Dirty diapers

Love the feeling when filling up my diaper helplessly with warm poo poo. Being carefree again.

I vascillate between loving the natural approach, typically after holding it for a day or more and eating bulky foods, and the explosive approach - usually with a small urine enema administered via colon tube - though when I do that I also enjoy being very poo-full too!

I typically take the natural approach of holding out as long as I can. I don't wear them out in public but if I'm working at home I'll try to hold it until a conference call starts then mute my phone, and let it go so that way I have no real choice but to sit in a dirty and wet diaper for an hour.

That being said, I also enjoy using enemas or suppositories to expedite the process sometimes.

I actually prefer to go all natural poop in my diapers. If I am in a diaper and have the urge I will hold on and fill my diaper completely. If I do not have the urge then I use a suppository or whatever I need to take to fill my diaper with warm poo.

I actually learned the art of filling my diapers naturally pretty easily after I experimented briefly with laxatives. I already had the occasional messing accident under certain circumstances but that didn't mean it was easy for me to go in my diaper initially.

Fast forward a couple of years and I don't bother trying to make it to the toilet anymore, ever.

I feel content and safe when going potty in my diaper. I usually only have one instance a day, in the morning where it is very relaxing must going in my diaper and carry on with what I'm doing. Occasionally I wake up during sleep with a feeling that I need to relieve myself, which happens in my diaper and I drift back to sleep, with a full diaper. Feeling the sticky and warm poo gives me a nice comforting feeling.

Bedwetting does not wake me up, maybe eventually pooping in my sleep will come too.

I usually just go in my diaper if I'm wearing one. I am maybe a tiny bit constipated one day a year, so I don't use laxatives or suppositories because my body evidently makes its own. If I use a suppository / small enema, all it does is makes me poop out the suppository or enema...unless I already had a load ready to come out.

I always wanted to poop my diapers as easily as I can wet them, but no matter how hard I try, my body won't allow me to when diapered. It's like a mental block I just can't overcome.

I love to have had a diaper on for a while when I know I am constipated and in real need of a huge poop. I like to take myself back to being a naughty little boy and I'll go and hide up in a corner when the poop urge starts, cross my legs and hold back until the feeling goes away. During these 'holding' periods I usually leak a little pee into my diaper and because I will no doubt have been farting there is usually a stinky smell in the air. I feel very naughty and babyish. I'll do that several times until I pretend I have been caught and will be made to poop into my diaper, as used to happen to me. I know the poop is likely to hurt as I push it out(and that is part of my kink, that hurting feeling) but I stand up straight as if I am being held and having to keep my legs apart I really push and strain until the entire huge poo is loaded into the seat of my diaper. If I happen to be in front of a mirror at this time I love to see my face going red with the effort of pooping myself. Hmmmmm LOVE IT.

Cant beat a dirty diaper. Sometimes I will know when I'm about to poop. At those times, I will grab a mirror, lie on my bed, unfasten my diaper and watch it come out. I then refasten my diaper and sit in it awhile. Once my diaper cant hold anymore poop or pee, I will take it off, mastrubate and put a dry one on.

Neutogenic bowel & bladder with low sensation ,normal biwel movement is every 1 1/2 ×÷÷(@ little rabbit turd,so I use medication to control my bowel , with almost no sensation to warn ,I go when the medication says , I don't control it ,it fills my diaper 4 X'S a day ,if I don't take the medication I end up in the hospital being force fed colonoscopy prep for 4 fats continuously just to clear it out .