took us longer to eat when I was feeding her, but finally we were
both finished. I pulled out her chair and led her to the bedroom.
Without unfastening her wrists, I pushed her down on the bed on her
back, and attacked her pussy and clit with my lips and tongue. She
started coming immediately, and continued having frequent orgasms as
long as I stimulated her, about 15 minutes. when I let her up, she
looked mildly dazed. She pressed her body against me and kissed me
passionately on my lips. I asked her how she liked her taste, and she
licked her lips and said she had never been flexible enough to find out
on her own. I didn't believe it would have ever occurred to her to even
try to do that, and I told her so. She laughed, and said I was right,
she was all talk. I kissed her again and said she was all mine, and I
was a lucky man.
I said we were going to start moving the training equipment, and told
Carrie she could dress if she wanted to. She asked to put on a pair of
socks and sneakers, and remain naked other than that. I said Ok, and
released her wrists so she could put on her shoes and socks. When she
was shod, I told her to take off her blouse, and we got started.
As we went into the mural room, I told her that for the duration of the
job, she would not have to obey the rules of the training room. We went
downstairs, and I asked her how we should approach the task. She said we
should just carry the elliptical trainer up the stairs. Two people had
carried it down, and she was one of them, so she thought we could get it
back up. I said Ok, and asked about the weight bench. She said there was
only one choice, it had to be dismantled, and she knew how to do that.
We set to work, horsing the elliptical machine upstairs first. That wore
me out, but didn't seem to bother her.
I watched while she broke the weight bench down into manageable pieces.
Together we started moving them upstairs. When everything was upstairs,
we went back downstairs, and I told her we were looking for anything we
could use upstairs, because we wouldn't be coming back here for a long
time, if ever. With a grin, she picked up the crop. I told her that
would be staying here, and she gave me an exaggerated frown. We grabbed
a few more gadgets from the fetish drawers, then left.
When everything was reassembled, it was 10:30. I told her she would skip
her weight training today, she had already done enough exercise. I took
her arm and led her back to our bedroom, where I took off her shoes and
socks and clipped her wrists together behind her back. I stripped and
lay down on the bed on my back. Smiling at her, I said she was so good
at sucking my cock, I wanted her to try it with a handicap, no hands.
She said "No problem," and crawled up on the bed and got to work. She
was just as good with no hands, she had me begging to cum within 20
minutes. She held me off for another 5 minutes, then brought me to a
giant orgasm. She stayed on me until she had swallowed everything and
cleaned me thoroughly, then sat up and asked how it was. With a grin, I
told her she should practice more, that was barely adequate. She said
Ok, she would do it again right now. Covering my cock and balls with my
hands, I said I was kidding, please have mercy of my cock and let it
rest for a little while.
After getting dressed, I released her wrists long enough to put on her
blouse, then reattached the manacles. Putting on her heels, I took her
to find Philip. He was preparing lunch for us, and said if we would be
seated he would bring us some tea, followed by lunch in about 10
minutes. Carrie and I went to the dining room, where I watched as she
bared her ass and sat down. Then I sat, leaned over and kissed her, and
thanked her for the moving help and the blow job. "Any time," she said.
She asked what was planned for this afternoon, and I told her we were
taking a long walk, with many stops along the way. Grinning, she asked
what we would be doing on those stops. I told her it might not be what
she was thinking. Just then Philip showed up with iced tea, and I held
her glass up for her to take a sip.
While I was having some tea, she said we both knew what she was thinking
we would do. So if it wasn't that, what was it? I told her it would be
something like what she was thinking, but not exactly like it, and she
would have to wait and see.
When lunch arrived, I split my time between feeding myself and her. It
was a light lunch, and we were soon finished. Taking her to the
bathroom, I told her she would be wearing her butt plug all afternoon,
so if she wanted to use the toilet now was the time. She asked about an
enema, and I said she didn't need one. While she was on the toilet, she
asked if she could wear her nipple clips, and I said No, I had other
plans for her tits today. After her bidet and toweling, she bent over
the tub without being told, and I plugged her. I then released her
wrists, and told her to get her harnesses and cram them into her kit,
she would be wearing them as soon as we were out of sight of the house.
While she did that, I went to fill the canteen and tell Philip of our
plans.
Leaving the canteen by the side door, I noticed that the sun block was
still there on the table. I took it to the bedroom, where Carrie was
waiting in the Waiting Pose. I stripped her and applied sun block all
over her body, then put her socks and shoes on for the hike. I said her
wrists would remain free so she could carry her kit, but the manacles
would stay on. She put her blouse back on for the short trip to the side
door, and went to get a blanket. I put the sun block in her kit, noting
she had put the harnesses in as commanded, then took the kit to the
door. We met at the door and decided we had everything we needed for the
trip. I removed her blouse and told her to carry the kit and blanket. I
grabbed the canteen, opened the door, and we started out.
As soon as we were far enough from the house that Philip wouldn't see
us, I made her stop and get the harnesses out of the kit bag. I put them
on her, stripped off my clothes, then we continued walking. After a few
minutes, I asked her if the harness was irritating her breasts, and she
said No. Soon we got to our first stopping point, and I had her spread
the blanket and we both removed our shoes. I had her assume the Learning
Pose on the blanket, and I sat cross-legged facing her, and explained
what I wanted to do.
I told her that, at each stop, we could relax, drink water, talk,
whatever we felt like. But we would also spend 15 minutes with her
sitting as close to me as we could get, facing each other, with my dick
in her pussy. We would not move below our waists during that time, and
we would not speak. We would look at one another's face during the whole
time, and we could do anything we wanted with our hands except touch
each other below the waist. Neither of us would cum prior to returning
to the house. I asked her if she understood the plan, and she said Yes,
but she didn't understand the point. I told her there might not be a
point, it was just something her Master wanted to do with her. Then I
asked her if she wanted some water or if there was anything she wanted
to ask or talk about before we started our first 15 minutes. She said
she was ready to start.
I had her move to a sitting position, then move close to me, put her
legs over mine, and wrap her legs behind my back. By the time she had
done this, my dick was hard, so I guided it into her pussy and then told
her to move as close as she could. When I was in her almost all the way,
I set the timer on my wristwatch for 15 minutes, and asked her if she
was ready to start. She said Yes, and I started the timer.
At first she had her hands on her thighs, palms up, and I was holding
her shoulders lightly with my hands. We kept silent and looked into each
others eyes. After a few minutes, she smiled, then laughed. I was
tempted to tell her to knock off the laughter, but I decided to keep
quiet and see what she would do. She was intermittently giggling for a
few minutes, then she seemed to get past the humorous phase. She put her
hands on my waist, then after a few minutes started lightly rubbing them
up and down my sides. I remained still with my hands on her shoulders.
She started running her hands from my sides, down my hips and thighs,
then back up. After doing that for a few minutes, she moved her hands to
my chest, and began lightly caressing my chest and stomach. Eventually,
her hands began roaming down toward my crotch, and I shook my head. She
returned her hands to my sides, and stopped moving them.
She smiled at me, and a tear formed in her right eye and ran down her
cheek. I smiled back at her, and slowly moved my hands to her breasts.
She sighed and continued smiling at me as I caressed her breasts and
nipples. After a minute or two, I put my left hand over her right hand
on my side. While my right hand continued caressing one breast, I moved
her hand from my side and put it on her other breast. She seemed
surprised, but didn't resist. After a little while I started moving her
hand over her breast to match what I was doing. She shook her head No,
but I smiled and nodded my head Yes. She started moving her hand on her
own to match my motion, and I removed my hand from hers. After a minute
of that, I stopped caressing her breast and began stimulating the nipple
with the tip of a finger. She hesitated at first, and I nodded at her
again. She began stimulating her other nipple, then sighed and smiled at
me. Just then the timer alarm went off.
I put my hands on her thighs, palms up, and she placed her hands in
mine. I asked her if she enjoyed the 15 minutes, and she smiled and said
Yes. Then she said would probably not believe her, but she had never
tried to stimulate herself before. I told her I did believe her, and she
was going to learn to do that for herself, but only under my command. I
told her that, by watching how she chose to give herself pleasure, her
Master would learn how he could better please her. She said her Master
already pleased her, he did not need any lessons from his Slave. Still
smiling at her, I said it didn't matter whether the Master needed
lessons or not, the Slave would provide them whenever she was told to.
She lowered her eyes, and said, "Yes, Master."
I told her that, at the next stop, we would start out like we did here,
then when the Master placed his Slave's hands on her breasts, the Slave
would begin exploring, to find the kinds of stimulation that were most
pleasing. The master would watch and learn. I reminded her that neither
of us would have any orgasms while we were on our walk.
We were still sexually coupled, although my dick had been limp for some
minutes. I stretched out and grabbed the canteen, took a drink, then
offered it to her. She took a drink, then gave me a sly grin. She said,
since I wasn't going to fuck her, could she lie down and soak up the
rays for a few minutes. I told her to go right ahead, and I promised her
I would stay awake. She laughed. I asked her if she wanted the harnesses
off, and she said if she was going to be feeling herself up, she might
as well not have anything in the way. Then she looked at me and smiled.
I pulled her to me and kissed her, then removed her harnesses and put
them back in her bag. She lay down on her back with her arms out to her
sides and her legs spread. I sat and watched her, marveling at her
beauty and at how unself-conscious she had become in my presence.
After letting her lie in the sun for about 10 minutes, I told Carrie it
was time to move on. We both put our shoes on, I took the blanket,
canteen, and my clothes, she grabbed her kit bag, and we set out.
At the second stop, things went as I had told her. after a few minutes
face-to-face, I took both her hands in mine and placed them on her
breasts. She began exploring her breasts. I already knew that her
nipples were super sensitive, and she immediately started working on
them and trying different approaches to stimulation, such as finger
tips, palms, finger nails, knuckles, wetting the finger or nipple or
both with saliva, and various combinations of those things. She was
obviously turning herself on, but I couldn't tell what techniques she
was preferring to others. I would have her show me her "top 10" when we
returned to the house.
She was probably getting tired of the intense stimulation to her
nipples, because she stopped working on them and started searching her
breasts for areas that were more sensitive than others. She also tried
various methods of contact stimulation on the skin of the breasts. Again
it was hard to tell what she was finding most pleasurable, she would
have to demo the best stuff later. A few minutes after she stopped
working on the nipples, the timer went off. She sighed, and placed her
hands in mine again. I asked her what her thoughts were. She said I must
forbid her to ever do that when I was not present, she could get
addicted to it. I told her that I did forbid her to ever do it except
under my command, and she thanked me, and said she would never disobey
her Master. Then I told her that when we returned to the house, we would
go to the bedroom, and the Master would watch while the Slave stimulated
herself to have a series of orgasms. During the process, the Slave would
describe to the Master what she was feeling, and why particular kinds of
stimulation felt better than others. She didn't like that, she said she
had never masturbated herself, and she asked to please not be forced to
do that. I told her she would not be forced, she would be asked. And
because she had pledged to always be submissive and obedient to her
Master, she would do as she was asked. She lowered her eyes and said,
"Yes, Master, your Slave will obey you, now and always."
At our third stop, I told her we would do something different. We would
spend the 15 minutes with our lips just touching, but we would not kiss.
We would also have our arms around each other's neck. She really had a
difficult time with that one, she kept laughing and snickering, and
several times kissed me. Once I broke the rules myself to tell her to
knock it off. At the end of the 15 minutes, she said she was really
having a hard time understanding what we were doing. I told her again
that I didn't know what we would accomplish, it was just something I
wanted to try, then asked her if she needed to understand why her Master
was asking her to do something before she would obey. She again told me
she would always obey me.
At the fourth stop, I said we would look into each other's eyes for the
whole time. That one did something to her, for about the last 5 minutes
tears were streaming down her face. When the time was up, I asked her if
she had been bored to tears. She said that wasn't it at all. I asked her
if they were tears of sorrow or of joy. She looked at me very seriously,
took my face in her hands, and said "Joy, Master."
At the fifth stop, she asked if we could just rest and talk. We had one
more stop, so I told her that would be fine. I lay down on the blanket,
and she sprawled out on top of me. I thought at first she would ask for
sex, but she apparently just wanted our two bodies to be in contact. We
talked about this and that for awhile, then I asked her why she had
sought the easy path to obedience and submission to her Master, instead
of the hard path. She said she didn't understand the question. I then
asked her which was easier, to always obey and submit because you know
you will be punished if you don't, or to always obey and submit simply
because you have promised to? And which is harder, to do what you said
you would when there is no other reason to do it, or to do what you said
you would because you feared the consequences of acting otherwise? She
said she had never thought of it like that. I said we should move on,
she kissed me, and we got up.
At the last stop, I told her I would watch her play with her breasts
again. We followed the same procedure as the second stop, and I was
surprised to see that she mostly tried techniques she had not used
before. She was much more inventive in her experimentation than I ever
was. I had been right in thinking that she would be able to show me new
ways to please her. When time was up, we both took some water, then sat
silently and looked at the view for awhile. then we put our shoes on and
I got dressed, I took the kit and blanket, she put the canteen strap
over her shoulder and between her breasts, and we walked down the hill
to the house with our arms around one another.
Back in the house, I put her heels on, put her into her blouse, and
attached her wrists behind her back. I took the kit bag, and she
followed me to the bedroom. It was 3:45. I told her to go to the
bathroom, then took the harnesses and sun block out of her bag. I went
into the bathroom, released her wrists, removed her heels and blouse,
and told her to lean over the tub. She asked if she could leave the plug
in while I watched her masturbate. I said No, what if she decided she
wanted to stick a finger up her ass and couldn't because it was plugged?
She shrugged and bent over the tub. I popped out the plug and handed it
to her. She washed it off as I had told her to. When she put the plug
down and dried her hands, I took her in my arms and gave her a long
kiss, which she hungrily returned. Then she said she really didn't want
to masturbate, and I told her she didn't have to want to, she just had
to obey her Master. She asked how she should do it.
I took her back into the bedroom and had her kneel in the middle of the
floor, facing a chair. I took off all my clothes and sat in the chair. I
told her I wanted to be naked so she could immediately tell the effect
she was having on me. Then I told her to start by stimulating her breast
as she did outside, and describe to me how it made her feel. She should
use all of the techniques I saw her use before, and explain the
advantages and disadvantages of each. She took a deep breath, then
started. She was only a few minutes into her demonstration, and already
I had a big boner. She looked at it and smiled. I told her not to worry,
it would be hers later, but not until she had finished her show. She
continued, and did a pretty good job of showing me what types of
stimulation she responded to and which she didn't. I concentrated on
what she was telling me. I really did want to learn what turned her on,
although that was not the real purpose of this exercise. The real
purpose was to push her farther and farther, to let her prove to herself
that she would obey me as she had said she would, without being coerced.
After she had exhausted the lessons from breast stimulation, I told her
to begin on her pussy. She said this was all new to her, and I said she
already knew a lot from what I did to her that she enjoyed, just start
there and improvise. She was much more inhibited here than when
stimulating her breasts, but in time she did show me a few new tricks.
I decided she had gone as far as she could for the first session. I
would push her one step farther, then let her off the hook. I had her
lie on her back with her pussy facing me. Then I told her to finger her
pussy and her asshole at the same time until she came. She froze, and I
said, "Do it now, please Carrie." She did it, but this was the first
time I ever saw her having difficulty reaching an orgasm. She had been
fingering herself in the ass and stimulating her clit for about 10
minutes, and she obviously wanted to come, but couldn't. I remembered an
event from long ago, and I said, "You are very close, Carrie. It's
yours, your Master wants you to have it, just reach out and take it.
Relax, trust your Master, and give him what he wants." She came, then
she thanked me.
I told her to crawl over to me and take my cock in her mouth. She came
to me with a smile, and did as I asked, then paused and looked into my
eyes. I asked her if she would prefer to blow me, or that I fuck her.
With my cock in her mouth, she said something that sounded a lot like
"fuck me." How could I refuse? I told her to go wash her hands, then
come to bed. She ran into the bathroom, and was back in record time.
Diving into the bed, she thanked me for taking her another step, and
asked me to please fuck her until I couldn't fuck her anymore. I did my
best.
It was about 6:00 when we finished. I had Carrie go draw a hot bath,
telling her we both needed a long soak. I forced myself to get up and
join her in the bathroom a few minutes later. We watched each other use
the toilet, took turns on the bidet, then climbed into the bath. She
turned on the water jets, and we stretched out in the tub with her on
top of me. She kept "accidentally" pushing my head under the water,
until I said it was my turn to be on top. Then she swore it wouldn't
happen again. I asked her if she was happy, and she asked me what planet
I was from, and how could I not know she was happy? I asked her if she
would object to masturbating again when her Master requested her to, and
she said she would do anything her Master wished, any time he wished it.
When we had dried one another, I got the rest of her bondage gear and
put it on her. Telling her to wait, I went to get her weekend "apron."
Putting it on her, I told her Philip was gone for the evening, and I
would have my Slave as naked as possible tonight. Then I ran my hands
through her hair, and said, "But you could be made more naked still,
couldn't you, my Slave?" She immediately started begging me not to shave
her head. I laughed and told her I could never do that, I loved her
hair, I was just joking. She said that wasn't funny, then she asked me
if I would have really shaved her head when I had threatened to, her
first day at the organization. I smiled and told her I really didn't
know.
I attached her wrists behind her back, then told her it was time to see
about dinner, and I led her to the dining room. After watching her bare
her ass and sit, I told her I would be right back. I returned in a
minute with some short lengths of rope, and proceeded to secure her
ankle manacles to the chair legs with rope. Then I released her wrists,
only to attach them to the chair arms with rope. Finally, I attached a
rope to her collar, pulled it snugly over the back of the chair, and
tied it off. She was forced to sit back in the chair, and was pretty
much immobilized by all her attachments to the chair. I then pulled a
blindfold out of my pocket and blindfolded her.
She asked me timidly if she could speak, and I told her she certainly
could. She then asked if she had done anything today to make me angry or
to disappoint me. I told her No, she had been my perfect little Slave
today. Then, she asked, why was I tying her to the chair and
blindfolding her? I asked her how it made her feel, and she said she
felt helpless and at my mercy. I told her that was why I did it, to make
her feel exactly like that. I told her she would remain like that
through dinner, then went to the kitchen.
The first thing I did was open a bottle of wine and pour a glass.
Returning to my helpless Carrie, I kissed her nipples, then her lips,
then I put the glass up to her lips and told her to take a sip. She did
as I told her, and seemed relieved that it was wine. "Now that you are
totally at my mercy, Carrie, did you think I would trick you by giving
you something unpleasant to drink or eat?" I asked her. She said she was
afraid I might play tricks on her when she was in this state. I told her
she would just have to trust me. I reminded her that I could command her
to eat or drink anything I wanted her to, whether or not she was
blindfolded, and she would do it. She said that was true, but to please
not trick her tonight, because being blindfolded was new to her and she
felt very vulnerable. I told her to tell her Master that his Slave
trusted him not to cause her any harm. She repeated what said, then I
asked her if she believed what she had told me. She smiled and said of
course she did, she was sorry she had worried for no reason. I again
kissed her nipples and lips, fed her some more wine, and told her I was
going to prepare dinner.
This was not going to be a conventional dinner, I tried to assemble as
many different flavors as I could find, to challenge her senses while
she couldn't see. For myself, I made a sandwich. Retuning to Carrie, I
put the food on the table and sat down. I explained to her that she
would be fed a small bit of food, and after chewing it thoroughly she
would have to tell me what it was before she could swallow. If she
couldn't identify it, she would have to spit it out. Then I told her I
needed to get an empty plate for her to spit on, and went to get the
plate. Before I sat down again, I told her I wanted another kiss, and
again gave each nipple and her lips a lingering kiss.
I started feeding her slowly. She was very good at identifying the
different tastes, only making mistakes when there was a mixture of
different flavors in one bite. When she guessed wrong or said she
couldn't identify a flavor, I would give her hints. She usually
identified the food after a few hints, but there were a few she never
got right, and I made her spit them out before telling her what they
were. When all of her sample foods were gone, I offered to make her a
real dinner if she was still hungry. She asked if she could just have a
small bowl of ice cream instead, and I went to get ice cream for both of
us.
As we sat at the table sharing our third glass of wine, I asked her if
she was still uncomfortable at being bound and blindfolded. She said she
felt better about it now, and she was enjoying the helpless feeling, and
her total dependence on her Master. Then I told her the real point of
this exercise. She was in a period of adjustment. With the best of
intentions, she had convinced herself that she could not be a
submissive, obedient Slave without being whipped, flogged, and hit with
the crop. In fact, that type of training was only necessary for those
who did not wish to be Slaves, and had to be coerced into obedience and
submission. She was the most willing Slave I had ever seen or heard of.
For her, physical coercion was unnecessary and counterproductive. I told
her that it was her Master's wish that she take the hard road,
submitting and obeying her Master by her own free choice, rather than
taking the easy path, letting her Master force her into the proper
behavior with the threat of pain. I knew making her that challenge, to
do it the hard way rather than the easy way, would be a great aid for
her to adjust her thinking.
Continuing my explanation, I said that, while she was in this period of
adjustment, it was important that her dependence on her Master and her
submission and obedience be emphasized. That was why she was wearing her
bondage gear in the house, why she was restrained at most times,
including while she slept, and why she had just been fed dinner while
totally restrained and blindfolded. I told her that she had willingly
allowed all of those things to be done to her, as she had willingly
followed the command to masturbate herself before her Master. All of
those things were reinforcing the behavior her Master wanted, that her
submission and obedience would be freely given, no matter what commands
or rules her Master gave her.
When I finished my rambling explanation, I asked her if she understood.
She said she did understand, and that she would always choose to obey
and submit to her Master, no matter how difficult the task she was
given, and she welcomed any challenge her Master would like to present
her with. Paraphrasing something she had told me a few days ago, I said
that life would challenge us enough, and her Master had no plans to
present her with contrived tests. I kissed her, and said I was going to
release her from the chair, but she would remain blindfolded for the
time being.
Having removed all of the ropes, I reattached her wrists behind her back
and led her to the kitchen. I watched her sit in a chair, finding her
"apron" by feel then pulling it up to clear her ass. I told her to
remain seated and talk to me while I cleaned off the dinner table. The
first thing she said was that she was happy I had commanded her to
stimulate and masturbate herself today. She said she had always been
curious about what that would be like, but she never had the nerve to
try it. I told her I would give her opportunities to do it again, and
reminded her to never do it except in my presence, because I loved
watching her. She said she would never think of experiencing any kind of
sexual pleasure except in her Master's presence, and hopefully with the
participation of her Master's body.