This is a real experience with Nurse Jill, the legendary Southern California enema nurse.

I am naked and kneeling on the bed. My forehead is pressed to the sheet. I am up on my knees. They are spread apart. My ass is the highest part of my body. I have had my temperature taken rectally. My prostate has been stroked, prodded and massaged. I have been dripping cum since the procedures began about an hour ago. I have been given two large and thorough cleansing enemas in preparation for what is about to happen to me. I am simultaneously terrified and excited. Humiliated and aroused. Nothing like what is about to happen has ever been done to me before.

Nurse Jill gently, but firmly presses down on the small of my back. She re-lubricates the outside of my asshole. She tells me to arch my back down and push my ass up. She places her finger at my asshole and tells me to push back onto it. As I do so, she tells me to start pushing out, just as if I was trying to move my bowels. Her finger easily slides high into my rectum. Gradually she follows it with another finger. With slow determination her fingers move in and out of me. She spreads her fingers apart, and with it, opens me wider and wider, preparing me for what is about to happen. I feel her packing me with lubricant. The time draws closer.

“You are very tight back here,” she says. “This the first time for you?”

I answer “yes” truthfully, mortified but overwhelmed with excitement. No one has ever done to me what Jill is about to do. It is so odd. I am a rampant heterosexual male. Men have no sexual appeal to me. I have no latent homosexual desires. I am not homophobic. Just not interested. Yet here I am, my knees quivering, my ass up and I am moving my asshole unto her fingers like a female cat in heat.

Jill reaches under me, strokes my erect penis with a well-lubricated hand. I moan as it hardens with her gentle caresses. Without my realizing what is happening, she slides her fingers out of me while she positions the head of the dildo that is affixed to her strapon against my asshole. As her fingers exit, the dildo is pushed with firm deliberation into me. I immediately feel like I am being split open. My head jerks off the bed, I cry out and start to quickly pull away.

Jill whispers reassurances to me. She soothingly tells me to put my head down, to push my asshole out harder. She explains to me that we are going to do this together and not to fight her. She makes it very clear that it is going to happen and that it will be much better for me to listen to her and do exactly what she says, or suffer unnecessary pain. It can be done with or without my cooperation. In either case, it is going to be done.

I will myself to cooperate. I try harder. I relax my asshole. I spread my legs more. I arch my back down and my ass further up. I push back onto the dildo. I show her that I am trying hard. As she guides the head of the dildo into me, I listen to her words of encouragement. When she tells me to push out again I do so with all my might. My asshole expands just enough to accommodate the head of the dildo. First an inch, then gradually another inch is in me.

She is filing me with it. I cannot believe how full I feel. I am being impaled on it. Slowly she humps me and each forward stroke pushes it further up me. It seems like it is a foot long, maybe longer. After awhile I realize that she has put it totally up me because as she humps me, I feel her pelvis touching my ass checks. I am riding the dildo and she is riding me.

I can’t believe the sensations I am receiving. I can’t believe how hot I am. I think of what she is doing to me and I it electrifies the sensations I am receiving. Just as I start to get used to the dildo inside me, sliding in and out, Jill slips it completely out of me. A few minutes pass and she again positions the head of the dildo at my asshole. She tells me to slide back onto it and take it all inside me in just one motion. I forget to push out, having grown used to it when it was inside me, not realizing I will have to spread my asshole properly to receive it. I feel the initial pain, and remember to push out. It slides back up me again. Jill begins humping me, fucking me in my ass.

After awhile Jill again slips the dildo entirely out of me. Now, however, I have been taught what is expected of me. Without hesitation, I arch my back down, get my ass up, position my asshole against the head of her dildo, push out as hard as I can and move myself back onto the dildo. In one smooth movement, I impale myself up to the hilt of the dildo. Jill rewards me by telling me how well I am doing, how much she enjoys being with me as she fucks me in the ass.

Later as we are lying on the bed together, and she is soothing me, I marvel how this extraordinary professional woman took me beyond my inhibitions and gave me one of the most extraordinary pleasurable experiences of my life. Out of the corner of my eye, I glance at the strapon she wore and the immense size of the dildo that took my virginity. I realize that regardless of the size or even the circumstances we might be in, if she tells me to assume the position, without a moment’s hesitation, I will be naked, back in the knee chest position.