Severe BDSM Scenes and Edgeplay

I thought I would create a thread for Severe BDSM scenes and Edgeplay.

People can post what they consider to have been their more dangerous, emotionally or physically painful, lengthy or severe scenes here as well as their philosophies regarding those "close to the edge scenes."

Tell us what went through your mind as you settled into subspace, suffered through a flogging, went crazy being restrained for hours, how you felt spanking or flogging your loved one, giving or forced to hold that painful enema, etc.

We'll see how this goes.

This is a very interesting topic and I'm going to keep track of it. I have probably been in some scenes that others would freak out about, but I'll have to think about it for a bit before I post, because in my mind, they really weren't all that crazy or edgy. Probably because I trusted my partner. I'll think on it, and post later. I can't wait to see how this thread develops. Thanks for posting it Susie!

As someone who has played on both sides for many years, my "top" play is fully informed by being a "bottom," too. As a sub, I have connected with professional dommes around the country and have been fortunate to play with some of the best. In the spectrum of sub play, I will claim to be very experienced, but not "extreme." As I have written before, such descriptors are tricky; one man's extreme is another man's mild. There are levels of play beyond my interest - blood, permanent marks or scars, extended confinement and what might objectively be called "edge" play, such as authentic consensual non-consent. The real pros, I have found, are conscientious about safety, hygiene and communication; the one I see monthly is now nearly psychic and her insights (descriptions of her observations of my reaction) are almost scary.

Last fall I booked an eight hour marathon that involved her and three others. Although I had offered some ideas in advance, what I got was on the far side of that. Perhaps the most intense part involved a leather sleepsack with internal sleeves. Once inside, I was blindfolded, ears covered and gagged, they then used metal packing strips (in spools) to screw me onto a 4x8 plywood platform - I was already immobile, but could hear their electric drills and felt the tightening strips. The platform was hoisted from the floor using straps hung from the (basement) dungeon ceiling to about their waist height. Then the sack was unzipped at the center, exposing my genitals. An electric butt plug was inserted, followed by electric pads on my balls, electric strap on my cock (base) and an electric cap with an electric sound. The photos later showed that she had 4 control boxes, operated by at least two of them.

For 10 - 15 minutes, they varied the voltage, pace, patterns, etc. to elicit the responses they wanted and to enjoy my predicament. Once they figured out which settings were the most fun - for them - she said "hand me that black case on the table behind you." A total mind-fuck, as I knew the box held her violet wand and accessories. What followed was all of the estim connections working + the violet wand over any exposed tissue, including against the metal corona cap. Had I not been restrained, I would have levitated. As it was, I was (muffled) screaming and trying to writhe. [We do have a safe word, but I've only used it once - ever.] After about 5 minutes of that, everything stopped and I was cut out. It took quite a while to come down from that - physically and emotionally. I was determined to ride the ride, and I did, but it took all I had to endure. In the moment, it was one of the most intense physical experiences of my life.

What went through my mind? "I can do this, I can do this, CAN I do this?" "What else is coming?" "They can do anything they want and there's no way to stop it." "It feels good - it hurts like hell - it feels good - OMG!!!"

More about this another day.

I cannot think of a time where I specifically bumped a thread, but I am going to do it here and now!

BUMP!

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People can post what they consider to have been their more dangerous, emotionally or physically painful/corporal punishment, lengthy or severe scenes here as well as their philosophies regarding those "close to the edge scenes."

Tell us what went through your mind as you settled into subspace, suffered through a flogging, went crazy being restrained for hours, how you felt spanking or flogging your loved one, giving or forced to hold that painful enema, etc.

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Pussies need not apply!

Thank you Switchablesusie for this thread to be open. I can share my account about what I experienced though it could sound a bit disturbing (and too please excuse my bad English)

I still don't know entirely why but I'm pretty inclined to hard women, and it took me sometimes into distraught situations. That is, when a game occurs that I could somehow name as "beating". Ok it's weird and maybe dangerous but it's me.

The thing is I feel so much emotion, I'm carried away by their assaults, entering in a world apart lead by fear, confusion and overwhelm, and I discovered the Subspace with this. It may be reached perhaps otherwise but it's the way I got it.

Technically I'm tied up and there is nothing else than the girl(s) and me. No artifice, no accesories (aside once with a crop but I howled so much that I almost lost my breath) and they are dressed conventionally, the ones I have contact with for this are not dominatrix, we have meet by local classified ads.

Among all the hits I get, the ballbusting is by far the most intense! Not to be a man returns impossible to know how much it can hurt. When the attacker finds out that kicking upwards by tiptoes is an effective way to make you writhe. But it's the whole raid, and the rush without respite, that take me in this state. Faceslapping too is really challenging, and to the topic here seeing my face may depict the severity of a session like this, I'm red, crying, throw into a panic.

But despite being painful, stressful and exhausting, I'm involuntarily aroused when it happen. Girls see it and it's like a vicious circle, they know me better, gain self assurance and don't hold back anymore. I'm not masochist but I know girls are easily sadistic. They are. But when the drop comes they become again very nice, as outside to have a casual moment together. There is much to love about them!

I recently had an encounter where I was given many urethral procedures that were painful to the point of my endurance, though I have to say they played to my med fet interests and SM interests, and I wouldn't be averse to that again, the two weeks of pain passing water & bleeding put me off, but I would so much like to find a UK master to strap me down and use electro or a milker on me, and so much more I'm sure