It was decided that Ashley and Ellen would finish my enema and then feed me. The enema was so slow and I seemed to just soak it up. Ashley told me that so far I hadn’t managed to drink enough to take a leak and that I needed to eat and drink all that I could. Ellen left and returned with a huge bowl of soup and she sat and fed it to me one spoon at a time.

“You’ve done this before… I think I remember.”

“Yes, I spoon fed water to you several times. You were so weak you couldn’t take much at a time. You must have been 4 days in the sun without water. We don’t know how you survived or got here.”

My erection had subsided and it was a strange almost childish frame of mind that I allowed to take me. I knew that this wasn’t how I normally would act but didn’t know how I would be different and didn’t care right then.

Ashley asked, “You said that you don’t remember ever having sex. You do remember what sex IS don’t you?”

I looked at her and grinned. “What I don’t remember, I trust y’all will teach me now won’t you?” They giggled. “I know in a clinical sort of way what it is; what it is for in the procreative sense and also know that that is just the smallest part of it. I know that there are things that I wish to do and that I wish that you would do to me but they are without reference just undirected yearnings. I’m not sure what is appropriate or what is inappropriate. I know the words perverted and kinky but can’t fully judge where all of these desires fit or fall into things. I know that I like what is being done to me right now but I also know that I SHOULD be just dying of humiliation…and don’t know why.”

“He had to be real well educated.” Ellen commented.

“I agree.” Ashley nodded. “OK, rules to live by HERE on Princess Jane Island Seth. ONE, nothing is perverted unless it harms someone. Harming means that they suffer a serious injury either mental or physical. TWO, if it feels good, everyone likes it and wants to do it and harms no one it CAN’T be perverted. THREE, Kinky is GOOD. FOUR, if it makes everyone happy then it is good.”

Ellen added, “Sometimes you have to accept or give something that you might not want as a gift to someone that does want it.”

“I don’t understand.” I said simply.

“OK, suppose that I wanted to give you a big enema and it caused cramps. Would you keep taking it if I asked you too even if you didn’t want it?”

“Of course! I understand now. I would offer my pain or discomfort to you as a gift of sacrifice. Even though I hurt and was unhappy on one level, on another I would be VERY happy because I was doing something for you that was hard and that you wished me to do for you.”

“Exactly!” Ellen agreed.

I looked at her and understood something else as clearly as if she had said it and said, “When you want to hurt me Ellen I will suffer for you gladly.”

Her mouth opened and closed several times. “Do you really know what you are saying Seth?”

“I see it in your eyes. Ellen. You want to try me and see what I will offer you. You will WANT to give me the biggest enemas possible and other things. If I am to be as Cora said, your little boy, I understand that you will need to spank me often.”

“Why do you say this Seth?”

“I don’t know Ellen…I think that it is because when I look at you it is what I wish to offer you.” I looked at Ashley, “What I wish to offer you is something entirely different. You have needs too and what you will ask of me is to give to you what I most want to give. I will adore you in ways I can’t imagine now. You like giving me this slow enema. You like the gentle and slow ways of pleasure.”

Cora and Gina came back and sat beside me. “What do you want to give me Seth?” Cora asked.

“Absolute unwavering obedience and a childish acceptance of anything you ask of me. You also will need me to offer you gifts that show that I will suffer for you but mostly you just want my submissive obedience in all things.”

“What about me Seth?” Gina asked.

I looked at her and grinned, “I think we all know where many of your interests lie now don’t we? You wish to put me to a most unmanly use and only after I accept it from you will you ask it from me.”

Cora spoke, “Where does all this come from Seth? It is as if you look inside and see what is hidden and beg it to come out. How is that possible? Only here on this Island have we each allowed some of what you speak of to come out into the open.”

I looked at each of them and then grinned, “I think that when your head is as empty as mine is, since I have no memories of my own…I sort of borrow yours! That is what it feels like anyway. When I look at each of you I seem to “remember” what it is that I want to do with you.” I looked at Cora, “Some times can you still be like my Mama too Cora. You are so strong but you also have a tender need and I wish it from you because I need it.”

“Fuck me!!” Ellen said, “He’s a fucking mind reader! How cool is THAT!?? Face it Cora, he has your number…he has all of our numbers.”

I looked and the enema was gone. I asked and Ashley removed the nozzle. I eased to Cora and asked softly. “Mama I’m sooo tired…please?”

They all looked at Cora and she rolled her eyes. “Ok, all of you out, the baby needs a nap.” She pulled her dress off over her head and then slipped under the covers and pulled my face to her breasts where I found peace and slept without dreams.

I woke up feeling the best that I remember!!! That isn’t saying a lot in my case I know but it is true nonetheless. Cora was awake and just holding and looking at me. I smiled at her and she smiled back. “I’m hungry and need to pee too.”

“Excellent! Both are good signs.” She got up and led me off to the bathroom where I happily peed what looked like orange juice. Cora noted this and said, “You are still in need of more fluids Seth. Are you thirsty?”

“Yes Ma’am, but I’m not as thirsty as I am hungry.” She pulled her dress on over her head and I asked, “Can I have something to wear…I feel a little funny being naked when everyone else in dressed.”

“What if I LIKE having you streaking around nakie?”

I grinned, “Then I will get used to it.”

She patted my ass. “We will get you fed first and then see what we can dig up. What you had on was in shreds and all we have here is women’s clothes. You would look cute in a skirt but I’m not sure that any of ours will fit.”

I stopped and looked in the bathroom mirror. A rather beat up scruffy looking stranger looked back at me. “MAN, I’m rough looking!!” I blurted. I needed to shave and my face was pealing into the week old beard. My hair was long and in need of some serious conditioner. I was happy to note that I was in real good condition but a little too skinny. I was tall and had pale blue eyes. “I’m surprised that y’all didn’t just throw me back to the fishes!! Can I shower and try to make myself look a little better before we do ANYTHING else?”

She looked at me and smiled, “You look fine but if you wish, let’s take a shower.” She pealed the dress back off and grabbed a bunch of bottles and a razor and pulled me into the big corner shower. She washed my hair twice and then conditioned it. While the conditioner was soaking in she lathered up my face and carefully shaved me. “You were right, you needed this!”

“Do I look a little less like a wild man?”

“A LOT less!” She rinsed my hair out and then willy-nilly washed the rest of me off handling me as you would a child.

I could sense that she found doing this a pleasure and I cooperated by spreading my legs for her and bending over so she could scrub my butt. She took a cloth and very gently washed my face and the man that looked out of the mirror at me when we got out was a lot younger than I had thought before. “How old do I look to you?” I asked Cora.

“No older than 30 but I would guess a little less. You look very handsome.” She brushed my longish hair out and I did look a lot less like a refugee.”

She led me to the kitchen where we found the rest of the girls. When they saw me they all rushed over to look at my newly clean and bared face. I was warmed by their comments and was all smiles as they seated me and began to feed me. They gave me little bits of this and little bits of that; lots of fruits and several different little meat dishes. Through out they encouraged me to drink as much as I could. When I couldn’t swallow another bite they took me out onto a covered deck and let me look down and across the island. It was incredibly lush and beautiful with a tamed jungle sort of feel to it.

It was warm but there was a nice breeze and as I lay in a lounge talking to them I went to sleep. I must have slept pretty long and hard because when I woke up, I had a light cover on me and the sun was behind the house casting long shadows. Ashley sat beside me looking at me and she smiled when she saw my eyes open. I pushed the cover aside and rolled off the lounge, crawled to her and put my head in her lap.

She stroked my hair. “Do you feel better sleepy head?” I nodded and nuzzled her lap. “You really do know what I want don’t you?” I nodded again and put my arms around her waist hugging her tight. Then I slid back onto my heals and then kneeling looked up at her.

“What you want is what I most want to give Ashley. I am the most alone person in the entire world right now. I am even alone in here.” I tapped my forehead. “I don’t remember anyone! I need someone that will just let me hold on to them and make me feel like I’m not alone. I need someone to love more desperately than I even needed water. What is a man if he loves none, not even himself?” Ashley looked at me with wide eyes. “Yes, I will love you Ashley. Physically certainly but more important to both of us is that which is nonphysical.” She leaned forward and we kissed. It was a long and strangely familiar kiss to me.

When we parted she pulled me up and we went into the house.