I was pondering this the other day and realize that some of the things that would turn me on, really are not that safe. What do you do when you really want to play something out that could be dangerous?
I'm not talking about doing anything illegal, but say you get turned on by alcohol enemas, or some type of cutting, or bladder invasion or something. Not saying those are my cup o tea, but I'm just curious how you go about handling that. How can you get yourself to stop being so turned on by it?
I saw a post that asked if you are happy about having your particular fetish or not. And me, I'm definitely not happy about it. I wish I could be satisfied by just the 'normal' socially acceptable types of sex/play. I am sooooo grateful to have found this site so that I don't feel like such a freak anymore, but still, life would be so much easier if I could be happy with the 'regular' sex in my 'regular' relationship.
Just wondering what your thoughts are on this. Do you crave something dangerous? How do you handle it?