I enjoyed my only two experiences, both at a young age. At about age 13, my best friend and I got naked in our tent on a Boy Scouts camping trip. We cuddled, got on top of each other, and gave each other hand jobs. I did the same thing with a college budy who turned out to be gay and talked me into it. He wanted us to do oral and anal next, but I felt weird about that and bailed on him.
I'm not turned on looking at hot male bodies anything like I am looking at hot female bodies. However, as I've become more anal erotic in the last 20 years, I've become more bi-curious and started to become somewhat attracted to a lean, muscular, clean shaven, male bod. I fantasize about anal sex with such a guy, both giving and receiving, although I'm squeamish about kissing and cuddling with a guy.