As I had said earlier this week, I had my first milk and molasses enema last Saturday, so the question some might ask: Can you tell us in more detail what it was like? So Iāll start from the beginning:
I was pretty nervous last Saturday morning when my ācare giverā said the time had come for me to get my M&M enema. Together we went to the kitchen, got the milk out of the refrigerator and put it in a saucepan on the stove. I watched as she heated the milk, and when it got close to boiling, she turned the burner off and carefully stirred in the blackstrap molasses (OMG, that stuff is really thick!). She noticed I was starting to shake, so she looked me in the eye, grabbed my hands, smiled, and whispered to me not to worry, donāt be a wimp, be brave ā she would take care of me. We took the mixture into the bathroom, set it on the vanity and waited for it to cool down to just over 100 degrees. While we waited, she had me get completely undressed and get down on the bathroom floor, covered with towels, on my elbows and knees and told me to relax. She massaged some KY into me and within a minute, I had a nice erection, complete with some moisture oozing out of the tip of my penis. The anal massage lasted about 10 minutes, and as it turned out, would be the last pleasant part of the day. When the enema cooled down to about 103 degrees, she poured the solution into a disposable enema bag and hung it on a hook about 4 feet above my rear end. Total volume was just under 1 liter. She told me she would give me the enema as fast as possible as the urge to evacuate would come quickly, and to keep me under control, she would have to restrain my hands. She tied them together at the wrists in front of me, so I could stay in the knee-chest position, on my elbows. She carefully slid the tube into me and within a minute or so, had it about 14 to 16 inches or so in, then asked āare you ready?ā I said yes, ready as Iāll ever be! Within a second, she released the clamp and I quickly felt a warm rush as the enema fill me. Not so bad so far, but after the first minute or so, when only half the enema was in me, the first cramp hit. It was the most powerful enema cramp I had ever had and I tried desperately to hold it in. Soon, the enema began leaking out of my relaxed anus - what a mess! She squeezed my buttocks together as tight as she could, which help a little, but the cramps were unrelenting! Soon I was unable to hold out any longer, so I got up and made a dash to the toilet, with my hands still bound together, to keep the mess on the bathroom floor to minimum. In the end, she probably got about 600ml into me. Fortunately, she knew how powerful this enema would be, so she had protected herself with a rubber apron.
Over the next 6 hours and about 8 or 9 trips to the bathroom, I declared my bowels empty! When the session began, I weighed 215; after 6 hours, I was down to 212. When I told her this, she told me she was very proud of me and what I had done, and that on Sunday sheād complete my cleanse with a coffee enema! She thanked me for asking her to help and in the future would enjoy giving me enemas any time I needed one.
So, what did I learn?
1. The enema cramps were the most powerful I had ever experienced, but they came waves, which allowed time to recover in between. I wouldnāt say the cramps were painful - uncomfortable? Yes! As my mother taught me when she began giving me high enemas as a teenager/young adult, there will be discomfort, embarrassment, and vulnerability, but afterwards youāll feel great and ready for a nap! After 6 hours, I really felt āclean insideā, more than after any enema Iāve ever had and, yes, I was ready for a nap! Iāve done colonoscopy prep using oral laxatives that were equally effective, but they were not as uncomfortable, but required more time and were unpredictable.
2. When I do this again, Iād used use an enema bucket instead of a disposable bag, and attach an inflatable type nozzle, not a colon tube. The diameter of the tubing that came with the disposable bag is too small - probably Fr 18 or 20, which restricted the flow too much. I wonder whether my experience would have been different if she had been able to get the entire 1 liter into me more quickly with the inflatable nozzle forcing me to hold it in longer. I think it would be a more effective enema if itās given quickly, as opposed to deeper. Use a larger diameter hose and hang the bucket high! I am clearly glad I had someone to help! I canāt imagine what this would have been like if I had attempted to do this alone!
3. The most disappointing part of this was losing control of my bowels in front of my care giver. I was so embarrassed at the mess I had created. I told her how sorry I was, but she it was OK she knew it might be messy.