My first feeling when I know that I will get an enema is one of anticipation. I get an interesting sensation in my groin as my body begins to consider the activities that will soon follow my decision to take an enema. The sensation in my groin continues to swell as I pull down the water pitcher and fill it with filtered water to be warmed in the microwave.
While the water is warming, I am preparing the soapsuds that I will add to the water and pull out my 3-quart enema bag and colon tube nozzle. Yes, the sensations in my groin continue to anticipate the end activity.
With the water poured into the enema bag and soapy mixture added to the bag and mixed, I head for the bedroom where I hang the bag, clear the air from the hose and nozzle and lubricate my anus. My emotions continue to present mental pleasure to my body.
I begin to feel the physical elements of the enema when I insert the nozzle into my anus and release the clamp to begin the flow of water into my bowel. The feeling of the nozzle sliding past my sphincter into my rectum is exquisite, a feeling that never fails to excite me. That feeling followed by first surge of water, which is often cooler than the water in the bag, lets me feel the cool flow of water as it travels higher into my intestines. As the water continues to flow, I begin to feel the fullness and pressure the water places in my belly. I can begin to see the effects of the water visibly as my belly begins to swell.
I typically like a slow fill. Emotionally watching the enema bag slowly deflate adds to the emotional feelings I find every time I take an enema.
Once full, and I have held for 10 minutes, make my way to the toilet sit and expel the soapy water. The best way to describe this is the exit flow of water from my body is a rush as I listen to the water splash into the toilet bowl.
Once done, I physically feel empty, which is a good feeling. It means that the enema had accomplished what I wanted it to do.