In the beginning I cried a lot and tried to resist the bulbs, which of course ended in failure. I think it continued like this until I was about 8 years old.
During that time, a friend's mom adninistered me two enemas that were totally different from the previous ones my mom gave me. At home, the process was usually the same. First a few rubber bulbs of soapy water, then two more enemas of plain water to wash out the soap. The soap burned in my ass and in my the intestines and triggered cramps that made the injected content want to get out again quickly.
During these procedures, I cried and fought constantly. The insight into the necessity of the enemas eluded my understanding.
The enemas from my friend's mom's hand went differently. She told me beforehand that she would give me a tea blend that would be very pleasant to the touch. This enema was in fact the first I received without a peep. And when I received two more from her after a few weeks, I got my first hard-on.
I have often secretly wished to receive one or the other enema from this woman, but unfortunately the opportunity never arose again.
At home it continued as usual, with the difference that the rubber bulb was accompanied by a rubber bag and an enamel irrigator.
My mother now increasingly used the two new parts. The liquids rushed into the colon in one go and not in individual bulb portions as before. Here, too, my screaming could not be overheard.
At some point, when I had passed the age of twelve or eleven, my little one suddenly spoke up and said he had to grow up.😎 Of course, this did not go unnoticed by my mother. But she never said anything about it.
From that point on, I took the enemas like a man and let myself endure them in silence. When I was 12 or 13 I suddenly had a hard-on with every enema. Maybe that's why the enemas became less and then eventually stopped altogether; I didn't know and never asked...
Our bathroom did well; it got quiet inside...😎