Are their many circumcised men who dearly wish they were not?I was circumcised aged 3 because my foreskin did not retract and while I realise it was necessary I feel it may have had a negative effect on my life thereafter. In youth I was teased by a nasty older brother who tried to convince me I was some kind of freak to a point where I was somewhat embarrassed in the school showers.When I reached my teens and began to masturbate I did eventually figure out this was best done with the aid of lube (nobody explained that in sex-ed and none of my friends seemed to be cut) I do recall feeling a little cheated after having wasted so much time.
Though relief did come in the form of my first steady girlfriend and many young women in general assuring me that they preferred a cut penis, I'm still not wholly convinced of the benefits. While I appreciate the fact it may be more hygienic, l don't seem to have the kind of sensitivity that I hear others describe. I have never been able to cum from blow-jobs and I wonder if this is why? I tend to dissuade women from going down there as I know they will get a jaw ache and I may well eventually lose my erection. It seems I can only ejaculate when I provide my own friction and even then it can take anything up to half an hour or more.I've never had any complaints from my partners but this is more about me.Of course I have nothing to compare to but wonder if it has made me a sex-obsessed orgasm hunter.
Am I alone?