I've been wondering about determining whether I really NEED an enema, or if I just really WANT one.
I don't normally have problems with constipation. My colon typically functions well whether I'm binging on the bag, taking routine bi-weekly enemas, or if I'm on an extended enema hiatus. As much as I like the maintenance effects of some herbal enemas, I know that most of my fetish revolves around the sheer pleasure I get throughout each enema process. In any event, I found I was beginning to justify some enema sessions by suggesting to myself that I need one for simple little stomach upsets and senses of intestinal fullness. I'm even thinking some of those slight discomforts were even psychosomatic. Maybe I'm starting to develop a wee penchant for some medfet???
This week however, I had a bout with true constipation. (I've been eating A LOT of cheese.) I felt the full gut coming on in the past few days even though my bowels were moving well. I started in the train of thinking I might need an enema, but I wondered if I was simply justifying making the time for a pleasure session. I knew that wasn't the case when I had a rough time passing a couple of boulders at work this morning and I could tell I still had an even bigger backup in there. The enema session I squeezed in before dinner really did the trick. Another one tonight will finish the job. Ahhhh...relief commences! The real thing is clarifying my thinking on this quite a bit.
Are you straight up with yourself all the time in deciding on having an enema session for relief of discomfort versus one purely for pleasure, or do the lines sometimes get blurred for you too?
I'm wondering about others thoughts as it relates to any aspect of this topic.