Part 1

I was surprised when she walked into the family room, clicked off my game and announced, "We need to talk!" When you've been together as long as we have, you don't expect too many surprises.

She got right to it. "Things have gotten a little out of hand, lately and I'm tired of living this way." I could sense more than a little agitation in her voice. For some strange reason, I always felt a stirring "down there" whenever she talked to me like that.

"How so?" I was intrigued - football game or no football game - and somewhat concerned by her tone. There was something very final about it.

"You've been living quite carelessly lately - no exercise, poor eating habits and consequently you've not been as nice to me as you could be. I'd say you've been living a very undisciplined life - and I've had enough!"

Sheesh. How embarrassing. She was lecturing me like a little kid, but after thinking about it for a few seconds, I replied, "Hmm... I guess you're right. I'll try to do better." I wondered why was I getting hard.

"I'm afraid it's too late for that, mister. I've decided I better take control for awhile. Your health and happiness are very important to me and if you're not going to take care of yourself, I'm going to have to help you with it. I think it's a wife's duty to her husband. What do you say?" I could tell she'd thought this through and had made up her mind.

"Sure... if you want to... why not?" I wasn't exactly sure what she had planned but I had a now-raging hardon that told me to go for it.

"I'm in charge of your health for 3 months starting right now?" She stuck out her hand.

"Like a trainer?"

"Yeah sure... like a trainer."

"O.K." We shook hands, hugged, kissed and the game was on. Then came the biggest surprise - her 'Library'.

Part 2 - The Library

"When we've tried this in the past - me being in charge - it never worked out as good as I'd hoped. To tel you the truth, I always felt uncomfortable and a little stressed over my role in it. I felt like I had too much responsibility and I've never really liked being your disciplinarian. It feels awkward most of the time to me."

That was something I always understood her position on. We got along so good together and we loved each other. Why should she feel good about disciplining me? I know I would feel a little uncomfortable being her disciplinarian.

"And you were never happy with me being in charge either. You never really did as I said and you always gave up in the end. And you always complained that you didn't get enough discipline and stimulation. Isn't that true?"

"Yes, that's true." She was right on all counts - we had tried having her in charge of certain areas of my life that I needed help with, but I always chickened out in the end and didn't do as I was told. I guess I needed more of something - or less of something. Who knows? Maybe it wasn't the right thing for us, I reasoned, and pretty much had dismissed the idea.

Apparently, she had other ideas and feelings for it.

"I've given this considerable thought and have come to the conclusion that, under the right circumstances, we can make an arrangement like this work. If you let me do my role - which I'm willing to do and think is important for both of us that I do - you must accept my authority. And in order for you to fully accept my authority over you - which has never really happened before - I think you need more discipline than you've received in our past attempts.

'And I also think you need constant reminders of that discipline - and what my authority has the power to do to you. What do you think?"

"Makes sense." When she was right, she was right.

"So, we're going to try something new this time around. Today, I want you to start an online video and picture library - that you will be visiting at least once a day over the next 3 months - so you'll be constantly reminded of your role in this and of who's in charge. This will also assure you get plenty of daily stimulation."

"A library?" Huh? Oh oh. What the fuck?!?

"Yes. A library. I'll help you make the videos, just to make sure they're done right. My reasoning is that I'll only have to make them once, but you'll get to view them many, many times. It will be good for both of us. I won't need to apply discipline as often because you'll be getting your discipline by watching videos and that should provide you with all the stimulation and motivation you need!

"Naturally, if these these videos and stills are going to be stimulating and effective discipline for you, they must be of a most humbling and embarrassing nature, right?"

"I guess so." Holy crap! What could I say. She had me over a barrel - or maybe that was yet to come.

"Right. I also want all videos to be sexual. You'll learn better if we attach sex to your discipline. It will help you to focus. So you'll always be completely naked for each one. And all videos must begin with you getting a big hardon, while I lecture you about your behaviour and discuss the nature and theme of the video we're about to make.

"I think the content of these videos should be a little scary, too. At least for you. So they'll be more stimulating and you'll have something to fear - and I'll have something to threaten you with. What do you think?"

"I suppose so." She seemed to be making sense. But wasn't it already "scary" enough, I wondered.

"So let's talk over the details of some of the videos we should make - and we'll compile a list of them. That way we can schedule them and we can take advantage of everything at our disposal and we won't miss anything important. In just a few days you'll have a whole library of reminder videos to watch every day. Won't that be wonderful?"

Groan. (I'd be doing a lot of groaning.)

Part 3 - Let's Get This Party Started

"During the next 3 months, I want you to stroke yourself to almost cumming every morning and every night. For this to work, it's important that you're always horny. Then every third day, you'll be milked - either by me, or you'll have to do it yourself. But, one way or another, you're going to be in a constant state of arousal and your prostate will be milked every third day." She assumed complete control in a very matter-of-fact tone.

"So, let's make our first video right now. I want you to go get your milking toy - c'mon, quick like a bunny!"

Gulp! "Ah... do I have to?"

"March mister!"

I quickly did as I was told and in a flash returned to the family room with the homemade wooden milking toy she had instructed me to make some time ago.

"Good. Now take off all your clothes and fold them and stack them neatly on the couch... Good. O.K. now come over here and stand in front of me." I could see she had the camera ready on the table beside her and I could feel my cheeks were turning hot and red from the embarrassment.

"Now, for this first video, I will be the one using your milking toy on you. But first, you can show me how you are going to stroke yourself hard twice a day, until you're cocks ready to explode. C'mon, get stroking."

I started to slowly slide my fist up and down my hardening cock.

"Faster. C'mon - we don't have all day. Pump it up as fast as you can for about 10 seconds then pause, then do it again. Yes... like that. Ooh... look at that... it's starting to look angry... the heads such a deep purple... I wonder if the band was named after that?... it's getting very hard... does it feel like it's going to explode yet?"

"It's getting close." I wasn't kidding.

"Alright... slow down and stroke it just enough to keep it really hard like that... but don't you dare cum. Understand?"

"Yes ma'am." I continued stroking as directed.

"Once the milking begins, only I will be allowed to touch your cock. And I'll only lightly touch and lick the head to keep you hard. That way you won't accidentally orgasm. From now on, orgasms are for rewards, only - and I'll decide when that's going to happen - if ever! If you forget and masturbate, you'll pay - so don't forget!

"I'm going to record some of this with the camera and then I'm going to start milking you. Keep stroking." She picked up the camera and began recording. It was horribly embarrassing. Here I was, in my family room, being filmed naked, pulling on my cock like a school boy, because my wife told me to. Then, just as I felt I was about to reach the point of no return, it took a turn for the worse.

"O.K. tensor bandage time! This video must be a little scary!" She reached under the couch cushion and handed me the rolled-up 3 inch wide tensor bandage she hid there earlier. "Wrap it up. Tight. Balls too. All the way up the shaft. Tight wraps and I want just your cock head exposed."

That was horrible. And it made my cock and balls positively ache. And she recorded it all on video! I wrapped it all up tight, as directed.

"Is it nice and tight?"

"Yes."

"Good. Make sure." Then she set the camera on the little tripod on the coffee table and began coating the wooden toy with hand cream announcing, "I want you to leave your cock alone now and turn around and spread your cheeks for the camera. It's milking time!"

Oh jeez... I wanted to run... to hide... to climb into a hole and die. But I did as I was told. I turned my back to her, bent slightly at the waist and with all the courage I could muster, reached back and pulled my cheeks apart. Nothing happened. I waited for a good minute before I felt the lubed toy push against my yielding hole. It was a horribly embarrassing experience. With steady pressure, the toy pushed past any resistance easily and found it's way onto my prostate. She held it still for a brief moment before she began a fairly quick in-out motion.

Without missing a beat, she said, "Alright, turn around to face me. Good. Here. Hold these kleenexes under that thing to catch the drips - but don't you dare touch it! I'm in charge now!' She continued the in out massage as she squeezed the tensor bandage while licking my cockhead like an all-day sucker.

"Now, what else do you think would make a very embarrassing video? Hmm...? Any ideas you care to share?" I felt the toy sliding in and out and the pressure in my balls began to build. She kept squeezing and pumping, milking me. "What about being shaved bald front and back. If you're going to act like a little boy, you might as well look the part! And I bet I could make that very embarrassing for you.

"I'll get you hard first, then make you bend over and hold your cheeks apart for the camera again as I apply shaving cream all around your bum. I'll make you wait awhile before I shave you clean." She continued to milk and squeeze as she talked.

"Maybe, before I shave off all the shaving cream I could put my finger in your bum while I take pictures. Or, I could make you put your own finger in your own bum for the camera. That would be sooo embarrassing for you!"

Oh my...

"Oh, and I always love to spank your freshly shaved bum. I think it stings more and spanking is something you need to help you with your undisciplined lifestyle. We could capture all of that on video, too. What do you think?"

That was it. Without touching it, my cock started pouring out fluid. Not an orgasm - it was the strangest feeling. It was just semen without the spasms. I'd been milked before, but this was different. The tensor bandage was so tight it felt like it was being squeezed out and it kind of hurt. I could feel it from deep inside.

All I could do was stand there and accept what she was doing to me and let it pour onto the kleenex. It was amazing! And excruciating. After it stopped, my cock was still hard and sore! The head was stretched taught and shiny purple.

"Good boy. That's the way to do it!" She had captured it all on video, too!

""Now turn around and I'll pull out the toy for the camera." I did as I was told and she bent me over slightly. I felt her spread my cheeks with one hand and slowly withdraw her wooden friend.

"Great! There's our first video, ready to upload into your library." She reached over and turned off the camera. Then without so much as a pause, she continued, "Let's get our list started. I want you to put that next one down - shaving and spanking. I think with my big wooden hairbrush. Let's say 20 good, hard swats on each cheek, so you'll remember it for awhile. Spanking is very good for your behaviour but it has to be hard to be effective! It's called tough love and you need some."

Another groan, then a most-feeble, "Please. 20 with the hairbrush is a lot..." I felt my cock stiffen and throb, still wrapped tight.

"Forget it mister. Just sit down at the computer and open up word and get typing. I'm in charge of what we're doing on these videos - not you - and when I say 20 on each cheek with the hairbrush on your freshly shaved bum, that's exactly what's going to happen! If you argue it will get worse! It's something you need - and trust me - you're gonna get it!"

"Now, what else... I know... speaking of needs, I think a video of you getting an enema from me would be good viewing for you for later, don't you? There would be no question in your mind as to who was in charge in that one, eh?

"Y'know, enemas work very well in your life, too and I've decided weekly enemas will be a fact of life for you from now on. You're going to do coffee once a week followed the next day with a big salt&soda - at least 3 quarts, with the balloon nozzle, held in for 10 minutes. Then, once a month we'll have a special soap day. What do you think?"

My poor tortured, wrapped-up cock pulsed and throbbed as I typed. My cock and balls were really starting to ache, so I asked, "Can I please take off the tensor bandage?"

"No. Sorry. It's only been on there for 10 minutes. You've got another 10 to go. I read up on it. 20 minutes is safe - and a little pain is good for you. It'll remind you of who's the boss."

What have I gotten myself into, I wondered. I also wondered if I could handle another 10 minutes.

"What do you think would be the most embarrassing enema for you? Maybe with you naked, draped over my lap for some soapy bulbs. I'd be very tempted to redden those cheeks up a little first. Perhaps with your hardon trapped between my thighs. Yes. I like that. I can always threaten you with an enema like that, can't I? Ooh... what good discipline!

"For this video I'll spank you a little with my hand first and then I'll use the big pink enema nozzle you made. (It was made from a kids light sabre, about 8 inches long and quite fat.) And I'll tease you with it first, with some slow, deep fucking, while I lecture you on your poor health habits, before squeezing in the contents. After 2 of those, I think you should get another spanking - this time with my white mixing spoon. As much as I really don't like to do it, regular spanking will help you learn to be a good boy. How 'bout 25 on each of your cheek bottoms while you hold in your enema? Do you think that's enough? Yes, put that down. That's a good one!"

She reached over and squeezed the tensor bandage - and everything wrapped in it - and used the palm of her other hand to rub around and around on the sensitive end of my rock-hard penis, before continuing.

"O.K. so that's another good video. These will all make for good viewing for you and should be good reminders of who's in charge and who must do as he's told. We can make two today and another one in a day or two.

"We've already got a good milking video. Which other one would you like to make today, the over-my-knee enema and spanking or the shaving and spanking one?"

"Do I have to choose one?"

"Yes you do."

"Right now?"

"Yes. Right now!"

"Then, shaving, I guess." The lesser of 2 evils, I quickly surmised. I hate enemas, especially when she's there with me.

"O.K. But that's kinda' a wimpy video. I want these videos to really have an impact. So after the shaving and spanking, you'll be getting some corner time with a big, fat ginger plug, and more spanking. Or we could make 2 videos of that. No. Let's start off with a nice long one."

Groan. Again.

Part 4 - Sore Bum

"I've always wanted to make a video of you naked, bent over my lap with a big hardon, holding your cheeks apart for me, while I work in a giant ginger plug you've made. This time it will be a very red bum.

"Of course we can't use lubrication, so it will take at least a few minutes of some pretty agonizing stretching and teasing before I get it all in there. And then I'll make you hold it in for a few minutes to let it start to really work. For that, you can stand in the corner while you think about the spanking I'm going to give you. I can get some video and some stills of that - and of your spanking with that ginger plug fully seated, if you'll pardon the pun. I imagine you bending over, knees together, while I stripe your just-shaved and hairbrush-spanked cheeks with a freshly-cut switch, right over top of that ginger buried deep in your behind. Now that's a video even Roman Polanski would be proud of!

"My, what a great start to your library! Can you think of some more ideas for our list?"

I was afraid to answer. This was truly getting scary!

"I'm afraid we are also going to want a video and stills of you receiving a 4-quart, hot, soapy enema. That's an important one for you - and one you've always had trouble with. Now you'll be able to watch it over and over again, so you'll see that you're quite able to do them properly when you're told to. Good idea?"

"oh please..."

She just ignored my plea. "Of course, I'll get in nice and close for a long, drawn-out finger stretching and balloon nozzle insertion, first. I wonder who should do the finger stretching? Who do you choose - me or you?"

"Is 'neither' an acceptable answer?"

"Always the funny guy, huh? Well, in that case, you'll be doing the stretching while I direct and film it up close. And for your funny comment just now, you'll be using liquid hand soap for lube - and spend 5 whole (or is that 'hole'?) minutes on it. Any more funny stuff and we'll add a little cayenne to the soap. Understand? I'm in charge now!"

"Yes ma'am." I hung my head in shame.

"Now where was I? Oh yes. I think once you're well stretched, I'll be doing the actual insertion of the big balloon nozzle. I can put the camera on our little dollar store tripod and record the entire event. I think for the sake of a good show, I'll really take my time - and I'll inflate it a bit first, so you really have to stretch to accommodate it. Ooh... what a video that will be!

"Once it's deep inside of you, which let me warn you is going to take a few minutes to accomplish, I'll pump it up big - so you'll have to tell me when you feel full. Then, once we've got the balloon all pumped up inside you as big as you can handle, you'll have to wait for your enema. What I should also do is spank your bum to redden your cheeks for the camera. Yes. With my long-handled, white mixing spoon, while you wait for your enema. I think 25 on each cheek bottom while you hold onto the bathroom counter - with the balloon deeply inserted and your legs spread wide. If you let go, you'll be restrained and we'll start over. Oh I think this will be fun, don't you? And what a sore bum you'll have! I love it!

"Then, when I decide it's time to start your enema, first you must get hard. You may even be required to ask politely for me to start it. I'll be in control of this one. Once we begin, I'll be injecting one cup of hot, soapy water every minute on the minute - for 20 straight minutes in a row. If you make me stop, which I'm willing to do, before we begin again, you must get on your knees in the tub for more mixing spoon spankings on your wet cheek bottoms. You then must beg me to start your enema again. We'll keep doing this until you can hold all 4 quarts of hot, soapy water for 10 full minutes. Any less and we'll start again. Do you understand? This isn't going to be play - it's discipline. And a cleaned-out boy is a happy, polite boy.

"I'll capture all of it on video for you so you can watch it over and over again. It will remind you who's boss and what happens when I assist with your big, soapy enemas. That way, maybe you'll start doing them correctly on your own. I think this is going to work very well, don't you?"

Jeez... what could I say? I just groaned. I hated enemas. The soapy ones were the worst and with her in charge it was hugely bad!

Part 5 - Really Sore Bum

"That's some very good video ideas. Can you think of some more? What's something we can do that would be totally embarrassing for you? I know... what about you in panties, with a hardon? That's always a favorite sight for me and should make a good video! I'll tease you for awhile then bend you over my knee for a pantied-bum spanking, before I peel your panties back for more spanking on your bare behind. Once your cheeks are nice and red I'll spread your legs wide and go to work on your crack, making sure is striped red from my switch.

"I'll pay special attention on your hole so it's a little sore and nicely swollen for my dildo. By then, you'll likely be tied down over a stack of pillows, because this spanking's really going to sting - and I doubt you'll be able to keep still.

"Y'know, that's also the perfect position for your tenderized, swollen mangina to accept my fat, 8-inch dildo. We'll set the timer and once I get it buried in deep, I'll fuck you for 20 minutes straight. Deep, in out thrusts, until the timer goes ding. I promise you're going to feel this one!

"And if I get tired of pumping, I'll untie one of your hands and you can continue to fuck yourself for me - and the camera! By the time it's over, I guarantee you're going to have a really sore bum and there'll be no doubt in your mind as to who's in charge! Plus we'll have a super video for you to watch over and over again! You think that'll be enough stimulation for ya?"

Groan. Again. This was getting scary. Why was my cock so hard? I didn't want to get spanked and fucked. And I hated it when she had me wear panties. It was so humbling. It was even embarrassing when she talked about it.

"Are you getting all of this? That's 5 good videos. I say we make one every 2 days. (throb) You're going to need time to recover. So we'll do that one this Saturday. You can put your panties on that morning to remind you all day of what's going to happen to you in the evening. Don't forget to remind me Friday night so I can pick a nice dainty pair for your undies drawer. Should make for a good learning experience for you. I don't want any doubt in your mind over who's in charge, do we understand each other?"

"Yes. I understand." After making these videos, I knew there wouldn't be any doubt that she was in charge and I better behave, or else.

"Any more ideas? Y'know, I think you'd benefit from a sound, true discipline spanking. That's not something I like to do but it would make a splendid video for you to view on a regular basis. This will be what you'll receive if you orgasm without permission or lie to me. And it's our video #5 - a long, hard spanking, first on the cheeks, knees together. Then, legs spread so I can redden between your cheeks and inner thighs. For this spanking, I want tears, so get ready for the spanking of a lifetime!

"Maybe I'll start with my mixing spoon to redden your tender cheek bottoms and those hard to reach areas between your legs, before graduating up to my hairbrush. Let's say 50 on each cheek with that. Then you'll get the switch between the cheeks. I guarantee, by the time I'm done I'll have you crying like a baby. And I think that's the kind of spanking you can really learn from!

"We need a big finish. I think we'll always finish your discipline spankings with you sitting your bright red bum down on the fat, suction cup dildo, (it was 2" wide) then standing, then sitting for let's say 20 deep insertions. Hey! That's a good way for you to get a little exercise, too. Maybe I should make you do that every day! Oh, and let's use sandpaper on the chair and make sure you sit right down and rest your hot, red cheeks on it each time. I'll get the camera in close to make sure. How 'bout that for a finish? That should make a pretty good video, huh?

"I think that's a super start for us. 6 videos for you to watch and learn from. That'll make for some interesting viewing for you over the next 3 months. Plus, I think they'll be exciting to make and should be very good behaviour-changing therapy for you.

"You asked for stimulation - now you're going to get it. In spades! Plus your undisciplined behaviour will now be met with discipline - applied by me - just the way it should be. It's not my favorite thing to do, but from now on if you act immature, you'll be treated that way! It's just meeting you at your level of behaviour. It's like fighting fire with fire. You hate to do it - but it works!

"So from now on, do as you're told and we'll get along fine. Understand that these videos are important to your health and our relationship and they're going to be made - whether you're happy about it or not. It's for your own good and we have an agreement that entitles me to enforce it with consequences and repercussions, if you don't co-operate. So, just be a good boy and we'll have these videos made in just a few days.

"Alright, let's begin. First, I want you to take off the tensor bandage and put your clothes back on. Then go outside and cut a fresh switch and into the kitchen with you to carve the ginger. Use the veggie peeler and take off as little as possible - I want as big a fig as you can make! Then, take all your clothes off again, get hard and meet me in the bathroom in 10 minutes, so we can shave you bald. Oh, and don't worry - I'll bring the camera and my big wooden hairbrush! O.K. get going - I'm timing you!"

Groan.