Hi Group,
So I like to watch videos on YouTube about surgical procedures. And my main interests are appendectomy surgeries, and urology procedures, like testicular torsion surgery, or cystoscopy procedures. I get very aroused by watching them, (but don't we all?) And when I masturbate I think about being the patient on the table, or being the surgeon. The whole idea of being prepped for the surgery arouses me, as well as being put under anesthesia. If I could actually be a patient for a procedure, I would. I understand that pain would be involved, but I have had open heart surgery a few years ago, so it wouldn't be my first rodeo. I'm interested to hear from you, and your opinion of is it a fantasy or fetish?
Thank you group.