Dissociating experience at the doctor's

It was my first time getting a check up at this new pediatrician. I really liked my old pediatrician. But he moved away.

When the nurse called me in she forced me to remove all my clothing. I was embarrassed and started to cry. I Still remember the sterile disinfectants. And I could also smell my naked body oder. Then they handed me a paper drape and told me to hang it around my hips as a loincloth.

Then the doctor came in. I don't remember what happened after that. I felt extremely embarrassed and afraid. I will never forget that trip to the pediatrician.