I. have always considered myself to be a straight man believing I would never consider any sexual encounter with another man. However, I have found that I enjoy and have even come to crave anal stimulation during orgasm. As much as it embarrasses me to admit this (I would never admit it to anyone I know personally) I have come to believe it might really feel good having a dick sliding in and out of my ass doggy style while my partner reaches around me and strokes and rubs me to orgasm. Is that sick for a straight man to think this way? Of course he would have to be a gentle man, careful trying not to hurt me and also very discrete. Next comes the big question! How would a man like me, to embarrassed to go into a gay bar, ever find such a hookup?