..........You hear footsteps grow louder and louder then she appears at the door holding a now bulging full enema bag in her left hand and the hose and nozzle in the right hand. She smiles at me and the look on her face is "oh boy, I am going to make you as uncomfortable as I can in a few minutes with this hot, soapy enema. She walks over to me and hangs the bag on the hook in the wall installed just for holding an enema bag. I look at the nozzle and do not see any fluid dripping from the tip meaning that she did not clear the air from the hose making the enema more gassy...............
Exactly. In addition to those thoughts, if she were my Domme ex she'd also probably be telling me some things out loud about her plans for me. Like that the whole point of this exercise is to stimulate HER own arousal and orgasms by making me as submissive and humiliated as possible with the soapy enema and our other kinks she'd make me do along with it (rubber suit, sneakers, restraints). So the more I convince her that she's humiliating me, the better her arousal and (maybe) the faster I'll get it over with (but don't expect any leniency and do expect to be here holding an enema for a long time!). Therefore, the more I squirm around and moan and complain and beg for leniency, the more aroused she gets. She'd love to hear all about how much I'm struggling, too hot and sweaty under my rubber, sneakers too tight, too much enema, please no more, too much cramping, too much belly pressure or distention, holding too long, don't make me change position, don't make me give you PIV while I'm full, you can't humiliate me by telling anyone else you're doing this to me, dear God, don't make me hold this enema all night, etc., etc., etc. Of course, all of which she ignores and does whatever she wants to me (remember what she said above, "Oh boy, I am going to make you as uncomfortable as I can in a few minutes with this hot, soapy enema.") Believe me, she meant it! And no matter how much I squirm and beg, she knows we're both enjoying her dominance and my intense submission.
I gather your Domme is similarly insistent and Dominant! Enjoy yourself.