Well, I've always been into medical fetish, yet never truly understood why (what about it I enjoyed).
I've finally came to the conclusion it's a mix of not being in control, being exposed, feeling awkward, and slightly unsure what's going to happen. I think another major component is having something done to me that is a mix of liking it, and not liking it.
I never have (and still dont) consider myself a masacist, yet I had an opportunity to receive a play exam, that included being catheterized.
Reading on this site, there was a mix of individuals who enjoy this, and others whim made it sound horrible.
I decided to give it a try... and good lord, depending on what state of the process I was in, my feeling for it ran from nervous, to scared, to enjoyment, to OH GOD PLEASE LET THAT BE THE LAST OF IT COMING OUT.
I will say, one question I read a few times on this site was what would happen if you orgasm with the catheter in you. Many speculated it would be horribly painful. Well, I found out. First things first, if the catheter is made to vibrate, you don't exactly last very long.
When the moment came, part of me thought there was a chance my penis would just fall off due to some unforseen complication (haha). Luckily, that didn't happen. The experience actually felt incredible! It felt like a prolonged and more intense orgasm.
All that said, the reality that then had to play out, was it was time for me to go home, and I can't have a tube sticking out of me. Lordy the pain of that puppy coming out made me actually scream. There has not been too many occasions of me experiencing pain that involuntarily caused me to make a noise.
So now, I'm almost as confused as I was before ever having this experience. I can't decide if the fun was worth the pain of pulling a fire dragon out of your penis at the end.
Has anyone else experienced receiving this from a dominatrix or nurse (with a goal of it being for pleasure)?