There is nothing better for to have someone else take control to use - and abuse - my penis for their own enjoyment and satisfaction. The rougher and painful the better.
These days, I don’t get the opportunities I once had to meet up with someone to do this. I was somehow much happier when I paid for this, by visiting a female dominatrix, or a male dom.
Now, when I have time alone, and can manage a day to myself, first thing in the morning I take a viagra. I don’t need to take these during normal play, but it does give my cock and extra boost.
The object is to sit and watch my favourite porn, always involving cbt, ballbusting, some of the content is pretty extreme involving cutting, blood, the more extreme the better.
To begin with, I am of course naked, I connect my cock up to a TENS, for some prolonged estim. A tight ring forced around the base of my cock, the other end is a homemade attachment of heavy gauge steel wire which loops tight around in the sulcus of the glans and continues up in a loop which os inserted down my peeslit. The wire can be pulled wide so it stretches my peeslit wide open.
I switch on, my cock gets rampant, that combined with the estim and viagra makes my cock harder and bigger than normal. I edge as I watch the porn, maybe for fifteen minutes, and allow myself to cum. That first orgasm is intense, my cum dribbles out of my spread open peeslit.
I keep the estim going on a lower level, my cock does not soften that much, I keep watching more porn, my cock erects again, the viagra is doing its work. I ram up the estim, and within twenty mins or so, I am having another orgasm, this time it is dry.My cock is again rock hard, red, the glans swelling, my peeslit is red and sore from the stretching along with the groove under the corona.
I keep going, my cock is telling me to stop, but I want it to erect forcibly against its will. I force another orgasm, my cock aches as does my prostate, a painful, dry thumping orgasm. I want to be masturbated again and again, I want my erect cock to be abused, forced to cum against its will.
The viagra, the estim along with more porn makes my poor penis erect again. After maybe four hours, I remove the attachments, examine my bloated glans and deformed peeslit, and I give myself a harsh handjob, really jerking back the foreskin hard, yanking it back severely, until I do manage a very weak and painful orgasm. This time, of course, it is totally dry. I am emptied, depleted, my cock is red and swollen from the abuse.
It is a shame there is no one to watch me, to control the estim, to goad me on to do more and more. For them to take complete control of my cock, which remains erect against its will, and to verbally humiliate me for having so many dry orgasms.
Amazingly, the day after, I still feel the effects of the viagra, and my cock erects again in the morning. It is telling ke “no more”, but I want to do it!