Every couple of mornings for the past month and then some, my dreams have been of a very carnal nature. Each time I've been tied in some way, some fashion of bondage. In my waking dream sometimes I am standing on one leg the other leg bent but tied out from my body, my arms tied behind my back. A body harness made of rope steadies me by being attached to a hard point in the ceiling. My breasts prominently displayed, the places between my legs available and open. A classic one leg bondage pose. Other times I'm tied face and chest and shoulders on the floor my legs bent at the knees calves and tied to my thighs. In a sort of frog tie. Again, my ass up in the air either hole open and at ones disposal, blatantly there for the taking.
In my dreams my lady parts are always exposed, my body tied in a manner that my labia and star are pulled wide, no matter what my position is. One morning I woke with a vision of me on my back, my legs spread wide, ankles attached to a spreader bar, and tied to a ceiling mount.
Each time, after waking, not quite clear headed my thoughts are of, what? Wtf? Thinking my dream was real. It always takes me several long seconds to realize that it was just a dream.
Am I not getting enough sex and having wet fetish dreams? Not really sure what is going on. Well actually that's a total fucking lie. I'm pretty involved in my local fetish community as a FemDomme. But I actually like to switch. With consent, I love sensation, love being "molested". (Consensual non consent)
Recent events within a few months of one another where I was the bottom in a sex scene has triggered a new fantasy...
(Actual events) At a Fetish conference, three people tied me to my bed in my hotel room. There they proceeded to flog me, sexually tantalize me. One of them was, is a male who used my vibrator on my clit. He was, at one time, a partner to a friend of mine. He facilitated giving me an incredible orgasm.
The first time this scene happened it was my husband, my friend and her boyfriend (same guy as above), who was her partner, when they tied me to the table, proceeded to flog me caught me and sexually molest me etc., and of course her partner with his nice big soft warm hands molested my breasts and other body parts. It was f*cking heaven.
So this guy he has realized that he likes to tie women up. He's become quite the rigor. Unfortunately or fortunately I'm kind of in a quandary here I find myself attracted to him.
Strongly attracted to him. I know it's mutual because he has told me. And his ex partner, my girlfriend, also told me he was attracted to me. (Boy that was a mouthful.)
So I am just perplexed at this time. I still have a crush on him and still see him on a monthly basis at private BDSM parties. This just fuels my fantasy.
(Masterbation Fantasy with talking out loud )
So my go to fantasy for masterbation these days is that I have agreed to let him tie me up. My arms are tied and useless, he has used a breast harness tie, and my legs tied so I am open and spread. He plays with my breasts, nipples as well as my slit, rubbing between my legs. This was part of the deal or scene. He becomes excited, starts rubbing his body against mine, I can feel his erection rubbing against me.
At first it is exciting, he was going to play with my nipples and rub my pussy. Then using his hand or a vibrator, get me off.
He starts to groan, deep gutteral sounds emit from his throat. Precum is making his movements smoother.
He is getting more insistent with his movements, pressing his dick along my spread slit. The tip of his cock barely, but definitely penetrates my now wet hole.
I frantically ask him what he is doing, tell him "you promised you wouldn't penetrate me" I am feverishly searching for something to say to stop him. "I'm married", "you promised", "you shouldn't do this"...etc. this just excites him more.
He continues running his erection against me,between my legs and tells me he "just can't stop", he has "wanted to do this for so long". He is caught up in his own feverish excitement.
He is rock hard at this point and I feel him penetrate me in one thrust.