Training Carrie
Chapter 4
I had a hard time getting to sleep, I couldn't get her out of my head.
Slave training boils down to this: push the slave farther than she's
willing to go, then coerce her into going there anyway, usually through
the application of pain. Repeat until all of the uncomfortable
thresholds have been reached. Then repeat the process for the fear
thresholds, the disgust thresholds, the taboo thresholds, etc., as far
as the Master wants to take it. We have a standard list of thresholds.
When the slave has passed all of them, we declare her trained.
The problem with this one was, what if she didn't have any thresholds?
If she would do everything on the list when first commanded, was she
trained? Could an experienced Master simply take her home and start
using her? My answer was: no, she would still have to be reprogrammed to
behave like a slave, since she hds spent her short lifetime learning
incompatible behaviors. But it bothered me. I finally drifted off to
sleep thinking about that body.
I woke up early and logged into the room system to check her status. She
was asleep right now, but she had not had a good night. She had dozed
fitfully most of the night, and had slept soundly 4 different times, for
never more than an hour. It looked like her legs kept going to sleep, we
probably needed to add more padding on the calf supports and ankle
restraints. It would take me about an hour to get there, hopefully she
would sleep until then.
I entered her room quietly, hoping to wake her with a touch rather than
a noise. But my entry caused the room lights to brighten to their normal
levels, and as I approached her, she opened her eyes and looked up at
me. A faint smile came to her lips. I was glad she remembered not to
speak, because I wanted to minimize her punishment today, for reasons
that will become apparent. I returned the smile, then reached out and
caressed her breasts and nipples until she moaned softly. I then moved
down and gave some attention to her lower torso, producing more moans.
While working on her, I asked her if she got any sleep, and she answered
truthfully and with correct form that she had slept, but not for very
long at a time. I asked her if she was ready for her first official day
of training, and she replied that she was.
Before removing her from the bed, I inserted a small device into her
vagina, then had her swallow an even smaller device. Both contained a
set of sensors and a radio transmitter, and would constantly read a
variety of physical data and report it to the room system. The room
computer, using a sophisticated piece of software, could then
extrapolate the measured data into an amazing list of parameters.
Specifically, I needed the ability to accurately assess her pain level
and arousal state, independent of her visible responses.
After reattaching her wrist manacles to her belt, at the sides of the
belt this time, I flipped the bed up and removed her. She was wobbly
when her weight returned to her feet, so I rubbed her calves to restore
the circulation. With the air curtain stopped, she began to notice how
cold the room had become, and began shivering. I used the system's
remote interface to slowly raise the room temperature 3 degrees.
Before starting her day, I removed her ankle manacles and replaced them
with a different style of restraint. These had a spring steel band at
the core, covered with thick padding and finally encased in leather.
They attached in the same way as the bare steel manacles, except being
flexible they needed no hinge opposite the locking clasp. Like the steel
restraints, they had numerous attaching rings, anchored to the core
metal band. They were a better choice for uses like supporting a Slave's
body or applying tension to a limb, because they would not damage the
underlying skin.
Pointing her toward the far end of the room using her nipples, I goosed
her into motion. As we approached the punishment area, she stiffened and
slowed down. I pushed harder on her anus and told her to walk faster.
She began shaking, but offered no further resistance. At the front of
the punishment platform, I turned her 180 degrees, and laid her down on
her back, with her ass and legs hanging off the platform, her feet still
on the floor. I attached her belt and collar to the platform, then
stretched her arms out to her sides and attached the wrists to the
platform. Attaching her new ankle restraints to ropes connected to
pulleys on the side pillars, I tightened the ropes until each leg was
pulled straight up and out at a 45 degree angle to her body. She was
positioned as if she were sitting on the floor with her legs straight
and spread wide, only she was lying on her back.
I chose a flog from the wall and showed it to her, then I told her that
this was not a punishment, she had done nothing wrong so far today. But
during her initial training she was to receive this whipping the first
thing each morning, to remind her throughout the day what her situation
was and what she had agreed to endure. After dragging the flog lightly
across her naked pussy a few times to scare her, I began flogging her on
her inner thighs, alternating back and forth between each leg. I didn't
want to cause any damage here, just give her a rosy glow and a lasting
sting. At first she grimaced, then shortly began to moan. I had whipped
her at a leisurely pace for about 3 minutes when the tears started to
flow down the side of her face and she started breathing in gasps. About
5 minutes later she screamed once, then was silent. I kept it up for
another 5 or 6 minutes, and she didn't make another sound, she was just
panting and silently weeping. I stopped and checked the computer's
remote readout, which clipped on my belt like a pager. It indicated that
she was OK, but in a lot of pain and mildly aroused. Perfect.
She stayed bound on the platform for ten more minutes, while I sat
beside her and watched her constantly. Several times she looked at me,
then looked away. When I released her, she was still crying quietly. I
wiped the tears from her cheeks then steered her to the toilet area,
where she repeated the enema, commode, bidet, and water procedures she
learned last night.
I then put her in the shower, standing with her outstretched arms and
widespread legs attached at convenient points. While putting a shower
cap over her beautiful hair, I pointed out that the cap wouldn't be
necessary if her head were shaved. Taking the handheld shower head off
its cradle, I turned on only the cold water. When the water hit her
skin, she gasped and began shivering violently. I wet her all over, then
soaped her up with a sponge and rinsed her off. While sponging, I had
paid special attention to her breasts and crotch, to see if it would
increase her arousal. Her nipples were rock-hard, but the readout showed
almost no arousal now, both due to the cold water. I toweled her off,
being careful of her thighs, then removed the shower cap, released her
from the shower, and reattached her hands to the sides of her belt. She
was still shivering.
As I was guiding her back down the room toward the ritual sex area, I
told her that all of the procedures she had followed since getting out
of bed, the whipping, toilet, and shower, would be repeated every
morning for the foreseeable future. When we reached her destination I
noticed that it had been an hour since I removed her from the bed. That
was about right for the number of items we had completed. The next step
would probably take a while this first time, because I needed to explain
everything to her. But the goal was to complete it in 15 minutes or
less, since it would be repeated each hour during her day.
We arrived at the ritual sex area, and I attached her belt to the
horizontal bar farthest from the mirrored wall, with her facing the
wall. She had to lean forward slightly at the hips to contact the bar
with her belt. I attached her ankles, legs spread at shoulder width, to
rings in the floor. The bar had been raised to the right level to bend
her over it, which I did. I then pulled her arms straight out above her
head and attached her wrist cuffs to the bar nearest the wall, in a way
that she could grasp the bar with her hands and brace herself. She was
bent nearly 90 degrees at the hips, her torso and arms stretched between
the two bars, her feet anchored to the floor.
Standing behind her and caressing her ass and down the backs of her
thighs, I told her to raise her head and look at us in the mirror, which
she did. I could see that she was afraid, still in pain and not
understanding what was coming next. At this point I explained the ritual
sex procedure to her. I told her that she would be forced, by
repetition, to become accustomed to being fucked in each of her
orifices, one at a time. Until this was accomplished, she would always
be a passive receiver of sex, always tied in position and whipped prior
to being fucked. It was expected that it would take about a week to
accustom her at each orifice, but the time was strictly the Master's
judgment. I told her that "being accustomed" means, in the Master's
judgment, the Slave understands to her core, and accepts totally, that
being fucked is the reason for the Slave's existence, and will eagerly
agree to it whenever demanded by the Master. The orifice order would be,
her asshole first, next her mouth, and finally her pussy.
I told her that, during this period, she would be fucked once an hour
each day, and before being fucked she would be tied in a suitable
position like she was now, and her associated area would be whipped
lightly. I then explained what the associated areas were. The associated
area for her asshole was her ass and the backs of her thighs. The
associated area for her mouth was from the top of her breasts to her
belt. The associated area for her pussy was her belly and the front of
her thighs. These were the areas she had been told must not come into
contact with any surface in the room. They are reserved for whipping and
the Master's touch. She was looking at me like she couldn't believe what
she was hearing. I could see the question on her lips, that she dare not
speak - after just being whipped severely (actually, she hadn't yet
experienced a severe whipping), she was going to be whipped again, and
then whipped yet again every hour? I told her this was how it was going
to be, and that she would not only survive it, she would come to look
forward to it. I told her this was why it was important for her not to
screw up and require added whipping as punishment, and I reminded her
what I had told her before, that she was not going to be able to avoid
pain, but she could minimize it through obedience.
She was pale and shaking now, but I couldn't wait for her to calm down.
I went back to the whip wall and chose the lightest flog there. I walked
back to my position behind her ass and held up the flog for her to see
in the mirror, then stood off to one side and ordered her to watch her
face in the mirror at all times until we were done here. I began
flogging her rapidly and lightly, and I think she quickly understood
that this wouldn't be as severe as the previous flogging. Nevertheless,
her tears started flowing right away, and she was breathing in gasps.
But she kept her head up and kept looking at her face the whole time. I
stopped after a few minutes, when she was just starting to show the
uniform pink glow I was looking for on her ass and thighs. I put down
the crop, moved directly behind her, put some lubricant on a finger, and
slowly inserted it in her rectum. She winced as it went in and her mouth
opened wider, possibly trying to make an example for her rectum. I
worked her with my finger for awhile, and soon felt her relax. It became
easier to move my finger in and out, so I repeated the process with two
fingers, and she gasped when they first penetrated her ass.
I pulled out my fingers and snapped off the crotch cover from my pants.
Then I lubicrated my stiff cock (I think it had been stiff in
anticipation of this since yesterday) and slowly inserted it into her
ass. It was slightly bigger in diameter than two fingers, so I made the
initial penetration as slow and easy as I could. Finally I started
pumping her slowly, and as I worked I alternated my view between her
face and the system display. Her face expression had changed from pain
to pleasure, and that spurred me to move faster, but not too fast. I
wanted this to last. I had been working her for a few minutes, watching
the nuances of expression playing over her face. Once or twice she
glanced up at my face in the mirror, violating her instructions, and
smiled. You think I was going to punish her for that?
I went on for a few more minutes, then the readout chirped at me. I
looked at it and the status message was ORGASM IMMINENT. What? That
couldn't be right, the computer just hadn't figured out how to interpret
her data yet. As I looked back at her face, her eyes rolled up in her
head and she shook violently. The readout chirped again and the status
read ORGASM. I wondered what was going on here, and if this was the
right girl I was fucking.
Not wanting to stop, I picked up the pace a little, hoping to speed
things up and finish. She shook again and her head drooped then came
back up, the look on her face indescribable. The readout chirped and
displayed ORGASM (2), meaning this was her second one in a short period
of time. Right away she shook yet again, then started trembling
violently. Her head dropped and I felt her ass sag as her body went
limp. The readout said CONTINUOUS ORGASM, then quickly changed to a
blinking UNCONSCIOUS. "Jeez," I muttered to the computer, "what's your
clock speed? Couldn't you tell me that before I figured it out for
myself?" That was too much, I pulled out even though I hadn't finished,
and I heard her groan.
I wiped off her ass and my dick, released her from the bondage, and
carried her to the Master's enclave. She was definitely passed out. I
put her on the couch and put a throw over her - screw the
no-body-contact rule for a few minutes - then I got a wet cloth at the
sink and put it on her forehead. I went to the system readout, and it
said her blood pressure was low, her blood glucose elevated but not
dangerous - no doubt due to her fast - and that she was still
unconscious. Risk assessment was low, she was not in trouble.
I went back to her and sat on the edge of the couch, beside her. After a
few moments she opened her eyes and looked at me. Then she looked down
at her body, and seemed surprised that it was covered. She smiled at me
and opened her lips, but I put my finger to my lips indicating that she
should keep quiet. I then told her that we were going to temporarily
suspend the formal rules of address, because it was important to find
out quickly what just happened, and I wanted her to talk to me plainly
and directly. I asked her if she understood, and she whispered, "Yes,
Master." Then she reached an arm from under the cover, took the top of
the throw between finger and thumb, looked in my eyes and said weakly,
"I knew I could trust you, Master."
I looked into her eyes for a few seconds, then said, "OK, what just
happened?"
"She said, "Master, I don't understand what happened. You were ...
fucking me, and it felt good. Then I remembered something, and I had a
number of intense sensations, and I guess I passed out. I thought I was
dying."
I pulled back the cover over her lower torso and told her to lie still
while I checked something. I reached down and slid a finger into her
pussy. I heard a sharp intake of breath from her as she felt my finger,
but she didn't move. She was wet, very wet. It was likely that she had
become very aroused and had cum multiple times, just like the remote
readout had said. I covered her up again.
"Your 'intense sensations' were orgasms," I told her. "When you passed
out, you were having continuous orgasms. Haven't you ever had one
before?"
"I thought I had, Master, but it didn't feel anything like that."
"Didn't you find the feeling pleasurable?"
"It felt good, really good, but it was so intense. Too intense, it
scared me. I thought I was having a ... seizure, or something, Master."
"What was the something you remembered that triggered your orgasms?"
"Oh, Master, it scares me, do I have to tell you?" she asked. I shook my
head yes. She paused, then asked me if I remembered that time in the
waiting room, when she walked over to me to read the Agreement.
"What do you mean, 'that time'? It was yesterday afternoon, of course I
remember. I also remember that something happened to you then, but,
whatever it was, you got past it quickly."
She flashed a weak smile, and said "So much has happened, it seems a
long time ago to me." Then she told me the story. "While I was walking
over to you to read the Agreement, you were admiring my body, and I knew
you wanted to ... to fuck me. Then I realized that before long you would
be ... fucking me, and that I was looking forward to it. I don't usually
have thoughts like that. As I reached for the parchment I looked up into
your eyes, and I saw an image in my mind that momentarily startled me. I
was facing myself, seeing myself naked and bent over at the waist, with
my arms extended forward and my head raised, and you were standing
behind me. I instinctively knew that you were ... fucking me, and that I
was enjoying it - a lot. I usually don't get much pleasure from sex, and
I never had it in my ... ass hole before.
"That image I saw yesterday was us, just now, over there at the bars.
And I wasn't looking at us, I was seeing us in the mirror. When I
realized I had seen something that hadn't happened yet, that ... thing,
the ... orgasm, hit me for the first time, then it hit again. Then I
don't know what happened, but I guess it was too intense for me and I
blacked out. That's all I know, Master."
I was stunned. What could I say to that? Nothing, I had no idea what to
say. I asked her if she had ever had visions before. She said just in
dreams, but not while she was awake. I asked her if any of her dreams
had ever turned out to be future events, had come true so to speak. She
said no, the dreams she could remember never made sense, they were never
about things that could happen in the real world. I asked her if she was
talking about nightmares, and she said no, they were just crazy dreams.
A funny thought occurred to me then, probably so I wouldn't have to
think any more about the story she had just told me. The thought was, if
she expected to get any pleasurable sex at all during her training, she
was probably devastated to hear a few minutes ago that she would have to
survive a week of frequent butt fucking, followed by a week of frequent
cock sucking, before there was a chance of getting laid. Now here she
is, she just passed out from excessive orgasms - and by the way, she
never actually had one before - the first time she got fucked in the
ass. If she had given us any money to enroll here, which she hadn't,
would she think she was getting her money's worth? My guess was, yes.
Not being able to come up with any other intelligent questions, and not
knowing what to say about her story, I stupidly asked her if she was
able to resume her training now.
"Will you ... fuck me again, Master?"
"Of course I will, many times, but not right now. You need a time-out
from fucking."
She gave me a big smile, and said "I'm ready and able, Master."
I removed the throw and told her that formal address was in effect
again. As soon as she stood up she properly assumed the Waiting Pose.
When I returned from storing the throw in a cabinet I noticed that I had
overlooked reattaching her wrists, and she had dropped her arms to her
sides. So I attached the wrist cuffs to her belt, at her back. I also
noticed that she had goose bumps all over and was shivering, so I went
to the control panel and raised the temperature another 3 degrees. This
time it would come up quickly, I didn't want her to experience any more
stress for awhile.
I checked the time and found it was only 15 minutes until her next
fucking. Well, we were going to take a pass on that one. I asked her if
she wanted some food, and she replied that she was very hungry. I told
her it was not going to be as simple as she might imagine to get food
into her, so we'd better get started.
I let her stay in the Master's enclave for now, and told her to assume
the Instructional Pose on the rug, which she did perfectly. Then I
noticed she was stifling a laugh, and asked her what was the problem.
She replied that the plush rug was tickling her naked pussy, and I told
her to get over it.
I then explained why feeding her was not a simple process. She would not
be allowed to take any food or any liquid into her mouth, except water,
until her Master had discharged semen into her mouth for the first time.
And, as she had already learned, that would not occur until she was
judged accustomed to being fucked up her ass - at least a week away. The
only way to feed her then was either intravenously - not an option - or
to put a tube down her throat and deposit food directly in her stomach.
That was what she must learn to do then, swallow a tube for long enough
for food to be put down her throat into her stomach. She didn't seem at
all pleased with that, but she understood by now that there were no
options for her except the ones I chose.
We started with a small plastic tube with a closed, rounded end, much
smaller than the one she would have to accept for feeding. She had to
learn to suppress her gag reflex, to swallow the tube into the right
pipe, and to control her breath and not panic while her throat was
blocked. With her on her knees, her head back and mouth open wide, I
first let her practice controlling the gag reflex by putting the tube to
the back of her mouth and trying to get it past her uvula. As soon as
she gagged, I would remove it. I could tell she hated this, but after
awhile I was able to push the tube past her uvula and hold it there. I
could see her stomach muscles trying to start a gag, but she could
suppress it. "Excellent job", I told her, "that might be the hardest
part for you. You'll have food in your stomach in no time."
Using the same tube, I made her start trying to swallow it when it was
in the back of her mouth. When I sensed she was staring to swallow, I
would gently push the tube farther into her throat. The trick is to get
the tube past the flap covering the windpipe while it is closed for the
swallow. For some reason she panicked the first few times the tube went
down her throat, and I had to pull it out. She looked at me like she had
something to say, so I told her to speak. She said it would be easier if
she pushed the hose down her throat herself because she knew exactly
when to do it, and if I would unfasten one of her wrists we could try
that. I said that it probably would be easier that way, but that's not
what we were going to do, we were a team. She continued practicing, and
after awhile she could swallow it every time, So we started working on
breath control.
I explained that while the tube was down her throat, the cover to her
windpipe would be held closed, and she couldn't breathe. I started
having her hyperventilate for a brief time, then take a final deep
breath, swallow the hose, and see how long she could let it stay in.
Unfortunately we found that the small hose didn't actually hold her
windpipe completely closed, because it wasn't big enough. So we switched
to a bigger hose, though still not as big as the food hose, and started
over.
She had trouble at each step with the larger hose, but learned to
overcome them faster than the first time. Soon she could swallow the
hose, and hold it for 40 seconds. I was hoping to get her to one minute,
but more practice made it obvious that she was never going to do better
than 50 seconds, so I decided that would have to do.
We finally switched to the feeding hose, but with a rounded plastic plug
in the end to make it go down smoother. Again she had to start over, and
it was much harder for her this time. The back of her throat and her
esophagus were barely big enough to take the hose, and having it down
her throat really scared her. I told her there was no choice, she had to
learn to do this. After more practice she was finally able to hold the
hose for 50 seconds without much stress.
Only one stage to go, remove the plug from the end of the hose and start
over. The end of the hose was as smooth as it could be, but was not
rounded, so it could scrape her while moving through her esophagus. The
trick was guiding it precisely down the pipe. This part went pretty
smoothly, although I hurt her a few times before I got the technique
right.
Feeding time. I got a stand and a funnel, attached the funnel to the
opposite end of the hose, and hung it from the stand. Then I made her
some oatmeal, added sugar and diluted it with milk until it was watery
and lukewarm. We then went through the hose swallowing procedure, and I
poured a cup of oatmeal into the funnel. The hose was transparent, so a
few seconds after I saw the last of the oatmeal entered her mouth I
pulled out the hose. I made her repeat the process once, after waiting
awhile for her to catch her breath and for the first batch to move down
the esophagus. I then asked her if she had had enough, and she replied
that she felt satisfied, and thanked me for feeding her. I was standing
close to her, and she suddenly reached out and kissed the head of my
cock, which immediately stood up to salute her. I had totally forgotten
that my crotch was uncovered all this time. Did I punish her for
breaking her Pose? I should have, but I didn't, because she was
demonstrating a talent for the trickiest art a slave can master, and
which cannot be taught - knowing when it's appropriate to break the
rules.
I declared feeding a success and checked the time. It had taken two
hours and 10 minutes to get her fed for the first time, and it was
almost the scheduled time for a fucking. She had missed two
opportunities, but that was no big deal in the long run. I looked at her
and said, "You wanna fuck?" She grinned ear-to-ear, her eyes fixed on my
still-erect cock, and vigorously shook her head yes.