Gail In The Lead

I felt her nakedness against mine .. we were in each others arms .. kissing a very deep kiss .. my head tilted back and our lips pressed together and our tongues flicking into each others mouths .. my head was swirling around and I literally felt off balance. I felt her hands .. her fingers in my hair .. and her finger tips tracing up and down my spine. All I could think or describe about the feelings I was experiencing then .. was .. electric. I don't know how else to describe it. I have been held naked hundreds of times by my husband .. his hands touching me .. kneading my ass .. or my breasts .. and me loving it all the time .. it was natural .. a man and a woman. He wasn't the first man .. to enter me .. no .. I remember that feeling too .. a neighbor boy .. his fingers were the first thing ever to penetrate me .. and not long afterwards .. his cock .. slipped inside .. and the feeling of newness .. surprise .. fear .. delight .. were there for me at that time with my neighbor boy. And .. my first anal penetration by my husband .. how that felt .. how much care .. and how hot I was for him to take me in my ass that first time. It was about .. the .. first time .. …

But this was different .. new .. to me .. I was kissing this beautiful woman .. someone I knew but I didn't know .. almost from the first time I saw her I felt an attraction. Sure .. I've been attracted to other women .. as subjects for photo shoots .. a model .. a figure to be studied or photographed .. or so I told myself. I didn't consider myself bi at the time .. or a lesbian .. but the female figure is studied .. revered .. worshipped .. and a source of comfort or lust .. the source of life .. a bridge from a dream to .. life. I had always loved the female figure .. partly because I wondered what I would look like when I grew up .. would I have breasts .. would I grow hair there .. what would .. or what was .. a period.

Any attraction I felt for another woman was purely professional and artistic .. that's what I told myself .. anything else was just the artist in me or the natural tendency to compare myself to other women. Nothing more. After all .. I loved cock .. I loved spreading my legs and having a man's cock slip into me and fill me with his hot cum .. like it was intended and supposed to be .. what a cock and a pussy were designed for. Right? As I got into sex more and more .. well .. sucking that cock .. not exactly as intended in life .. to create life .. but after my 2nd son was born .. well .. I wasn't going to get pregnant by sucking my husband's cock. I had always liked things in my ass .. and .. anal sex .. couldn't get me pregnant .. maybe not quite what the nuns or the Pope envisioned .. that was fun. I liked it. I was anally erotic and so that was that. Hail Mary. It was between a man and a woman .. so all was good.

I'm thinking all of this .. all of this is running through my mind as I am standing there in the arms of another woman with her tongue in my mouth and her hands leaving a trail of goose bumps wherever her fingers were at that moment. My breasts pressed up against her body .. no clothes between them .. my nipples so on fire and electric .. I'm just now beginning to run my own hands over this naked woman's body .. her back .. so smooth .. and I'm tasting her .. breath .. her tongue .. her lips … the scent of her hair .. what does she use? .. I feel off balance .. she is taller than me and my face and back are arced at just an angle that I feel like I am going to fall over at any moment.

We both release each other from our kiss .. and step back just a little .. to catch our breath. Gail looking down into my face .. my eyes and me looking back at her. She is the vision of composure .. a woman who knows what she wants .. and is looking at a woman who probably isn't sure or even aware what she wants. That was me. Although Gail looked calm and composed .. her own nipples gave her away .. they were just as hard as mine .. and her eyes were dilated .. breathing heavy .. if she had been a man I knew what I would be doing right then .. what move to make .. how to approach. But she was not a man .. and I saw unmistakable signs on her .. her face .. her body .. that told me she was ready to go forward .. or stop. It was up to me.

Everything about this was obvious and all I had to do was admit it to myself. I would sort out the feelings and the whys and wherefores later … after .. I experienced something I knew I wanted to try from that first time I stuck around to watch another woman get undressed and take an enema. There was nothing subtle about that or ambiguous .. that woman who came to model that first time must have known .. sized me up .. or had an intuition .. that she could have me. She was brave enough back then to take her clothes off and perform .. yes .. perform .. an enema for me. The fact that I had stayed with her .. got naked with her .. convinced her that I was there for the taking. She played me like a fiddle that time in the doorway .. back then .. and lit my fire that smoldered for weeks and grew hotter and hotter.

Yes .. Gail knew she had me .. she knew she could .. and would .. be taking me. But only if I didn't get cold feet .. and back out. If she had been a man .. I would have known what to do right then by my bed .. it would have been the old saying .. 'I have the pussy .. I make the rules' .. and I would have taken that man .. whoever it would have been .. and lead him where I wanted him .. and played him like I wanted … and be assured of making him dance to my tune. This was different .. obviously.

I was out of my element .. and Gail must have read my mind or made me think .. 'let's do this' .. because she stepped towards me once again and I stepped back and felt my bed at the back of my leg .. and we .. Gail and I .. moved ourselves onto the bed … and made all those little adjustments .. movements .. until we were both laying on the bed together. The one thing I don't think she was expecting from me .. or about me .. and she would tell me this later .. was that I had never been with another woman before. But it became clear to her as we kissed and caressed each other .. that I was following her lead. She was a very skilled lover and it didn't take her long to 'read' me took over in our .. my .. first encounter.

I loved the way she started out with finishing the kiss we had started shortly after we took our clothes off and stood by the bed .. holding each other. Laying here .. beneath her .. I didn't feel off balance .. her kisses went from my lips .. to my neck .. to the side of my neck. The side of my neck has always been my weaknesses .. it starts me off quicker than anything I know .. even if I'm sitting at the table and my husband comes up from behind me and kiss me on the side of my neck .. I'm good to go almost immediately. But I was already naked .. hot .. breathing in her scent when she kissed me on the side of my neck .. something down in my center sparked even more .. and I could feel pure .. unmistakable .. no love at all .. plain .. simple .. powerful .. lust .. welling up.

Gail's lips inflamed me as she kissed the side of my neck and I felt a small wave of passion sweep over me. She continued on down my body with her kisses .. torturing me by kissing all around my chest .. then .. my breasts .. the under part of my breast .. the side .. the top .. everywhere but where I was screaming for her .. in my mind .. to kiss .. .. .. and then .. finally! .. her lips encircled my erect nipple .. my left breast .. I will never forget .. right over my heart .. and she suckled so strongly .. so piercingly … so white hot .. that lust I was feeling in my center .. shot down and fill my pussy with hotness .. with each suck on my breast .. she drew white hot cum lust higher and higher up into me .. igniting my cum lust into something so extremely overwhelming .. I had no idea what .. or how .. I could feel what I was feeling. That wave of passion was now me writhing beneath her .. my fingers wrapping up in the sheets .. my toes curling .. her body pressed against me .. I was experiencing .. not a wave of passion .. I was in the throes of a cum lust release!

And Gail hadn't even begun yet!

I was in a full cum lust orgasm I had never felt before .. and Gail was only just beginning!

My pussy was wet .. and .. I was crying. Like a baby. I was in a swirl of emotions that Gail .. this beautiful woman .. my friend .. had touched inside of me .. and brought me face to face with the woman I was to become.

I don't think Gail realized .. fully .. what she had tapped into. The look on her face .. had changed .. I was so overwhelmed .. this pulsing cum lust orgasm that came out of nowhere and everywhere .. rocked my world and what I thought I knew about myself .. and I was laying there naked beneath a woman .. who would later tell me .. went from fucking me .. to making love to me. The look on her face when she saw me crying .. was what I was thinking .. feeling .. 'what is this? What have I done?'