I don't think I'm obsessed (... hmmm, well, maybe a bit), but whenever I get into the shower I think about unscrewing the shower head off the hose and sticking the hose up my butt which I've done many many many many times! I started with enemas when I was about 6 or 7. We didn't have family ritual enemas at home, but the family doctor seemed to prescribe an enema for everything. It did seem my mother was often going off into the bathroom and taking enemas because she said she was constipated... ha, I think she might have enjoyed them way too much, but I just don't know. My sister once mentioned something about mother and her enemas for kids and the doctor always saying to give one. I did not like them ... but yet I liked doing it myself. I really didn't get that many enemas from my mother, but by myself, that, was a whole different story, lots and lots and lots of times! I do remember the suppositories my mother stuck up my ass to toilet train me. I liked those, LOL. Ha, I used to ask for them and she said NO. Eventually I found where she kept them, I was very young, I used to pop one up my ass now and then, That was fun! I am so anal.
I found a red hose once in the basement from an old enema bag that had been thrown out I guess. I must have been about 6. I managed to get up into the closet where I knew my mother kept her enema stuff. There were several small size nozzles, so I took one knowing it would not be missed. I stuck it on the red hose and hid it in a cigar box in my bedroom. I also put ripped up toilet paper into the box with it, no idea why I did that, to protect it? My mother found it once and said what's this? I said nothing, I don't stick it in me, I use it for cleaning the washbowl! What a lame explanation. Well, she never mentioned it again and I kept the hose, it just seemed to blow over. Maybe she was just a very good mother and recognized her cute pretty little son was a budding enema freak and let it go.
I used to take that little red hose and stick it up a faucet and give myself one at an early age, it was lots of fun. I got hard as a rock, but really hadn't gotten the idea yet about trying to jerk off or anything, really had no idea what that was about, was more fascinated with my butt and enemas. Ha, and hot dogs up my butt! I was way too young to jerk off even if I had known what it was all about.
By about 12, I must have been doing 3 or 4 qt. enemas. Every time I was alone in the house I would get my mother's bag and fill it up all the way in the bathtub, then sit on the toilet and give myself a good enema. She had a hook by the toilet, actually up very very high. I filled the bag again and took another with no release. It must have been 3 or 4 qts. I was taking. The first one went in like nothing, the second one built up pressure in me, but I easily took the whole thing, very easily. Then, I held it in as long as I could, by then I could jerk off. When I could hold it no longer I started to slowly jerk off, that let me hold it a lot longer, then I stood up off the toilet and jerked off in the washbowl, holding a washcloth on my asshole so I did not blow out poop and water all over the place, then I discharged in the toilet. I did that so many times as a youth I can't even count the times. I really filled up the toilet with the discharge, I like that part of the enema experience too, sometimes I cup my fingers over my asshole so I can feel it all coming out! When away at school, I used to take 2 liter soda bottles and fill myself up. Sometimes I would rock myself so it would flow back into the 2 liter soda bottle, and back and forth numerous times. That, was hot!
I've been doing them off and on for years, now often in the shower with just the shower hose up my ass, but not as often as when young. I also put binder clips on my tits when doing this, sometimes I just discharge in the shower or bathtub. I guess I'm messy, but I'm into sex, so I see it as no big deal, and I love the entire enema experience, going in and coming out. I've done them a few times with other guys, that was really really hot. I screwed one guy once while he was discharging. I came so fast!
I don't think I'm obsessed, but I do like a good filling enema and blowing the water and poop out my butt all over the place in the shower or tub! I seem to do them only a few times a month now, but after writing this, I feel the urge coming on! LOL!
I've also done them in the bathtub by putting my legs over the edge of the tub and working my asshole up to the bathtub spigot for a good filling. I then blow it out all over the tub, yeah, I'm messy, but it's fun and I'm rock hard doing that.