"Enemas? Really?"

This is where it stands right now.

@Night_Pilot i've read your post a few times now … i'm not sure i like the tone and how it is hanging out there without any word from @Ms_Lila. Hopefully it is something you can revisit … or work through … and if you want you are more than welcome to fly up here and Pete and I would love to have you and Beth Anne for a visit for as long as you wish. 🌹🌹🌹 I've sent some texts but haven't heard from either of you … so please just let me … or us … know. 🌹🌹🌹

@Night_Pilot i've read your post a few times now … i'm not sure i like the tone and how it is hanging out there without any word from @Ms_Lila. Hopefully it is something you can revisit … or work through … and if you want you are more than welcome to fly up here and Pete and I would love to have you and Beth Anne for a visit for as long as you wish. 🌹🌹🌹 I've sent some texts but haven't heard from either of you … so please just let me … or us … know. 🌹🌹🌹

Amen @gibby.

@Ms_Lila how are you love ? 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

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This morning after a very special visitor left after bringing me some coffee and cream 🌹 two other visitors, cousins, dropped in to the shop. They BOTH had their own cups of coffee 😈😈 and the blonde cousin proposed a toast to her dark haired cousin to honour her dark haired cousin on her becoming a ‘cocksucker’. Those are the blonde haired cousin's exact words. 🙄

I hope the dark haired cousin shares her tale of this morning with us at zity as she did with me at the flower shop. 😉

OK. 😯 OK. 😯 I went by the “hall” where @Ms_Lila was having a “jam”, which is an ancient term and saw her belting out a song that I thought was called “Heat It Up”. 🤯

@Cedar is an old guy and told me the song was by Concrete Blonde - Heal It Up and we looked it up on YouTube. 🥵

https://youtu.be/gEvm4yp2vkY

I thought you just sang at weddings and funerals. 🥵 😮 😲 But you sounded fantastic and I never saw you like that ever before? Why is she called Concrete Blonde? She doesn't have blonde hair. And who was that girl band you were “jamming” with?

WOW! ❤️❤️❤️

@Dahiana 🌹

Like the Concrete Blonde inference & Trak

Can ole raggedy arse actually sing ?

Been saving one just for Dahiana . . . it's 21st Century Downunder muzak . . why Downunder ?😁

Uh @That_Australian the one who was singing at the “hall” was @Ms_Lila. Is she the “ole raggedy arse” you are referring to? The only other raggedy ass person I know is @Cedar and he will tell you he couldn't carry a tune in a bucket with a lid on it and laws were passed keeping him from singing.

Do you think you might want to clear up who you were talking about? 😘

I misread that bit as was referring to @Cedar . . hence the question

The other one (@Ms_Lila 🌹) most likely has a Sweet ass . .said in my best American verbage

Been saving one just for Dahiana . . . it's 21st Century Downunder muzak. . why Downunder ?

I know “Downunder” is a name for Australia. You lost me on the rest. 😳

See above

I misread that bit as was referring to @Cedar . . hence the question

The other one (Ms_Lila🌹) most likely has a Sweet ass . .said in my best American verbage

@Cedar sing? OH HELL NO! He tells people his voice sounds like breaking glass while torturing a cat with fingernails on a chalk board. I've never heard him sing or even try and I am going to believe him. 😧

So, were you referring to Ms_Lila as being “ole raggedy arse”?

She is anything but that ! Nor is @Cedar

@Ms_Lila you have an amazing voice and your range is fantastic. 🤗 Did you ever sing professionally? And was that a professional band? There is a lot more to you than I ever imagined and @TedStarr and I could have listened to you all night long. We hope we didn't intrude but you rocked it. 🔥🌹💥

https://youtu.be/OdpTcvSn8HQ

@Ms_Lila we found this by the same artist that you “covered” and it was really touching. 🌹 However your lyrics were a little different but I liked your version better.

@Ms_Lila you have an amazing voice and your range is fantastic. 🤗 Did you ever sing professionally? And was that a professional band? There is a lot more to you than I ever imagined and @TedStarr and I could have listened to you all night long. We hope we didn't intrude but you rocked it. 🔥🌹💥

@Ms_Lila Wish I could've heard you @Ms_Lila 😞😃🌹

Ah yes, about my ‘jam session’ @Dahiana 🌹 and @TrinaStarr 🌹 and honouring Johnette Napolitano, it is something I prefer to wait to comment further on especially as to ‘Joey'. 🌹 But I thank you both for your comments on my ‘cover’ of the songs.

Now 🙄 as to your description of @Cedar's vocal talents, he pleads guilty as charged and has never sang in public or my presence and I am forever grateful to him. 🌹

@Ms_Lila I may have walked around humming Joey for most of the morning yesterday after having read this. Would loved to have heard it.

@Ms_Lila I may have walked around humming Joey for most of the morning yesterday after having read this. Would loved to have heard it.

@Nurse_Phillips when I was about three years old my oldest brother went in the military and served in Vietnam and he was my hero before then. Piggy back rides, twirling me about in circles as he held my hands, listening to my singing and I adored him. He came back from the military when I was six and he had changed but I still felt that part of him that read to me and pretended to eat imaginary cakes and cookies and tea. He would take me fishing with him and listen to my troubles but I always felt the big brother he was to me even when he fell dark at times.

He became more and more isolated and keeping to himself except where I was concerned and he always seemed to be himself when I was about. I was in university at the time having won scholarships and such and away in New York and received a beautiful card and letter from him that I still have to this day. I turned 18 and it was a confusing time for me and all that comes when you are officially an adult and about to embark on life on your own and I would reread his card when I was feeling down. We would talk on the phone at times and I could hear the weariness in his voice that he always said was because of work. Three months later he took his own life and instead of being grief stricken I became enraged. A right bitch for what he had done to me and how he was so selfish and all that rot.

Somewhere around the beginning of the 90's I was at a club and I listened to ‘Joey’ being performed by a band called ‘Concrete Blonde’ and after the show I had the pleasure of meeting Johnette Napolitano. We were acquaintances and occasionally corresponded but her singing ‘Joey’ had struck a chord and stayed with me and took to my heart and would not let go. So I began to sing it to myself and performed at small venues in between becoming a wife and mother and living life. My brother was never far from my thoughts and is never far from my thoughts and ‘Joey’ suddenly rang true with me at some point in time when I had a bit of clarity with reflection outside of ‘me me me’. I was no longer angry with my big brother for taking his life and I let that go in favour of holding on to that which was him and who he was with me.

Still I wondered, always did wonder, at what caused him to take his own life and the darkness that finally overpowered the big brother I adored. ‘Joey’ always played in my mind and I could feel myself letting go of my anger and rage but there was much I did not understand. My husband and our opening ourselves to ‘sexploration’ eventually found me in bed with a very beautiful man named ‘Pete’ 🌹 who is the beloved husband of @gibby 🌹 and their family was no stranger to military life and the sacrifices made by those who serve and those who love them. Gibby's eyes are soulful beyond belief and her sharing her husband with me allowed me to get to know a bit about his own experiences in that war that eventually killed my brother's soul. As @Lora_C had taught me, I found that getting Pete to share and bare his soul, I had to share and bare my body and soul with him. It was a beginning for me to understand. Always. Always. Always. ‘Joey’ came to mind. 🌹

Then I happened to strike up a friendship with another man with darkness in his eyes hidden by a sense of humour very similar to my brother's own style. He's a difficult one to peel away the layers of scar he has covering his own demons but I kept at it while removing my clothing to get him to talk. Lora 🌹 had told me how to approach him and that, with men in general, if you want to know their secrets it is best to make them talk after they have released into you. I got to know @Cedar and had been given hints and snippets from Lora who protected him like no other, but a way to make her talk was to ask her to open her heart after she had her release with me. 😉 Oh yes, what is good for the goose is good for the gander, and finally she gave me permission to pursue in earnest a friendship with Cedar. 🌹

Oh it was a terrible price to pay 🙄 not 😁 but bit by bit, enema by enema, blow job by blow job, I got to see him very very naked. He doesn't always like that but as a certain @Dahiana would say ‘tough shit’ 😁 😁 😁 And do whenever I happen to sing ‘Joey’ and I sing ' Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore …' I really feel it and mean it.

It's more about ‘growing up’ and maturing if the truth be known and that bit of ‘wisdom comes with age’ and such, to get to a place where you understand and let go the pain and keep the good. But it doesn't hurt if you can have some great sex with friends and a canoe ride all the while. 😉 🌹

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@Ms_Lila I may have walked around humming Joey for most of the morning yesterday after having read this. Would loved to have heard it.

@Nurse_Phillips she was amazing, and I was awestruck at her range and delivery and I would love to hear more. @Ms_Lila you really made me feel “Joey” and now I know why. 🌹

For whatever unknown reason, I was walking around here yesterday singing Danny Boy. I sang that and Bring Him Home from Les Miserables Memorial Day Sunday honoring those who sacrificed their lives for our freedoms.

@Ms_Lila 🌹

This is just a reminder to myself to post about an 😈❤️💥 ‘epic’ 💥❤️😈 anal sex weekend with my husband @Night_Pilot ❤️🥵❤️

And it wasn't just me on the receiving end of the ‘butt sex’ as NP and I were able to find time for my pegging him as we used to do in what seems so long ago. We did not realize just how much we missed our anal sex sessions which are now all the more satisfying with my thruster which he also finds to his liking. Add to this our use of the lube shooters, which are fun all in themselves, and we rekindled our love of ‘butt sex’ with a great deal of enthusiasm this past week. 🥵🥵🥵 It is something we both have missed but just didn't realize just how much until now. ❤️❤️❤️

I'm a bit on the sore and tender side having used our Feeldoe extensively but it is that tenderness that is so satisfying. I'm finding that my frocks and commando tendencies are giving me some much needed relief in that I don't have the fabric of underwear irritating my centre. Cool or even cold closure enemas given to me by a dear friend 🌹 are helping me to be my old self again 😉 and my Kegel exercises are getting me back into shape. I am wearing a medium silicone butt plug as I do my Kegel's and at some point I will step down to my small silicone butt plug as I return to ‘normal’.

I'll write more on this at some point but for now I've a shop with customers to tend to.

❤️ So nice to hear you and NP are still steeped in anal debauchery!!! You wouldn't be so sore if you did it more often!! 😄😈🌹

We were rather enthusiastic. 😉

@Ms_Lila ,

I have a suspicion that you are not focused on your work🤔😂...

While reading it came to my mind to organize really naughty anal games with my wife next weekend 😛😍🤗; it's already been two weeks 🤔.

Thank you for your openness 🌹

@Ms_Lila you've made me feel welcome and I'm lucky to have you as my friend. 🌹