In my previous replies I mentioned the time ahen I was 2-3 years of age, I forgot to mention that I have been at hospital after that and had to stay for upto two weeks, this occured when I was 5-6 years old.
I was trying to watch Indiana Jhones & the temple of doom, I had decided to climb up on-to the top of the brown leather sofa to get the best view of the tv as it was on top of a high cabinet wich I was finding it hard to see from my hight,
well long story short I ended up falling off the back and hitting my head hard on the floor and although I got myself up again I instantly knew something felt off
As I had fuzzy vision and a dizzy feeling like I was on a fair-ground waltzer and I could not see clearly and had a extremely painful throbbing headache, and had could not see clearly out of the left eye.
Well I went to bed as normal but wasn't aleap for very long until things took a nasty turn for the worst a couple of hours later as I thew up some blood so the next thing I can sort of remember was being rushed to the hospital A&E department ny my mother by car.
And on my entry having a doctor check me over during this I threw up again and this time I blacked out completely, I dont remember anything after that.
The very next thing I remember was re-gaining my senses whilst laying down on a stretcher being wheeled down the corridor and seeing cealing lights rush past my very eyes before being admitted into a ward and then the curtain being drawn.
In between the two times I blacked out/fell unconscious, I had been rushed into the operating theatre for more complexed examination it was then the doctors/trauma specialists discovered that I actually had a serious & potentially life threatening condition
This being after they had also done a complete C.T. scan of my head, not that I can remember this as I was sedated or to put it more accuratly out cold, which when I look back at it now probably wasn't a bad thing as I would have freaked out having people in green medical gowns/scrubs standing around me as I had a fear of hospitals,
And as it turns out in addition to the concussion I had a rather nasty hemerage/ slow bleed on the brain and so while I was safely sadated/tranquilised they did what they could non surgically to stop the internal bleeding as it was in a part of my brain that was too risky for surgery, so they instead put me on medication and managed to stem the bleeding.
Although I don't know how long they worked on me as I was completely out of it, as I had to be put into a medically induced coma, hence what I seid earlier later on I when I had by now re-gained my consciouness I was informed that they had done all the relevant procedures to releve the pressure on my brain and everything was going to be okay,
however they would be keeping me in for observation just in-case anything went wrong and the doctors also informed me they had put me on blood thinners and would monitor me over the next few days,
It was then that I got rather home sick and started crying my eyes out for the first time since I was a baby, And it was at that point the nurse came by to say what's the matter pettle I asked can I go home?,
I want to go home and I want my mommy.
to which the awnser was no not at this time as your still too poorly however you are getting better, and we won't keep you here any more than is absolutely necessary.
The nurse tried her best to calm me down and seid there there little one I know you don't like being in hospital but it's for the best and then she went away for what must have been all of 5 minuets or so and it was then came back holding a teddy bear and handed me a lollypop which I sucked on until it was gone
she then seid this will help you relax more and then the on duty nurse had some pills for me to take I was given a cup of water and told to swallow the tablets which I did the next thing I can remember was blacking out again.
And I remember then I remember having a vivid nightmare of a clown with glowing red eyes and long claws bending down to attack me in my vaunrable state and as I couldn't move it was all the more scary.
Later that day I woke up feeling a little fuzzy from the medication, and also from not standing up as I was virtually bed bound apart from being able to sit up I wasn't allowed to move too much as and I was told by the nurse/maintrian told to stay still as you're only going to cause more damage to yourself.
And I was given breakfast which consisted of beans on toast and sippy cup of orange juice a bottle of baby formular and I remember watching Dumbo on the TV as it was wheeled into my cubicle,
then I had more meds and had a short sleep of sorts until lunch time when I was woken by the nurse and asked what I wanted for lunch, I opted for a hotdog with chips and a soda pop, although I am not sure if it was coke or Pepsi.
Then I went back to sleep after reading Peter Pan and when I woke up I was told to go back to sleep as it was late at night by this point in time, and so I went back to sleep But kept having variations of the same nightmare over and over again.
The next day and I woke up to my shock in a puddle being in a cold soaked set of underwear and hospital pj's in my size and an extremely wet bed which was embarrassing to say in the least, not to mention un-comfortable and smelly, I was so embarrassed as I hadn't wet myself since I was 3 and I felt ashamed to be in that situation, I remember crying again and
It was then the on duty nurse came in an shook her head she seid oh that's not good we'll have to get you cleaned up as soon as possible she seid she had updated my chart to say I was a bed wetter it was than that
I was given one of two choices she seid do you prefer a cathiter or diapers as she explained again to me the nature of the problem after much thought I had made my mind up,
and of course I told the nurse my preference and choose to wear the latter as I didn't know what a catheter was thankfully.
She seid no problem then I was wheeled down the corridor and into the disabled toilet there the nurse placed me on top of the changing table and undressed me and then proceeded to fold wipe me down apply some baby cream on my bottom and hips
then the nurse sprinkled me with baby powder then she unfolded a large shiny plastic looking white rectangular object that I instantly knew what it was from my previous experiences as a child.
It was then she seid dont be embarrassed and not to worry as lots of children your age have to wear this form of protection, and that I had made the right choice as I would be much more comfortable than I was at that time.
the nurse then proceeded to unfold the corners so it resembled an hourglass shape and I knew what was coming next but was surprisingly calm and even okay with it,
although admittedly had never really grown up as I was still a infant in my mind set although I didn't openly show that fact as I kept it to myself thinking I would be too embarrassed to admit it to the nurse/doctors.
The nurse then slid it under me and command me to lift up my bottom up and I did as I was told, she then seid lower and I did that without any problems i then layed still while the middle of the diaper was brought it up between my legs until it met my chest and belly button
and then she proceeded to bring the left side up until it met then undid the sticky tabs/tape temporarily re-adjusted as needed and placed it over until it adhered correctly and therefore was tight, so there was no chance of leaks.
once that was done the nurse then repeated it on the right side so it was now fully down over the landing zone in the process enclosing my lower body in a comfortable thick padded disposable diaper that made me look like a toddler rather than a 6 year old boy, although I began to relax more and consequently I slept much better now that I was back in diapers/nappies.
then before I could thank her she checked me for gaps with her fingers and then lifted me off the table and back onto the stretcher, snd I remember how bulky between my legs that it felt to be back in diapers although I was happy.
And then the nurse helped me back in a gown and my new hospital gown/pajamas and then I was wheeled back into the ward, where I was given a teddy bear a sippy cup of what appeared to be baby formula as it tasted familiar.
It turns out that the ward I was wheeled into was the maternity units/children's recovery room so naturally I was treated like a baby for the first time in years during the whole time I was there however
this was only for a couple of nights three at most, while they could find a proper bed/place for me in the regular ward but while I was in the children's section I enjoyed being looked after.
I thought to myself I must be oldest toddler in the whole of the children's ward I half joked to myself in my head, this was confirmed by a visiting doctor who mentioned what I was thinking although he was jokingly saying it to keep my spirits up however I didn't mind the joke
And I even went with it by a bit of a ting saying baby talk "Goo Ga Ga ha" or something like that and stuff like that which I hadn't actually seid in years, he laughed and seid ther's a good baby, although I had by now fully regressed back to being a toddler at least psychologically speaking.
It was after that time that I can remember being moved again only this time being transferred to the regular recovery ward for a week at least maybe two before I was allowed to go home,
I was allowed to still keep my teddy as a momento of my stay until I left hospital then I had to give him back on my discharge from hospital as I only had borrowed it and the fact was that I had plenty of soft toys of my own waiting patiently at home for my return.
however during my stay in the outpatients ward I was still listed as a bed wetter I still had to wear diapers/nappies, although this wasn't a problem for myself personally speaking because this helped avoid any repeat of the embarrassmet of my earlier experiences and
Towards the end of my stay I remember feeling better so I was allowed to go back home with mom and then settled down to a regular life, although I still was a bed wetter so had to share my brother's supply of pampers as he was still in them at this time
and the way when I got back the tv had been moved so there was no chance of me being in a serious accident again,
but slso because the cabinet had been moved to the spair guest room by this time, and so this meant that the tv now sat on the newly painted and wall papered area,
although there was still a shadow like stain where the cabinet once stood although draws and a new set of furniture now was in it's place
and there was a party on with welcome home balloons and finger food as well as some of my friends from school who had stopped by to wish me well.
I hope you enjoyed this story as it's true to the best of my accounts/recollection.