Does anyone else out there identify with the asexuality spectrum? I've had strong medfet desires since childhood, but much less interest in sex. I can remember very well being in the early years of puberty and having fantasies about examining one of the girls in my class, or letting her examine me. I thought these fantasies were bizarre and shameful. Meanwhile, I had no girlfriends and zero intimate experience until my college years.
Once I reached my twenties, I did have some sexual relationships with women, but perhaps more because I thought I was "supposed to." I am not repulsed by the idea of sex, but I just don't enjoy it that much. The unclothed intimacy of a play medical exam is far more attractive to me. But medfet is ruined for me if it's just a prelude to sex.
Sound familiar to anyone?