Seeing Yourself as the Patient

Ok, this comes from another thread about cystoscopy.

There are many real life medical procedures we have that we can't see. Some we can't even feel. Maybe it's your position, maybe it's draping or anesthesia. If it were possible, would you like to see a video of you undergoing a procedure.

How about the cystoscopy, maybe your own colonoscopy? Maybe even surgery. What happens to you after your out?

How about you? What procedure would you like to see? What would you NOT like to see?

For me, it would be everything and anything. Of course this is fantasy as most doctors won't let you film anything except childbirth.

Other than everything else, I know that if you're having surgery, they frequently put you under before doing all the prep work. I'd love to see myself unconscious while they shaved the surgical site, catheterized me, put the breathing tube in, got my limp body into some necessary position, scrubbed the site and applied the sterile draping.

Other than a cystoscopy where they will be cutting, doing a biopsy, or a bladder capacity study, it is very common to have the cysto done in the office with just a local lidocaine gel injected into the urethra. You are fully awake and if the doctor does not make the offer, you can ask to watch the entire procedure on a computer monitor.

For colonoscopy, although you will have an IV and they will be prepared to give you a very light sedation that will make you unaware of what's going on, you can ask to not have the sedation unless you are in discomfort. There will be some cramping, but you can again watch the entire thing on a computer monitor. If you feel discomfort, you can ask for as much sedation as necessary until you are no longer uncomfortable.

Deke,

It's not about the procedure, it's about witnessing your own vulnerability from a separate POV.

I'd be interested in watching a recording of pretty much any procedure being done on myself.

For regular physical exams, I think it would be thrilling to rewatch what had happened to me from another point of view.

For more complicated procedures, it would be interesting to see exactly what happened -- especially if I was unconscious and unable to perceive it as it happened.

I wish I could record myself getting a physical or any procedures done. I wonder if I could ask them to do it lmao

I wish I could record myself getting a physical or any procedures done. I wonder if I could ask them to do it lmao

You could, but I doubt the doctor would cooperate. They're so worried about being sued. Video tape is evidence.

You could, but I doubt the doctor would cooperate. They're so worried about being sued. Video tape is evidence.

Yeah that's what I thought. That would be hot though

I'm sure some play doctors would oblige, though.

I wouldn't want to watch myself having surgery or other similar procedure, but I've always wondered what it would be like to watch myself get a thorough physical.

Nothing would turn me on more to see an extremely invasive and intensive urological procedure being preformed on me - especially if I am places in the most vulnerable of all positions - flat on my back, with my arms placed behind my head with my legs firmly placed far and wide apart in stirrups. As a man exploring his "other side" everyone in the procedure room is male with strong hairy arms and tufts of chest hair growing from their scrubs... I'd like to see it all on a screen - from the second thsy scrub down my throbbing penis to the moment they pull out the catheter at the end - ALL OF IT!

I was very fortunate that back in 2005, I met two fellow Playdoctors, one from the West Midlands and one from my own area of Halifax, West Yorkshire.

My entire Medical Examination was filmed and put onto a DVD which is one of my most cherished posessions to date.

To be able to see every intimate detail of my Genital and Rectal examination including Sounding, Catheter, DRE, Enema, Speculum and Anoscope use over the three hours (edited) exam never fails to thrill me and hardly a day goes by that I dont watch myself undergoing this very thorough and invasive Medical.

If these "Doctors" are still out there, I'd do anything for a repeat exam.

I got to watch a video of my own gallbladder surgery it was pretty cool

I've witnessed my cystoscopy in real time, so I know what it's like. I would really like to see the insertion of a borescope used for my colonoscopies; another would be my anus being invaded multiple times by the ultrasound wand used when I had my prostate biopsies completed-that would be hot for me. This would include anal speculums opening me up for what's to come....

Don't really want to witness any cutting done, just the invasive procedures would get my juices flowing.

Nothing would be more exciting than watching myself get a physical exam on video tape. Actually, even an audio recording the events of the physical exam would be pretty stimulating. Watching my embarrassing experience on a recording would be an amazing source of stimulation for masturbation later on. A friend of mine actually captured the video recording of the physical exam done on him with a concealed cell phone camera. Even without audio it was extremely exciting to watch his experience. The camera angle did not capture images of his genitalia but it was still exciting to watch him lower his briefs for the genital and hernia exam. I do have a problem with the ethics of recording someone, that is the doctor, without his express permission and I would never expect a doctor to grant permission for this.

I understand the part about not wanting to violate the doctor's privacy, and I highly doubt they would ever give permission, which is why there are so few real pics or videos in existence. You're the one that's nude however, so I think it's more objectionable for a doctor to tape a patient than the other way around. If you were going to video yourself, it would have to be on a don't ask don't tell basis, and I would never share it with anyone else unless you protected everyone's identity.

Since i am more into the surgical side of medical fetish, this is often a conundrum for me in my fantasies. I love the idea of a doctor strapping an anesthesia mask to my face and I often imagine that I am watching myself anesthetized, eyes taped shut, intubated, legs spread open wide. The idea of being so vulnerable while unconscious is such a turn on. However, if I actually experienced that, i know that I would be missing out on it. So I usually compensate by imagining that I gave the doctors permission to film it and they are showing it to me after I wake up and walking me through the procedures.

To snailshellrose - I like your imagination and creativity of your fantasy and how you would compensate it to make it enjoyable for you. Nicely done!

At my cystoscopy appointments I am given a gown that is pulled up to under my breasts . There is no drape as you do get wet and so does the exam bed.Once the cystoscope is in I am able to watch what is happening on a TV screen. I lay there and wonder though what the view must look like from the doctors end of the exam bed.i would love to be given a copy to watch back .

I would love to be able to see what happened when I had my hernia operation earlier this year. To watch the entire procedure from entering the anaesthetic room, seeing the prep, the procedure itself and through recovery, would be very exciting and, in parts, arousing.

I would love to see a recorded play exam with me as the patient. I would find that very arousing.

I watched my flexsig on a tv monitor. Pretty nurse held my hips open as doctor began inserting tube. Great, erotic experience. When procedure was over, doc left the room. The nurse began washing the equipment but stopped to talk with me while I got redressed. I felt the atmosphere was highly sexually charged. I was very pleased that the nurse watched me remove the gown, step into my underwear and finish dressing. I'm a closet nudist and have exhibitionist tendencies so it was all good for me. My dick was half erect and my pretty nurse looked me up and down. I was working out in those days so I had a flat stomach, which to me, made my dick more prominent. I'm sure she had fun recounting what she saw with her girl friends. I masturbated when I got home just thinking about it.

That would be so cool to be able to see yourself like that I think its pretty cool

The only normal medical procedure I can't see is getting buttock injections because I usually have to bend over for them and the nurse often makes me do so before preparing the shots,in which case I don't see them at all. What I would really like to see is the nurse's expression when she knows I can't see her because I visualise her smiling in enjoyment of what she is about to do to my vulnerable bare bottom.

I too am more on the surgical side of the medical fetish, and I would love to see my urological procedure being recorded. from the moment I'm put on the table to the moment I'm taken off the table and sent to recovery. I had open heart surgery last summer to correct mitral valve prolapse, and I had my partner take a picture of me while I was still intubated in the recovery room.

I would really like to see a birds eye view. At cystoscopes I've been shown pictures of what the camera sees inside but I'd like to see the actual insertion.

I would really like to see a birds eye view. At cystoscopes I've been shown pictures of what the camera sees inside but I'd like to see the actual insertion.

I agree with you totally on this.

At my flexible cystoscopy, I was completely awake, undrugged. I was watching the video screen. The doctor gave me a tour of my innards. While the the interior view was very cool, the best thing was seeing the tip of my own penis on the screen as the scope approached and entered me, in synchronization with the sensations.

Many surgeries are videotaped these days for medical legal purposes. They are kept with the patient record. When I had my colonoscopy the anesthetic didn't work and I was awake for it. I watched the monitor and saw everything. To my relief it was all normal. (I had done many as a resident because I thought I wanted to go into GI. Thank god I didn't.) I was very embarrassed to see that there were blackberry seeds in my gut. I had been unable to go without eating and had sneaked some blackberries. The GI doc laughed at me for that. Jds you are such an animal!

I have vediotape of my two surgeries.

One is of my bowel perforation surgery and one is of liver surgery when it was bleeding internally after accident.

Yesterday my classmate/best friend/roomate came to visit me and I told her that I have two vedio tapes of my own surgeries. We finally started watching the liver one because it was short surgery and bowel surgery was 8 hours long.

I swear!! I am going to give that tape back to my dad and keep it away from my eyes. It was not fun and I could not see my self in that condition.I have seen tons of neuro surgeries but Me as a patient was really weird .

I saw it for one hour and then on table My BP went too low and surgeon was talking to or nurse about bleeding and I really panicked andd left the room and my classmate watched it till end!

Those are some major surgeries cookie, I have had only one and it totally turned me away off on the medical profession.

I think i will be really freaked out if I have to see myself under the knife, the only thing I can relate to here is my ordeal with the appendix post operative complications I had where I had an open abdominal wound for two months which had to be daily attended to by my mother.

A transgendered friend has video of her transition surgery. Very cool stuff.