Hello all! My name is Theresa, but you may call me Tessa. :-) I have been fascinated by medical roleplaying since I was a child, before I had any idea that anything like that existed. I remember lying in bed at night and my mom would tell me to make up stories in my head to help me fall asleep. Many of my stories involved medical scenarios. Granted, I was young, so they weren't very complicated. As I got older and learned more about my body, they became more complicated. When I began college in 2001, I discovered a lot of the various Yahoo Clubs. I remember when they switched from Clubs to Groups. Around that time, life started to get very busy for me, so my time for medfet fell to the side. I brought the subject up once with my then-boyfriend and he wasn't interested in learning more about it. We have since broken up (nothing to do with bringing up the medfet idea) and now, I have decided to dip my toe back in the water again. I have found myself fantasizing about medfet off and on over the years, so it never really left me. Nobody in my real-life knows about this and they never need to know. The boyfriend I currently have does not know. I haven't decided when, or if, I will bring it up to him.
I will say that one of my earliest memories is being 3 or 4 years old and having what I now know was a UTI. My mom took me to the doctor and I remember lying on the exam table and him doing a quick visual exam to make sure everything looked OK. I don't know how standard that is, since I've had UTIs as an adult and I just pee in the cup and get my prescription for my meds. Maybe he was looking to make sure everything was OK down there since I was a kid, or checking for abuse that could cause a problem? I don't know. I know it was very brief and it didn't worry me and I don't remember it being inappropriate or anything. Anyway, I sometimes wonder if that is what caused the beginnings of my fantasies, as they always seemed to involve that area of me being examined, even before I knew what an annual well woman exam was.