**I wrote this while I was still in college. My mindset was in a different place then it is today because I was dealing with a mix of emotions. I was also learning about my body as well as others. Please let me know if you would like to read other stories that I wrote.**

You come to visit me at college. You want to go all the way, and come prepared, but you also know that is something that I don't want. Just having you come up is a huge step for me. We arrange to meet in the parking lot and you arrive on time. I almost chicken out, but I'm sitting on the steps waiting for you. You drop off your few bags and I show you were you can park. We come back upstairs so that we can chat a little. I'm sitting at my computer to finish up a quick few things and you start massaging my back and kissing my neck, you can feel me relaxing all the tension away.

We make the choice to go and grab something from the store for dinner and then go somewhere where we don't have to worry about people finding us. We get fruit and cheese and crackers and some sandwiches. We drive up the shore a little bit, park and get out. We take the blanket and food and we walk in the woods aways, but we can still see if people are going to be coming. We spread the blanket out and we sit down. We eat dinner and we talk. We talk about what we want the weekend to be like and stuff like that.

While we are out there, we are talking about what we want to do, and I notice that your pants are starting to rise. I ask to see it. So you stand up and drop your pants. You sit down next to me and I start touching it. It starts getting harder and more erect. I keep rubbing it and teasing you. I play with your glans and make you squirm really bad.

You have some surprises hidden in the picnic basket, so you pull out some jelly and put some in my hands and tell me to go at it. You lay down, but kinda prop yourself up while you watch me have fun with the first sexual penis that I have ever touched. I look it all over and I stroke it and squeeze it and play with it. All of a sudden, it starts feeling different and you start moving your hips up and down, and I start getting scared; you tell me that you are getting close and to keep going. You roll on your side and I keep stroking you, harder and faster and you cum all over the grass, you roll back on your back, but your penis is still kinda hard. I keep rubbing it till you loose it again. Then its finally soft again and you are worn out. We clean each other up and you pull your pants back up.

By now, I'm squirming because I really want to be touched now, so first you slip your hands under my shirt while pulling me in your lap. You ask me if this is what I really want and I say, you know what I do and don't want to do, and as long as you respect that, then yes. You lean down and kiss me and massage my breasts. your hangs slowly make their way down to my pants and under them. You unbutton them, but you don't pull them off yet. You let your hands rest on my pelvis for a few minutes while you continue to kiss me. You can feel that I'm getting wet. You tell me to raise my hips and you slip my pants off. You leave my panties on, but you start to touch my thighs and my genitals really gently. After a little while, you slip your hands under my panties and touch my clit for the first time. You have a feeling that I'm going to jump, so you pull me closer before you do this. I relax as you start rubbing it and I start enjoying it. You look at me and whisper if you can take them off and i nod, totally gone because I've never felt this way. you tell me to lift up again and you pull them off. Now I'm totally naked from the waist down. You tell me to spread my legs a little and I do. You find my hole and you slip a finger in and out for awhile then two fingers. Then you start rubbing my clit even more and thats when I loose it. I arch my back in a full out orgasm and I loose it. I cum like I never have before.

I fall back in your lap and I watch you lick yourself clean. You keep kissing me. You get out the cleaning stuff and clean me up. You help me back in my clothes and we clean up and come back to the dorms. Even though I want to experience more this weekend, you know that's enough for tonight. We come back and you tell me that we are going to go to bed and cuddle and at this point I don't care I'm so drained. I've never felt this way before. We put away messages up on my computer and you get me ready for bed because I'm so drained. I don't even care that you are seeing me naked. You kiss me and start stripping yourself. You pull on a pair of jammy pants and climb up into bed with me. You also grab a small bag of stuff, and I ask you what it is and you say that I'll find out in a bit. We put in a movie and we just lay there, you holding me, watching it.

At one point, you lean over and whisper to me and ask if I want a back rub, since you know I've been wanting one for a really long time. I sleeply say yes. You have me sit up, you take my top off and have my lay down on my tummy, not before stealing a few kisses first. You give me a wonderful back rub that basically puts me to sleep. You rub me all down with lotion and oil that is such sweet smelling that it relaxes us both. After it all has absorbed and you have massaged me all over, you lay down next to me and pull me close, so that my head is on your chest. You reach over and rub my breasts and toy with me some. We fall asleep in each others arms.

We wake up when the sun comes up because we went to bed a lot earlier than I thought. I swear you never went to sleep because you are awake when I wake up; you are playing with my hair. You see me wake up and kiss me some. You hold me close and I fall back asleep. When I wake up, you are asleep, so I go and shower. I come back and you are awake. I strip and try to change, but you stop me and lay me on the bed and lock the door.

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You start kissing me all over and say, I have a surprise for you. I start getting scared and worried. You first grab my dry towels and tell me to lift up and place them under me. Now, you remembered that I had told you that my fantasy was medically related, and so you went and got some stuff before you came up. You got stuff for a female exam and a few thermometers and your emt bag. I'm starting to squirm when I see all of this. First you come up and listen to my heart and lungs and gut and they are all good. You look at my ears, mouth, eyes, all good as well. You take my bp, and its a little elevated, but thats to be expected right now. my pulse is a little fast as well as my respirations. You then start feeling for my lymph nodes, and they are all good. Then you examine my breasts, first sitting up, then laying down, you don't feel anything wrong, but to make it even easier to feel, when I'm laying down, you put lotion on them and that makes me squirm even more, but it feels good. Then you feel my belly and abdomen and everything feels fine. My feet and legs look good.

Now, comes the part that both of us don't know what to expect. You have been looking it up, how to do an exam on a bed, and you found that all they have to do is put their heels as close to their butts as possible. So this is what you do. You spread my knees so that I'm open. You are watching me and notice that I'm starting to tense up slightly. So you have me lower my legs and you start rubbing my clit some. This relaxes me, so we start up again. You look at every inch of my area and feel everything. You notice I'm really wet by now, but that doesn't stop you. you say that you have to do a urine test, but you have to cath me cause thats what your practice does. This makes me wonder cause I've never had this done before. You are slow to put it in, but once its in, it feels alright. You tape it so its in place and go onto the next part, the speculum exam.

I don't know how you found one, but it excites me. You jell it up, knowing far well that I wont need it. You slip it in and lock it in place. You take a flashlight and you look in. I want to see it too, so you grab one of my mirrors and show me. (cool.) You slowly take it out and examine me with your fingers, first two in my vagina and pressing down on my belly. Seems like it's fine. You start moving your fingers in and out making me really excited and squirmy. You pull one out and catch me off guard and place it in my butt. It feels really weird but really good at the same time. You start moving in and out of both now and you lean down and start sucking my clit. Before you know it, I've totally lost it and cum harder than last night. You pull your fingers out, take off your glove and take out the cath.

I tell you that I don't think I can move to do anything, so you roll me over and lay down next to me after you cleaned up stuff. You hold me tight and ask if I liked that. I can't talk, but you know that I did. We hold each other till we fall asleep again. We wake up again and you are squirmy because you need to release from doing that whole exam on me. So I have you sit up and you pull off your pants. Now we are both naked but you promise that you wont try anything and that we will put clothes on soon. Since we aren't outside, we aren't that cold. You lay down on the bed and I lay next to you. I say, I want to try something different and you ask what.

I say I want to try and give you head. You say, go for it. That we have time and that you will walk me through it, if I need help. I start my kissing your belly all the way down to your pelvic area. You are watching me with a smile on your face. I reach your penis, which is very hard by now. I start kissing it, up and down. I lick your glans and I feel you quiver. I start sucking you and licking your glans. All of a sudden I can feel you getting even harder and I pull off and you loose it all over your belly. You seem amazed at how much just came out. I clean you up and you pull me next to you.

We are getting hungry, so we both go and shower (drat colleges that don't have coed bathrooms). We go and get a bite to eat and we go and walk by the lake. It's a nice day out, so it's a great day to sit on the beach and hunt for rocks. You try to kiss me, but I'm too interested in all the rocks around me; so you just watch me pick through them, moving as I move. We sit there for a long time till it starts getting dark. We go and get some dinner (Chinese) and go get a couple movies. We come back to the room and we put one in. We curl up together and you run your hands through my hair. I'm soo relaxed this weekend, I fall asleep in your lap; you watch me sleep for awhile, not wanting to wake me up knowing that I really haven't been sleeping.

You lay me in my bed and write me a note that you took my card (to get back in) and that you would be back in awhile. You go and walk around campus a little. Earlier, when I was leaving, you met a few of my close friends because they were watching for us to leave. You go and find them and have a nice chat with them. You don't want to leave me too long, because even though you left me the note, you are scared that I'll wake up panicky. So you say goodbye, use the bathroom and come back. I'm still sleeping, so you hope on the computer and check your email.

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Finally I roll over and wake up and climb down and give you some kisses. I want to go for a walk in the moonlight, so we go. We go up to the Valley of Silence and walk around. It's a nice night for a stroll. We talk a lot. I find out a lot about you and you find out a lot about me. I can't believe that the weekend is almost over and that you will be leaving tomorrow. You cant believe it either.

We finally come back to the room, but you don't want to be in here yet. You grab your bag of tricks and some blankets and say, let's go. We go and take off. We go to a place where no one can find us. It's a soft place in the woods. You spread out the blankets and we lay down next to each other. We start kissing and you start working on my bra and manage to loosen it. You pull my shirt and bra off and I pull yours off. You start sucking my breasts and playing with my nipples. This feels really good. I'm massaging your head. You start kissing down my belly and stop at the top of my pants. You come back up and then I start kissing your chest. I love your nipples too and you have never had anyone really suck them before, so this turns you on. I kiss you all the way down and I play with your belly button. I find your pants button and I unbutton and unzip it. I slip your pants off. You pull me up and you pull my pants off too. Now we are topless with just underwear on. We kiss for a long time. You know that I don't want to go all the way, but you wish that I would; this would be the perfect place. You won't let me, no matter what, I mean too much to you and you know that's not what I want.

You have brought some toys with you. You ask me if I want to see what else you have, and I say yes. You pull out a few vibrators and condoms and jelly. At first I get scared by the sight of the condoms, but you explain they are for the vibrators. You kiss me some more and pull my panties off. You get one of the vibrators and turn it on low. You place it on my clit and I start squirming, it feels really good. You turn it up and let me feel it as you slowly lower it to my vagina and inset it. It feels weird, but good and tingly. You start moving it in and out and I start moving my hips and it feels soo good. You reach down and touch my clit with your other hand and I totally loose it. I collapse in your lap and you turn off the vibrator and pull it out and you just hold me and kiss me.

You then ask if I can help you with something and I nod yes. You want to feel one of the vibrators in your butt. I say, I can try and so you take off your underwear and lay on your side. You say there are gloves and jelly in the bag, so I pull those out. I put on a glove and put a bunch of jelly on your butt. I slowly start pushing it into your anus. I massage you, slowly moving my way up and up. Putting more jelly in as needed. At one point I touch your prostate and your body reacts to that. I tease you and I rub that area for awhile till your breathing gets really really fast. I pull out and say you are ready. I enter with two fingers to make sure you are stretched enough and you are. I pull out again and take off the glove. I get a vibrator and put a condom on it and jell it up I ask if you are ready and you say yea. I slowly push it in and about half way, I turn it on. I must be close to your prostate because you tense. I start moving in and out, in and out, till you are rock hard. I grab your penis and move up and down. I straddle your leg and you can feel my wetness. I move the vibrator in and out and my hand up and down your penis. Eventually you cum and shoot it straight out onto the grass. You are totally milked. I stop stroking and pull out. I lay down next to you and you say thanks.

We lay there for a little bit and come back to my place. We put in the other movie and we lay down together. We both fall asleep to the movie. When I wake up, you are still asleep, so I hop online for a little while. You wake up and come and join me on the chair. You hug me and kiss me. We just want to have a nice day together, so we go back down to the lake. You know I love it down there, so that's where we go. You love being anywhere that I'm relaxed and happy. We go out for a nice lunch and we come back and pack your bags. We kiss and hug and I don't want you to go. You say that you will try to come up this summer and see me. You reach in my pants and play with me one last time and I walk you out to your car. You leave and you call me when you get home.